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hii guys my employment has ended! we’re so back on tumblr

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snoopy of the day

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do it scared. do it vaguely uncomfortable. do it mysteriously damp

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i love the declan and gansey dynamic because i think declan (#1 Most Repressed Guy In The World and proud of the work he’s done to earn the title, thank you!!) is alternately repelled by and ravenously jealous of what he sees as gansey’s authenticity (monmouth manufacturing. bright orange car. upfront about the welsh king weirdness. quirky but charismatic. ronan likes him. etc.) coupled with his ability to easily fit in at aglionby through the privilege of his wealth and upbringing. so he brings his girlfriend to meet gansey and see his living space as the precursor to their date (“hey ashley #3 meet my loser brother’s best friend. he has weird and intense passions and interests. he stands in contrast to me haha right, because i’m not like that at all, haha right. i want you to meet him so you can understand something about me i can never express to you and he’s acting as an externalized part of me right now. don’t you think we look like lobster?”) meanwhile gansey is unaware of this because he’s busy operating on levels of repression declan can barely imagine.

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Kavinsky: you gay?

*Ominous thunder rumbles*

Ronan: yess

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i get that he’s pretty but he’s also fucked up. You have to draw him a little fucked up. it’s his god given right to be like this

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realest paragraph that has ever been published in history

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july is their month. maggie release official art for henry & noah rn

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always thinking about ronsey just so you know. the two headed creature is always in there.

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they should invent a way to reconnect with old friends that doesnt feel like eating a pile of dirt in front of god

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the mythology of Ronan Lynch

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Dropping the latest Sketch-a-Wish voted on by my lovely Patreon members, featuring Adam and Ronan in an exaggerated representation of probably the most popular quote for the pair in The Raven King by Maggie Stiefvater.

A scene where Ronan is tracing Adam's palm, while inwardly monologuing the metaphor of his feelings as an oil-spilled ocean, ready to burn at the slightest spark. I just had fun with it!

(also, is the oil-spilled ocean metaphor stemming from the fact Ronan finds Adam covered in / smelling like motor oil from his mechanic job? 🤔)

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what if I wasn’t tired all the time imagine the possibilities

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NO SPOILERS IN TAGS

beach episode

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what's your "if I won the lottery I wouldn't tell anyone but there would be signs" thing? mine is getting a fully green kitchen