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Let me carry all of the burdens that you carry and give me permission to kiss all of the scars that you keep well hidden from view.

Open up yourself to me and allow me inside, because I am not afraid of destruction and I will be by your side until your very last breath.

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Don’t make her look stupid for loving u and opened up to u

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We both needed to move on and grow individually. Our relationship was temporary and was always going to be. We never would have lasted long term. It’s good that we are moving apart.

I cannot and will not blame them for choosing themselves over me. They had every right to do that. I just wish they had done it differently.

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I couldn’t be where I want to be if I hadn’t acted that way and lost them in the process. I wouldn’t have had the motivation to change like I do now. My motivation wouldn’t have been for the right reasons.

I am sorry for so many things. I was a fool in so many ways. There’s so much I wish I had done differently.

But I cannot change what I did. And I know exactly why I did the things I did. And yes, even though I should have done better, I had many good reasons for why that didn’t happen.

So don’t make me feel like this was all my fault because it wasn’t.

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It’s both disappointing and a relief to know that I won’t love them and it will only continue to fade.

Never quite felt as devastated as I did in realizing that I won’t always love them like I thought and said I would. And that I am losing my love for them.

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“Until you get comfortable with being alone, you’ll never know if you are choosing someone out of love or loneliness.”

— Mandy Hale

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like where IS my soul? where is it residing?if it’s home, then what is home? who is home? will it ever be home again when i know the table will never be full? when i know there’s always someone missing? and ill never get them back? where is my soul? is it here, in this house, in this country? or is it nine thousand kilometres away, locked in an apartment with the rest of my memories, forever entangled in a city lost to me???? where is my soul? where had it gone? am i getting it back?

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Never quite felt as devastated as I did in realizing that I won’t always love them like I thought and said I would. And that I am losing my love for them.

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“Be proud of every scar on your heart, each one holds a lifetime’s worth of lessons.”

— Wallace Stegne

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-no soul other than mine, Dilara, snippets from my diary I’m capable of loving you that much…

For more | https://www.instagram.com/literaturedilara/

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your next chapter is going to make some people wish they had treated you better.

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“Love is not about sex, going on fancy dates, or showing off. It’s about being with a person who makes you happy in a way nobody else can.”

— Unkown

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But sometimes emotions are too honest.

“I’m going to tell you something: Thoughts are never honest. Emotions are.”

— Albert Camus

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Make your girl feel SAFE. That’s the secret.

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You didn’t leave me empty, you left your silence behind, and it echoes louder than your love ever did.

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– Jamie Oliveira | from "Erosion"

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I am sorry for so many things. I was a fool in so many ways. There’s so much I wish I had done differently.

But I cannot change what I did. And I know exactly why I did the things I did. And yes, even though I should have done better, I had many good reasons for why that didn’t happen.

So don’t make me feel like this was all my fault because it wasn’t.