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BANG CHAN 🧸 SKZ CODE EP. 75 — BREMEN MUSIC CLUB TRIP

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© yangbreadlove

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jiwoon is something to be worshipped , sieun decides . divinity found in the arch of his back and the deep of his eyes : since they met , they've been pouring into him and sieun is convinced it could be considered AMBROSIA , for the more it soaks into him , the more divine he feels . as if the gods are watching with thunderous hearts . betting on mortals for fancy games of love and hate . jiwoon's moans sound like a symphony of holiness , a melody of perfect little prayers falling off the most perfect pink lips that sieun has ever seen . it's something that could easily lure sieun into church .

sieun leans into jiwoon's touch , lets him cradle his face with a tenderness that he finds foreign . something he's not used to , and it only sparks something beneath his skin , in his chest where his heart HAMMERS . , the pressure of jiwoon's thigh against his crotch pulls a short groan from his throat , something small, vibrating in the hollow of his throat . he lets a lopsided trickle over his lips , humor found in the way that jiwoon says i dont know , and then his eyes widen with jiwoons request .

his dick jumps , strains against his pants with excitement when jiwoon tells him to fuck his mouth , when his hand reaches for and touches his cock : as close as he can get through dark jeans , and sieun. REALLY wishes he wasn't so covered , wishes he was a little more bare so he could actually feel jiwoon's touch against his dick . he groans again at the sheer boldness of it all, sieun is not gonna last like this . jiwoon was something he couldn't even begin to fathom , something so much bigger than what sieun understands now , possibly bigger than what sieun will ever understand .

his eyes track movement , gold shimmers up at him and he carefully pries jiwoon's hands from the necklace before he replies . " are you sure ? " follows a chuckle , but he doesn't give jiwoon much time before he's shifting, sitting up with fingers fussing with his belt . and then there's his smile , all wide and teasing , dimples pinching at his cheeks as dark gaze trecks over jiwoon , an eyebrow raised " do you think you can handle it ? " it's cocky , he knows , but he also doesn't really give a shit when jiwoon looks at him like that ( again , something he has thought too many times tonight . ) the leather of his belt fwips as the teeth of the buckle let it go , sieun making quick work at unbuttoning his too - tight jeans and shimmying his pants just enough to let his buldge free .

the moment lingers , stretches when their eyes meet . and jiwoon tries to calm himself down , to just stare at the man and let his eyes carve the details in his mind ; to really just enjoy this moment with a calmer heart and focus on now . right , they have to let go of each other soon and probably never see each other again but they can have this right now . this ─ a weird wanting pulling at their chest and the tension that jiwoon hasn't felt in the presence of anyone since he was twelve years old . there was a rabid , dangerous dog walking around the neighborhood and it had cornered jiwoon in the alley . he remembers staring at its eyes , jumping when it barked , just wanting to sink its sharp , yellow teeth in his flesh . poor thing was hungry ; jiwoon will never know if he's too kind or simply cursed to be sacrificed to some higher , evil being . being eaten , having his bones broken under teeth . he lets out a relieved moan when sieun lays on top of him . finally ! his mind chants and jiwoon tightens his arms around sieun's shoulders .

his weight grounds him , keeps him pinned on the bed like an anchor and jiwoon has never felt so relieved to be crushed under someone's weight so much . with a tilted head on the sheets , he stares at the way sieun's lips move ; what is he asking for ? many things , things sieun won't be able to give him probably and thank gods for that . but jiwoon realizes he's asking a smaller question , or expects a smaller answer . rather than a ' please eat me whole and lick my bones ' , jiwoon thinks he expects to be told what to do before their time runs out . and a proper meal was out of question for now , unfortunately .

so his mind races , all the possibilities that could happen right now on this bed . leave its stains , make jiwoon remember it whenever he stares at that spot for too long . and it's awfully endearing that sieun waits for him , waits to hear something before he starts . waits and kisses jiwoon , drawing a helpless little moan from his occupied lips , makes him squirm and get impatient . he shifts , a small movement to get himself comfortable . he reaches out to cup sieun's face , rubs his thumb on his cheek , stares at his full lips . ‘ .. i ─ i don't know . ‘ he breathes out a small chuckle , as if the reality of the situation is dawning upon him all of a sudden . again , it doesn't scare him nor makes him hesitate . wow ! he's really going to experience this , this right here . jiwoon licks his lips and moves one leg sideways to press his thigh between sieun's legs . but their eyes are still locked . ‘ my mouth . fuck my mouth . ‘ quite straightforward . not eager to waste time , licking his lips as he shyly lowers his hand to pat sieun's clothed member . once , just to feel it a little . though he can't have any ideas about the length nor the width of it . unlucky . for a moment jiwoon isn't even sure if he'll really go with it . he plays with his necklace , the soft gold twirled between his fingers . to busy himself with it .

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guys false alarm did you know you can look at your listening history

me accidentally pressing something and losing a song i was trying to add to my liked songs .

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me accidentally pressing something and losing a song i was trying to add to my liked songs .

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sieun catches the whine with ease , swallows it and lets it warm him from the inside out , YOU FREEZE UNDER THE TUNDRA ; YOU MELT UNDER HIM . smiles against seonghwa's lips . it exists with a duality of holiness , heaven woven into the sound itself , and something sinful , a temptation that hovers close just to exist in the same breath as that divinity . under the skin , golden blood , halos ` & crowns . sieun knows he could listen to the sound on loop , leave it on repeat in his head until he's going insane , he's willing to do it if it was seonghwa , if he was able to continue to the flutes of his laugh and whines .

his grip on seonghwa's waist only tightens , probably bruising but sieun can't really focus on that , too focused on the feeling of a steady , grounding weight beneath his fingers . sieun holds him as he presses himself impossibly closer : lets his weight settle against seonghwa . back against the wall and warmth spreading out ; as if the rays of the sun could stretch out ` & touch in a vine .

It feels like something he's been waiting for his whole life , like a miracle . sieun might consider it something revered . seonghwa leads sieun into deepening the kiss , which , sieun was gonna do anyway so it's nice that he can get there faster ; that he's met with the same eagerness . teeth nip at seonghwa's bottom lip , finding the cool metal again ; that might be one of his obsessions but nobody has to know it , sieun often caught himself staring at the piercings , caught himself watching seonghwa lick over them and wow , they're so hot . sieun sucks at his bottom lip and then pulls away with a pop , " if you wanted me to kiss you you didn't have to trick me " , fingers drawing shapes against the other body and pinch , a free hand raises to ruffle soft dark hair before sieun is pulling away completely .

seonghwa swears, as soon as that large hand cups over slender waist, he can feel the static crackling under those fingertips, setting the ceo's skin ablaze. he hears him start to warn him, beginning with his name, and the gentle rasp of it does things to him. he wants to hear it again, again and again from those lips. hes never loved his name more until this moment.

he finds himself suddenly crowded to the wall, chests pressed together, both rising and falling in tandem with anticipation. he'd be lying if he said this position they took didn't excite him, and he's sure his expression gives it all way. his eyes barely open, almost clouded. "you always do," he whispers, tone breathy with the way thumb tries to part his lips and, for once, he obeys readily, waiting impatiently for what was to come. and once it did... once he finally felt sieun against his lips, seonghwa can't help the soft whine that vibrates against plush brims. so soft, so warm, all his finally.

his hands run up and down his chest, selfishly cupping a feel of his pecs, spanning out to eventually grip on his shoulders, keeping sieun impossibly close. he was softer than seonghwa imagined and he loved it. he turns his head slightly to deepen their kiss, moving his lips against his, wanting to pour all of his desperation into it.

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also side eying the ' he was bisexual ' bit on that last hc cause upon further inspection he is a boy lover only through and through .

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random tidbits about si eun . . .

⁰¹ . he ' s definitely not the best cook but when he stayed with his grandmother she taught him enough to be able to cook himself meals . even if he goes out or gets take out more often than not.

⁰² . sensitive on his back in general , the nape of his neck and his ears . he ' s sensitive to very light , barely there touches . it ' s a coin flip on if it tickles him or turns him on .

⁰³ . he was never a ' bad boy ' type , even in high school he tried to keep anything unsavory separated from his image and how he was perceived . he wasn ' t much of a criminal in high school though , the only real criminal activity he dealt with was petty theft and even then it was small necessary things .

⁰⁴ . his bestfriend 's name is ryu park , they were about 9 years old when they met . while they ' re bestfriends now , at one point they didn ' t like eachother very much in the beginning and argued often . they got into a physical fight one day . sieun biting ryu and ryu giving sieun a bloody nose , it resulted in ryu ' s parents and sieun ' s grandparents forcing them to resolve whatever issues they had . every weekend they were together , and eventually things smoothed out and they quickly became nearly inseparable . ryu isn ' t a criminal like sieun , not anymore . he used to be sieun ' s number one guy to go to if he needed help with a job but ryu got severely hurt , causing sieun to push him to leave ( ryu had been considering it but didnt want to put si in a hard spot ) . now , he works as a photographer and sometimes helps sieun care for his injuries / wounds . he has a pin. board here . more tba later .

⁰⁵ . played baseball in highschool , possibly received a scholarship because of it . . .

⁰⁶ . " i love you " is not something he says , not with ease . he may try to allude to it if he does feel that way about you but he has a difficult time showing that vulnerability . showing his underbelly . he will show you with actions ; he ' s absolutely crazy about those he DOES love and will do anything for them . it might take an argument or something serious , some kind of emotional turmoil for him to admit it . it kind of depends on the circumstances and who it is .

⁰⁷ . when he was 17 he was dared to kiss ryu , he obliged , figuring out he wasn ' t wholly against the idea of kissing guys and eventually collecting the idea that he was bisexual . side note : he ' s not attracted to ryu , rather than when the dare was given he didn ' t hesitate .

⁰⁸ . generally speaking , when he ' s not on a job he ' s a little goofier , more open to smiling but you ' ll know if he ' s serious based on his eyes and tone . he has a bark and a bite .

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random tidbits about si eun . . .

⁰¹ . dude is extremely work oriented ` & pretty much avoids most forms of close connections . he settles on hook ups , pushes people away with a hot / cold demeanor . though , he does have friends and does hang out with them : he chooses not to make friends out of the same criminals he works for or hires . most of his friends are from his very small circle , some college friends and a few others sprinkled in . he prefers dogs to people .

⁰² . he ' s an extremely private person ; if he ' s dating somebody , you wouldn ' t know unless you caught them out . he prefers to keep his address / home a secret and is always covered on jobs that could get him sent to prison . if he hooks up with you he ' ll either buy a hotel room or find an alternative .

⁰³ . definitely has those fuckass red LED lights in his room & no he doesn ' t turn them off . they're just always on . red is his favorite color .

⁰⁴ . doesn ' t have any specific type of style and just wears what he wants . though , i ' d say he wears more color during the day when he ' s walking the dogs or otherwise busy but wears black and only black during his criminal jobs .

⁰⁵ . reminder that he really doesn ' t take intense criminal jobs constantly , his thieving is his own doing but the hits , kidnapping , torture , etc. is not at a frequency of every day as is much more sporadic . the more work he has to do , whether it be the amount of steps it ' ll take , the risk , or something else he deems as more complicated , the more it costs and the longer he ' ll have to go without committing another crime . to some extent he ' s keeping a clean conscience ( tries to ) . hacking is generally his favorite as it doesn ' t take much time and unless it ' s a multi - step , complicated case , he can do it from the confines of his home .

⁰⁶ . if you do get close enough to date him , he ' s extremely protective & jealous . it gets the better of him at times [ . . . ] not directly connected but if he ' s mad or even frustrated he will put his phone on dnd / ignore people and go take a job or go thieving . sometimes he just fucking sleeps ngl but he definitely needs to chill out and burn off that anger so , violence make that easy for him & he ' d rather be violent to somebody he doesn ' t know versus somebody he cares for . i can also see him going at his punching bag for a couple hours if he doesn't want to take a job .

⁰⁷ . he ' s a fucking freak . thats all .

⁰⁸ . you have to understand that he ' s not inherently bad , he ' s not evil or mean . he ' s a nice guy , polite and respectful in most cases but the entire facade he puts on during his jobs , mean and aggressive , is not wholly false . he ' s dynamic , there ' s a night and day duality about him . he ' s a doberman with golden retriever tendencies .

⁰⁹ . he has a bike and a car . the bike it utilized for jobs meant for a quick get away , ones where he doesn ' t need a lot of equipment . the car , a blacked out kia sorento is used otherwise ; this is not always true and there are times he takes the bike just because he likes the feeling .

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guys im 25 but i just realized that horny just means hormonal .

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“Nothing haunts us like the things we don’t say.”

— Mitch Albom, Have a Little Faith

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truly sorry for my followers tonight .

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BANG CHAN ♡ UNVEIL : 3RACHA

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BANG CHAN — ESCAPE MV MAKING FILM

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i will forever say that maneater is a sieun song and if you can do the math ... congrats .

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staring at my muse rn cause wow .

also ?? 2010s raunchy club music is so sieun and i cant even elaborate .