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Started crying over that poor woman that was run over by that racist while protesting

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not me giving my twt mutuals my tumblr in case it really goes down… imma have to start shitposting on here

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ice.cream

a/n: hello, hello. i’ve had this in my notes for the longest and finally came about finishing it up. i, very much, love hyunjin’s lyricism in this song and thought i’d write something inspired by that in the pov of hyunjin. almost like an elaboration or extension of the song! i was intending for it to be longer but… i like how it turned out and the length isn’t my biggest concern as a result haha. hope you all enjoy it :)

hyunjin can’t help but stare at the waffle cone in his hand as the ice cream starts dripping down the sides. the flavors are blending into one ugly and sticky mess that has him mesmerized. he contemplates on whether he should try and savor every last drop or give up entirely and trash what’s left.

he wiggles his fingers as he adjusts his grip and grimaces a bit at the cold cream that’s covering his hand. eating the ice cream now won’t change its current state, but he wants nothing more than to treasure the sweet taste and deal with the cleanup after.

symbolism is interesting in the way that the melting treat makes hyunjin think of the person he feels sickeningly drawn to as of late. it makes the situation far less sad and ugly. it makes it seem more beautiful even if it is disheartening.

but hyunjin doesn’t like seeing the negative side to things. he sees everything in rose colored tint and ignores the slight sting he feels from time to time. although he considers himself hopeful, his friends consider him foolish. foolishly in love, he’ll say with a chuckle and his friends will crack a smile and shake their heads.

he knows they mean well when they express their concern. it’s not easy to ignore hyunjin’s predicament. not when he gives out more than he’ll ever get back. you don’t love because you expect to receive love in return, he says to them. they coo and touch their beating hearts that warm at his words. their worry settles down at his sweet words and he’s content with having them at ease. it also eases his own worries and serves to convince himself as well.

he wants to believe in love. he wants to prevent himself from thinking that love hurts. love and heartbreak are two separate feelings. if he gets his heart broken in the end, he only has himself to blame.

why blame the person he has feelings for if they merely exist? that isn’t to say hyunjin has control of what he feels, but he still entertains the ideas that come with harboring feelings for someone. he can’t help who he falls for and that person can’t help who they are.

they may not have the kindest demeanor or be the friendliest. though, there’s those rare moments when he gets just a glimpse of their charming smile, even if rare. those childish words that teeter between bitter sarcasm and playfulness. he feels his heartstrings tugged by such acts and words. the rarity of it makes him cherish it far more than anyone else could.

part of him knows he’s deluding himself. making assumptions that are more than just a reach, but nearly a leap. he convinces himself that he’ll get more of those warm and heart fluttering moments the more he gets to know and spend time with them. hyunjin gets giddy at the thought that one day he’ll make them feel just as he’s feeling now.

he tries not to disappoint himself in the reality of it all: that all his hope will be for nothing. he twists and turns all the aspects of the situation just to make his story of love rather than hurt. he’s hopeful for their sake just as much as his own.

because in his eyes he sees them as nothing more than perfect even if a bit complicated, he’ll continue to love them until he’s left with nothing at all. love is everything and maybe he’ll get that in return someday. if he’s left empty with no one to refill his aching heart then he’ll have no choice but to attempt to love himself the way that person couldn’t.

somehow, he’s more than okay with that. he’ll gain that love back even if it doesn’t come from another. even if love is everything, it’s also never ending. no matter if the ice is cold because ice cream is just as cold and much sweeter.

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those egg tart things 🍳🤔

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more jjk comics

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don’t know how many of people will see this or if it will hit my target audience but ! i had written a han imagine like… 2 years ago now ? 😭 bitter grudges and simple touches if any of you recall or know of it… and i had planned another part but as you can see i have yet to write it. i had a rough draft of it but i’m not feeling it so i may scrap it and rewrite my draft and maybe post it in the near future ! i notice some ppl still finding my writing every now and then so i’d like to give y’all a conclusion rather than leaving an ambiguous ending u know lol so i guess what i wanna know is how many ppl would like a second part ? or are still waiting for a second part ?

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LEARN KOREAN

For all you international kpop fans out there who’d like to learn Korean (for multiple reason I guess?), I have collected a large collection of online textbooks, websites, resources, and blogs that can help you achieve your goal!

online textbooks: [ all the downloads are pdfs, no .rar files! ] 

My Korean – book one

My Korean – book two

Dirty Korean

Using Korean

Basic Korean

Korean from Zero! – book one

Korean Grammar for International Learners

Using Korean: a Contemporary Use

Intermediate College Korean

Living Language Korean Course

Continuing Korean

Handbook of Korean Vocabulary

Korean Grammar in Use

Korean for Dummies

Korean Made Simple (not a download)

websites:

how to study korean

Sogang Korean Program

learn korean

talk to me in korean

lets learn korean

free korean lessons

korean for dummies cheat sheet

korean class 101

korean class 101 (youtube)

talktomeinkorean (youtube)

sweetandtasty (youtube)

seemile (youtube)

common vocabulary

useful korean phrases

grammar + vocab reference

vocab games

quizlet

Apps: [ some may only be available for iphone or android and not both so bear with me ]

pop-popping korean (iOS + android)

tengugo hangul (iOS + android)

kdrama talk (iOS only) 

Neme Korean (iOS + android)

KORLINK by Talk to Me in Korean (iOS + android)

Learn Korean by Bravo Language (iOS + android)

Korean Flashcards (free on android only, $4.99 on iOS)

Learn Korean 6000 words (android only)

TOPIK One (iOS + android)

Dongsa (iOS + android)

POPYA animals & fruits + vegetables (iOS + android)

misc. resources:

korean keyboard

culture notes

text slang

crash course on honorifics

children’s books

the chosun (news in korean)

korean class 101 podcast

talk to me in korean podcast

blogs: [ most of these seem pretty active as far as i can tell ]

unyounglearnskorean

study-korean

translating korean

letstteok-korean

onestopkorean

learnkoreanwithmusic

hangeulit

learninghangukeo

way-to-fluency

snubiwriteskorean

easykorean

cassarilla

teachmykorean

HAPPY STUDYING EVERYONE!!!

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okay so my dash is a little dead, and mostly bts so figured i would make another post so i can follow more people. 

if you post anything about: 

Blackpink

Stray Kids

Ateez

Nct

reblog this (you can like it but reblogs are a little more preferred so the word can spread) and you dont have to follow me if you dont want to :)

i know the list is a little short, but im slowly getting into more groups and i wanna take it slow lol

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You bitches es RATS 🐀 , so focused on the cheese 🧀... you forget abt the trap 😐💯

SHITIGKFND I KNOW WHO THIS IS STOP I CANTJSHSH

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i made a mexican gay flag should i post them..

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Profiles

Changbin pizza boy AU

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i feel like i only ever post scenarios/aus so here’s this that i made a month or two ago that no one appreciated on twt </3 unmute for a surprise

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How do you come up with ideas for your writing

some ideas are inspired by conversations with my friends usually! one of my friends suggested the enemies to lovers for jisung so i kinda had to brainstorm what way i wanted to approach it. the way the people interact is usually based off how my friends and i are and such. but it’s good to bounce ideas off with someone! it’s also good to check out other people’s writings too.

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bitter grudges and simple touches was so good!!! I really like the way you write, it flows really nicely!

omg thank you so much!! i’ve had it in my notes for the longest but just got around to finishing it yesterday since i’m on summer break. thank you for the compliment once again, it means a lot 🥺💓

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Freeze! You’re under arrest for being so nice and cute. Copy this message to 10 other blogs that you think are beautiful and deserve it. Keep the game going and make others feel beautiful!!! :D 💖🌸💖

ahh this is cute, but i dont come on here often enough to really interact with other blogs 🥺

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bitter grudges and simple touches pt. 1- han jisung

i didn’t intend for this to be so long, i even had to take away the spaces in betweent the paragraphs so i could post this all together :// but i will probably be writing a part 2 to this to lmk what you think! this is a female y/n enemies to lovers with jisung from skz, enjoy lol

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“move you dipshit.”

jisung made no effort to make room for you on the couch after you had tripped over his bag. “how about you watch it, dumbass!”

“please kill me now,” seungmin groaned on his side of the couch and rubbed his temples.

“seungmin, tell this dumbo to move over,” you gestured towards jisung as he sent glare after glare at you.

seungmin sighed, “hey dumbo, move over.”

jisung, who was currently taking up two-thirds of the couch, made sure to lay his body on the arm of the couch as well. “tell the idiot i said no.”

seungmin grudgingly tried to shove jisung’s legs off his lap. “hey idiot, the dumbo said no.”

you huffed before taking matters into your own hands by reaching for jisung to pry him off the arm of the couch that he had been draped across.

“get your nasty hands off of me!” jisung yelled as he tried to shove your hands away.

“i wouldn’t have my hands on you in the first place if you just would’ve moved!”

“i should’ve just gone shopping with my mom,” seungmin thought aloud. he shook his head causing his cherry red hair to bounce a bit.

you had successfully managed to move jisung enough to squeeze your way onto the couch. you tried to ignore his brown hair pressing against your arm considering he still refused to sit upright.

“was that so hard, jiji?” you asked him, feigning a concerned expression.

“having to breathe in the same room as you has been hard enough.” he muttered, still not sitting up. “you could have let me relax in peace.”

you could still feel his hair tickling your arm. “pfft, my bad! i’ll just leave the room next time.”

he tilted his head a bit, looking at you upside down. “please do.”

you flicked his forehead and snickered as he let out a loud ‘ouch.’ he winced, rubbing his forehead before brushing his hair in order to cover it.

“i’m more sick of you two than you are of each other,” seungmin said as he shoved jisung’s legs off causing him to fall into a sitting position. “i’m wishing i could go home right now, but i am home.”

you rubbed the spot where jisung’s hair had been tickling you. “you know i would’ve left a long time ago if my mom wasn’t working late today.”

“just walk home! problem solved,” jisung suggested, sending a wide smile towards you.

“you’re stupid if you think i’d head home just because of you.” you reached over to flick his forehead once again, but he quickly pushed your hands away.

“seungmin, i don’t know how you’re friends with someone so fucking rude.”

you scoffed, “i could say the same about you.”

“i was gonna cover dinner for all of us, but if you two keep it up, you’ll only get an empty stomach and walk home.”

jisung shot up from his slumped position. “dude, i’m supposed to sleep over tonight. you know i don’t have my house key with me.”

you laughed in his face. “sucks to be you!”

seungmin pointed a finger at you. “oh and you too! don’t think i’ll spare you just because you’re set on proving jisung wrong.”

it was jisung’s turn to laugh in your face.

“seungmin, i’m trying so hard not to pound jisung in the face.”

“good. keep trying cause it’s progress.” seungmin pulled his phone out and stood up from the couch. “i’m ordering takeout for us. don’t kill each other while i’m gone.”

jisung took that as a cue to lift his legs and place them where seungmin had previously been sitting. he tilted his head to look at you and smiled cheekily.

you averted your gaze from him, “i just lost my appetite.”

he frowned, letting his head fall from his held position. “what the hell did i do to deserve this?”

“you know what you did, dumbass.” you said through gritted teeth.

“yeah and i apologized; did i not?” he spoke quietly this time, his voice just above a whisper.

“forgiven but never forgotten.”

it’s not like you and jisung had issues the split second you met. on the contrary, you two actually got along well considering you had mutual friends. it all went wrong at a stupid high school party. halloween high school party to be exact.

you hadn’t been too fond of parties all that much. the loud atmosphere and crowded environment never seemed appealing to you but you were there that night nonetheless only because of hyunjin.

hyunjin had been a close friend of yours for quite some time now and you had developed a small (read: big) crush on him. so when he had asked you to tag along to the party with him, you simply agreed with no other thought.

hyunjin had no issue dragging you along with him wherever he went that night. even as some people joined the conversation here and there, creating a small group with others who you vaguely knew from some classes, hyunjin stayed right by your side. the night had been going well. keyword: had been.

jisung had come up to you guys at some point. he was such a lightweight and everyone knew that. even he did. yet, that hadn’t stopped him from drinking. so before you could even ask him to repeat what he had said- not having understood him due to his mumbled voice and loud music -he threw up on you. it was disgusting, humiliating, aggravating- you name it.

jisung hadn’t meant any harm, in the back of your mind you knew that. especially from the various apologies that he sputtered out after realizing what he had done. he even tugged you to the bathroom to help you clean up, ultimately deciding it was better for you to remove your dirtied shirt and wear his hoodie instead.

at that point you had no intention of heading back out, but you thought it was better than leaving hyunjin without a word. you were going to tell him that you planned to call it a night and head home. maybe if you had, he would’ve taken you home like he always did. though, immediately after spotting him, you made the choice to just call a taxi and text him you headed home. it was stupid, really. he was simply talking and laughing with a girl you recognized from your guys’ math class. it was stupid for you to leave just for that and you knew it. but you also knew that she was interested in him and he was interested in her. maybe you hadn’t known for a fact that he was interested in her, yet you didn’t have to wonder for long because hyunjin had told you all about it the next day after asking where you had gone.

about two or three months after the incident and they were dating. still are. and yeah, it’s a bit stupid to subconsciously blame jisung for it all when the boy neither did anything really nor knew anything else that had happened to you, just that he had thrown up on you and felt like shit afterwards. literally and emotionally.

you didn’t even bother giving him his hoodie back. you kept it stuffed away in your closet. he never did bring it up and it could’ve been for the same reason he no longer tried being friendly with you. the glares and shitty attitude weren’t meant to last this long. maybe a week or two at most is how long your actual grudge regarding the whole situation had lasted. though, once he started acting cold towards you, it was like an unspoken agreement on hating one another. no one in your friend group understood why it had escalated to that when you two had previously been on nothing but good terms.

it happened nearly a year ago and you were beyond over your crush on hyunjin. you were even friends with his girlfriend, who was nothing but sweet the moment you started talking to her. so much for trying to be bitter. things were better off the way they were now. most things at least.

jisung’s frown was still present on his face when you looked down at him.

“stop giving me that look.” you stopped yourself before you could continue.

“why?”

you felt yourself frown as well, “it’s like looking at a puppy that was just kicked.”

“this isn’t the first time i give you it,” jisung seemed to be thinking aloud, his voice just slightly above a whisper.

“yeah, well it’s the first time i really have no choice but to look at you and it’s making me feel like i’m the person who kicked the puppy.”

“maybe because you are.”

now that kinda hurt, but he did have a point. you couldn’t deny that. you had been the one to kickstart this whole thing.

“how about you finally explain why you kicked the puppy?” he added a small laugh at the end, trying to keep the tone as light as he could. “cause the puppy would like to know. me. i’m the puppy.”

you had to keep yourself from laughing a bit at the comparison he kept going. “yeah? maybe an actual puppy wouldn’t bombard me with these type of questions.”

“tell me.” he insisted, inching just a bit closer.

“i’m not telling you shit, jisung.” you let out a small laugh, looking away from him.

he tested the waters and made a move to scoot up a bit so that his head rested on your lap. “come on, y/n.” he looked directly up at you, despite not receiving your attention. “you’ve left me wondering for too long.”

you felt the weight on your lap, but chose to ignore him as you propped your elbow on the arm of the sofa, leaning your cheek against the palm of your hand.

he sighed loudly, reaching up to poke your cheek. “hello.”

“goodbye.” you joked, still having your eyes wonder around all the family pictures seungmin had in his living room rather than the boy who had his head in your lap.

“y/n.” he tried again, poking your other cheek. he repeatedly poked your cheeks, alternating from left to right.

“woah, y/n isn’t trying to kill you for once.” seungmin looked genuinely surprised as he walked back into the living room.

“i’d prefer that than being ignore!” jisung exclaimed, letting his hands fall down from your face.

“now that’s saying something.” seungmin said as he motioned for jisung to make some room.

you expected jisung to actually sit upright this time, but he just curled his legs in and didn’t move away.

seungmin sat down in the now empty spot. “by the way, felix invited himself over so he’ll be here in a bit.”

“oh yes, another prepubescent boy to keep me company.” you cheered sarcastically.

“we’re not prepubescent.” jisung folded his arms across his chest.

you finally looked down at him, leaning your head down a bit. “you sure about that?”

“a hundred percent sure.”

“is there some unknown tension i don’t know about?” seungmin butted in, furrowing his eyebrows as he seemingly tried to connect the dots. “i feel kinda weird just sitting here.”

“nothing new from the usual.” jisung muttered to him.

seungmin shrugged. “fair enough.”

the doorbell rang, followed by continuous knocking.

you snorted at that. “must be felix.”

“already?” seungmin got up from the couch once again. “it’s been just three minutes since i got the text from him.”

he opened the door to reveal not only felix- who nearly hit him in the face due to his nonstop knocking -but also hyunjin and his girlfriend.

“if you were that desperate to see me, you should’ve said!” seungmin joked, moving aside for them to walk in.

“i was desperate to stop being the third wheel with these two!” felix hurried in, throwing himself onto the recliner.

“you insisted on coming!” hyunjin exclaimed, walking in hand and hand with his girlfriend.

“yeah cause i wanted to see the new movie but i had just a half decent experience.” felix turned his attention towards you and jisung. “movie was a solid nine out of ten. the people who accompanied me? a solid negative two out of ten. they kept hogging the popcorn and holding hands. almost puked at the sight like three times.”

“dude!”

“oh, my bad.” felix apologized, a look of realization plastered on his face. “no offense to you, bri.”

“none taken.” the girl told him with a wave of her hand as she and hyunjin took a seat on the couch set across from the one you and jisung sat on.

“i don’t know if i feel more sorry for you two having to deal with him.” seungmin said to hyunjin and bri as he gestured towards felix. he took a seat beside jisung, “or if i’m still mourning my afternoon with dumb and dumber.”

“i’m dumb and she’s dumber right?” jisung lifted his head slightly.

“if anyone’s dumber, it’s you.” you shoved his head back down, causing him stick his tongue out at you in a childish manner.

“as you can see, i’m more than glad that you three showed up.” seungmin sent a nod of gratitude towards the couple.

“i’m sure it wasn’t that bad.” bri tried to reason, her head leaned against hyunjin’s shoulder.

“you guys had to deal with one idiot. i had to deal with two!” seungmin held up two fingers for emphasis. “these two specifically!”

“i’m feeling a little offended right now.” you said placing a hand over your heart.

“so am i.” jisung huffed, a childish pout present on his face.

“you two are only annoying when you argue so um, here’s a suggestion: don’t argue.” seungmin finished off.

the doorbell then rang throughout the house before the slightly uncomfortable silence could settle.

“it’s probably our takeout.” seungmin stood up from his spot on the couch again.

“you ordered takeout for me?” felix smiled warmly, waving a hand dismissively. “mate, you shouldn’t have,” felix insisted, accent heavy at the name.

seungmin snorted, “yeah, i really shouldn’t have and i didn’t.”

you and jisung both tried to keep your laughter down as felix’s mouth hung open in shock while seungmin paid for the food.

“you just broke my heart in two, seungmin.” felix dragged a finger down his cheek as if to represent a tear.

“i didn’t do that.” seungmin stated matter of factly as he shut the door with the takeout in his hand. “you did that to yourself, lix.”

“yeah, this is for us.” jisung gestured to himself and you. “we earned it.”

felix squinted his eyes at the two of you. “and how did you guys earn it?”

seungmin placed the takeout on the coffee table. “they kept arguing so i threatened them with no food.”

jisung finally lifted his head off from your lap, but only because he was eager to eat. he sat himself at the coffee table and hurriedly took out his usual order.

“ah, so this was more of a way to shut them up?” felix questioned, raising an eyebrow.

you joined jisung at the small table, sending a glare towards felix. “we’re right here, you know?”

“yeah!” jisung exclaimed through the food already stuffed in his mouth.

you looked at jisung for a bit, a realization forming in your head as you looked at his cheeks. “dude,” you started to say, causing him to look up and stop mid-chew, “you literally look like a squirrel right now.”

“not you too.” jisung groaned and rolled his eyes at your statement while everyone else laughed.

“well, you do!” you couldn’t stop yourself from poking one of his cheeks. “you’re storing hella food in there.”

“he hates it when we mention that.” seungmin said in between laughs.

“he hates it even more when you touch his cheeks, so it’s surprising he hasn’t literally killed you yet.” felix pointed out, muttering out the last part.

jisung finished chewing and swallowed his food, making a noticeable pout appear on his face. “it’s the first time i’m hearing her say it, so i’m letting it slide just this once.”

“aw, how sweet of you!” you teased, reaching out to squish his cheeks.

jisung made sure to over exaggerate the irritation on his face, but didn’t make a move to take your hands off his cheeks.

bri giggled at the sight, “i think he’s finally warming up to you.”

you suddenly realized what you were doing and stopped. “don’t be silly.” you quickly took your hands off his face and proceeded to get your food.

“he almost beat me up once because i stretched his cheeks out.” hyunjin said to you, leaning forward as he lowered his voice. “shit almost got ugly, but chan stopped him.”

jisung threw a wadded up napkin at hyunjin’s head. “you’re a loud whisperer.”

“and you were bold for a kid who looked like a minecraft fanatic.”

“i thought you let that go!” jisung looked about ready to jump over the table and strangle hyunjin.

“woah, hyunjin and jisung had some kind of feud going on before?” felix looked genuinely intrigued to the news.

seungmin nodded his head, “you used to be able to feel the passive aggressive in their conversations.”

“past is the past.” jisung had continued eating by then, and to say you were now slightly distracted by your new discovery about his cheeks was an understatement. “that was just us going through our awkward preteen phase.”

seungmin didn’t even try to stop himself from laughing. “yeah, blame it on your weird hormones.”

“is this attack jisung hour? is that what this is?” jisung shoved more food into his mouth, angrily chewing at this point.

“we can change it to attack y/n hours if that’ll make you feel better.” hyunjin offered.

you were in the midst of putting food into your mouth before hearing what hyunjin had said. “i don’t agree to this at all.”

“i do!” jisung propped his elbow on the table and rested his head on the palm of his hand. “go on.”

“you have no say in this.” you told jisung.

the boy scoffed, “and why not?”

“you know why!”

“i apologized for puking on you!” jisung turned to hyunjin. “tell me why y/n holds grudges for this long.”

“she doesn’t.” hyunjin shrugged nonchalantly. “she’s been over it for a long while.”

“wait what?” jisung genuinely looked bewildered.

“you know what? maybe i will walk home.” you concluded, beginning to stand up.

“oh no you don’t.” jisung tugged on your hand, making you sit back down.

“yo, seungmin, do you have any popcorn?” felix whispered quite loudly. “this is getting good.”

you awkwardly laughed at that, trying to lessen the tension. “sorry to break it to you felix, but show is over.” you made a move to stand up again, but jisung motioned for you to stay.

“we can drop it if you want, but don’t leave.”

“didn’t you suggest i walk home earlier?” you raised an eyebrow.

jisung sighed. “well yeah, but i take it back.”

you let out a slightly bitter laugh. “you take it back?”

jisung was silent for a bit. “uh yeah?”

you stood up once again. “i think i’ll start heading home now. i’m sure my mom will be home by the time i get there.”

“you haven’t finished your takeout.” jisung pointed at your food.

“i’ll just take it home.” you quickly put it up, ready to bolt out any second now.

jisung started to put what he had left over up. “then i’ll walk you home.”

“you really don’t have to.” you headed to the door, but jisung was following close behind.

“i’m going to regardless of what you say.” jisung was determined as always.

“uh, i think even the couple feels like they’re third wheeling now.” seungmin spoke up.

felix nodded exaggeratedly. “i came here to escape being a third wheel only to feel like a third wheel again.”

“sorry to make things, uh awkward i’ll be heading home.” you waved a small goodbye before opening the door and heading out.

“be back in a bit seungmin.” jisung reassured his friend and walked out, closing the door behind him.

the walk started out with a slightly awkward silence. neither of you said a word to each other until you stumbled over the uneven sidewalk.

jisung let out a small chuckle, but placed a hand on your shoulder to steady you. “careful.”

“i’m good.” you mumbled, falling into a steady walk again.

“are you?” the way jisung had asked implied something other than your trip up.

you shook your head. “not really.”

“will you actually tell me what’s up now?” his voice was hopeful, yet hesitant.

“i thought everything was pretty self spoken.” you paused for a little while before continuing. “i was mad about the whole puking thing, thought it’d be logical to poke a few buttons while my anger went down. i wasn’t gonna make it a lifetime thing, but it just kinda turned out that way.”

“i do take some of the blame for that.” jisung admitted, glancing your way for a split second before turning his gaze back to the ground. “i let it get to me and pretty much said, fuck it, two can play this game.”

he was right. you both fed the fire and kept it going. though, you still knew that you had started it.

you groaned loudly. “i was being petty for no reason. things just didn’t work out that night and i took it out on you.”

“i mean, i did puke on you, which again! i’m so sorry about.” you could see the pout on his face. “i have chan make sure i don’t drink more than three or four cups when we’re at a party ever since then.”

you shook your head, tired of making jisung seem like the only bad guy. “no, no. it’s fine! it really is, i know you didn’t mean to. i just let my stupid crush get to me.”

jisung stopped walking. “stupid crush?”

“shit.” you cursed as you came to a stop yourself. “i used to have a crush on hyunjin way back. i’m over it now so please don’t bring it up, there’s literally no need.”

jisung let realization settle in. “oh.” and then he let it settle in a bit more. “oh. you were hanging out with him that night and i just- oh fuck. i don’t know how many times i have to say i’m sorry.”

you turned to look at jisung. “you don’t have to say you’re sorry anymore. you’ve said it so many times at this point, it’s okay. i’ve forgiven you. it’s fine.”

he still looked saddened by what you’d just told him. “are you sure?”

“yes i’m sure.” you patted his cheek with the hand that wasn’t holding your takeout. “now get rid of the long face, sweet cheeks.”

he rolled his eyes, but laughed at your use of nickname. “sweet cheeks?”

“it made the mood better didn’t it?” you started walking again with jisung right beside you. “besides, the name suits you.”

“i do like it more than dipshit.” he referred to the name you had used earlier. “does a new name mean a new start?”

you felt at peace while around the boy for the first time. “if you’re alright with that then yes. i’d like a new start.”

“then consider tonight a new start, hoodie stealer.”

you gasped. “so you do remember!”

“well duh! that was my favorite hoodie you know? i let you borrow my favorite hoodie just to never get it back.” he waved his arms around as he spoke.

you laughed. “i’m glad that you’ve acknowledged you’re not getting it back.”

jisung let his mouth drop. “that’s not what i meant!”

“whatever you say, sweet cheeks.”

[staracha]

hi babe!! I really enjoyed just a cute date~ today marks my 400 days with minho and yet I'm in my chris feels whew ESPECIALLY CUZ OF UR LIL IMAGINE (i ult the 3 oldest skz members :3)

oh thank you! i’m glad to hear you enjoyed it, especially since it was my first time kinda writing an imagine so really thank you uwu and the 3 oldest? that’s powerful 😌

[staracha]

just a cute date

bf! bang chan x gf! reader

lmfao enjoy reading this uhh wtv this is

“why the fuck are we at chuck e. cheese?”

“you said i could pick where our next date would be at and i did.”

“yeah, but chuck e. cheese? we’re going to a place hosted by a rat!” chan was about ready to turn the car right back on and drive out of there.

you rolled your eyes, taking the keys from his hand before he could even put it back in the ignition. “the face of this business is a rat. it’s not hosted by one. learn the difference! besides, it’s a mouse, not a rat.”

he narrowed his eyes at you. “doesn’t change the fact that chuck e. cheese is a furry.”

you took a deep breath. “please take that back right now. i don’t need you ruining my childhood experience.”

“aw baby, if you didn’t wanna come here you should’ve said so!” he smiled at you as he reached for the keys, but you pulled your hand away before he could.

“i never said that.” you put the keys in your purse and opened the car door. “now come on, i’m hungry.”

chan groaned but got out of the car anyway. he took small, slow steps across the parking lot. you went over to him and grabbed his hand, pulling him along.

“quit being such a baby about it.”

he held onto your hand, quickening his pace just a little. “me? a baby? you’re the one who chose an establishment for children as a date.”

“yeah, who would’ve thought i’d have a big baby to bring here, huh?”

“everyday i have to remind myself why we’re still dating.” chan could sense the sad eyes you were giving him. “and it’s because i love you too much.”

“i was just about ready to make a new post. ‘just got my heart broken! at chuck e. cheese.’” you exclaimed as you threw your hands up into the air, but making sure not to let go of chan’s hand.

chan laughed at that. “yeah cause nothing screams ‘romance gone wrong’ like chuck e. cheese.”

you were immediately hit with the loud atmosphere when you two walked in. from all the children screaming to the sounds coming from all the different machines.

“you regretting this now?” chan couldn’t help the chuckle that escaped as he noticed your slightly annoyed expression at a particularly loud shriek coming from a kid.

you had just gotten the ink stamp on your wrist and were already making your way to the counter to order.

“nope. not at all.”

once your order was put in and you had both gotten your drinks, you headed to a table just outside the boundary that separated you guys from the area with the animatronics on stage.

“you’re trying to give me nightmares here.” chan took a glance at animatronics and shuddered. he quickly turned his attention back towards you. “this is so sus. what kind of kid would be okay with those things just there!”

“okay, so maybe they’re a little creepy.”

“a little? that’s literally what i see when i get sleep paralysis!”

you look over at the animatronics, grimacing at their disturbing expressions. “okay, they’re creepy.”

“thank you.”

it wasn’t too long before the pizza was brought to your table along with some wings. as the server left, you caught chan eyeing the pizza.

“literally, who made this pizza?” chan asked as he took in the sight. “don’t get me wrong it smells good and all, but the slices are so mismatched it’s not even funny.”

“i think you’re over exa- what the hell?” your eyes landed on a few odd places on the pizza. you couldn’t deny that the slices didn’t exactly line up with one another.

“i’m about to pull a white lady move and ask to speak with the manager.” he started to shift out of his seat.

“you know what? we’ll just avoid those slices.” you reached over and placed your hand over his. “it’s only like three anyway.”

chan sighed and settled back down. “alright, but,” he held up one finger, signaling for you to wait a second. he slipped his hand out from under yours and reached into his pocket. chan held up his phone as he pointed it your way. “let me take a picture of you first.”

you rolled your eyes but posed for the picture nonetheless. he took the photo and typed a few things on his phone before showing you the photo.

“look at how cute you are.”

you laughed at the caption that read ‘on a date with my cute gf 🥵’ and pointed to the sticker placed at the bottom of the photo. “what’s with the big heart?”

“one: i wanted to show my love for you.” he turned his phone back towards himself, seemingly posting the photo. “and two: i didn’t want people getting distracted by the ugly pizza slices.”

“you’re ridiculous.”

“yeah, yeah. just eat your pizza so we can go play some games.”

after eating the pizza- minus the three odd slices -you two began looking for which game to start with first.

“should we play skee ball first?” you asked chan, turning to see him inspecting the card filled with points.

“i miss the coins. what kind of fun does a card give you?” chan scoffed as he continued to stare at the piece of plastic.

“we can cry about that later!” you grabbed onto his arm. “let’s go play skee ball!”

you and chan collaboratively earned a fair amount of tickets. though, a little girl snagged a couple tickets of yours.

“why you little-“

chan had to reach out and hold you back from trying to go for the girl.

“babe, she’s just a child.”

“a child who took my tickets!” you exclaimed as you attempted to get out of his grasp.

“she probably thought they were hers!” chan collected the rest of your guys’ tickets before dragging you to the basketball hoop.

needless to say, you two almost got kicked out due to the fact that chan was handing you each ball for you to put them right through the basketball hoop. and also because you started to beat up a machine after missing the jackpot just barely. though, you two fled the scene before an employee could get to the beeping machine.

after going around and playing practically any game possible to earn tickets, you and chan decided to call it quits and head to redeem your tickets.

you excitedly waved the paper receipt that read the number of tickets you two earned and hurried to the prize counter with chan following close behind.

chan laughed as he watched you scan the prizes. “you look more excited about this than when i asked you out on our first date.”

“i was beyond excited about our first date.” you admitted, but dismissed the statement with a wave of your hand. “i wasn’t going to let you know that though.”

chan let a pout rest on his face. “you’re so mean.”

“chan, we’ve literally been dating for almost a year now.” you kissed his pout. “no need to be sad about something that happened so long ago when we’re here now.”

“i guess so.” he continued to pout and even pointed at it, indicating he wanted another kiss.

you rolled your eyes, but gave him a kiss anyway causing him to smile.

after picking your prizes- which consisted of two plush toys and a bunch of candy -you and chan walked out holding hands as the sun appeared to be setting, turning the sky into a swirl of orange, pink, and yellow that was slowly overcoming the blue that was previously there.

“so maybe this turned out to be a better date than i thought it’d be.” chan admitted as he swung your hands back and forth.

“see? you had nothing to worry about.”

chan hummed. “of course i didn’t. i was gonna be here with you regardless. right?”

“right.”

a/n: hi so this was my first time writing a complete scenario of this sort? i hope it wasnt too bad or too short. lmk what you thought of it and if you’d like more later on! it honestly started off as a dumb idea i had but i had fun writing it out lol so yeah