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could you imagine john walker being your safe space without him even knowing it? maybe pre dating, the relationship you two have is similar to everyone elses, you dont hate eachother but you absolutely dont come off as besties. always bullying each other, making snide remarks and riling the other up at any given chance. the change wasnt immediate, it took a bit before being around him didnt raise your blood pressure in a bad way, but when things started to settle down and you got to know each other better, you find yourself craving his presence more often than not.

mission goes sideways? meetings dragging on longer than needed? just woke up on the wrong side of the bed that day? all you can think about is how much youd rather be with john. instead of paying attention to whatever the hell val is yapping about this time, youre imagining what walker would yap about instead, his deep voice much more soothing than hers. maybe you could put on some war movie in the common room just to bait him into sitting down to complain about the inaccuracies. maybe you could catch him in the gym and tease him about how it looks like hes getting weak, something like 'werent you able to do 250 push ups last week? it looks like youre gonna give out at 100' just so he would bite back some stupid response and engage in a conversation (argument)

you dont always piss him off to get a response though, sometimes if everything just seems to be going wrong, you will plop down a little closer to him on the couch than necessary and not say anything. no words are needed, just having him near helps soothe your racing mind. he doesnt realize at first, but it unfortunately doesnt take long for him to notice, though. walker is not a stupid man and has been trained to specifically pick out patterns and details others may miss. its not hard for him to see how you seem to gravitate towards him more than the others, how you have stopped getting annoyed when hes around too long, instead being in a visibly better mood than when he first showed up.

he tries not to look too deep into it, maybe you just like that you can use bullying him as a way to blow off steam, but that theory does not hold up when you will just come sit by him and not say a word. you dont tease him for the old man movie he put on, nor do you complain that his stupid man spreading is taking up the whole couch and try to shove him over. instead, you curl up on the edge closest to him and silently watch whatever he has on, even if all of the other places to sit are wide open. he can see the way your shoulders start to relax, the crease between your eyebrows smooths out and just the over all energy surrounding you lightens from the storm cloud that was hovering over your head when you first sat down.

john walker may have a big ego but he is also a deeply insecure man and will come up with every excuse he can think of as to why you obviously take comfort in being around him rather than just accept you genuinely like him. not even when you come back to the tower after a mission, beat to hell and on the verge of tears, instantly making a beeline to wherever he is before even going to shower. there has to be some other reason as to why you just quietly collapse down by him and leaned against his shoulder, your shaky breathing slowly starting to even out. hes always tempted to say something, to tease you about how youre showing a soft spot, but he cant bring himself to potentially lose you coming to him for comfort.

he doesnt want you to stop joining him in the kitchen when hes making a post workout shake, just playing on your phone and leaving when he does to do your own thing. he doenst want you to stop throwing your legs over his lap when you lay down across the couch. he doenst want you to stop always sitting by him during meetings or rides to missions. he doesnt want you to stop seeing him as your safe space.

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just had my tits blown clean off and my third eye pried wide open, daddy john(or bucky) x bob x mommy reader, we all know both those mfs have crazy parental issues (looking at you bob (same))

i will be coming back to this with fuller thoughts later

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hear me out on the 'you were a wonderful experience' 'you were... everything' audio with bob x reader where you got together before he got the sentry serum. while you got the strength to get clean and split it off with him because as much as you loved him, you just couldnt live like that and see him kill himself slowly anymore. he of course loved you too, you were the first person to truely understand him, love him, show him the soft affections he was deprived of his entire life, but at the time, he loved the feeling the drugs gave just a little bit more. so, it hurt like hell to leave him behind and you regret just abandoning him at his lowest like that everyday, you knew it was what was best for your own life.

im sorry

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hear me out on the 'you were a wonderful experience' 'you were... everything' audio with bob x reader where you got together before he got the sentry serum. while you got the strength to get clean and split it off with him because as much as you loved him, you just couldnt live like that and see him kill himself slowly anymore. he of course loved you too, you were the first person to truely understand him, love him, show him the soft affections he was deprived of his entire life, but at the time, he loved the feeling the drugs gave just a little bit more. so, it hurt like hell to leave him behind and you regret just abandoning him at his lowest like that everyday, you knew it was what was best for your own life.

im sorry

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walk with me in (again) imagining walker dressing up cowboy style for some photoshoot val puts on and you absolutely MAUL that man the second you get him alone

i NEED to save a horse so fucking bad you guys dont understand

he comes back to the dressing room to get changed after the shoot and you just jump his bones, he doenst even get the door closed before youre grabbing him by the collar of his plaid shirt and slamming his lips to yours. hes confused and caught off guard but nawt complaining. maybe he goes to take the hat off but you grip his wrist with a strength he didnt know you had and threaten him to not remove it. the cowboy hat stays ON.

ooouuuuuhhgghhgh i love the hc that he has a southern accent (canonically from georgia) but trained to hide it to not sound 'stupid' when he was cap america. imagine he lets it slip out too GOOODDDDDD i need to kneel between johns cowboy boots while hes doing that stupid man spread and crooning 'cmere, honey' before sucking the soul out of him PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

the whole fit stays on. he just unbuttons the shirt to show off his sweaty, definitely hairy chest and pulls those jeans that hug his ass perfectly down jussstt enough.

AND IF HE HAD A LASSO FOR THE SHOOT TOO???? GOOOOODDDDD him tying you up and using that super soldier strength to make you ride him, putting the hat on you and telling you that if it falls off, you dont get to cum (hes bluffing but its still hot) hhhhghrhrng his big strong hands roughened from years of fighting gripping your hips hard enough to leave bruises and slamming you down on his cock as he bucks up into you hard enough to rip the needy moans right out of you

OR OR REVERSE IT and tie HIM up, hands behind his back with a rope he could snap like thread but since he just needs to be good for you, hed never dream of disobeying when you tell him to sit pretty and not move. take his hat and wear nothing but it while you take his suggestion and ride him into the sky.

I NEEEEEED HIM

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god i want bucky to be pissed at me and as punishment he has a sex ban but doesnt want to waste his cum so he jerks off and before he finishes he slides juuust the tip in and has me keep it in all day until he goes again <3

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okay im torn because steve is kinda the same as bob to me in this, i can see him as being beta pre serum and then alpha post because of it.

but also i do love alpha steve tho, like i think it would be great fit of his character to be an alpha from the start and have it be something he is bullied for and hates because he was the complete opposite of what an alpha 'should be' physically.

he would def be an alpha eventually at least imo. i think it would be great too because he could have been fuel to the fire of what an alpha 'should be' and be used as a symbol to hurt instead of help like captain america is for america yk. people always say an alpha should look like cap, should be big and strong and brave, never seem to really show emotion or get hurt. it would be so delicious, he would hate becoming a mascot for something he used to be bullied for not being yk

Note: This poll is specifically about the MCU version of this character!

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now that thunderbolts is out on digital and easier to watch, it should become mandatory for everyone to rewatch and pay CLOSE attention before writing anything were bob speaks

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okay okay okay ive thought about this a lot and hear me out,

pre sentry project he would probably be regular ol' beta, but i like to imagine that the sentry project turned him into an alpha. like the whole making him stronger and 'better' thing yk. do you guys see the vision

i do love omega/submissive bob but im so tired of everyone always making him to be some uwu submissive stuttery baby that it kinda turned me off of omega bob ngl

but him being an omega to start with would make the transformation sooooo good too tho, like not only would he have the trauma of growing up in an abusive house but also the used to being seen as less than and weaker because of his O status. also it could add to the reasons his father was abusive, the whole men should be strong and shit thing, him being an omega would just be another reason hes a 'dissapointment'

BUT him being a beta to start just feels more in character to me. like, betas are usually seen as the boring option, the nothing. i think it would be a neat addition to his confidence/comnection issues. he just physically can not connect with a lot of people the same way he could if he was an alpha or omega. and going from being shut out of that world to suddenly having all these hightened senses and urges he can't control as an alpha would be so 👌👌👌👌

Note: This poll is specifically about the Thunderbolts* version of this character!

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i cannot stop thinking about using mateos blanket to get off, i know in my heart and soul nothing would get him hornier than just the fact you are feeling pleasure. imagining having the plush blanket rolled up under you, half squeezed between your soft thighs to desperately hump your sex against while you have your arms wrapped around the top half in an almsot crushing hug. he could honestly probably get off just by the feeling of your wet pussy dragging against the fabric while you attempt to muffle your sounds by biting onto the part under your head. ohhhh how hed wish he could wrap his arms around you and fuck up into you but having you rut against him like this, legs bending up towards your ass to help put more pressure where you need it most, is almost as good as actually being inside you.

when you finally cum, writhing around ontop of him with the prettiest moan of his name, its probably one of the hottest moments of his life. he will not let you wash him just yet tho, the fact and feeling of your slick cooling against the fabric could be considered porn to him.

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somebody sedate me, walker doing skin to skin tummy time with his son before it all goes to hell

like this ⬆️

coughing up blood imagining the adoring look in johns eyes as he watches his baby and enjoys their bonding time

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nsfw blurb, afab reader but no gendered words are used otherwise

chewing on the walls once again i need to hump john walkers thigh like a dog in heat. cant decide if i need him to be completely naked too or in comfy clothes or in his battle suit, all sound amazing. hmmm i think in just his boxers sound best rn tho, i need him to be reclined back into the beds headboard, long legs apart in that fucking man spred he does, just looking so comfortable and domestic. imagine hes just reading and not trying to be sexy at all, just relaxing after a long day, but he is unfortunately built like a god and you need to worship him.

crawling into his lap so you can straddle one of his thighs and wrapping your arms around his neck to kiss along his scruffy cheeks and jaw. at first he thinks you are just being affectionate but is quick to realize you have ulterior motives when you shift your hips and its very obvious you are soaked and dont have any underwear on. walker isnt really sure where this came from but he is nawt complaining. you go from kissing his face to a full on make out session, picking up the momentum of your grinding as well. you arent even touching his dick but he is absolutely getting bricked just from the feeling of your pussy rubbing along his thigh, aided by how wet you are. he does not care in the slightest that you are making an absolute mess and he'll need to take another shower after, he probs thinks its so hot.

ouuuggghhh one of his big strong hands gripping your hips and helping you move while the other is reaching down to spread your folds, making sure your aching clit is directly rubbing along his skin. god and he would def start to bounce his leg too, tensing the hard muscle for you. you may be the one desperately grinding on his leg but he looks equally as wrecked honestly, his hair all messed up, lupils dilated, cheeks flushed and kiss swollen lips parted to groan at how fucking hot this is. it would def boost his ego too lmao he was just chilling in bed in the most basic pair of boxers, not even flexing his muscles, and you still thought he was so hot you suddenly jump his bones.

id kill to hear his stupid voice teasing and praising too. hed be such a jackass, teasing you for being so desperate and needy, asking what got you all worked up, saying he bets you really wish it was his cock stuffing you, but hed also praise you for how sexy you look, how good your soaked cunt feels grinding on him, how he loves you so much. hed be overjoyed if you wanted to have full on sex, but honestly just seeing you get off on him like this is enough too. pls jerk him of tho, hed never guilt or force you into anything but be is so hard and leaking sm precum its ruining his boxers. he may lead your hand down to cup his hard on tho, silently begging for you to touch him too

god anyways i just really wanna be a needy whore for him and pathetically hump his thigh

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saw clips of broke and im gonna need 500000000 arts of john walker as a cowboy stat please and thank you

something something if you want lore he did a cowboy photo shoot as pr for being the new captain america idk i need that man in boots and a hat with his dick out

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happy fathers day to everyone but john walker

uhhhhmmmm everyone please still pretend im normal and that i hate walker very much

18+ nsfw

cw: age gap, daddy kink, nsfw, guilt

gender neutral but afab reader

walker is in his late 30s-early 40s, reader is no younger than 21

just a couple little random hcs that doesnt fully fit in with the rest of my yap but john thought it was adorable that when you took a swig of alcohol and you make a disgusting look, still not used to drinking yet, and he absolutely teased you for it. sometimes, hed chose the strongest thing for shots and make sure to kiss you with tongue after drinking it, just to see the way youd jerk back and scrunch up your nose. you always made a funny sound and slapped his chest, calling him an asshole as he laughed loudly and tried to pull you back in for another kiss, saying he's just trying to help you get used to the flavor.

he kinda hates calling you his girlfriend/boyfriend because it sounds so juvenile, youre both grown adults and it makes him really feel the age gap, so he absolutely prefers you call eachother partners

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while john didnt feel shame in your relationship, he loves you so much and would gladly tell the whole world, he did feel guilt sometimes. guilt that hes twice your age- pretty much old enough to even be your father. guilt when you would look up at him with those big doe eyes and listen intently as he spoke, taking in his every word because hes so much older and more experienced in life than you. guilt that he enjoys your naivety and showing you pleasure you never knew existed and teaching you how to make him feel the same. guilt that despite being a father, hes addicted to the way youd writhe around under his bruising grip and sob out 'daddy' instead of his name.

walker knows your relationship comes with certain responsibilities that his previous ones didnt, that while you two are on equal ground most the time, he still just has power that you dont, and you have vulnerability he doesnt. he knows that while he has long since learned pretty much all there is to know about himself, you are still coming into your own and figuring yourself out. it scares him that he can have such a huge impact on you without even trying, but hes also honored that you trust him to not take advantage of you, to help you and love you. theres a certain intimacy in it, the way you come to him for comfort and advice while still being your own independent person, in the way he can come to you for the same even if its a little different.

john is a caretaker and protector at heart and he loves the fact that while you are definitely a grown ass person who can take care of themselves, he can still be that for you without it being weird or like hes actually your parent. and yeah sometimes he has the bad habit of being a little overboard, its never in toxic way. he never tries to police what you can and cant do, he never infantalizes you or tries to take control of your life. he just worries. he is absolutely a worrier and can sometimes be a little pushy or think he knows better than everyone else, but its something hes working on with your help.

that being said, sometimes its fun to pretend. fun to pretend that he actually has some control over your life and gets to tell you what to do. its kinda therapeutic for you both ngl. john is a natural born leader who thrives when being in charge but doesnt always get a lot of that with his day to day life, which he hates. you can feel like you have *too much* control and the pessure gets overwhelming when you just dont know what to do at times, which you hate. so, sometimes its nice to play pretend and slip into roles that bring more comfort with eachother. being able to just let go and turn your mind off, not having to think about how your future is in your hands now and no one can really lead the way for you anymore. its relaxing to let someone else take the reigns and decide what to do for a little while. and for john? he finally can feel some peace at knowing hes fully in charge and doesn't have to worry about someone else coming in and ruining his plans or taking control. he can tell you what to do and you do it, no hesitation, no arguing, no questioning his authority.

of course its not like you have no say in anything tho, walker never does anything you two havnt discussed in detail and always makes sure you know that you can say no at any time and hell stop instantly. when you two have your sessions, he may play the dominant role and you the submissive, calling him daddy or sir, but you both know he isnt above you in any way that isnt just physically.

anyways, Johnathan F Walker absolute Thrives on the power you give him. few things get his dick harder than having you bent over his lap with your bare ass and pussy out, moaning and whining the number of times hes slapped them because you were bratty earlier. he loves holding you down with a strong hand on the back of your neck or between your shoulder blades. he thinks you look absolutely ethereal gazing up at him all teary eyed and begging for his forgiveness, swearing youll be good while both of you knowing its a lie. you arent sorry at all and youll be back to giving him sass by the next morning, not that hed have it any other way. but for now, he gets to play the strict daddy role and 'punish' you despite the wet patch on his thigh where your hips are desperately trying to hump into him proves that this is far from actual discipline to you.

being an actual parent has given john the ability to master the dissapointed father look and voice too, which you absolutely love.

anyways, he isnt ashamed of your relationship but you both do try to keep it more under wraps, his public image already isnt great, so him going through a divorce then showing up with someone half his age,,,, doesn't look great and his pr team isnt eager to deal with that. besides, john is more of a private man and likes to keep that part of his personal life personal, and its safer for you that way too. it does get a little annoying when he is having his turn with his son and people assume youre his kid too tho 😭 there have been more times than hed like to admit where you three are out and people think youre walker jrs (idk the kids name-) sibling rather than his other parent and youve had to explain that no, you arent, because otherwise it would get real awkward real fast when john kisses you on the lips.

speaking of his son, walker loves how accepting you are about the situation and how you dont try to alienate his son or hate his ex. you understand that they have a long history together and despite not ending on the best terms, he still loves his son with his whole heart and cares deeply about olivia. maybe you arent besties with her, but you are always kind and welcoming, never giving her any hate nor trying to act like she isnt the mother of walkers son. john was kinda hesitant to introduce you to them at first ngl,worried that despite knowing the situation, youd end up getting weird about it later on. but he feels stupid for it now, you and jr took so fast and you treat him like your own. sometimes when you visit during johns turn, you will just shove your bag into his hands with a breif kiss before swooping up jr like your partner isn't even there lmfao he will whine at you (he will also deny whining) and say you don't love him and are just using him for the baby (which you playfully agree with) but nothing brings him more joy than the fact you already love his son so much. lowk makes him want another

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Grabs you. Do you still write for TMA specifically Michael Shelley because I am going to explode need him so badly

i absolutely do but i also write solely based on what im hyperfixated on atm and rn its marvel </3 i still very much love tma and the michaels and i will write for it again but i need to ride out the marvel wave before i can really do anything else im so sorry >~<

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how i love him <3

I HATE THAT MAN I HATE THAT MAN

but oh, cara mia....

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john walker x reader to me