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i woke up to a lovely digital letter my heart is shining and i can feel it, i haven't even opened it yet i know im going to cry, indeed the best morning

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DONATION

aboodgaza101

I am very sorry for asking for donations. Please do not ignore my message I am a human being and my family are innocent people who love life. I know you are receiving a lot of messages, but I am in dire need of your donation. It will save the lives of our children from death due to the cursed war on Gaza. I will be very grateful for your help and I hope you are well. I am Abood from Gaza. Please help me. Our tent is full of water. We are sleeping in the street. We have no shelter. I cannot provide winter clothes for my sick parents and children to protect them from the cold that has started. I cannot provide basic needs. Please help me. $ 50 is enough to buy a new tent and winter clothes. Please help me dear. We. We live in very harsh conditions🌷🫂

mahagaza-9

"Dear friends, 🥺we are in dire need of your help to support my family who have lost everything beautiful in their lives🇵🇸🇵🇸. They are having a hard time getting basic necessities due to the harsh conditions. 💔💔Any donation or assistance will go a long way in improving their situation and restoring hope to them. Donate $25.💔💔 Thank you for your support and generosity."💔🇵🇸

aboodgaza100

I am very sorry for asking for donations. Please do not ignore my message I am a human being and my family are innocent people who love life. I know you are receiving a lot of messages, but I am in dire need of your donation. It will save the lives of our children from death due to the cursed war on Gaza. I will be very grateful for your help and I hope you are well. I am Abood from Gaza. Please help me. Our tent is full of water. We are sleeping in the street. We have no shelter. I cannot provide winter clothes for my sick parents and children to protect them from the cold that has started. I cannot provide basic needs. Please help me. $ 50 is enough to buy a new tent and winter clothes. Please help me dear. We. We live in very harsh conditions🌷🫂

moinsfamily1

Save my father💔🍉 I am Rabah, my father is Munis My friend, please save my father. He is on his deathbed, My father's condition is bad, I am unable to do anything💔💔 I hope you can help us, my friend. Please💔🙏 I try to ask others for money, No one wants to help me. I am very frustrated. I am unable to help my parents😭💔 My father's condition is bad. Every day his condition gets worse. My father needs to receive radioactive iodine treatment for cancer, but we are unable to provide the money to get my father out of Gaza, He needs to leave Gaza to receive treatment abroad.🍉🍉 I am afraid of losing my father, Please help me My father's life is in your hands, I hope you will help me and donate to us so that we can save my father from death. Please donate to us🙏🙏🍉 This please please donate your donation will save my father my friend I am afraid of losing my father please donate to us your donation contributes to saving my father $25 can save my father, it will not be the cause of my father's death. If you are able to donate and you do not donate, I will not forgive you🙏❤️🍉

yousefws-blog

Hello, how are you?😞 I am Youssef from Gaza🍉🇵🇸. I am 19 years old. I support a family of 5 people because my father is sick and cannot work. 😞 I work all day for $2 to provide a living for my family and medicine for my father. 😭 Our house in Khan Yunis was completely destroyed.💔 I hope you can help me by donating via the link or posting 🍉🍉

My link has been verified: @90-ghost @el-shab-hussein no. 255 on el-shab-hussein/nabulsi's sheet

I hope you donate 🇵🇸🍉

lobnafamily6

Hello guys 🤗❤️ I've messaged you repeatedly, please don't ignore my post. I'm Lubna, I'm displaced and I live in a tent in southern Gaza ⛺ A week ago, a tent next to us was bombed and I miscarried my three-month-old baby due to the extreme panic, fear, and terror. My husband is a prisoner and I don't know anything about him, leaving me with three children. The youngest had an operation that was unsuccessful and needs treatment abroad. He needs to buy medication for €50 daily 💊. I also need medical care after losing my baby and miscarrying. Please share my story with your friends to raise awareness in the community. Can you donate €100 to urgently provide treatment for two days? ‼️ Thank you from the bottom of my heart ❤️ 🔗Vetted by @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #1 )https://chuffed.org/project/117668-help-my-family-get-out-gaza

alifamily-81

I am Ali, a 24_y-o from Gaza💔. We were sleeping peacefully when suddenly the bombings shook everything around us, bringing back fear and terror. The war has returned, and there is no safe place for us. My family and children are struggling to survive, and hunger is consuming our bodies. I know asking for help is difficult, but I am helpless in front of my childrens tears and their eyes begging for food. I’m sorry to trouble you, but you are my only hope after God. Any help, no matter how small, means life to us. My children send you their greetings, their eyes filled with hope. Please, do not leave us alone.💔 https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-ali-survive-and-evacuate-gaza ✅️Vetted by ,my number ( #373 )✅️

helpmahmoudfamilyingaza

Hello, my name is Mahmoud from North Gaza. 🌍 The war came back even worse than before—it took everything. I lost my job as a computer engineer 💻, our home 🏠, and my brother 🕊️. Another sibling was badly wounded, and now I carry the weight of my whole family’s survival. We are living through famine. Every day is a struggle to find even a scrap of food 🍞, medicine is nowhere to be found 💊, and danger never leaves us. Children cry from hunger, and parents beg for just one meal. Death surrounds us in silence—no one hears. I feel ashamed to have to ask for your help because we have nothing left. Your support could mean the difference between life and death for us. 🌟 Please, don’t turn away. May Allah reward you for your mercy. 🤲

khloud-family1

I'm Kholoud from Gaza. I have no home left, no safety left. The war destroyed my house, and now I live in a tattered tent. But that is not the real pain… The real pain is being a mother watching her children suffer every single day, unable to do anything to save them. My children suffer from a rare and severe skin disease (Ichthyotic Psoriatic Plaque). Their skin cracks, bleeds, and burns with pain. They cannot sleep, they cannot play, they cannot live like other children. Their small bodies can no longer endure this agony, and all I can do is hold them close and try to hide my tears. $500 every three days—that is the price of easing their pain. But I have nothing. I don’t even have enough to feed them. I am begging you, please donate whatever you can—be it half, a quarter, or even the smallest amount. 😭🙏 I am pleading with you as a mother, to your kind heart—please, don’t leave me alone in this suffering. Your help, no matter how small, could mean the difference between them continuing to fight or surrendering to the pain. My children deserve life. They deserve a childhood free of agony. You could be their lifeline. Donation link is pinned in bio 🙏

mahiid

Can you imagine that I die every day?💔 I,m very shy to ask for help and donations . I'm mahmoud from gaza Palestine 29y person trying to satisfy his hunger and thirst with a little to a person with a compassionate and tender heart.🥺 Imagine waking up to find yourself sleeping in the streets of a ruin. 💔 This is my situation and the situation of my family. The war has destroyed all my dreams and ambitions and broken everything inside me. 💔 Help meto sleep in a safe place. even with a little, so that I can eat the least amount of food, as I sit for hours without a single bite. 💔 The war has left me without food or shelter. 💔 I can barely wear the most worthless things. Please save me and my family life here is very difficult💔 Donate here 🙏 https://www.gofundme.com/f/ch8x7k-help-mahmoud-and-his-family-survive ✅️Vetted by @gazavetters, ( #365)✅

yamenpalestine

I'm a mother of three children, bearing full responsibility for them. There is no one else to support our family. My husband traveled for medical treatment before the war and has been unable to return due to the closure of the crossings. I am in urgent need of milk, food, medicine, and clean water for my children. We are also at risk of being evicted if the rent for our current home is not paid, as the house we owned was destroyed.

sooadgaza2

Can you imagine that I die every day?💔 I,m very shy to ask for help and donations . I'm mahmoud from gaza Palestine 29y person trying to satisfy his hunger and thirst with a little to a person with a compassionate and tender heart.🥺 Imagine waking up to find yourself sleeping in the streets of a ruin. 💔 This is my situation and the situation of my family. The war has destroyed all my dreams and ambitions and broken everything inside me. 💔 Help meto sleep in a safe place. even with a little, so that I can eat the least amount of food, as I sit for hours without a single bite. 💔 The war has left me without food or shelter. 💔 I can barely wear the most worthless things. Please save me and my family life here is very difficult💔 Donate here 🙏 https://www.gofundme.com/f/ch8x7k-help-mahmoud-and-his-family-survive ✅️Vetted by @gazavetters, ( #365)✅

mahagaza8

Hello, I want your help. I have children and my condition is bad🥺. I can't really feed them. I have a child who suffered from an electric shock in the head and he can't really speak or walk on his feet. My wife also suffers from back pain and wants treatment, but I can't really treat them. You can help us with a small donation of $50🙏🙏. May Allah reward you with all good and prolong your life and bless your wealth as well. I hope you don't ignore me.💔💔🙏

maramgaza21

Hello, how are you?🥺 We are a family from Gaza, we are asking for your help to save our lives from death, starvation and continuous bombing. ☄️🇵🇸 We are suffering from a lack of all the basic necessities of life, and after the closure of the crossings, the siege has intensified and we have become suffering greatly due to the lack of food. 🌿🇵🇸 Please, please save us🍉😭. Share our campaign as much as you can, and if you can donate, contribute to saving our lives. We thank you very much.😭🙏

aishahammad

My name is Aisha, a mother of eight children. We are living under constant bombing, starvation, and freezing cold, with no shelter after the Israeli army destroyed our home. My daughter has a small child who lost his father—he was martyred in this brutal war. 🧀🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🍞🫓🥐 I also have a seven-month-old baby who suffers from a sebaceous cyst near his ear and urgently needs surgery to remove it. But I have no money to afford his treatment. 🍼🥬🍏🍋🍊🍆🥕🥦🫑 For the second year in a row, my children do not know the joy of Eid. No new clothes, no toys, not even enough food to celebrate like other children. As a mother, I feel helpless, unable to bring happiness to their hearts because of war and poverty. 🍒🍓🍅🍎🥒🍗🧄🧅 Eid is approaching, and I beg you to be our helping hand. Every donation, no matter how small, can make a huge difference in my children's lives. Please help us buy them clothes and toys and provide the necessary treatment for my little baby.🍌🍉🍼🍶🫚🧁🍫🍟🥨🧈

These are the messages I have received from many requesting donations. I am in no position to donate money cause I am still a student. So if you see this post don't ignore it. Kindly donate some money or at least share this post. Every share counts. Let this world hear their pain. Let everyone know how cruel our world has become and how innocent people are suffering for no reason.

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FUNDRAISERS STILL IN NEED OF HELP

@abdallah-gaza's fundraiser has only been able to raise $4,886 USD/$30,000 USD. Last donation was 4 hours ago and I encourage anyone that can, to donate and spread Abdallah Mousa's fundraiser far and wide. Things are becoming increasingly difficult for him and his family, let's help them reach small goal of $5,000 USD.

You can find his fundraiser here and his ko-fi here. He's verified here.

Another fundraiser to check out is of @no-orgaza. Nour and his family were able to raise only kr12,256 SEK/kr1,000,000 SEK. Last donation was 5 days ago. Their fundraiser barely recieved any donations as of lately, which is why I'm writing this post. To anyone that can, please donate and share Nour's fundraiser. Time is very crucial and him and his family are still so far away from reaching their goal. Please do what you can to help them.

You can find his fundraiser here. Nour and his family's fundraiser has been verified here (397 on the list).

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a whole bunch of gazan mutual aid projects and nonprofits. if the decision of which individual fundraiser to give to feels too daunting, or if you just want to help as many people as possible in one go, these are great initiatives to support.

care for gaza - focuses on providing food and essential supplies. donate here or here.

connecting humanity - securing internet access via donations of virtual sim cards (esims). if you can't afford a whole plan yourself, crips for esims is a communal pool that will use your donation to purchase and maintain esims

gaza soup kitchen - provides food, medical care, and classes for children. also has a gofundme

glia gaza medical support initiative - provides medical care through field clinics and tents at hospitals. donations can also be sent through their website.

ele elna elak - provides clean water, food, clothing, and shelter. they also have a gofundme

life for gaza - raising money for the gaza municipality to repair water and waste management infrastructure

taawon - partners with local civil organizations to provide food, water, medical care, shelter, and basic supplies

the sameer project - running various initiatives providing tents, medical care, and necessities. they have their own encampment project focused on sheltering families with children, sick and disabled members, or members in need of perinatal care

islamic relief worldwide's gaza emergency appeal - provides food, water, hygiene kits, medical supplies, and psychological support

baitulmaal - provides a variety of necessities, including food, water, shelter, and medical supplies

gaza mutual aid fund - distributes food, hygiene products, water, and other essential supplies, including financial support. run by @/el-shab-hussein's amazing friend Mona. updates can be found on her instagram.

hygiene kits for gaza - provides hygiene supplies including menstrual products, wipes, and toothbrushes/toothpaste

anera - provides a variety of necessities, including food, water, hygiene supplies, medicine, blankets and mattresses, and psychological care

palestine children's relief fund - provides supplies and support with a focus on children. also has an initiative for lebanon

dahnoun mutual aid - provides water, food, tents, baby supplies, financial support, and other necessities. updates can be found through their instagram

certainly this is not an exhaustive list, so please feel free to add on other projects or organizations that i didn't include. and as always, please take the time to donate if you can and share. it truly makes all the difference.

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gentleness

the gentleness that comes after everything’s been torn apart—after the shouting, the silence, the weight of things that were never supposed to be carried. it’s not sweet, not pretty. it’s raw, trembling, stitched together with hands that have known too much shaking. it’s the kind of softness that doesn’t come easy–it comes through blood, through breaking, through moments of holding on when there’s nothing left to hold. it’s the refusal to become what hurt and courage. it’s not something noble. it’s the breath taken in the middle of panic, it’s the steps taken with blistered feet, it’s surviving in a body that remembers too much and love–god love. it isn’t warm and glowing. it’s desperate, it’s the hand reaching out when it’s been slapped away too many times, it’s the aching want to feel something real when everything’s gone numb when born from places that knew only absence, only rage, only ache and still, somehow, there’s something soft left. not untouched. no actually touched deeply. wounded, scarred, but still beating, still offering, still here and it’s not about being whole. it’s about being real, being tender in a world that tried to steal that tenderness over and over again and not letting it, not this time, not ever.

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love that waits

one thing i deeply love about my friends is how they’re always there for me even when their own lives are heavy, even when they’re drowning in exams or dealing with problems—they never leave, they never ghost me. they reply to my texts, respond to my late-night calls, listen to my thoughts, my mess, my silence. they carry their own storms and still make space for mine and they don’t make it a big deal—they just stay. gently. quietly. completely....

but then there’s me. i vanish. i isolate. i don’t mean to hurt anyone but i disappear into myself and shut everyone out. i leave messages unanswered for hours, for days. i avoid calls, cancel plans, ignore the world. i used to call it healing, thought that maybe if i gave myself space, i’d feel better but it never works like that. the more i isolate, the more i rot inside. the silence gets louder, the void grows deeper and i feel like i’m suffocating in a room i locked myself in. and still, i do it again and again....

and even after all that, after all the times i’ve pulled away—they stay. they come back. they don’t guilt me, don’t shame me, just welcome me like i never left. it breaks my heart in the softest way because i know i don’t deserve love like that, yet they give it anyway. and maybe that’s the kind of love that keeps me going. the kind that reaches into the dark and says, “you don’t have to come back perfect. just come back.” and i love them more than words will ever know.

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am i fragile or just tired or just stupid for feeling everything all the time i don’t know i don’t know i keep thinking if i just stay quiet enough still enough maybe the hurt will forget about me but it doesn’t it never does it sits in my chest heavy and loud and no matter how much i smile no matter how much i laugh it’s there it’s always there and i hate it i hate how much space it takes up inside me i hate how soft i am how easily i bruise how every little thing feels like it’s too much i wish i didn’t care i wish i could shut it off but i can’t i feel everything and it’s exhausting and it’s ugly and it’s lonely too so lonely and i don’t let anyone see it i bury it deep where no one can reach it because if they see they’ll leave or worse they’ll stay out of pity and i don't know which one would break me more so i stay quiet i carry it alone like i always have like i always will and when it hurts i pretend it doesn’t and when it breaks me i pretend i’m fine because at least when it hurts it’s only me who knows only me who feels it and i can pretend it’s nothing i can pretend it’s fine i can keep pretending forever if i have to because it’s safer that way because if no one sees me bleeding then no one has to love me just to leave because if no one sees me bleeding then no one will flinch no one will promise and then disappear no one will love me with one hand on the door and i won’t have to watch them go i’ll just stay here quiet invisible breaking where no one has to care and maybe that’s better maybe that’s safer maybe that’s the only way i survive.

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they never watch their own words and actions and when i isolate myself they ask oh why didn't you come today why don't you text why you never call please stfup i never spoke doesn't mean it didn't hurt i have lost myself in respecting you and being nice bec i don't want to be like you

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i'm becoming what i have always hated and it burns worse than any wound. i swore i'd never let darkness in, swore i'd never let bitterness rot through my bones but here i am— teeth clenched, fists bleeding, heart full of things i don't recognize. my dreams have been ripped from beneath my ribs like petals plucked off from a flower without a name. i used to bloom with light now i rot in shadow. the kindness in me has withered, i used to be soft, i used to forgive even when it hurt now i flinch at the thought of hope. there's something bitter growing inside me and no it's not anger it's not sorrow it's worse it's hatred and i fear i'm no longer made of love but hatred that once repulsed me. they forced me to be like this and i don't know if there's a way back and god, i wish there was, wish i could claw my way out of this hollow i’ve become but every time i try to rise the weight of who i am now pulls me under the ashes of everything i used to be...

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“she always writes sad”

yeah?? because the tiniest thing tears through me like glass and i sit there feeling it all too loud and everything i write starts to feel fake or pathetic or both and it makes me wanna rip it up before anyone even reads it so i stop..and call it a “writer’s block” bec that sounds nice than saying i’m disgusted by what i feel

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always in the background and not in the view, like a lamp behind the curtain—on but unnoticed. sometimes i wonder if being quiet made me invisible or if being invisible made me quiet, i stay where the light doesn't bother reaching, i know jokes, i hear the talks, it just passes over me like rain on glass—close but never soaking with it's gentleness. there's no anger left just the steady ache of knowing you're the warmth of the summer none likes..i watch people bloom and wither beside me, i know their fears, i have picked their broken sapphires, it feels im stitched into silence between their word...i tell myself it's fine being almost, being not enough, being in the background and not in the view but sometimes the ache comes back. sharp and sudden like it knows the things i pretend to bury and forget.

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i don’t think i just carry a piece of people’s hearts with me...it’s not just their joy or laughter that stays..i carry their silence, their sorrow, their grief and broken dreams..i feel it all like it’s stitched into me..sometimes i think if i hurt enough, i can fold their pain into me but then i see myself— a mess of a person who can’t even breathe right on the bad days, trying to be a lifeline for others?? and it hits me so i laugh at my own misery because that's what i can do..cuz maybe i was never meant to be anyone’s safe place, when i’ve never had one of my own..so i smile through the weight like i haven’t been sinking quietly this whole time....

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pushing everyone away is the only way to end it all

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i tell myself to be softer,

to stop holding things like they belong to me.

in time, my center will be hollow

carved out by everything i swallowed,

everything i never let go.

this is what i'll work with—

empty hands,

a body that forgets how to ache.

[sunlovemoon]

agar kabhi hawa meri baatein sunay

to usse kehna

maine har baar lautna chaha

par mere liye koi ghar nahi tha...

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i remember studying all night or doing my work, my dadi used to wake up at night to check on me to see if i need anything, she used to ask "coffee bana du?, paani hai? thaand toh nahi lag rahi" she loved me a lot ya Allah pls give me sabr i can never process this i miss my dadi so much, may Allah SWT grant her highest rank in Jannah ameen summa ameen, i hope she's happy there, i just can't stop crying it hurts