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The perks of being depressed, diagnosed with BPD and Bipolar, undiagnosed OSDD, and having sensory issues is that when I'm calm I am the epitome of calmness.

Just got an accident. Yelling, cursing, then drive my motorcycle for another 15 km with a dislocated knee anyway.

Still pissed off I'm not dying. But oh well.

Like yeah sure, my brain thinks that bright light might as well be the fire from hell itself, but actual threatening shit happened and it be like "sure, predictable, what should we do now?"

And people had the audacity to say we're crybaby when things overwhelmed us. Bitch, you can't survive what I survive, vice versa. Carry on with your own shit, I carry my own shit.

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what if your doppelgänger wasn’t evil it was just a person. what if your doppelgänger wasn’t trying to replace you it was just trying to learn to be a person and you were the best model it had. what if your doppelgänger looked at you with your eyes and said with your voice that it just wanted to be loved. what then.

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do you ever have such a monumentally bad brain day that you just take away its mic?

like...... buddy, you are producing insanely bad thoughts today and believing them, I'll take it from here, get off the stage

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I don't know where to put it, my fandom blog or my osdd blog

Someone said this scene was Greed and Ling and I wholeheartedly agree.

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My brain if it allowed to have freedom of expression:

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There are two new alters in the fam. We don't know if Jensen still around, so the number is either 8 or 9 now.

Stop medication for two months already, so far feels like being back to ground zero but our psychologist told us no progress is backwards. We haven't talked about our plurality in months. She never asked about "us". We quite enjoy the dynamic since Anne was front stuck anyway, but with the current update and no one to talk to, gives us reassurance that everything is going to be okay, it's still a bit scary.

Anyway if they stay long enough we're going to be introduce them. For a while it's just been Anne so we kind of abandoned this blog, but I think it's safe to say that we're back.

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The host be like:

I keep becoming me over and over and over again

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@funnier-as-a-system

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The word ableist is thrown around so much i highly doubt alot of you actually know what it means compared to how you use it.

(Alot of you just use it when you don't agree with someone)

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For any system that needs to hear this:

Experiencing periods of silence in your brain is normal. You’re not making it up or faking or actually just a singlet just because you can’t hear other alters 24/7/365.

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“You were Danny all day and did a pretty poor job of it!”

As requested by Anonymous.

Danny Phantom - Episode 26: Identity Crisis

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@funnier-as-a-system

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OSDD system: 👀

PDID Culture is feeling fake because all most people know about Systems is switching and alters, but we don’t relate heavily to what they know, and our switches don’t “look right”

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I wish I can remember nice things that happened to me. My brain looked at bad memories and be like "mah preshious~"