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gonna do the chunky meme w/ calvin and jimmy pesto as a lil treat

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another batch of my pride ychs >v<)!

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Look ok I know i literally JUST made my s/i sheet but like

I FINALLY MADE LEO AND NOVÀ ART YOU BETTER BE EXCITED /nf /silly

Ok, so if you are new here no Leo is NOT anywhere being CLOSE to a new f/o we have been together for over a year and it will be two years this next January !!

It’s understandable if you wondered why I never posted me and Leo since he is one of my main three romantic f/os and lemme say it is anything BUT he hasn’t been on my mind ! I fell for him during my first ever fire emblem game and ever since there’s never been a character in the franchise I could ever leave my sweet Leo for. He means so much to me, the reason I haven’t drew me and him is for two reasons-

One, Leo is HARD to draw and I’ve been drawing for 7 years and he still trips me up to draw a year later- like just ask my bestie @xenon-art that man is VERY difficult to draw and that goes for all Fe characters like I have f/oed Lucina since childhood and didn’t get the hang of drawing her til recently because Fe characters are VERY complex both mentally and physically wise with their outfits- they are never that simple with how amazingly designed they are !!

And two, I haven’t played a game with Leo in it for a while until recently and I already feel way more happy and content with him cause before I wasn’t really getting much content of him since there aren’t that many fics for him nor edits and it was like not getting attention from your f/o which made me GREATLY upset !! But now I have a working ds and binging Fe fates (his main game!!) so i definitely feel more confident in our relationship now !!

Leo is shipped with so many characters it really puts me down that there isn’t much fanart of him alone and not paired with someone, but in the end that motivates me now to make more content of us since we love each other SO MUCH he is the most comforting soul and he may be a blonde bastard but he is VERY SWEET and has held me through the most difficult times and swooned me into marrying him so with that being said he is part of my main three FOR A VERY GOOD REASON !!!!

Thank you for being patient with me as I didn’t expect it to take me this long to get confident in drawing Leo, I just wanted him to look the best !!

Also I love how he is just so sweet and gentle with Novà like THATS HIS GIRL BACK OFF 👊🏼

He’s definitely comforting her about her past, I didn’t really think of what he is comforting her for in this drawing I just wanted some angsty comfort here !!

You hurt her and you’ll be sentenced to death :3 /silly /hj

If you haven’t seen my s/I sheet for her I totally recommend you read that if you want to better understand her character and how I will portray her in art like this !!

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“are you okay?” No, I want a kiss.

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remembering i have to transfer my portfolio bc i did not fuck with squarespace

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YOUR DAYS ARE NUMBERED

OCs Featured: Cinnamon, Sinnamon, Cassidy, Ramune Cat, Solei ArtFight Page

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yumeshippers watch out >:)!

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Happy Juneteenth!! send sum extra love to ur favorite African-American selfshippers today 🙂‍↕️

❤️🖤💛💚

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You Are My Treasure

Words : 702

Summary : Red Cream Soda Cookie talks with Smoked Cheese Cookie about what's troubling her.

cw : anxiety, insecurity, anxious projecting, RSD

divider by cafekitsune

“Is it alright.. if I vent a little bit to you?” Red Cream Soda Cookie asked as she fidgeted with her fingers, much to Smoked Cheese Cookie’s surprise. He turned to look at her, an expression that was something between curiosity and concern. “About what?” He asked with a raised brow, examining her expression as if to determine what was bothering her before she even said what it was. “Is there someone’s ass I should kick?” He added, earning a small, amused smile from Red Cream Soda. “No, nothing like that,” She reassured with a little wave of her hand before continuing. “I just.. I’ve been feeling unconfident lately, and… I wanted someone to talk to..” Smoked Cheese nodded as she explained herself, watching how she fidgeted with her fingers and seemed to shrink into her seat; he leaned back on the couch, resting his arm on the back of it and inviting her to get comfortable next to him. “Come here, tell me about your troubles, my dear.” Red Cream Soda looked at him for a moment, almost like she was searching for something, an expression from him that would tell her not to; she didn’t find anything. She scooted up next to him, leaning against him comfortably as they shared a moment of quiet together. “So, what is it that’s going on in your head my dear?” Smoked Cheese asked as he gently ran his fingers loosely through her fizzy hair. It took a short moment for her to speak up about what was troubling her, and when she did, she wasn’t looking at him. “Uhm.. I guess a lot of pointless anxiety..?” She started. “It’s just that I’ve been feeling.. I dunno.. guilty? Or not good enough to hang out or be with my friends-” Red Cream Soda paused, almost as if the next words were stuck in her throat. “-or that I’m annoying.. not only to them but to you too… that…” Another short pause. "..that you only tolerate me…" It was clear that this really bothered her, and yet Smoked Cheese recalled not one time when she brought up these insecurities to him; not a single instance. “Is that so?” He asked, still idly playing with her hair. “Don’t you think that if that were true… I would tell you?” Red Cream Soda was quiet again, pondering on his inquiry. He did have a point, he wasn’t the type to not let others know when they were annoying him. “Well yeah, but-” "And wouldn't you think your friends would tell you as such too?" He continued. "My dear, it seems to me that you have this belief that you are expendable, which I can assure you certainly are not." "I hope they would- no I'm sure they would.." She said a bit softer this time, looking up at him now. "I know those things aren't true, but like I said before; its mostly pointless anxiety…" She sighed, looking away again as she muttered something about how she couldn't help but worry. Well, Smoked Cheese wouldn't have that; he wouldn't have her devaluing herself, especially not to him! He ceased messing with her hair and instead poked her head to get her to look up at him again. "Here's what I think…" His voice was softer but still had an air of seriousness to it. He held out his hand to her, asking for hers to which she obliged. Smoked Cheese’s hold was surprisingly gentle as he took up Red Cream Soda’s hand. "You, my sweet Desert Rose, are my treasure.” He said, lifting her hand up to his lips and placing a delicate kiss to her knuckles. “Nothing, and nobody, will be able to convince me otherwise; not even you.” Red Cream Soda blushed at the gesture, slightly hiding her face against his chest with a soft whine. This caused Smoked Cheese to chuckle softly with amusement, gently guiding her to sit up next to him. "I know it won't magically make your troubles vanish, my dear, but how would you like to join me for an impromptu lunch at that one cheese restaurant?" Red Cream Soda smiled warmly. "I would love that actually.. thank you Smokey~"

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Ahhh I almost forgot to post this adorable art I got of me and Leorio a while back! UGHHH I’m obsessed, look at how cute and flustered my tall doctor man is, and it’s all for me! The shading is gorgeous, and that soft pink lighting?? So dreamy. Huge shoutout to noodlesnovember on Artistree, I’m in love with their art style! Seriously, Leorio looks so precious here I could cry. 🥹💕

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Okay, here's my humble yearly Artfight advice, because with every AF, there's always a bit of an ongoing cycle:

While you can't ever guarantee revenges, your chances of getting art back are always higher if you target people with positive ratios. There's a lot of people on site who have +75% attack ratios (meaning they've drawn way more art than they have received). Go target them! They deserve love AND are way more likely to return art!

DO NOT fall for random celeb tiktokker with 50k followers who is, for the seventh year in a row, promising they will be revenging all the art they get all while their ratio sits at a whooping 5%! There's always some people like this and a lot of younger folk fall for it again and again. And then these people don't even bother with commenting on the art they receive

In my experience, it's younger folk or people who are newer to art that will go more apeshit (affectionate) about the art they receive. If you really wanna make someone's entire week, find yourself someone who is new to AF or someone who has just started drawing and give them a lil something, they will adore it!

Artfight can be a great opportunity to make friends. I've met some wonderful people through exchanging art there. Use the search function to find characters tagged as things you have an interest in and go ham. Chances are, you may meet someone with similar interests who may end up becoming a long term friend.

While receiving revenges is great, don't try to guilt trip people for them. Don't go around posting comments on people's profiles like "If I draw for you will you revenge me??" Just draw for the person if you'd like to draw for them, don't do it expecting the whole situation to be a transaction

A lot of people will mention in their profiles whether they are revenging or not. It's a good idea to check that out if you are interested in revenges- But never take these as a 100% guarantee

Comment on art you have received! It doesn't need to be a deep comment. Sometimes gushing over it and dropping 30 emojis and a big thank you gets the point across. It can be rather daunting to not receive any confirmation that the person you drew for even saw the art you made for them.

And honestly, just be honest with yourself and how much art you can make without burning out or hurting yourself. Make your stretches, rest your hand, and try to have fun without sacrificing your health on the way!

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you can get them over at ko-fi!

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10 Whole Years ⋆｡♡˚

Art by @redstainedstars and @strawbeaniie ~

Oh boy, 10 whole years. That's right! Today is Jack and I's 10 year anniversary! A whole decade together, can you believe that?

As you can see, for this occasion, I got some art commed of the two of us to celebrate <3 but that's not all I did! I originally wanted to write a fic for us too, but couldn't find a good prompt so I ended up making a cute moodboard instead!

And now I plan to eat as many sweets as possible today ^^~

10 whole years. LJ was one of my first ever selfships, before I even knew what selfshipping was. He was one of the first characters I ever fell in love with, back when I was 13 and messing around on Wattpad about "fictional crushes," and to this day he's still with me. He's still the light of my life, the joy in my laughter, the sweetness in all the desserts and candy I eat. 10 years, I've never once thought of him as anything other than my partner, boyfriend, lover- whatever we choose to call ourselves. He's mine, my lollipop, my jellybean- the best thing I could ask for.

I don't know what I've done to get so lucky as to have such a loyal and caring partner like him, but I know I won't ever give it up <3 he's seen every single other partner of mine and come and go from my life, and has stayed. He's been here from the beginning, and he doesn't plan to leave. And no way in Hell do I plan to leave or abandon him. Not again. He'll always have me.

Thank you for all the years of love and laughter, Laughing Jack. Here's to another decade with you <3

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i am unwell about this fictional man