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Arhatic Dyan and the Tetrahedron

Meditation Journal: March 30, 2025

Meditation Type: Arhatic Dyan (Pranic Healing)

As I was doing the inhale towards my navel chakra.

I saw/felt an energetic light-shaped tetrahedron on my navel part.

Similar to this picture except it wasn't as pointy. And, the middle part was more embossed as that was one that made me recognize this shape as a tetrahedron.

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Self-Conscious Light Codes

Meditation Journal: February 28, 2025

Meditation Type: Meditation on Twin Heart’s (Pranic Healing)

In today's meditation I downloaded a different kind of light.

During the Meditation of Twin Heart's we are asked to imagine liquid white light flowing down to the crown of our heads. However, this time as I looked up from above, I visualized light in the form of many kind of codes that I cannot decipher. But, there were all very very fast and as they reach my brain, they seem to be light, fast and conscious.

They seem to move, bounce, reflect so fast that they I could only see their prismic rainbow colored rays forming various geometric shapes and breaking free the walls of my mind causing it to expand without needed for any of my conscious effort.

Before, I needed to imagine denser liquid white light towards an area and require focus to unblock a certain area and hear clicks. But, with this new form of self-conscious little speedy like codes, they seem to have its own intelligence expanding to blocked or unbalanced areas and I would be surprised to hear several clicks and feel that my mind is lighter and more balanced.

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Earth is Shining

Meditation Journal: February 21, 2025

Meditation Type: Meditation on Twin Heart's (Pranic Healing)

Usually when I imagine blessing the Earth I usually imagine it with on a neutral out of space view compassion and hope (somehow knowing I came here to help restore it to its once glorious state so there was a tinge of sadness and disappointment from what I am currently experiencing from others).

One time, I decided to tune in to what Master F sees when she blesses the Earth then suddenly I saw some kind of glowing cloudy whisp of bright white energy surrounding the Earth as she blesses the peace on Earth.

Those were the only visions I see during meditation on twin hearts for the past 200 days.

Today, I was surprised because as I held my hand out. I saw a clea vivid visual of the Earth with shining bright rays like that of a star (similar to this but my vision was brighter more blinding light coming from the core of the Earth itself shining rays outward)

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Conversation with Someone

Dream Diary: Janaury 12, 2025

I woke up forgetting the main content but definitely it was a conversation about how commited I am to my noble purpose and it referred to me as "my friend" in the end of the sentence.

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Triggers

Dream Diary: January 11, 2025

I've been repeating dreams again. The dream may differ in situations but the overall message is the same.

People (family or friends) are touching or moving my personal things making me feel irritated, disrespected and triggered. And, I keep being triggered illogically each time like in the past.

As I wake up, I keep realizing that I need to keep calm and transmute my feelings into love. But, I still can't achieve it yet so it keeps repeating night by night.

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Third Eye Opening

Dream Diary: January 4, 2025

The first scene was that it was kind of bug in the game algorithm as I was suddenly able to open my third eye and saw someone with blue clouds above his crown chakra and there was an small angel hanging there even if I wasn't supposed to. The effect of that was that my body couldn't handle it, I felt hazy and woozy and fainted.

After that we reviewed the projected game and it was kind of a funny blooper because that part was a bug and the scene looked so 2D flat like a sticker which is why I could tell the projection was only a game review. The classmate beside me during that graduation ceremony was even familiar as she is my current workmate "S". But, I wasn't paying attention so when I was called to be awarded, I didn't hear it lol.

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We are all Interconnected

Dream Diary: December 15, 2024

I forgot most detail about the dream but the point was that we are all interconnected like a grid of energy it showed me like this image.

Reflection:

I seem to recall a vague memory as I child that I used to see some kind of sacred geometry structure behind physical objects and I would usually spend time playing with them by connecting them or matching them. But, as I grew older I told myself it was weird for me to be spending time on imaginary stuff so it eventually faded away and I forgot about it.

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Hotel Ghost

Dream Diary: December 14, 2024

Hotel Ghost

Background: My sister gave me a gift certificate to stay in a Hotel Sleep Suite with special features that all the lights are voice activated for a comfortable sleep.

Dream: Around 4 am I had a dream that there was a man with lust intent under the hotel blanket trying to seduce me by my legs. When I ignored it and chanted "Om Mani Padme Hum," it kept blowing strong wind against me. The wind goes past the thick duvet blanket and I could feel it on my face and hair. As I continued to chant, the wind stopped and its as if someone is pulling my hair one by one. It then occured to me I could just wake up did. I woke up and told voice activatesd the lights to turn on and it went away.

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Yellow Mellow Rays

Dream Diary: November 14, 2024

Background: I have been sick since November 11, 2024.

November 11, 2024 I was suffering from intense vertigo, I couldn't get up. My aura was flickering. I was purging through colds, vomiting and mild diarrhea. This was similar to my ordeal during childhood when I am overwhelmed with the crowd. I asked help from healer friends in desperation. Not knowing what to do. They told I have to release the energy I have absorbed. I did my best to ground in the garden and release all the energy to the Earth which reduced the flickering aura but still had to sleep the whole day until 6 am the next day.

November 12-13, 2024: Weak with terrible clogged nose and phlegm in the throat so it was difficult to sleep.

Last night, I really thought I could not meditate because I was so weak and sick. At around 4:18 am, I woke up from a dream so vivid. I wanted to get up but thought first of consolidating the dream before it fades away. I wanted to get back to sleep before my 4:30 am wake up time for meditation but my dogs then began to bark so I had to wake up for meditation. During the meditation I thought I was healed because my nose were clear but after the meditation the clogged nose returned lol.

Dream details: I was under soft mellow gentle yellow rays of light as if being regenerated by it. Then I was having a telephatic conversation with someone. He said: You have to practice today. I asked: What is this light? I now can't recall what he said but it related to a mission… So I asked: What mission? What is this light? He said: Your mission is to assist in the awakening.