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Big self right now, I think I was supposed to go to a test center today... uhhh.. woops? Lowk not going to college anyways so... kind of see no point in going? 🥲

Ugdhdgh I already know they're gonna complain to me and my dad about it..💔

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Mmmddgdhg so eepy.. I wish I had my bottle n stuffies.. I wana hide under my bed but it's too low now.. mmhh :(

Gonna try to sleep.. night guys <3

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I luv good 2 grow juice mmdbdjdvekwvsjzv yummy :3

I wanna find the my little pony ones so bad.. I want the rainbowdash top part :((

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Struggles of non-conforming to cute/colourful aesthetics in agere!

This post might not make too much sense because I'm bad at expressing thoughts into words but I hope y'all get the idea. 😔

The issue (personally)

I'm aware that I dont fit into the "normal" range aesthetic for an age regressior. Yeah, I like cartoons and other things like coloring old Lisa Frank books, etc etc.. but I just don't like presenting myself off like that with all the colors and such.

I like horror/spooky/scary things, think of Frankenweenie, FNAF, Ruby gloom, Igor, Paranorman, or Corpse bride type of scary. Nothing TOO over the top or too far.

But I just feel out of place for it though because I don't really see anyone else on here who's into the spooky theme or mentioning it all too much and probably get blocked for liking such things while trying to interact with people who aren't under the same aesthetic and keeping interactions limited in order to not get blocked :(

In short words? –

I genuinely wish there was more of an "acceptance" feeling to people who are spooky without feeling scared of not fitting in because of how different they are to the "general" look displayed with kid shows and such😔

Just my personal feeling and take on the idea, I know it's normal to like scary horror/spooky things when regressed to any age but still, I feel like not a lot of people mention that it's okay to be someone who likes those types of things on the other hand.

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TUMBLR WHY DID YOU HIDE MY POST IT WASNT INAPPROPRIATE AAAAGHH ITS JUST A BABY BOTTLE!!! A BABY BOTTLEEEEE!!! 😭😭

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My small baby bottle! I'm drinking milk and eating nuggets which probably is gonna hurt my stomach later but toh well it's worth it.. plus I'm saying up late again today! Maybe not up to 5 am again? My brain hurts :'>

I'm supposed to have sippy cups but I lost my old one when moving places :( but this works too! Just kind of a last resort and not quite ideal for my age right now TwT

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I'm so fucking tired, I genuinely feel like I'm not real and that I'm some type of creature that shouldn't be alive. My mind aches to take a break from itself, thinking constantly and realizing how much I'm not the person I am and that this body isn't mine.

I have no friends or anyone to go to other than my boyfriend but I can't speak to him about these things because he wouldn't understand it.

I hate this I hate being alone I hate existing, I get so tired of myself, of pretending and I just want everything to stop being so loud and overwhelming, I don't wanna keep growing up with this constant lying to myself that I'm normal. Hhdghhhhhh kms kms kms kms kms

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I love being a spooky little, but hhhghgh I need to get a job soon so I can spoil myself because I don't like asking my bf to get me things like this and he doesn't know yet.. blegh.. not fun.. I just want black colored sippy cups and plushies.. ("T^T)

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Small Vent

Oh to be babied.. But I hate the feeling sometimes that when I ask to be comforted it's like I'm wanting too much.

It's hard for me to regress, it makes me feel bad when I try because I feel like I dont have anyone who understands my point or see anyone with the same issues. I genuinely think how I grew up kind of screwed me over though so regressing isn't always fun for me when there hasn't been anything good in my life, just feels like I'm forcing it in a way. :(

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˗ˏˋ ★ ― My Introduction Post

Hello, Before reading further or considering following, my posts can be uncomfortable as this is like a diary for me (NOT THIS POST! this is safe and just an intro/srs)

– Main Info

Name(s): Anthony/Andre

Big age: 17 (almost 18)

Little age: ??? Unlabeled for now

No caregiver at the moment

I use tone tags because I'm bad at telling tones through text.

I probably have some type of psychosis but Idk

I have ADHD-PI and SzPD, thanks grandpa, mom and life for that.

If you don't like occasional uncomfortable topics such as mentioning SH, Rants/Vents and things like that, please block my posts because I do post that type of content ever so rarely. My serious uncomfortable posts will be under "#🎧 - Serious Posts !!" so feel free to blacklist that if you wanna follow me but don't want to see that type of content that I share.

– Secondary Info

If you wanna add me just to chat then add me on Discord because I'm on there more: Str4wb_b4by <-

Just know I hesitate to text first and I'm bad at keeping long meaningful conversations.

Things I like I guess?

Games: Roblox, Minecraft, Team Fortress 2, The Sims, Avakin Life, Slime Rancher, Animal Crossing, StarWars Battlefront 2, Gmod, Call of Duty Modern Warfare, Call of Duty Black Ops Cold War, Pony Town, FNAF, Cry of Fear, Afraid of Monsters (I play only like a FEW of these things anymore to be honest.)

Hobbies: I just like to draw

Animals: absolutely love cats, I have 3 of them and they're all my fur babies who I smother.

Music: I like almost any music other than Country & Kpop. I hate both of those genres.

End of post =)

I'm not sure what else to write in this post because I don't know what else to share so that's all there is to know about me. Might update this soon eventually after a while when I get the hang of it.