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April 12th, 2023

I made good writing progress yesterday, today I only had time for preparing classes. But that's ok, I'll do some writing tomorrow...

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Jan 22, 2023 - Sunday | 33/80 of Winter

So busy with work! Every day is gray and the clouds are hiding the sky, except for a bright pink sunset once in a while. I completed most of the student progress reports and added a bunch of stickers to soften the blow (hopefully lol - for some students). I lowkey wanted to paint this week but I always forget how tiring work is lmao and then am like -pikachu meme- when I have no energy to do anything 🤡

📖 Anne of Green Gables + The Scarlet Letter 🧶 Started the beginnings of a pair of mittens

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[9-20-22]

I’m working hard on prioritizing my sleep, and I was expecting to see my grades dip—but honestly, taking care of myself has made me a better student.

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August 14 2022 | 

finished summarizing all lectures for my civil service law exam 

finished summarizing all lectures for my bilingual teaching seminar 

unboxed my teaching planer 22/23

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Some photos from the last days

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17.12.20 / what are you up to today? the week is almost over. i feel like i haven’t really done much this week but there’s no point dwelling on it. the important thing is to move forward anyway, or so i tell myself. enjoy your thursday ♡

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20.05.22 • beware for i have arrived and am back to studying! ⊂(´･◡･⊂ )∘˚˳° it's been almost a month since the term started however i needed some time to adjust everything because i'm telling you german uni lectures are a bit different from what i'm used to, and it took me some time to settle everything down. anyways! i'm back here and also studying and not gonna lie, i think i missed studying and posting here a little? i hope you all are fine and doing well. <3

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11.01.2022 // 9/100 days of productivity

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i cant explain that little feeling of joy when you read a book you thought you wouldn't like but it turns out to be muuuuch better than you'd imagined

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07.16.21

pictured: studying bioanthropology by a sunny window

hello everyone! i’ve been working hard on my bioanth study materials, reading a ton, and working a ton. my life feels very full & productive at the current moment and everything is going well for once. a bit strange, but i’ll take it.

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Sunday, 29th May 2022

I’ve had some family events for the last couple of days which has been nice after the stress of my first exams, but now I’m back on it with some inorganic chemistry review :) it’s a while till the paper but I want to revise the ones after half term in the latter few days.

🎵 Fly - Bloodwitch

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forgive yourself. forgive yourself for all the versions you couldn't become. forgive yourself for the wrong things you said. forgive yourself for not knowing any better at certain point of your life. for fucking things up so much that the grief still haunts you. forgive yourself for the darker and shadowed parts of you. you have to learn to integrate all parts of you, even the ones you desperately want to disown. it'll be alright.

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20.05.22 • beware for i have arrived and am back to studying! ⊂(´･◡･⊂ )∘˚˳° it's been almost a month since the term started however i needed some time to adjust everything because i'm telling you german uni lectures are a bit different from what i'm used to, and it took me some time to settle everything down. anyways! i'm back here and also studying and not gonna lie, i think i missed studying and posting here a little? i hope you all are fine and doing well. <3

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My final final is due in less than a week (it’s an essay), and then I’ll graduate 3 days after that.

I haven’t had the mental capacity in several months to agree to “do things” outside of school or work, even if they’re things I want to do (like work out regularly again or go to beloved theme parks).

There’s a small part of me (that ISN’T in Overwhelm Mode™️) that’s excited to have the time and option to do things I enjoy again. But it’s still been difficult to feel that excitement physically or even emotionally; I merely know that a part of me is looking forward to not Having Something Due ever again.

This week will be surreal. It already is. I have a cute dress picked out for graduation, my Max 6 Guests have been selected and invited, my cap and gown are in my closet, and I have plans to bedazzle my cap next week with my friend after my finals are turned in.

I’ll cross that stage, get my degree, and then hopefully figure out what the hell I’m gonna do with my life at the age of 35.

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today didn't exactly go as planned. i felt like my study progress was too slow, i had to reformat my laptop, my body is aching all over from a bad workout session yesterday, and i just feel lethargic the entire day. but on the bright side, i found a really good book. it's called the comfort book by matt haig and i can relate to it so immensely that i find myself putting it down a few times just to take a deep breath and ponder over the words that seemed to have struck a chord in me.