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Have I lost my peak baby design

It's just not the same 😭

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Folly/Dreamer Art (inner child/daughter figure, mother daughter like relationship. Most of these are vents again) (TW: heavy)

I lost my mom yesterday and I have been grieving badly.

My life has been going down so bad lately and I really wish it wasn't, drawing folly and Dreamer kinda have been my comfort lately. Mainly Folly and Dreamer are my favorite comfort characters ever in regretevator but always had a weird emotional connection to both of them, I mainly see myself as Folly (how negative and unhealthy i got but also the happiness I had for a bit) and Dreamer (my inner child and the innocence i once had) but I love giving them a mother and daughter relationship since I really want to adopt one day, I really want to be a mother in the future so I love giving them that relationship but after my mother's passing, I will definitely will be drawing them more. It's been a great day to cope but my biggest fear is making catjam or any of the devs uncomfortable with me coping with two of the characters since most of my artwork can be pretty heavy.

I will be taking more of a break, I'm going to try and focus more on professional help and therapy more since i want to heal, become healthy again and become a better person since I haven't been doing well at all.

I wanted to at least post these here. I'm not very active here very much tho.

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IM CRYING OH MY GOD I LOVE PONYTOWN

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game dev is so annoying why are you not running boy

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two time is also just the worst character to me if u cant tell. Was absolutely bullying one yesterday by dodging their backstabs everytime they tried because it was so obvious. if I don't see u for more than half a minute I am looking for ur ass

Idk how people draw two time as this cute little twink when they are quite literally a deranged fuckass cultist with possibly the worst physical and mental health that canonically fills in their bald spots and probably smells like absolute shit so what are you seeing that I don't

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Idk how people draw two time as this cute little twink when they are quite literally a deranged fuckass cultist with possibly the worst physical and mental health that canonically fills in their bald spots and probably smells like absolute shit so what are you seeing that I don't

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" My love is like a dog on a leash, breaking the chain and runs towards you, put out your cigarette , good and bad have merged into one outside the door of a hospital "

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please don't leave me here

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Hmmmmmm should record my Knight/007n7/Shed/C00lkidd gameplay sometime

"I don't like PVP games" I say as I hide my DBD, Forsaken, and Die of Death from the evil people

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"I don't like PVP games" I say as I hide my DBD, Forsaken, and Die of Death from the evil people

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getting into forsaken lately

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This was me messing around with the idea of folly having the voice of queen chrysalis from mlp😋

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More sys screenshots from VRchat :D (IM DREAMER.......)

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And now I can die happy x

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Guess who's out the hospital mother fucker

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It's honestly kind of sad when people go back to knowingly bad people just because they lack friends.. you can make new ones friend!! They do not have to be known as child groomers, I assure you!!

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WOW.. Thank you the love of my life..

a bad bitch pushes through her mind bending almost faint inducing pain to get her highest floor up to 475 and then promptly quit because ow