studyingwithoutthedying

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2:15 a.m. rn.... need to wake up at 6.... got an average of 4-5 hrs of sleep every school week..... oversleep on the weekends.... procrastinating all the time......

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I took a day off from school and gaslighted myself into thinking I'd study better at home 😊.

SPOILER ALERT: I DIDN'T START WITH ANYTHING, AND NOW I HAVE TO GO OUT 😭

Soo now the plan is to lock in by 10pm and:

30 mins each of math , phy and chem each 🙏🙏

(Its a very small feat , but I gotta do it)

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so uh. how to study if you've flunked your 11th.

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Sometimes I think that if I romanticised my study sessions I would perform better.

Then I remember that's for people who love life.

My study sessions need to be adrenaline-based, fueled by caffeine and fearing that my enemies (I dont have enemies) will win if I dont pass

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Your brain is lying to you, go do that task righ now, you're not going to do later, it's not going to end up being just a 5 min nap or just a quick look at your phone.

You're going to end up asleep/doomscrolling and then 5 hours will pass and you'll end your day with anxiety and guilt.

Go and do the damn task right now.

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I AM KINDA DESPERATE RN. ANY MUTUALS OR JUST STUDENTS AWAKE AT THIS UNGODLY HR?!?!. NEED AN ACC PARTNER , PLZ PLZ 🙏🙏

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hate the fuckass productivity apps I downloaded when I was in a manic high. they now remind me of failure.

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Today's goals (Ik its pretty late but god loves to co-ordinate the timings of me having decent motivation and fkin period cramps 🔥😌😭)

BINOMIAL THEOREM IN MATHS , QUESTIONS THIS TIME PROLLY

PHYSICS: QUESTIONS OF ELECTROSTATICS

RESEARCH FOR CUET

YES I AM CONTEMPLATING GOING A FULL 180 DEGREES FOR UNDERGRAD

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The only good that's come out of my constant imposter syndrome is that bad grades don't hurt much , afterall I am proving the voices in my head right.

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Okayy so I am back from the trip now. It was really fun, had a lovely time with my cousins, but fun is over now 🥲, gotta get back to studying. I didn't do the 4hr challenge wtf was I even expecting, but seriously will try to get somewhere tomorrow.

ALSO HAD SOME SORT OF A BIG CAREER RELATED REALIZATION, SO WILL REALLY NEED TO GET MY SHIT TOGETHER

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Can't keep this shit up , this is becoming a cribbing blog instead of a study one. I'll try to study 4hrs everyday (I know its very low for some people but gotta be realistic). Am going on a trip tomorrow night, and like there are 24hrs in a day , gotta squeeze in the 4 hrs somehow 🙏✊️. No other option, dead end.

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Haven't been productive at all 😕😕. That's why I didn't even update how far I got in the todo list cuz the progress is very slow. Gotta pull my socks up tomorrow (ignore how literally all my alternate posts have this sentence 🥲). Going on a trip day after, will need to study there and be an inconvineance to my relatives , great stuff!

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i was literally studying physics when i wrote that hehe im gonna cry cus physics nhi ho rha

Chalo saath mein rote hain 🫂😭

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Me studying physics theory and then opening numericals 😭

am i dumb or am i dumb?

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Puri raat ye sochke nikal deti ki padhu ya sojao

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Okay so I didn't update at all for the past 2 days because I was hella unproductive (discovered a 500,000 words marauders fic on AO3 and lost all sense of self preservation. The disconnect from reality be hitting hard with this one).Turns out I won't be giving the exam on 28TH May. But still got to study for 3rd June's test and for 11th physics and chem in general because those are huge backlogs.

OKAY SO TODAY'S GOALS:

1)Electric feild and Gaus law in physics (just start please 😭😭)

2) Binomial theorem and a bit of quadratic equations

3) Probably something in physical chemistry cuz org chem paralyzes me

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Gonna set bare minimum realistic goals for today:

Physics: complete coloumbs law once and for all (have been stalling it since forever)

Maths: get somewhere with binomial theorem

Chemistry: prepare for the improvement exam.

(I have a shit ton of org chem backlog but the state board syllabus doesn't align with the jee stuff 😥, on most days I do neither, but today's aim is to at least touch the state board chem)