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In the woods

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i’ve been constantly battling the idea of getting plastic surgery and radically changing my mind twice a week. i can’t afford anything now so it’s not like an imminent plan. but i just keep seeing incredible results online and so many of my features are present in the ‘before’ pictures and not in the after. i just want to finally feel truly beautiful and feminine and look cute in pictures and feel confident to not hide away. but it feels radical to keep everything exactly as it is as a big fuck you as well. to celebrate my features despite not meeting certain beauty standards. but that only goes so far when you feel like shit every day because of your reflection.

for now i’ll keep watching docfinderkorea doing ffs on cis girls like me and dreaming about getting it done myself one day just like i did over 10 years ago when i first found out about it

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fake idgafer i saw you touching your necklace for comfort

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登攀

2011年、岡本公園民家園。

カブトムシは木登り名人。

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Women in the Rain, by Marina Abramović.

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☼ JUNE ☼

The Procession of the Months (ca. 1889)

Poetry by Beatrice Crane

Art by her father, Walter Crane

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two friends at my building

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bark beetle patterns

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fav place

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Being in love with somebody who teaches you things is a blessing