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Can I just say, uh, I’m pretty sure noticing you’re asexual is harder than noticing you’re gay, straight, pan or otherwise. Like, I just read someone’s desciption of hitting puberty and, like, there’s nothing like that. There’s no sudden ‘boob’ moment, no sudden ‘fuck, I’d fuck that’ moment, not sudden anything. You just, like, plod on through life as usual going ‘oooh, that’s pretty, I’d like that hair’ or ‘oooooh, they’re nice, I’d like to be close to them’ but there’s no like, ‘oh, someone would want to fuck that but I don’t’, you know? You just- you don’t notice, you don’t realise everyone else has ‘had a moment’ but you haven’t, you just- keep going as you always have.

And then, much much later, you start to wonder why people are getting so caught up in drama for romance or sex, like, why bother? It’s not worth it, they’re not worth it, why are you doing stupid things for something that’s so- and then you wonder if there’s something wrong with you, start mentally over compensating. Like ‘uh, okay, um, who should I date? Who can I stand to date? Who could I stand to fuck?’ like- it’s not, it’s not something you want, but you want to fit in, to be normal.

Sometimes you don’t even know that you’re doing it.

Sometimes you don’t even know asexual’s a thing.

I dunno, I guess, I just feel like, uh, people should understand more?

idk sorry thank you for listening to me

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behind every late diagnosed neurodivergent person is a parent who has absolutely nothing going on at all don't worry about it

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This is still one of the greatest things ever made.

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HAPPY FNAF SECRET OF THE MIMIC DAY!!

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[OC] Host and Parasite

body horror yaoi peak

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When I was a kid I was “darn I just love when female characters pretend to be dudes for whatever reason” and the reason will not shock you in the slightest

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actually, growing up is feeling like i turned sixteen two days ago. i’ve been eighteen for years. fifteen year olds seem so young. wasn’t i fifteen just a few weeks ago? all my friends and i are still twelve. i’m closer to thirty then to being a baby. i never got to be a kid. i never grew past eight. i can’t talk to my mom. i want to sit in her lap forever. the week is going by so slow. an entire year has passed. i want to decide everything for myself. i need someone to tell me exactly what to do.

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me every day without fail: I'll do [chore] when I get home

me when I get home:

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i feel so completely directionless

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You know your Art Fight refs are cooked when you start using an attack you got last year as a reference instead of your own art of your OC

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Back in my day, we shipped Creepypastas with Five Nights at Freddy's characters and we liked it.

We shipped Sans with Sans and we liked it.

We shipped OCs with Canon and we loved it.

You know, I think there's a good portion of the internet right now that would not have survived in around 2015 to 2022.

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You know, I think there's a good portion of the internet right now that would not have survived in around 2015 to 2022.

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Just don't attack other people on the internet for their headcanons or AUs or whatever. Learn internet etiquette.

Friendly Fandom reminder for me and everybody else:

Just because the fanon version of a character is different from the canon version of a character, does not mean you cannot enjoy the fanon version!

The fanon version clearly became popular for a reason, it is not bad to consume media of this version of the character.

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You can avoid the fanon version if you just don't like it, there's nothing wrong with deciding to stay true to the original character.

Friendly Fandom reminder for me and everybody else:

Just because the fanon version of a character is different from the canon version of a character, does not mean you cannot enjoy the fanon version!

The fanon version clearly became popular for a reason, it is not bad to consume media of this version of the character.