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sunpeony · 3 years ago

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i’m the one who went on anon and asked this but either way for me and everyone who’s insecure, this personally made my day and always does so I appreciate your kindness and humbleness <3 this piece of writing is really unique and you’re so talented!!

I’d like to request a Xiao/Kazuha (separate or one is fine) hcs or fic with a insecure reader if that’s alright. Lately I’ve been having insecurities especially with how a lot of beauty standards are and how they’re making me feel. Feel free to ignore this if you want, take care of yourself though! ^^

�� Elysian

Elysian : (adj). beautiful or creative; divinely inspired; peaceful and perfect.

includes: xiao, kazuha x gn!reader genre: soft fluff ♡

XIAO holds your cheek, hand warming your cold cheek with his feather touch. A small smile touches his lips as he looks at you, eyes locking together. His eyes reflected the hue of a sombre flame, while yours embodied the universe- his universe. They both reflected each other; an enrapturing constellation.

"Nothing is wrong with you," his voice whispers, drinking in your beloved features, bathed in the mellow glow of the moon.

His other hand reaches to trace away your burning tears before sliding under your jaw. It hurts to see you like this; each imperfection and flaw that builds you into something utterly unique and captivating, instead tearing you down into a chaotic mess of insecurity.

"This," he plants a soft kiss on your cheek.

"This," another kiss, on your shoulder.

"This," he continues, peppering butterfly kisses all over you, a faint laugh slipping from your lips. "It's all beautiful."

A rebuttal is at the tip of your tongue, denying his words. After all, it's all an illusion of love, right? Does he truly mean that? Is he lying for your benefit?

"But Xiao," before you could manage to say anything more, he shuts you up with his lips against yours.

Your mind fuzzes, forgetting whatever you were gonna say. His lips move softly against yours, reassuring and delicate. His hand weaves carefully through your hair, the other lifting your chin.

"I wouldn't change a single thing about you. You're enough." He murmurs against your lips before pulling away, his cheeks dusted with deep champagne pink. "Now let's go before you catch a cold."

KAZUHA's pinkie intertwined with yours; a phantom of a grin kissing the corners of his lips. Everything is silent, save for the crunch of leaves under the soles of your feet and the occasional flutter of chilly wind.

Kazuha pauses momentarily, picking a fallen flower from the bed of grass. With a flash of a smile, he tucks it behind your ear before marvelling at how cute you look with it.

"You look... ethereal," Kazuha breathes, warmth spreading from his neck to his ears. He cherishes the sheer image you behold in his eyes; butterflies fluttering through his ribcage, heart beating faster by the moment.

Your hand circles around your frame self-consciously; a flush of red from embarrassment heating your cheeks. Your skin feels disgusting against you, a cold and ugly feeling making your eyes avert and thoughts spiral in denial.

Your breath is snatched when you feel Kazuha's cold hand fully clasp yours. He gently tilts your head so you're facing him. He holds your gaze, with a softness only a lover can behold.

"Words can't describe how much you mean to me, nor can they describe your beauty." His warm breath tickles your cheeks.

A small, brittle laugh passes through your lips, "I don't deserve you, Kazu."

In all honesty, he doesn't deserve you. Every single memory of you weaves through his mind like stardust, every picture, image he has of you held closely- carved into his soul. Little bits of imperfections and flaws decorate you, making you complete in his heart.

He pulls away, mirth and determination burning in the depths of his amber eyes.

"Then let me show you how much you do."

(first request eek) ohmygod nonnie i had so much fun writing this!!

sorry if its not exactly what you expected, but i tried :D

anyways to anyone reading this; i love you and all your imperfections, and that you are nothing less than anyone else just because of your looks. embrace yourself <3

#🌻recs

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sunpeony · 3 years ago

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𝐁𝐄𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐅𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐎𝐖 :

𐐪𐑂 i’m a full time student, interactions be slow due to that.

𐐪𐑂 only close mutuals can get socials.

𐐪𐑂 i look at accounts beforehand and you will be blocked if you’re against my dni or if you make me uncomfortable.

𐐪𐑂 i go inactive sometimes.

𝐈𝐍𝐁𝐎𝐗 𝐑𝐔𝐋𝐄𝐒 :

𐐪𐑂 always open for conversations as long as it is kept appropriate for all audiences.

𐐪𐑂 negative messages (on or off anon) will be deleted.

𐐪𐑂 r18 messages/comments will be deleted + blocked.

𐐪𐑂 dms (direct messages) will be open but please do not text me if we’re not mutuals. dms are open for mutuals and any issues regarding what people might have.

𝐃𝐎 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓 :

𐐪𐑂 hateful to any religion.

𐐪𐑂 cannot respect disagreements or different opinions.

𐐪𐑂 cause discourse for fun.

𐐪𐑂 support or interact with dark content/blogs.

𐐪𐑂 can not differ reality apart of fiction.

𐐪𐑂 romanticize illnesses, familial relationships or minors.

𝐅𝐀𝐐 :

do you have any socials?

yes, i do although i only give them to close mutuals for privacy and safety issues. otherwise the only platforms i’ll be on will be listed on my carrd.

are the headers yours?

yes, the headers are mine. although the images were found on pinterest, the font, filters etc are made solely by me, so please do not use, save or repost.

do you plan on writing?

as of now, no. if i do end up writing again, it will be starting on wattpad (which should be listed on my carrd) due to it’s safer environment and more easier availability. at the moment, this blog is only an interaction and reading blog but this will be updated in the future.

is there anything else i should know?

other than my guidelines and tag system, yes. i block if anyone makes me uncomfortable and soft block to break the mutual. i am also very strict with following my guidelines and i will not apologize if anyone has a problem with it. my guidelines are to make me feel safe and everyone who stays on this blog.

#do not reblog #🍃nav

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