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The burnout continues, but is that a surprise?

Had therapy yesterday and it was… good. Tough but good. Really have some rewiring I need to work on in the ol noggin.

Hoping to finish unpacking at the trailer tonight. Which also feels stupid because it’s literally for three weeks and we have to do it all over again. But yknow, whatever.

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What do you call the stuff that accumulate in the corners of your eyes while you sleep?

Morning dust

Grandma's tears

Goblin tears

Night salt

Eye goobers

Soundlies

Nighties

Dreamies

Mouse droppings

Something else (please share)

I know this concept but have no word for it

I'm not familiar with this concept

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Terrible picture because my phone is useless, but I saw a deer this morning! Walking through the park with Charlie and there was just a deer… right there.

And I’m choosing to romanticize it and say I’m a Disney princess and it’s going to be a good day.

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do you wear sunscreen every time you go outside during the day time?

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I didn’t listen to the parental advisory warning on American Idiot and now I’m gay and I hate the government

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Uh-oh

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PEDRO PASCAL

Sundance Film Festival 2024 // "Freaky Tales" premiere in Oakland, California, 2025

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You're about to close on your very own, suspiciously affordable and comfortable house. Just before you sign the contract, the realtor shows you the required legal disclosure: your new house is haunted by the type of presence you'll get from this spinner wheel.

Of course it is.

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Last morning (hopefully) ever at B’s mom’s house. I’m sad in the sense that I wish things were different. I wish she was reasonable enough to have been able to make living there together even for a few months work. I love the property, and obviously would’ve loved to save the money.

Alas, protecting our peace is most important. Living her with mother effectively means taking up no space, not really being allowed to exist, and being uncomfortable every time we’re at home. While paying (although cheaper) for the privilege.

I think I have everything we need for the trailer. Other than groceries, which I’ll probably need to get tomorrow because I already have to make an extra stop after work tonight and it’s a 45 minute drive. Maybe longer because there’s construction on the highway right now (of course).

Anyways, the burnout continues. But tonight I am going home to my girlfriend and our animals in a place that is completely ours for the month. We are going to snuggle up and watch a hockey game. Hopefully we will be hearing positive news from the apartment we’re hoping to rent. And it’s all going to be okay.

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Today it’s anxiety.

The cat will be fine. It will be an adjustment, obviously, but she will indeed adjust. So will the dog.

People move into apartment buildings all the time. If it goes that way, we will be able to make it work.

Being hopeful about an apartment does not mean it won’t work out. Being hopeful is not a character flaw. Wanting to live somewhere B and I are both happy with is not a character flaw.

I think we finally figured out everything at the trailer, so hopefully I can get in to the park tomorrow without any issues. Also apparently the furnace isn’t working… so hopefully the guy going tomorrow is able to get it fixed same day. Even if he can’t… it will be fine. It’s not the winter, we have blankets. It’ll get fixed as soon as it can be.

Hopefully the rain stops by the end of the week so I can go see the beach.

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I am exhausted and although my feelings are valid, the exhaustion is amplifying them to unreasonable levels.

I will be okay. B and I will find an apartment we are happy with. I will survive the audit season once again. I have saved enough money to cover the furniture we need to purchase. Moving is inconvenient but I have done it over a dozen times and survived, it will be the same this time.

I am so tired.

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rb with your most common recurring theme in your nightmares. mine is pregnancy