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In the Summertime

Josh x female reader

NSFW - 18+ ONLY!!! Minors DNI

This one has been in the drafts for a minute then Tumblr kept deciding to ban it. So fingers crossed 🤞

The summer heat suffocated the both of you as you sat in traffic after spending the day in the city. Inch by inch the car moved forward. It would be about 45 minutes until you would be walking through your front door.

The air conditioning had not fully kicked in and any bare skin was sticking to the Jeep’s leather interior. Every few seconds one of you would pull forward to remove yourselves from the heated fabric.

“I’m sorry bubs,” Josh said from the driver’s seat, “we didn’t plan this very well.”

“I know, but we had to do something on your day off. We should’ve just gone to the beach. Or better yet stayed home, tanned in the backyard, drink sangria...”

“I'm glad we got out today, although....,” Josh's voice trailed off.

Y/n heavily sighed and leaned her head back against the headrest.

Josh glanced over at her, taking in her tanned skin and toned legs. Her nipples were getting hard through her thin t-shirt as the a/c began cooling the car off.

Josh couldn’t help himself and looked up at her soft pink lips and felt a wave of immense love and want pulse through him.

Y/n felt Josh’s intense gaze and turned her head to look at him.

“What?” she asked playfully.

“Nothing, you’re just gorgeous. You drive me crazy, I can’t wait to get you home.” Josh said as a smile slowly overtook his face.

Y/n laughed and took Josh’s hand in hers.

“I have an idea…” Josh began to say taking out his phone and plugging it into the auxiliary cord. “Remember this?”

Suddenly the car was filled with y/n’s breathy moans. Josh was playing one of their many recorded sessions.

“Tell me mama, how does that feel..” Josh’s voice came through the speakers along with the sound of Josh slapping y/n’s ass echoing through the car.

“Fuck, Josh” y/n groaned, her cheeks reddening as the video continued to play. “Thought it would make this ride a little better” Josh smirked, dimples dangerously on display.

Josh and y/n sat in a thick sexual silence as the sounds of y/n moaning while Josh ate her out enveloped them.

“Fuck I remember this night” said y/n fidgeting in her seat. Josh felt her palm sweating in his hand. “I came so hard. I always do with you.”

The sounds continued. Josh switched to another video.

“This was when we snuck into that closet after Marcus’s wedding.” Josh turned the volume up even louder.

Josh whispering “Shh, we have to keep quiet.” Whispers of y/n gently swearing as Josh fingered her silently within the dark closet.

Josh noticed y/n biting her bottom lip, her eyes closed, reliving the intimate moment behind her eyelids. They were still sitting in bumper to bumper traffic, no sign of moving.

Josh decided to play a different video.

“This is when I bought you your new toy.” The car was filled with the sound of you both groaning in unison. Josh had complete control over the vibrator snugly tucked away in your underwear. It was a surprise for your anniversary. Y/n sighed as the memory came flooding back. Josh was relentlessly edging you at the table having his way with you. The heat of the moment had you both clawing at each other in the backseat before you made the drive home.

Josh leaned over lifting y/n’s shirt, softly rubbing her stomach. Goosebumps erupted all over her skin as he traced designs with his fingertips back and forth across her. Josh saw the slight twitch of y/n’s hips. Knowing she was enjoying this more than she would like to admit, Josh slid his hand down, unbuttoning her shorts.

Y/n’s eyes sprang open, her eyes trying to adjust to the harsh sunlight.

“Who the fuck cares?” Josh said sliding his fingers through her wetness.

Y/n moaned and lolled her head to the side. Josh turned the volume up louder and louder and began making up and down motions on the underside of y/n’s clit. Josh marveled at how smooth and wet she was already, truly perfect. He craved to taste her, having her juices covering his body. Josh could not believe his eyes the first time he saw her squirt. It was an amazing sight and he could always expect to be slick from her within the first half hour of their lovemaking.

Josh began thinking about all the times he had brought y/n to climax. All the times she would be riding him on top and how his stomach and lap would be shining from her release. His cock was hardening at the thought.

“Shit,” y/n sighed. Josh gently kissed her neck. Y/n began grinding her core against his hand.

“Oh my god, Josh. Don't stop this feels too good,” y/n said breathily. She was hot to the touch. Josh couldn’t wait to have her in his mouth. To have her riding his face.

He wanted her on top of him. Josh gripped the wheel tighter, knuckles turning white as he felt her squirm beneath his touch. His pants tightening as her soft whimpers began to fill the car.

Josh began moving his fingers faster as the sound of their skin slapping became louder on the recording. Josh could tell that this was when y/n had finished.

“Baby,” y/n moaned as Josh slid his two fingers inside her. “Holy fuck,” Josh whispered, y/n beginning to slowly grind into his hand. Josh could feel her tightness around his fingers. He could imagine her perfect pink lips glistening up at him.

They were both practically screaming on the recording. The clip etched into Josh’s brain as he had used it many times to make himself cum while he was away.

Her legs thrown over his shoulders, Josh kissing her calf as he continues to thrust harder into her. Holding each other’s gazes for as long as they could.

Y/n thrusted herself on Josh’s hand harder. “Cum for me. Cum for me with all of these people surrounding us. Let go, y/n!”

“Oh my god,” y/n screamed as Josh curled his fingers upwards inside her. “Baby.. I-I’m gonna cum.” Josh made sure to grind his palm into her clit. Y/n cried out Josh’s name as she came hard. Gripping onto Josh’s shirt and bracing herself against the passenger window.

Josh felt the familiar burst of euphoria seep out of her body and soak through her panties and shorts. “Fuck, baby!” She yelled as her core throbbed and spasmed, releasing the end of her orgasm.

Josh removed his hand from y/n’s shorts and casually licked her off his fingers. Y/n pressed her forehead to the cooled window, trying to catch her breath and refocus.

She reached over and squeezed Josh’s hand gently.

“I’m gonna fuck you so hard when we get home..” y/n said after some time. “Just wait,”giving Josh’s jawline a few kisses.

The traffic had finally began to break, and Josh couldn’t wait for what was to come.

[streaks-of-indigo]

Someday

Jake Kiszka x Female Reader

Warnings: failure to get pregnant, self deprecation, if there is anything i missed let me know

Hi everyone! This is my first time posting fic. Please feel free to let me know what you think.. even though I may regret that haha

As you and jake were heading out the door, you grabbed his arm. You had some disappointing news and decided that you couldn't wait until tomorrow to tell him. The lump in your throat began to grow and the shame began to overtake you.

You both had been trying for quite some time now to get pregnant. And with each passing period it looked like this was not in the cards for the both of you just yet.

Jake looked down at his arm where your hand was clamped tightly and looked up to your face, noticing the worry instantly. "What is it y/n? You can talk to me."

You stood there opening and immediately closing your mouth, trying to find the words. "I know we have been trying to get pregnant and I had told you that my period was late this month..."

As you trailed off, Jake searched your face for the answer to how this sentence was going to end. "Well... I-I..." the words getting caught as tears threatened to spill from your eyes.

"I got my period this morning. We've been planning this and tracking my cycle and I really had my hopes up but-"

With that you let your hand fall from him, your head dropping to look at the floor. You couldn't will yourself to look into his honey brown eyes. You were so disappointed in yourself and felt the air leaving your lungs. Jake couldn't stand the thought of you taking all of this on your shoulders.

He closed the space between the two of you and took your chin between his thumb and pointer finger guiding your gaze to his. "Do not blame yourself for this. We will keep trying. This will happen for us one way or another. I know we were hoping that this would be it... but there's always another way, another chance."

With that he kissed your lips softly and pulled your head into his chest. He kissed the top of your head and questioned, "Are you sure you're up to going out? I can call Josh to cancel and make up an excuse. Please do not feel obligated to go. We can do whatever you want."

"No- I think we should go. You all have been looking to have a night out together and put the end of tour behind you. Plus it wouldn't hurt to have your drunken brothers take my mind off things."

With that, you mustered up the biggest smile you could. Jake took a minute to admire you. The gorgeous, courageous woman that he fell in love with. And one day would make the mother of his children.

He took your hand and rubbed small circles with his thumb. "The minute it gets to be too much, tell me and I will whisk you away." You laughed.. "always my knight in shining armor."

As you got to the bar, you saw that the rest of the group was already there. You and Jake approached the table to say your hellos.

Josh immediately pulled you in for a hug. "There's my favorite family member..." he whispered in your ear. "Still under my brother's trance I see." Jake shot Josh an icy stare. "I know, I know.. he's such a great guy.. blah blah blah. I just don't see it."

Danny threw his arms around your shoulders next to greet you. "When are we going to tell him that you're leaving him for me?" You threw your head back to laugh and gently pushed Danny away.

Sammy was walking back towards the group from the jukebox. "Since I am the only person with any resemblance of taste in this establishment, I have put enough money in the jukebox for the next hour." The group frowned. "Why does he always assume the role of DJ for our excursions?" Jake said.

Sam met your gaze and instantly barreled towards you. "Y/N!!!! I missed youuuu-" His words were already beginning to become slurred. Tonight was going to definitely take your mind off things.

"It's good to see you too, Sammy boy! Now get me some of what ever you are having!" Sam instantly perked up at your words and took you under his wing.

"It's a new concoction I've asked the bartender to whip up. It's a margarita... but only a shit ton of more booze." You grabbed for his glass to take a sip. The instant wave of tequila stinging your nostrils. "Yup, this will work. I'm going to need a few of those."

"Trouble in paradise?" Sam questioned as you both made your way over to the bar stopping to get the bartender's attention. "No... Jake's nothing but a great partner. Just feeling disappointed in myself lately."

The rest of the family didn't know that you and Jake had been trying to get pregnant for the past year or so. You had always imagined the day when you were pregnant and would gather both of your families to make the announcement. All the excitement and love, being able to share that love with a new being. But that moment was going to have to wait for now.

Sammy noticed the far off look in your eye. "Want to talk about it? I would love nothing more than to shower you with glowing reviews and tell you how much better you have made all of our lives." You rolled your eyes, he was always one for the dramatics. "And they call Josh the drama kid. I just want to drink, dance... and repeat!"

"I think I know just how to do that."

Once you got your drinks, you both walked back to the table. You took your spot next to Jake. He pulled your chair closer so that he could nuzzle into your side. "Remember the instant you want to go, just say the word."

"Thank you baby but I'm fine. I just need to loosen up a bit."

Baby

You winced at the word. It stung a tad more than you thought it would. You took a sip of your drink hoping Jake didn't notice the subtle expression on your face.

After chatting with Josh about some of his stage outfit ideas for the next tour, you drummed up the courage to make your way out to the dance floor.

"Oh Samuel, I'm ready for that dance whenever you are." Sam's eyes lit up. He stood and made his way over to you to offer his hand.

"May I have this dance m'lady?" tipping his imaginary hat. "My..my I though you'd never ask" you said in your best drawl.

Sam spun and twirled you around on the dance floor. All of the worries seemed to be slowly melting away. You noticed Jake eyeing you from across the bar with a big smile on his face. He could watch you in this moment forever. Nothing made him happier than seeing a smile spread across your face. As you threw your head back in laughter mid-twirl.

After a few dances with Sam, you decided to join Jake back at the table. As you slid next to him and took a sip of your drink, he kissed your temple. "Having fun out there?"

"Yes, Sam is hard to keep up with sometimes." "Now you know how we all feel," Danny chimed in.

You took a moment to relax and just listen in to the conversations around you. You put your head on Jake's shoulder and listened to him chat with Danny about a riff he was working on for the potential first single for the new album. You felt yourself drifting in and out of their conversations, which only allowed your mind to wander.

As you were sipping the last of your drink, all your emotions seemed to have come flooding in all at once. You tried to swallow down the growing lump in your throat but you weren't sure how much longer you would be able to keep yourself together.

Jake caught sight of you from the corner of his eye and immediately noticed a shift in your demeanor. He whispered low enough for only you to hear, "are you ok? Are you ready to go home?"

With tears ready to stream from the corners of your eyes, you slowly nodded your head yes. Jake stood up from the table, "well I hate to be the one to break up the party early but I think I need to call it quits. I've been dying to have a good nights sleep in my own bed, with my own girlfriend. We will see you all soon."

You went around saying your goodbyes. Sam was the only one to notice something was off. He gave you an extra long hug, "If you need to talk, I am always here." "Thank you, Sammy," you stated while giving his hand a squeeze. "Thank you all for having me.. I apologize but I think all the liquor has caught up to me."

The drive home was silent. You stared out the window afraid to speak knowing it would only make your mental state worse. Jake held your hand the entire ride and occasionally would kiss your hand, giving you your space but letting you know he was there. He slowly pulled into the driveway, and once parked he turned to you. "Why don't we go upstairs, take a bath, and just relax. Do you think we could do that?"

You were thankful that he always put your feelings first. "That sounds nice."

Jake ran the bath and guided you in. While you were soaking, he got out your PJ's. An oversized tshirt of his, which was your favorite. You remember the day he gave it to you as something to remember him by when he couldn't always be with you. He fluffed the pillows on the bed and threw your favorite robe in the dryer for a few minutes so it would be warm when you got out of the bath.

After you got out of the bath and did your nighttime routine, Jake guided you towards the bed. "If and whenever you want to talk about this, please know I am here to listen. I can't imagine the emotions you are going through right now but we will get through it together."

You kissed Jake softly on his forehead and grabbed both of his hands. "I'm not ready just yet, but you have been wonderful tonight. I love you so, so much. Thank you."

Jake settled under the covers and patted the mattress beside him asking you to join him. "I think I am going to make some tea first, did you want some as well?" Jake nodded slowly, "yes, please. Thank you, baby!"

Baby

There was that word again. Before you could let it show on your face you turned towards the bedroom door to make your way to the kitchen.

You filled the kettle and took out two mugs from the kitchen cabinet. As you were standing, leaning on the kitchen island, tears began to make their way down your cheeks.

You wondered if this feeling of hopelessness would subside. How can you miss something you never really had?

As you waited for the water to boil, you made your way to the couch. Curling yourself into a ball against the armrest, you closed your eyes and let the tears free fall. As you felt the fabric dampening from your tears, you tried your best not to let Jake hear you. He was always so supportive but right now you needed to be able to feel this, alone.

You were sobbing and shaking uncontrollably. Your eyelids becoming heavier with each passing moment.

It was quite some time and you still hadn't come back to bed. Jake threw the covers off of him in order to come and find you.

As he descended the first few steps, he could hear the tea kettle whistling in the kitchen. As he made his way down a few more is when he heard your sobs. He stopped in his tracks, heart tearing in two. He hated that you felt like this. That you were going through this turmoil and he had no idea how to take it away from you. He continued down the rest of the way, putting on a strong front.

As you heard his footsteps approaching, you sat up and rubbed at your eyes. "Baby, what's wrong?" Jake asked as he moved next to you on the couch.

"I just feel so helpless, Jake. I feel like we have been trying for so long and month after month, my body is failing me. In my heart I am ready to start a family with you but my body is not prepared to let us do that."

Jake took you in his arms. "Shhh, please do not talk about yourself like that. I told you before that we will create our family on our terms, in our own time. We will keep trying and if we need to seek professional help, we will do just that. I am here for you every step of the way. And I sure as hell don't mind all the practicing." Y/n let out a small chuckle. "Do you want to talk to my mom? I love you and hate that you are feeling this way."

"Yeah, maybe I will call your mom tomorrow. She always knows the right things to say. I think I'll also call my doctor to see if there is someone else I can talk to."

Jake kissed you and held your face in his hands. "I love you, now go back upstairs. I will bring up the tea and we can watch that new documentary we've been meaning to start on Netflix."

You spent the rest of the night cradled in Jake's arms. You were finally able to relax and let the hurt of the day subside. You placed your head on Jake's chest. Listening to his heartbeat, you were lulled to sleep.