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Very lovely server and amazing mod team. And the no venting section is a 10/10 choice, very worth joining

The Institute of Magic

Might as well jump on the trend of magical girl servers! Here at the Institute of Magic we welcome any and all magical girls or adjacent. We even welcome others those outside the community, so long as you are respectful. We offer:

A variety of channels, including an entire section for magical girl things. Private ones for fictionkin, systems, paganism and self-shipping

An adult only section with similar channels

A (very) small server hoping to grow!

A sense of whismy unseen anywhere else (/j)

We are currently just me and my other mod, feel free to join using the below link, or the one hyperlinked above. Please let me know if either isn't working! Reblogs appreciated to get the word out :)

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beneath the mask

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Sweet Dreams of Idle Outings

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moonbathing🌕

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Hoyo’s dragons are gorgeous as always but these details took years off my life to draw 🥲

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Debating whether or not i should opt for fully removing myself from discord alltogether...

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After a. Load of self work and memories and conversations I feel like I should just accept the inevitable and take on the name of Makaria again.

Ive already edited my intro posts, so that they will show up should anyone search for the very specific word combinations. And still, I feel like I should make a re reintroduction later today. We'll see

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I can confirm from my own experience, this server is my go to for speaking with other divines and for documenting my own journey.

Amazing server, the mods are great, very much worth joining if you are serious about being a divinity.

Have you been looking for a divinekin discord server dedicated to…

⋆｡°✩ building an adult-only space within the existing divinekin community

⋆｡°✩ creating a community of spiritual divinekin, for spiritual divinekin

⋆｡°✩ fostering in depth discussions about spirituality, magick, and divinity

⋆｡°✩ personal growth within your own divinity

⋆｡°✩ having fun with like-minded individuals

If this is what you’ve been searching for, then the Polaris Discord Server might be the place for you ⋆⭒˚.⋆

“What is Polaris?” ↯

˚₊‧꒰ა Polaris is a small, close-knit server for spiritual divines only. Many kin spaces are not focused on divinekin at all, as well as not being intended for spiritual kins.

˚₊‧꒰ა Polaris is also an adults-only space for the safety and comfort of all its members.

˚₊‧꒰ა Polaris welcomes all divines. Whether you be an angel, god, demon, eldritch being spanning universes, etcetera. We also welcome those undergoing apotheosis!

˚₊‧꒰ა Polaris is a server that fosters individual growth. We have regular discussions on all sorts of topics ranging from myths, magick, divinity, apotheosis, spirituality, etc. We have optional NSFW channels for these topics as well, and we welcome discussions on the aforementioned topics and much more.

“What is Polaris not a space for?” ↯

ⓧ Polaris is not a space for finding worshippers. While worship is allowed within Polaris, seeking it out directly goes against the server’s rules.

ⓧ Psychological divinekin. This space is spiritual in nature, and psychological kins do not have the same shared experiences as spiritual ones do. We do not invalidate psychological kins, but we do understand that there is a clear difference between the two.

ⓧ Polaris is not the space to go looking for drama or a fight. We welcome those with all religious or spiritual beliefs, and will not tolerate discrimination based on those beliefs.

ⓧ Minors. While Polaris was an all-ages server in its origins, we found that the space is much more productive as an 18+ community. We value the safety of all divines, and want to create a place where adults can feel comfortable discussing 18+/NSFW topics.

ᯓ★ Interested? ↯

↝ Fill out this google form, where you will answer some questions about your divinity and experiences as a spiritual divine. One or more members of our moderation team will get back to you with any follow-up questions to further assess if you are a good fit for the server. We in Polaris hope to hear from you soon!

PSA ↯

⋆⭒˚.⋆ In Polaris, we do not shy away from the bloody/dirty histories between deities and pantheons. We believe that deities/angels/demons/entities can and do hurt people or do bad things. If you find yourself uncomfortable with discussions concerning the gods’ wrongdoings, Polaris is not the space for you.

⋆⭒˚.⋆ Everyone on our end of the interview process has a life outside of Polaris and the internet- whether that be a job, school, familial obligations, etc. If you do not receive a response quickly, please do not assume your application was denied. If it has been a long time (2 weeks or more) feel free to reach out to myself or @plaguedocpyschopomp (Hermes).

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Decided to test the waters by assisting my mother in answering some prayers in her place. It was, surprisingly easy, then again I only got the easier ones to start with for my own safetys sake. Still, the fact that I could make someones day brighter and help them stand up again, felt nice in a way nothing else has so far. I'll write up something more in detail later, when I can remember everything.

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I hope June brings us together - Jane Austen

Hello there! Welcome to my introduction post, this will serve as a "get to know me" post.

I go by many names, but you may call me Haru. Or, by my godly name. Makaria/Macaria.

My vessel is 24 years old, and I have been a magic practicioner and wielder since I was twelve.

This blog will serve as a way of interacting with and documenting magic in its purest form, as a metaphysical constant in the cosmos. Several ways will be used to experiment and gain deeper understanding, some of which include theology, physics, trance work, witchcraft and deep dives into other niches such as denpa kei, irl magical girl and irl chuunibyou.

The other purpose of this blog, is to document my journey to reclaiming my space as a divinity, as a daughter of Haides-Pluton-Helel, she who is known as Makaria among humans.

The documentation of that will happen through thought experiments, third person retellings of conversations with spirits and deities, discussions of theology, spirit politics and so on.

Ultimately, this blog is an experiment like any other, one that I look forward to developing and maintaining throughout life.

Asks are open, and so is my inbox. Feel free to contact me if you have any questions!

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A thought analysis on magic, the mind and the way they interact.

Contents:

The theory of magic

Some observed dangers in a specific community.

1: The theory of magic

Lately I have been delving deep into the realm of neuroscience, magic and religion and how they interact. The following is a think piece and a bit of an open critique to certain communities as a whole. Do note that these are my opinions and what I have discovered, as is always the case with these posts.

Magic, as a whole, functions in two ways. The internal and the external.

The internal magic, are things that alter ones perception of reality, things such as trance work, meditation, bindings and similar.

The external magic, are things that create a visible change in the world around you. Things such as money spells, community rituals, travel magic etc.

Similarly, these distinctions can apply to warding. An internal ward can best be described as an unshakeable belief that whatever is sent your way will not affect you, the best examples of this method can be attributed to both atheists, who believe no such thing as spirits and magic etc exist to begin with, and religiously devoted people, who are certain that their patron/guardian/godly parent and so on will handle the issue for them.

This leads me to the other aspect of it, the frequency of magic.

In my experience, magic is akin to a vibrantion, a tune or a frequency that is ever present in the cosmos. And by enchanting items with the intention of magic you attune them to said frequency.

In the external, there are a thousand ways, from sigils to prayers and full blown ceremonies, anything you would think of when you hear magic, chaos magic, witchcraft etc.

In the internal it means altering your sense of perception and awareness, to enter a trance like state under the duration of the spell.

With the external method, not much grounding after is needed, the altering of frequency is condensed into the spell ingredients and vessel and leaves the mind casting the spell. The internal however, brings a different issue. With the internal there is an immediate need to ground yourself post spell casting, or to realign yourself with the here and present. And with prolonged exposure to this kind of magic, a filter of questioning and critical thinking will be vital to keep yourself mentally and physically safe in the long run.

Which. Brings me to an issue i have seen in the Mahou community.

2. The dangers of the Mahou community and their encouragement of grandeur and persecution.

Before you continue to read. I ask you to think about whether or not you can tell the difference between community and person critique. If you are unable to then I will kindly ask you to leave this post.

Continuing on. There is a dangerous habit of encouraging paranoia and delusions of grandeur and persecution in the Mahou community. I have seen too many of them in the last half a year. It is concerning and I genuinely worry for the people who have been involved.

I will not name specific people of places, however if you have been in any magi servers the last two years you will know which cycle of thought that I am speaking of.

This may very well apply to other communities as well, however I have not been in them long enough to give my opinion on that.

Regardless, the pattern which I have noticed is that many rely on internal magic only, they have nothing in the physical realm to ground the magic into or filter it through. And with the refusal to realign and ground there have been so, so many spirals of paranoia due to "something feels off lately". Coupled with the blatant refusal to engage with magic apart from a surface level skim when they are at the same time altering their soul to wield it as magical heroes. Hm.

Now, I am not questioning every mahous intuition. However, many that I have seen lack the basics in occultism/witchcraft/magic, spiritual hygiene and safety when interacting with spirits. Like it or not the irl magical girl path is an occult one, occult laws will still apply, and not knowing them when you enter this path will only cause you pain and harm.

If you are a magi, Mahou, magical hero or whatever else you call yourself. I encourage you to slow down and learn the basics of magic as it presents in this reality, as the concept of modern day witchcraft and sorcery. And if you already know those then congrats! But you should still brush up on them.

That would be all from me, out of courtesy I will not tag the specific communities. However. If fate does still will that is shows up when searching it I will ask one thing of you who reads it.

Act with politeness and sense. Any tantrums will be ignored and blocked. Genuine questions will be answered in the same tone that they are asked.

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IRL Magis and the Treatment of Delusions

Warning: This post includes discussions of delusions(including personal experience), unreality, ableism and other upsetting topics. This is also probably a controversial take, please read with an open mind

Some of this may be worded poorly, it's kind of just a thought dump. Respectful discussion is invited

In the irl magi and adjacent communities, there's a common tagline to most posts. Posts will begin or end with some variation of "not roleplay or delusion". I completely understand the motivation behind these words, however they speak to a larger problem in our community

The treatment of those with delusions is a large problem. In the wider world and in this community specifically. There is a bad habit of using "delusional" as an insult or attack. This perpetrates the idea that delusional people are somehow dangerous or unworthy of respect. Someone having delusions does not invalidate their experiences, spiritual or otherwise. I cannot stress enough that we need to treat delusional people correctly

I am someone who experiences occasional delusions. And guess what, like many aspects of life, they can interact with my spiritual work. This is not wrong, it's not evil or bad. It only becomes an issue if I'm hurting people, which I am not. Not all delusions are harmful, some are neutral or even positive. Our perceptions of reality may be different to yours, but this does not make them "crazy" or wrong

And yes, there are harmful delusions present here. But those people also deserve love and respect. Harassing people in mental health crisis does nothing. It won't "cure" them, if anything it makes everything worse. Delusional people are not your responsibility to fix, we are perfectly capable of handling ourselves

In conclusion, please be kinder to those who experience delusions. I'm asking everyone to stop throwing around delusional like it's an insult. It's a mental health condition, not your new slur. Thank you for reading this post, please give my words some thought <3

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— @eternaldroplets on x (via letsbelonelytogetherr)

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— Greg Santora (via letsbelonelytogetherr)

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A scene playing out in the Elysian gardens, a young godling and the lord of death, walking side by side and talking about Divinity.

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The old god watched as the roses bloomed once more, despite his darlings distance her joy still affected the gardens he planted in her name.

Besides him, one of his children, a young godling with ambition in her eyes, too many questions and a lot to learn.

"Ive been wondering" she began, squatting down to pluck the weeds intertwining with the roses. "What exactly... Makes a god? Whats the final qualification for it? Its not power or skill levels, and the amount of followers doesnt seem to matter either."

The old god watched in silence for a while, before kneeling down to pluck the final weed trying to overshadow the planted flowers.

"Godhood, Divinity-" he began, keeping his voice measured and precise as always. "Is about influence. And undeniability and relationships."

A brief pause, watching as the godling processed the words and understood the meaning behind it.

"So like.. Zeus then?" She responded, standing up and discarding the weeds she plucked. Noticing the gods gesture for her to continue she kept on spinning the thread of thought.

"well, people question a lot about him. But his status as the king of Olympus and the king of gods? Thats, basically his whole deal. The rest is more in the vein of... Manifestations of how the people view being a king. Right?"

The god nodded in approval, its as close to an explaination as a godling would get this early on. "Correct, a realm of divines is akin to a garden." He stood up and gestured to the one in front of them. "Each flower and plant has a purpose, whether functional or aesthetic. And when a stranger intrudes.."

The one stray weed in his hand withered to dust.

"it gets dealt with."

The conversation was far from over, but this segment, the one about gardens, has run its course. So the god left and walked away.

"So then" the godling sped up to keep pace with Haides "what about those who claim to be gods, but only for a few people?"

"..thats a kink" the god responded, looking all too tired with how this conversation suddenly went. "..Or play pretend, depends on how they define worship."

The godling bit back a laugh, this was meant to be a serious conversation. Not an expose of peoples personal lives. But alas, curiousity leads to the funniest discoveries at the most unfitting of times.

"okay okay, noted." She replied and shook her head, poking around in that is reserved for later.

There was however.. something that has been bothering her for a while. "but then, what about mythology, how can a new god become when mythology is already established.?"

To that the god shrugged. "That my child, is in the hands of the fates. Mythologies get forgotten, new temples and discoveries are made. Demi-gods become gods, nymphs and Titans suddenly have cults of being local gods. An epithet of an olympian becomes its own living entity."

The godling sighed and nodded, of course, in the tricky hands of fate as always then.

"so what I have to do is... Become a godling with purpose, something that fits in in this garden of divinities interacting, and not step on any toes in the meantime."

"Well.. a little toe stepping is fine. Every god has had to fight to prove themselves."

"... Got it."

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Note, this is not role playing nor play pretend. This is a third person point of view retelling of my experiences and talks with divine beings as a part of becoming a divinity myself.

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I have no name; I am but two days old... Just kidding. You can call me V