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No like what's funny is i was googling the country name for about 15 mins confused out of my mind and then I went to Twitter and came to know it's fake 😭😭😭😭

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The argan thing was so out of the blue??!!

Like okay you wanted to punish yourself but like my girl getting kidnapped again in the end😭😭😭

I understand he was bound to snap and that's good he did but the arc was so whacky it didn't look like it fitted.

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The Twitter peeps are scaring me. They are mad about the ending 😭

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What blindsided me is that bse is the son of the grandfather. His "father" and him are half siblings 😭

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Our male lead intentionally renouncing his very powerful 'adopted' identity and giving no name for himself—except that of Hong Heejoo's husband—has HUGE implications in Korean culture.

Due to their deep-seated Confucian beliefs throughout their history, women were rarely known by their actual names both in public and in private. They were know only by names of the men in their lives (this man's daughter, this man's wife, this man's mother) or by the title of their status or occupation. That still exists today to a certain extent. Also, women were very restricted on when and where they could go places publicly and had to hide their faces when they went out. The individual identity of women was therefore hidden from the world since they were not allowed to be truly seen or spoken about in a way where their unique defining personal attributes could be known.

So when our male lead denies his adopted name and powerful family status and then proceeds to publicly proclaim all his wife's personal attributes that uniquely define her—including a large picture of her face—while only defining himself as her husband, he flipped the traditional Confucian gender roles on their head.

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Will you marry me?

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canon: they died

fanfic: fUCK YOU

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Wait a second, the day of the accident was when Hong Hee-joo was forced to shut up and hide in the shadows, and now that she wants to reveal herself to her husband (and come out of the shadows), he is meeting her at the amusement park she never got to visit. He is helping her finish the journey to the amusement park as if nothing ever happened that day twenty years ago.

And people have the audacity to say that romance is dead!!

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Can I get a man like him who is unbelievably devoted to me? Is that too much to ask?

Tell me how to hate you? Tell me how to not love you? Makes so much sense when you remember he found out it was her and the first thing he wanted to know in sign language is “I forgive you” and instead of confronting her confirming again and again that it was her. He even hesistated to check for her mole because there is simply no way she could be someone he hated. He hated 406 but when 406 became Hee-joo he waited for those calls just to talk to her. This man would NEVER hate her. I am unwell.

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ok can we talk a bit about how saeon knew hee-joo's selective mutism started the day she was supposed to go to amusement park with her siblings.

so when he confessed to her, he basically gave her the day she lost everything, back to her, by letting her enjoy the merry-go-round, eat ice cream, walk around an amusement park at her own pace, before assuring her that he'll be there for her at the end of that journey.

he's letting her relive the day over with happier memories, to start fresh for herself/ their relationship, to no longer let that day define her.

when they meet again, he doesn't just tell her that he "loves her," because he knows that hee-joo probably won't accept that answer.

he sees her scared and understands that she fears being rejected by him, so he instead, acknowledges her feelings:

"tell me how to hate you. tell me how to not love you."

and then that kiss shooketh my heart, i'm unwell.

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let me just start with....

the first word he ever heard from her with her real voice was "Baek SaEon"

the second word that she said to him was "가지마 (gajima) [don't go]"

how melancholic it is for the combine words to turns into a phrase "Baek SaEon, don't go." for someone who's life was never his since the beginning.

"did I asked for this life? stop shoving it down my throat. as I'm at the edge of throwing it all up."

"if i didn't act reckless, i have nowhere to hide. there is nowhere to hide except my back."

you don't talk about baek saeon being a red flag without understanding that he is a trauma on legs. the guy's whole life was built on lie. a lie that we currently don't know which way the writer will reveal to us. I'm not sure whether they will follow the webnovel route or their own route. from the way the story goes, maybe they'll went a different way from the webnovel regarding baek saeon's real identity.

please heejoo save this guy... you're his only salvation, the only one who can let him breathe.

"the only thing that can calm me down was the hand movement of a girl next door practicing sign language every night."

and him being protective over hee joo's hand was also because it is the same hands that always calms his down after his nightmares. the hands were precious to him probably more than she ever know.

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He is INSANE I LOVE HIM

Wife finally tells you in words that she doesn't want you to go? You don't. You cling to her hand and caress her head while barely holding on to your sanity after you almost lose her.

She's been hospitalized for several dats but all tests csme back fine and is perfectly capable of moving? Carry her that few feet from her wheelchair to her bed and wash her hair.

She asks you 'when are you coming back'? You immediately accellerate as soon as the light turns green. Though you'd fly if you could.

She notices her fruits are unwashed? Of course you wash them for her.

She gets scared of something you have no idea about? You lay dowb beside her and let her use your arm as a pillow until she calms down enough to sleep.

She finally decides to come clean and tell you she has been the one making punctual calls every night that started as a threat? You book a whole amusement park in the middle of the night and tell her to stop underestimating herself because how can you not love her????

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No but what I love is that she spoke because she wanted to. She revealed she is 406 not him. Even if she didn't want to he wouldn't force her to and just take that as a chance to communicate her even though that phone would have been a very solid evidence against that kidnaper.

Insane episode 10/10

Banger

INJECT IT INTO MY FUCKING VIENS

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The fuck was that episode...

I have to watch it 10 times please TO DIGEST WHAT HAPPENED AND THE PREVIEW????? THEY JUST GOT HAPPY LEAVE MY POOKIES ALONE

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when the phone rings day tomorrow

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i'm ill

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as per tradition i am mihawkposting in atrocious hours of the night except it's on twitter so i need to put it on here for my mihawkposting tag