stardustedseas
stardustedseas
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20♤ place to store my writing/yappings since im embarrassed to have it on my main lmao ♤18+ only, minors DNI‼️i post not sfw stuff♤always open to chat!♤main blog is tsunderecmour♤very sporadic posting
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stardustedseas · 9 hours ago
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saw clips of broke and im gonna need 500000000 arts of john walker as a cowboy stat please and thank you
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something something if you want lore he did a cowboy photo shoot as pr for being the new captain america idk i need that man in boots and a hat with his dick out
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stardustedseas · 9 days ago
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happy fathers day to everyone but john walker
uhhhhmmmm everyone please still pretend im normal and that i hate walker very much
18+ nsfw
cw: age gap, daddy kink, nsfw, guilt
gender neutral but afab reader
walker is in his late 30s-early 40s, reader is no younger than 21
just a couple little random hcs that doesnt fully fit in with the rest of my yap but john thought it was adorable that when you took a swig of alcohol and you make a disgusting look, still not used to drinking yet, and he absolutely teased you for it. sometimes, hed chose the strongest thing for shots and make sure to kiss you with tongue after drinking it, just to see the way youd jerk back and scrunch up your nose. you always made a funny sound and slapped his chest, calling him an asshole as he laughed loudly and tried to pull you back in for another kiss, saying he's just trying to help you get used to the flavor.
he kinda hates calling you his girlfriend/boyfriend because it sounds so juvenile, youre both grown adults and it makes him really feel the age gap, so he absolutely prefers you call eachother partners
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while john didnt feel shame in your relationship, he loves you so much and would gladly tell the whole world, he did feel guilt sometimes. guilt that hes twice your age- pretty much old enough to even be your father. guilt when you would look up at him with those big doe eyes and listen intently as he spoke, taking in his every word because hes so much older and more experienced in life than you. guilt that he enjoys your naivety and showing you pleasure you never knew existed and teaching you how to make him feel the same. guilt that despite being a father, hes addicted to the way youd writhe around under his bruising grip and sob out 'daddy' instead of his name.
walker knows your relationship comes with certain responsibilities that his previous ones didnt, that while you two are on equal ground most the time, he still just has power that you dont, and you have vulnerability he doesnt. he knows that while he has long since learned pretty much all there is to know about himself, you are still coming into your own and figuring yourself out. it scares him that he can have such a huge impact on you without even trying, but hes also honored that you trust him to not take advantage of you, to help you and love you. theres a certain intimacy in it, the way you come to him for comfort and advice while still being your own independent person, in the way he can come to you for the same even if its a little different.
john is a caretaker and protector at heart and he loves the fact that while you are definitely a grown ass person who can take care of themselves, he can still be that for you without it being weird or like hes actually your parent. and yeah sometimes he has the bad habit of being a little overboard, its never in toxic way. he never tries to police what you can and cant do, he never infantalizes you or tries to take control of your life. he just worries. he is absolutely a worrier and can sometimes be a little pushy or think he knows better than everyone else, but its something hes working on with your help.
that being said, sometimes its fun to pretend. fun to pretend that he actually has some control over your life and gets to tell you what to do. its kinda therapeutic for you both ngl. john is a natural born leader who thrives when being in charge but doesnt always get a lot of that with his day to day life, which he hates. you can feel like you have *too much* control and the pessure gets overwhelming when you just dont know what to do at times, which you hate. so, sometimes its nice to play pretend and slip into roles that bring more comfort with eachother. being able to just let go and turn your mind off, not having to think about how your future is in your hands now and no one can really lead the way for you anymore. its relaxing to let someone else take the reigns and decide what to do for a little while. and for john? he finally can feel some peace at knowing hes fully in charge and doesn't have to worry about someone else coming in and ruining his plans or taking control. he can tell you what to do and you do it, no hesitation, no arguing, no questioning his authority.
of course its not like you have no say in anything tho, walker never does anything you two havnt discussed in detail and always makes sure you know that you can say no at any time and hell stop instantly. when you two have your sessions, he may play the dominant role and you the submissive, calling him daddy or sir, but you both know he isnt above you in any way that isnt just physically.
anyways, Johnathan F Walker absolute Thrives on the power you give him. few things get his dick harder than having you bent over his lap with your bare ass and pussy out, moaning and whining the number of times hes slapped them because you were bratty earlier. he loves holding you down with a strong hand on the back of your neck or between your shoulder blades. he thinks you look absolutely ethereal gazing up at him all teary eyed and begging for his forgiveness, swearing youll be good while both of you knowing its a lie. you arent sorry at all and youll be back to giving him sass by the next morning, not that hed have it any other way. but for now, he gets to play the strict daddy role and 'punish' you despite the wet patch on his thigh where your hips are desperately trying to hump into him proves that this is far from actual discipline to you.
being an actual parent has given john the ability to master the dissapointed father look and voice too, which you absolutely love.
anyways, he isnt ashamed of your relationship but you both do try to keep it more under wraps, his public image already isnt great, so him going through a divorce then showing up with someone half his age,,,, doesn't look great and his pr team isnt eager to deal with that. besides, john is more of a private man and likes to keep that part of his personal life personal, and its safer for you that way too. it does get a little annoying when he is having his turn with his son and people assume youre his kid too tho 😭 there have been more times than hed like to admit where you three are out and people think youre walker jrs (idk the kids name-) sibling rather than his other parent and youve had to explain that no, you arent, because otherwise it would get real awkward real fast when john kisses you on the lips.
speaking of his son, walker loves how accepting you are about the situation and how you dont try to alienate his son or hate his ex. you understand that they have a long history together and despite not ending on the best terms, he still loves his son with his whole heart and cares deeply about olivia. maybe you arent besties with her, but you are always kind and welcoming, never giving her any hate nor trying to act like she isnt the mother of walkers son. john was kinda hesitant to introduce you to them at first ngl,worried that despite knowing the situation, youd end up getting weird about it later on. but he feels stupid for it now, you and jr took so fast and you treat him like your own. sometimes when you visit during johns turn, you will just shove your bag into his hands with a breif kiss before swooping up jr like your partner isn't even there lmfao he will whine at you (he will also deny whining) and say you don't love him and are just using him for the baby (which you playfully agree with) but nothing brings him more joy than the fact you already love his son so much. lowk makes him want another
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stardustedseas · 13 days ago
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Grabs you. Do you still write for TMA specifically Michael Shelley because I am going to explode need him so badly
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i absolutely do but i also write solely based on what im hyperfixated on atm and rn its marvel </3 i still very much love tma and the michaels and i will write for it again but i need to ride out the marvel wave before i can really do anything else im so sorry >~<
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stardustedseas · 14 days ago
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how i love him <3
I HATE THAT MAN I HATE THAT MAN
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but oh, cara mia....
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stardustedseas · 16 days ago
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john walker x reader to me
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stardustedseas · 16 days ago
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bucky barnes x reader where you are super close with joaquin, you two have known eachother for years and are practically inseparable, so bucky thinks he doesnt have even a shot in hell with you. as annoying as torres can be, hes also very handsome, smart,,,, -sometimes,,,,, strong, funny and most importantly, your age. bucky has seen how you two are glued at the hip with more inside jokes than he thought possible, he sees how you always get so excited and practically tackle joaquin when he enters the room. how torres is constantly whispering teases at you and you get so flustered when he leans in close so only you can hear.
its probably for the best anyways, what would you do with a broken, heavily baggaged old man like him? you should be out partying and living your best life with people and a partner your own age, something you definitely wouldnt get with bucky. he would do anything for you but hes obviously prefers to just relax at home in eachothers company with some soft music playing and a good book.
honestly for being a trained assassin, bucky also misses a lot. like how you absolutely light up like the sun at the mear mention of him, how you look at him with nothing but hearts in your eyes, how you always gravitate towards him no matter who else is around, and most surprisingly, how he doesnt notice joaquin trying to not so subtly nudge you towards the older man with a wiggle of his eyebrows and murmered encouragement.
what being a broody angsty man who's always caught up in his head does to a mf (dw sam and joaquin get tired of the obvious mutual pining and give yall a hand)
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stardustedseas · 18 days ago
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john walker x autistic/neurodivergent reader who likes asking a lot of questions about everything he does and instead of getting annoyed, walker loves it because he loves the sound of his own voice lmfao no but he likes that you take interest in what hes doing and he loves to explain things and teach you stuff about his life
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stardustedseas · 18 days ago
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okay is it just me or does anyone else lowk have a pet peeve of people making sentry into its own person like void is in fics
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stardustedseas · 19 days ago
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what do you mean my most popular post is john walker
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stardustedseas · 19 days ago
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THIS GUY FUCKING GETS IT YOU GET IT you see my vision
enemies to lovers with walker where hes kinda caught off guard by how soft you become after you two start dating.
how you still sass him and give him as much shit as before, but now you also grin so brightly up at him as you say good morning, as if you two werent about to throw down a few hours prior when having a disagreement. its.. weird.. not bad weird, just different. hes seen how soft you can be with the others, its one of the hundreds of things that drew him to you, but being on the receiving end? not something hes used to. its not just bob you always hug goodbye to, or avas lap that you so casually lay across during movie nights. its him who you tightly wrap your arms around (and not to try to put him in a choke hold this time) and tell to be safe before missions, its his lap that you sprawl across while still flicking popcorn at his head to get a rise out of him.
if hes being honest, johns kinda addicted to it now. he doesnt know how he survived so long without the gentle kisses you place on his scruffy cheek, the warm, homemade meals you always make sure to serve him first, or your grounding weight laying ontop of him every night after getting comfortable in bed. he wasnt expecting you to soften up so fast after your heated confessions of affection, he really didnt think you would start to throw a loving peck on his lips before your fist into his ribs while training. definitely wasnt thinking you would start to openly laugh at his dry jokes instead of hiding your smile behind a cough, or carefully make sure his helmet-hat is securely strapped onto his head before every mission (you still make sure to rap your knuckles against the hard metal after its in place and tell him to protect what braincells he has left).
it probably caught the others off guard too lmao they're so used to seeing you and walker at eachothers throats, they didnt expect you to start treating him so differently overnight.
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stardustedseas · 20 days ago
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im gonna rewatch black widow and yall better watch out becuase when i do ill be back with alexei x reader where he really misses being a dad and doing fatherly stuff (picking outfits, going out for ice cream as rewards, teaching new things, holding someone protectively as they sleep ect) and while he still has yelena and they are getting close again, she just isnt a kid anymore and doesnt allow him to do more controlling things like that
but you do 👀
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stardustedseas · 21 days ago
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wintersentry x reader where you three take turns reading a book out loud to each other, like a couple pages per person before switching.
wintersentry x reader where you and bob try showing bucky different video games and he acts all disinterested but then completely crushes you both first try and youre left sitting there like the pikachu meme while bucky says that was fun and walks away to make lunch like nothing happned
wintersentry x reader where you and bucky softly bully bob for being a florida man before you and bob turn around to tease bucky for being an old man, ofc after which bob and bucky gotta gang up on you about something too lmao (yelena gets both you and bobs asses about having daddy issues whenever she catches you two simping for bucky, you two are watching him make breakfast with barely controlled lust and yelena just skins you both alive with a comment lmfaooooo)
wintersentry x reader where date nights one again include regebaiting walker and watching crappy tv while cuddle piled
wintersentry x reader where sometimes bucky feels like he shouldn't be dating you two, like hes far past his prime while you two are just starting it, like he should leave you two alone and let you live your best lives without all his baggage. neither bob nor you let that type of thinking go very far though, the second either of you see those pretty ocean blue eyes turn into a tsunami, you are quick to quell the storm you know its brewing inside his head. bucky isn't just some add on, he isnt a plus one or third wheel, the relationship you three have is complex and strong and hearts so deeply intertwined that the loss of one would absolutely destroy the other two
wintersentry x reader where you and bucky do the same for bob, when the void inside of him starts to feel too encompassing and like theres a gaping wound in his chest where his heat should be, youre both quickly there to help fill it with love. not just to keep another incident from happening, but because you love him so fucking much, its torture seeing someone as amazing as him suffer so unfairly from his own mind. they are both there for you in a heartbeat as well, they intimately know what its like to have a voice in your ear telling you horrible things and they never want you to go through it alone
wintersentry x reader where the bed situation can be kinda a pain at first, it definitely takes time and probably an alaskan king size bed to fit all three of you and find a sleeping rhythm, but when you do? the nightly routine is the most cherished part of your days. you all take turns being the middle, sometimes it just depends on who is having a shit day, but often you three make a schedule, like bucky, then bob then you and repeat. sometimes you guys will switch it up in the middle of the night or just become an incomprehensible pile of limbs if the world all becomes too much for everyone. and if one person just isnt in the mood for cuddles? the other two never take it to heart. its not uncommon you have too wriggle away from the two men because it feels like you are a hornet in the middle of a death swarm of bees being cooked alive LMAO they both run hot asf so sometimes it can become literal unbearable. your shared room def has the best ac money can buy. blanket politics are never an issue
you and bob are always stealing buckys clothes, even if they don't fit you, you are still at least taking that goddamn red henley and using it as a pillow to nap. bob is often seen walking around in shirts that are very obviously not his.
you all have color coded tooth brushes btw bucky has a pretty sky blue, bobs a soft sunshine yellow and yours a welcoming green. you have matching custom mugs as well, probs a gift from alexi that bucky rolled his eyes at but gets Pissed if any of the other thunderbolts use it.
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⬆️the last thing you see before bucky atomizes walker for using his mug
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stardustedseas · 21 days ago
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wintersentry where date night activities include regebaiting walker, being little bitches together and shitting on crappy reality tv
i think bob deserves to be a little shit, an absolute menace, to be a bitch and put those uwu just a baby misconceptions to rest and who better to do it with than local #1 hater, james bucky barnes himself. bob is a grown ass man and has been shown to say rude things with intent and stand up for himself, i wish it was shown in fan content more.
let bob and bucky have their own little silent language where if they see someone do or say something, they can just give each other A Look and know exactly what it means. john says something stupid and bob and bucky just give each other a side eye that pisses him off more lmfao
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also yeah bob could solo everyone no sweat but he doesnt really look too intimidating ToT bucky does though, so if someone is giving him shit, beefy- i mean bucky can just step behind bob and the other person is running with their tail between their legs
this is how you see bucky standing behind bob but with the most intense look youve ever seen, it burns your eyebrows clean off
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they can also people watch from afar together <3 social anxiety couple who craves human connection so they will go and be eachothers emotional support dog and sit in the corner of a cafe together and people watch
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stardustedseas · 21 days ago
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HEY THATS ME‼️💖
john walker
masterlist • marvel • 06/03/25
˚‧⁺ ・ ˖ · ୨ৎ recs
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𑣲 change pt2 I @johns-walker
when you get injured during a job, you and john have a genuine conversation for once
𑣲 alone in this shitty world I @starktonyx
( bucky x reader) (john walker x reader) After Yelena’s sudden outburst, the group scatters around the streets of New York. And, as if this wasn’t already the weirdest day of your life, you find yourself reaching to comfort the last person you ever thought you'd feel sorry for, John Walker. And Bucky is as confused as you are.
𑣲 moral of the story I @/starktonyx
You never expected to be blindly sent to kill your ex-husband, but when you cross paths again in looping shame rooms, it’s like going through the pain all over again.
𑣲 would you still love me if i was a worm? I @/starktonyx
You hit John with a stupid question, he takes it too seriously.
𑣲 dating john walker hc I @aquaholicsanonymousworld
𑣲 just one bite I @endofthelinegang
john walker would love nothing more than to go to bed, really he wouldn’t but you won’t let him rest without him fulfilling your request.
𑣲 the patriot I @/endofthelinegang
𑣲 drabble I @vamplvs
𑣲 rough night? I @/vamplvs
𑣲 stitches I @/vamplvs
𑣲 bite the hand that needs you I @swordgrace
after getting injured on a mission and dismissing your help, you can’t seem to shake why john doesn’t like you. the answer is more complicated than you thought.
𑣲 a black eye and two kisses I @/swordgrace
john has a bad habit of running his mouth, especially during a sparring lesson — after taking it too far, he makes it up to you in more ways than one.
𑣲 need that I @blank-potato
You think everything he does is hot, and eventually he takes notice.
𑣲 stitches I @bruisedboys
john grudgingly patches you up after a mission — it gets more intimate than you both expect.
𑣲 thunderbolt!reader I @/bruisedboys
𑣲 honey, where is my shield? I @husbandjoel
you’re the fixer upper of weapons for the new avengers and want to do something for john walker’s upcoming birthday
𑣲 blurb - enemies to lovers I @stardustedseas
𑣲 better kisser I @alisonsfics
your boyfriend was a dick, no way around it. and john loathed him. tonight is no different when the three of you and the rest of the thunderbolts go to a hockey game. so when you and john end up on the kiss cam, john seizes his shot.
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stardustedseas · 21 days ago
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bucky is so that leaving a function because he misses his wife (gender neutral)
like, him, sam and joaquin are all out having some drinks with a couple other agents after a successful mission and while bucky is having fun, he can only think about how you probably look so cute snuggled up in bed, cocooned in the big throw blanket that you insisted on getting because it had little white cats that looked like alpine on it, doesn't matter you guys already had 50 blankets. said cat is probably sprawled out on his side of the bed too so hed have to scoop her up and set her back down on his stomach while you can curl up on his chest for the night. god he wants to go home. yes, hes had fun but his social battery is about drained and he is ready to be in your loving arms.
so, with a sigh that only dogs who never suffered a day in their lives could muster, bucky stands up and mumbled hes heading home now. sams known the super soldier long enough to know that when he does that sigh and has that look on his face, there isnt a force in the universe that could stop him from going home to you. torres is newer to bucky though and starts complaining that the nights still young, hes no fun,asking why hes leaving already ect but bucky doesnt pay the younger man any mind, just pulling a few bills out of his wallet to pay for his drinks and clapping sam on the shoulder, to which he just shakes his head and tells his friend to say hi to you for him.
joaquin tries one more time asking why hes leaving already, and surprisingly bucky answers with a simple, 'i miss my partner.' and with it, hes out the door and on his motorcycle, finally heading home to you
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HES ALSO THE TYPE TO USE YOU AS AN EXCUSE TO NOT GO OUT LMFAOOOO
youve told him over and over he should hang out with his friends more, always urging him to go when hes invited- something sam has heard first hand when he called to ask if bucky wanted to hang, he heard your soft voice in the back telling him to go(he still said no)- but bucky still uses the same excuse. its not everytime, hes gotten better at being social, but ultimately the man is a homebody and just prefers to relax with you. so despite almost everyone either knowing hes lying or say hes a grown ass man who doesnt need to listen to you anyways, if bucky doesnt wanna go out, he will just reply with a 'sorry cant go, my partner said no.'
you guys really are the
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lmfao some people who dont know yall probs think youre lowk some abusive hydra agent that clung to him or have insane powers because who the fuck else is gonna control bucky barnes like that (to be fair, you could controle him like that, just bat your pretty eyelashes at him with a pout and ask him to please do something and that man will burn the whole world for you)
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stardustedseas · 22 days ago
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(nsfw, daddy kink, gn reader, probs too much pet name use)
let me set the scene, bucky has been fingering you (flesh hand specifically but the metal ones make me insane too) for what feels like hours now, having started out holding you to his chest, tucking you under his chin with his metal arm switching between cradling your head + petting your hair and having it wrapped around you to hold you close to him (and so you cant wriggle away) but now hes moved down to give you head as well. hes already made you cum multiple times, youre in tears at this point and can barely think straight, but i know that man is fucking obsessed so when you start whining and trying to push him away, insisting its too much, he just bullies your legs open wider, keeps going and coos-
"i know, doll, i know its a lot, poor things squeezin me so tight, but you can do it, i can feel it, i can feel how close you are. i know you have one more for me, baby, please just one more, i need it so bad, you wanna make daddy happy right?" hes so mean, he knows you would do anything for him, especially when youre in this head space, but bucky has such a mean streak he cant help it :(
'yes! please, wanna-wanna make you happy-!' its kinda surprising you can even get that much out, barely coherent and slurring some of your words but you still respond, desperate to be good for him
"and you love daddy dont you?" now hes just playing dirty
'uh huh! so much, love you so so much, daddy'
"then you gotta come for him, honey, cmon, cum all over daddys fingers, you can do it sweetheart, i know you can, daddy loves you so much too, with his whole heart, so please just cum one more time for me" and you do, youre a mess and shaking and can feel the soreness really kicking in but you manage to let go one more time for him, and he ofc praises you for it <3
i know in my heart and soul he is a yapper during sex i just know it
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stardustedseas · 24 days ago
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wintersentry where bob sits on buckys back while he does push ups and reads out loud to him <3
wintersentry where bucky could honestly do the same to bob and it started off as a joke while training but bucky lowk loves being able to be lifted by someone like he isnt built like a shit brick house, makes him feel young and silly again <3
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