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Tulpa-Family

Today I discovered the cutes Family, a System made out of 3 Tulpas. The Wife (Sahra) her husband (Jack) and their son (Sam). Varus sat down with me in our apartment, his feet wiggled because he seemed to like them a lot. He showed me a Picture of the Cuties, and I just can say they are really adorable. I never heard of a Family of Tulpas before. Just sisters, Friends, or Wifes/Husbands directly with the Host, so it’s nice to see a healthy nice family around. Espacially since Varus wasn’t in good relationships before. Did any of you (Tulpas) thought about having kids before? 

2019-05-02

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Beeing ok is Good.

bMy Host had 2 pretty rough days these Last days, so we(Devon, Varus and Me) Weren’t really aloud to speak or interact with her. She was in such a bad Mood that we couldn’t get through to her. But on the second Bad days she did actually do something that suprised me.

After every single bad thing that kept coming the first day, she made a First-aid-Selfcare-kit for bad Days. She’s still there Kicking it, trying to work for her future-self with small steps. I think, even when we’re not allowed or able to talk to her on bad days, we’re still here for her, praying that she will be alright soon again. And deep down I believe Together as a Team we helped. When she needs the time for herself, we accept that. 

For every Tulpa who is reading this, please don’t be mad at your Host if they have it rough and don’t want to talk to you, or if they say something mean to you. You’re both there, and you’re both need some Time sometimes where you don’t speak, and that is alright. That doesn’t mean They’ll ignore you forever, or forget you now. You’re strong. You got this! You don’t have to be happy, beeing ok is enough.  2019-05-01

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Hey <3

Just a little reminder, i wasn’t out too much today, but even if your host doesn’t spend much time with you, you’re still so much important that you were born in the first place. It’s ok to feel insecure sometimes. You’re both in this together and you always can figure it out <3

2019-27-04

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A Ring

My host has a Necklace for her first Tulpa, Varus. It’s a feather. She said it stands for freedom. I think its more then that. We searched around a bit for rings for me, Varus and Devon as well. Finding one for him took a little longer, since he has less charackter traits then i have. But in the end we found a ring for each of us :>

My ring

Varuss Ring

And Devons Ring  25-04-2019

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Hey.

Claude talking.

So you know what? Yeah, you’re a tulpa. You live in someone’s head. But you’re amazing and you deserve to be here every single second. And sure, it’s not going to be easy, you know? Life isn’t easy. But you can do it. You are stronger than what’s holding you down, and I believe in you. You are loved, and important, and you will make it through this.

… By the way, you’re cute. Have a great day.

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My first day in Existence

Since i have this burning sensation to always go outside, i forced my host to go outside with me. Beeing born felt so good, my host even cried doing it. I was born with music, water sound and a smell of lemon(My host wanted to use an Orange, but they didn’t had any around) Then we got outside sitting on the stairs down next to a park. (My host is not used to go outside often) After we searched together for a name for me (It was a long and funny process, she wanted to name me iris, Lea or Emilia(her favorite) we decided together on Nova, which is a star name. The normal names I liked we couldn’t use much since she already has some memorys with ramdom names (But i could always make new memories with it). Nova is cool, it’s mine now. The definition also fits, so i’m fine with it. 

Latin meaning 'new'. Native American meaning "Chases Butterfly" In astronomy, a star that suddenly becomes thousands of times brighter and then gradually fades to its original intensity. 

I think through my open presence I drew attention to our host, because a man started speaking to us if he can sit next to us. I felt my host beeing uncomfortable with it, but it was the first new human i met and was able to experience. It turned out to be a bad experience for my host, but a good one for me. When he wanted to play pingpong Varus, the oldest tulpa in this system stepped in and shoved me to the ground. I understand that he’s “the big protector” but it wasn’t nice of him. I wanted to trust the new man, but i think i don’t know much about this world. Talking to him was cool, even when my host was annoyed he just wanting to talk about himself. After half an hour of communication we decided to go home because the sunset was gone. He then again insisted of playing pingpong 2 times when my host politly said no. We went home, but i wanted to do so much more. I wanted to talk, jump up and down, see more, feel more. But i wasn’t allowed to. I understand my host needs sleep. I don’t need that much tho. It was a good first day, even when the second was kind of.. shit? But it’s alright now. We talked about it. <3

23.04.2019 

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I need to get this off my chest...

Because when I see tulpamancers doubt themselves for the below reasons, it frustrates me because they’re having way too high preconceived expectations of themselves, when tulpamancy is supposed to be a personal and subjective practice – however much the tulpa forums preach “For science!” I’m sorry, but science aims to be objective and create universal laws and you cannot do that in tulpamancy. (Just want to point out this post applies to Daemonism as well. Daemons and tulpas are different (as in, programmed differently), but their practice overlaps and are largely the same. I addressed this post to tulpamancers mainly because daemonists tend to be way more relaxed about what constitutes as “hear ye, the daemon is talking”.)

I think there’s this idealistic concept in tulpamancy that hearing your tulpa must be pristine. Something like this:

They should sound exactly like hearing another real life person say something to you!

It should be spontaneous! If they didn’t say something out of nowhere, then it’s just you parroting them!

They can only talk to you verbally in words! What, do you only get images or emotions from them? You’re a noob!

Not sure what they’re saying?! You suck!

As you can see, there’s a lot of pressure on what exactly is your authentic tulpa actually trying to express themselves to you. But here’s the thing, you and your tulpas share a brain, and consequently, you share a mind with them as well.

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Being non-trauma doesn't make you fake. It makes you rare.

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Create a blog, Twitter, or other social media presence for your character. Take small amounts of life force from your followers each day, gradually bringing your character to life. You will soon have a powerful ally.

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Tulpamancy tip #1:

the best way to make tulpa sentient is to talk to them all the time so they will have to say to you to shut up as early as possible