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YOU SHOULD WRITE MORE THINGS ABOUT FYODOR

JEISJJSSJS THANK YOUUU!!! BUT WHATTT IM SO UNORIGINAL …

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FYODOR DOSTOYEVSKY X READER

↳ in which i try to explain how I THINK fyodor would be.. This is probs too OOC for him😭 but ig we all have our headcanons abt characters... AND ppls send me character requests if you want me to do more of this! It was acc fun!

To even consider romantic involvement with Fyodor Dostoyevsky, one must throw away any conventional notion of love. Fyodor does not love in the human sense. He does not crave companionship, empathy, or validation. What he craves is purpose, power, and purity, and anything that slips into his orbit must serve that grand, theological vision.

So, why would he “choose” someone as a partner? Usefulness. Plain and cruel. If Fyodor chooses someone, it is because they are useful, not only tactically, but psychologically malleable, symbolically meaningful, or uniquely aligned with his ideological or spiritual vision. For instance:

• If you possess an ability that fits perfectly into his godlike chessboard, you’ve got his interest. (Think Sigma: Fyodor handpicked him because he could extract knowledge with a touch. Cold, transactional. Precise.)

• If you are emotionally fragile, self-loathing, or guilt-ridden, he will see you as spiritually ripe for “purification”—which in his world may mean manipulation cloaked in salvation. You’d be “interesting.” You’d become a case study, a tool, a disciple.

• If you are intelligent but doubting your path, he may attempt to intellectually seduce you. Not through flirtation, but through doctrine, paradoxes, and ideology, charming your mind into ruin and submission.

So his partner? Someone who either mirrors his depth or feeds his mission. Perhaps a person he can mold—a Sisyphus to his God. Someone with a brokenness he finds beautiful, because he sees their scars as symbolic of man’s sinful nature. And he will make it his divine duty to cleanse them—through manipulation, through pain, through control.

Fyodor doesn’t fall for someone.

He selects them.

To love Fyodor is to question every moment of it. Every conversation is a riddle. Every smile, a mask. Every word laced with calculated ambiguity. His interactions are orchestrations, not dialogues.

He doesn’t seduce with emotion—he seduces with meaning.

He might say things like:

“You were born into sin, but your suffering has meaning now. I’ve given it purpose.”

In doing so, Fyodor does not only manipulate your thoughts—he reframes your identity. You are no longer simply yourself. You are his chosen, the one he will mold in service of his godlike aim. There is an intimacy in that, yes, but it is a warped intimacy. One that strips away autonomy and replaces it with spiritual dependence.

Fyodor would never raise his voice. His manipulation is surgical, precise, and entirely quiet. And that silence? It becomes your obsession. The way he looks at you and says nothing—you crave the words that never come. That’s his power.

Examples of manipulation in a romantic context (bro idk how to write...):

• Guilt Induction: “You say you love me, and yet you question my methods. Do you not trust that I do this for you… for the world?”

• Spiritual Elevation: “Out of all the sinners, I chose you. You were lost. Now you’re mine, and now you’re free.”

• Isolation: He may begin to separate you from others, psychologically if not physically, making his approval your only compass.

This is not romance. It’s religious obsession. It’s devotion as domination.

Fyodor does not court in the traditional sense. There are no flowers. No whispered sweet nothings. But if he is “courting” someone, it will be through symbolic gestures, ritualistic control, and subtle possession.

What would this look like?

• He gives you literature. Not random books. Carefully chosen philosophical or theological texts with messages embedded in them—messages that slowly mirror your interactions. Something that reflects his belief in mankind’s wretchedness, or your own flaws. It’s a game and a lesson all at once.

• He controls time. Meetings always happen on his terms. He appears when you least expect it—never when you want him to. Absence is part of his seduction.

• He gives nicknames. Not cute ones. Ironic ones. Biblical ones. “Eve.” “Lamb.” “Pilgrim.” To be named by him is to be possessed. Though he rarely uses them..

• He grants silence. He makes silence sacred. Long, loaded silences where you’re forced to question what he’s thinking, where your own need becomes unbearable. And then—only then—does he speak.

And when he speaks?

“You are a note in a song God has yet to finish writing.”

That’s courting, Fyodor-style.

Not passion, not affection. Ritualized psychological seduction. It’s twisted. It’s terrifying. And in his mind, it’s holy.

This is perhaps the most disturbing and complex part. How would Fyodor express affection—if at all?

Canonically, he shows no physical attachment to anyone. His physical space is sacred, untouchable. He even killed Sigma without flinching. So, if Fyodor were to allow you close—emotionally or physically—it would be significant.

• Touch is rare. If he touches you, it’s deliberate and symbolic. A hand to the cheek while explaining your role in God’s plan. Fingers trailing your face not with lust, but with reverence or judgment. You don’t know which.

• Affection is control. He may protect you—but only as long as you serve his mission. If you question him? He may “test” your devotion with withdrawal, abandonment, or orchestrated betrayal.

• Sexual intimacy? If it occurs, it’s not about mutual pleasure—it’s ritualistic, a confirmation of power, of spiritual dominance. There’s no warmth. It’s commanding, ceremonial, almost like communion. You are not his partner. You are a sacrifice.

And even so… the eye contact would burn.

“Is this what you call love?” he might murmur. “What a fragile, vulgar thing.”

You don’t love Fyodor.

You worship him—or you die trying.

What happens when you resist? When you grow wise to his manipulation?

He doesn’t get angry.

He gets surgical.

• He might turn your allies against you.

• He might make you doubt your memories, your thoughts, your worth.

• He may allow you to believe you’ve outsmarted him… only for you to walk straight into a preordained trap.

And if he still cares (in his twisted way), he won’t kill you.

He’ll “save” you again.

“You fell. As all do. But I am merciful.”

You can never truly leave Fyodor.

Even in death, he might haunt you

Could he ever love you genuinely ?

Canonically? No.

Not unless love is defined as ownership, intellectual admiration, or religious identification.

But perhaps—perhaps—if someone was strong enough to intellectually challenge him, spiritually mirror him, and yet remain wholly autonomous—he might feel something close to reverence. Not love, but equality.

That would be the most dangerous romance of all. Two monsters staring at each other across the void, with mutual respect and perpetual distrust.

It would not be love.

It would be war.

His ass is so evil but hes so hot .. Bones did THIS FINE YOUNG (old) MAN MORI(MANGA) TREATMENT

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↳ hello! Welcome to my blog, please call me ’star’ if you wish :). In this blog ill share my ideas for anime headcannons, one shots, series.. Etc.. Im sorry if i get a character’s personality wrong! (which will happen a lot). Also my first language is not english so there will be mistakes, ill try to correct them all of i catch them!..

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