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I don't understand how my brain feels so full but empty at the same time. Like it's buzzing with energy and motivation to do ANYTHING, but when I try to grasp or focus on any one thing and it crumbles away to nothing. It's like my head is constantly filled with static, constantly active and raging but ultimately there's no substance to it. It's all just fucking static. I need to do something but I cannot t do anything.

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They’re overtaking my mind

Right bottom corner heavily inspired by Syllumii_0 on TikTok

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Only reason I know Wilbur soot is back is because I was searching up penguinz0 and for some reason that was the second video that popped up

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So I have this little headcanon that I love and it goes like this.

Theo and the dread doctors spent a bit of time in France after the transformation so Theo had to learn French (I like this idea but it could be any country/language).

So, the doctors hated that Theo talked/screamed/cried during the experiments and often punished him for it so Theo, to try to stay calm (to dissociate himself from the pain more than anything else), would repeat lists of words, like animals, or colors or verbs in french, basically the typical things to learn a language.

Now imagine that this has become such an ingrained coping mechanism that Theo still does it, maybe when he has a panic attack or a nightmare or a flashback and Liam at first has no idea how to calm him down because he doesn't EVEN UNDERSTAND what he's saying so he's like there, hugging him and trying to calm him down without the slightest idea how to help him.

And then Theo at some point explains everything to Liam and starts teaching him some words to help him understand what he's saying and as soon as Liam is a little more confident he starts helping Theo with his lists but in English to remind him that he's not there anymore and that he's safe.

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This is a Thiam appreciation post!

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Finally posting this in light of Steven Universe news

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if i was trapped in the time loop i would do the correct sequence of actions to break out of the time loop on my first try, thus resulting in me unaware of there being a time loop in the first place

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men are so privileged they dont even realized how oppressed they really are

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If you stop hearing from me it's because I've ended my life. WHAT DO YOU MEAN Smosh came out with a comic for their dread series (specifically my favorite: Smosh vs. Zombies) while I was at work and it's ALREADY SOLD OUT!!

WHATS THE POINT OF A JOB!?! IM LEGITIMATELY CRASHING OUT, IVE NEVER BEEN SO UPSET!!!!!!!!

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I’m 2016 I had a shoplifter role play blog because to avoid getting deleted all the shoplifting blogs claimed it was just to rp. Mine actually was though but I’d post shoplifting content and reblog tips and my “hauls” were just stuff I borrowed from my much more fashionable sister. I had a decent amount of followers and I got a lot of hate but I’d be like “ok buddy I’m just goofing around lol” and then post $150 of Sephora products legally purchased by my sister with the caption #gettingawaywithit. this did not improve my life but it did get me talking to people more often which, obviously, I needed

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Scott and Stiles except they r both insane

• Stiles has his shoes meticulously organized by which days to wear them bc adhd truly Be Like That sometimes, and when Scott is particularly pissed off at stiles he reorganizes them by some random rule that he refuses to tell Stiles

The pack is so confused the first time that Stiles walks into school and Scott just yells “wrong!” Across the hall

• “Your ancestors may be proud of you but Imma curse you for generations”

“Ok white boy, it was hot sauce.”

“EXTRA HELL HOT SPICY IS WHAT THE BOTTLE SAID, SCOTT-“

• Scott is a fucking menace over text, he says some out of pocket shit and then when Stiles references it irl he pretends like he doesn’t know what Stiles is talking about

• Scott is horrified when Stiles first finds ao3

“Enimies to intolerable acquaintances to tolerable acquaintances (if only during a certain hour) to reluctant friends, to friends that act like they hate eachother to friends that spar to sparring that ends with an accidental homoerotic kiss to days of self angst to just TALKING to lovers”

“Mhm yeah sure- you do remember that the leftovers caught on fire right?”

“Your mom is gonna kill us.”

• “Well eat my ass like it’s sunday pie”

“I’m not into incest Stiles”

• “peace is temporary emotional trauma is forever <3”

“PLEASE go back to therapy”

“Not yet <3”

• Scott talking about Derek while being completely deadpan-

“His eyes reminds me of that one time i went on a road trip to vermont and couldnt sleep in the air bnb bc of forgien places and at that time my dad had a pair of glow in the dark shoes and that shit just kept glowing and staring at me at dead of night. I have never been so distressed in my life”

“Oh yeah, the hell sneakers?”

• “im gonna watch you sleep tonight”

“Alright just dont wake up my mom this time, she’s been trying to give me the gay talk again”

Erica, breaking her neck, “again????”

• “-and as i said, if you call someone Captain, you might as well call them daddy.”

Scott is nodding along in complete agreement while boyd just stares

“….Do i get context…?”

“Context would probably just make you more confused”

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Polaroids I was working on a bit ago, there's more I just haven't gotten around to them

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i want to talk about my ocs but im literally this image. i got nothing

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If your friend is struggling, the signs might not be obvious. A cry for help can take many different forms. Try checking in on them if you hear them express any of the following sentiments:

I miss Supernatural

I should rewatch Supernatural

Supernatural was such a good show

I hope they make more Supernatural

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The agony of thinking you’re finished doing the dishes only to turn around and to your horror: the pot.

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"there should be some kind of test you have to take before having kids" -> wrong, extremely dangerous and highkey eugenicist and racist "the youth should have safe and effective legal pathways at their disposal to make sure their human rights are constantly protected and upheld" -> based, centers the youth, gives minors more power to fight inequality and does not reinforce the idea that parents are immune to scrutiny from their kids

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good news i'm the most fuckable person at this vehicular manslaughter