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lewis via atticus003

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I am not done with this.

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oh my god i’m editing and they literally. THEY LITERALLY. look at how they framed that.

he saw her because he was looking for yelena i’m gonna throw up

do you think for a moment alexei looked at the little girl he saved and saw yelena wrapped in his arms instead

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do you think for a moment alexei looked at the little girl he saved and saw yelena wrapped in his arms instead

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Castiel DONT go into that lake

(Click 4 better quality)

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John Walker's waist.

that's it, that's the whole post.

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Happy pride month to my dad. When I came out as bi to him, this man googled what it ment, look at me and said "ohh. Yeah. You get that from me. You'd have far more siblings of I only shaged women." And went right back to his work emails.

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Broke (2025) dir.: Carlyle Eubank

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Lewis Pullman the man that you are

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out for a walk

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A direct follow up to my last post

Wyatt Russell has my entire heart omg look at himmm 😍

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i’ve been thinking more about john’s heavily implied social anxiety and its made me look at tfatws through a whole new lens.

john tried to be friendly with sam and bucky but they weren’t into it. imagine john sitting there overthinking everything he said to them and having the “why can’t i be normal? what the hell is wrong with me?” spiral

and that’s so sad because john wasn’t really the problem at first, steve was. bucky and sam’s disapproval of john wasn’t really because of who he was, it was because of who he wasn’t. they didn’t have any issues with him personally

and i feel like that lack of validation was made worse by his anxiety and that’s what prompted him to seek it in other places. specifically approval from the government which is why he wanted to stop the flag smashers his way. not for fame or medals, just to be told that he did something right for a change. obviously it didn’t go down that way and i think that’s what makes him so tragic. he wants to do the right thing but his self worth and mental health is in such a low state, hes willing to do it in any way possible, which is what leads to him doing the wrong thing in such a public way

john walker you are so special to me. he is flawed but SO human. and i think he represents how the military take advantage of young men looking for purpose and put them through hell. and then throw them out when the effects of that trauma start to manifest

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like shelter cats...

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ID: 1a. Front shot of Mary and Sam in the Impala, Sam driving with one hand on the wheel and the other arm propped casually on the window. Mary peers at him out of the side of her eye, unsure, and asks, "Dean and...the angel. They're...close?" Sam glances over at her curiously, confused. 1b. Repeat. Sam shrugs, eyes returning to the road as he answers, "Um, yeah? They've always been like that. I mean, we've known Cas for like a decade. He's our friend." Mary furrows her brow, looking contemplatively out the window. Sam grimaces at the sudden thought 'Oh, god, she's thinking about ganking him, isn't she?' and jumps to reassert Castiel's importance. "Um. But he and Dean...they're bonded. Like shelter cats. He's like...Dean's most important person." He emphasizes 'most important' pointedly, then adds as an afterthought, "Other than me."

2a. Repeat. Sam pulls a serious face and tightens his grip on the wheel, body tensed. He concludes, "He's family. Simple as that," and nods decisively to himself. No room for argument. Mary glances over at him with a small smile and simply replies, "...Okay." 2b. Repeat. Sam relaxes immediately, letting out a sigh through his nose as his mouth curves up into a proud, relieved smile. He thinks to himself, "Phew. Saved it. Good job, Sam." Beside him, Mary pulls up her shoulders and turns her head fully away to look out the window, brow furrowed. Floating in front of her head is the 1978 7-color pride flag surrounded by question marks. /end ID

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I'm watching Captain America: the Winter Soldier so 🧍🏻‍♀️

Do you think as kids, John and Lemar read the stories about Captain America, about Steve and Steve? They picked who they wanted to be, Lemar always told John he was Steve and he was Bucky. John secretly liked Bucky better, never said anything but he was his favorite.

Then he's named Captain America.

He gets to meet Bucky, he tries hard. Bucky despite him, he tries harder.

Lemar dies. Fuck it, he stops trying.

Never let your heros meet you, or how does it go?