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“I will squeeze the unhappiness out of you!” || silas x sage

SILAS SMIRKED AT THE POSSIBILITY OF being completely happy one day. a flash of chester crossed his mind and he flushed at the concept. ❝ but my unhappiness is fundamental to my being? what would i complain about to my plants if i were happy? how would my sardonic humour ever survive? my ramblings would only duplicate! despair is my only cause for silence, ❞ he teased, throwing a hand to the sky. 

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“ i won’t hate you. i know you think that’s what you deserve but it’s not. ” (Madelena)

❝ i shall never forgive myself. i will forever loath myself for taking away your life. you may see this accursed half-existence as life, but by robbing you of your mortality i have taken everything worth something and turned you into the very beast i hate about myself. so mi luz you may not hate me, but it is what i deserve and i shall do it enough for the both of us. ❞

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Mercury, James, Channing + 1 (Maddie)

fuck, marry, kill

❝ w-well, those are some odd choices! ❞ maddie cleared her throat, her cheeks radiating warmth. ❝ professor gold and i are not particularly close, so i suppose i would — as you’ve barbarically decided — kill him. and i’m sure he takes no offence as he would do the same to me. and well, this would never be a possibility, but i would gladly marry james and if channing were ever interested, i would... sleep with her. i believe our friendship could survive it, ❞ she chuckled. / @knave-ofhcarts & @selcnophile & @adundas

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“Listen, we don’t have to fight, we can both be adorable.” (any of your muses for luke!)

❝ and then where would we be? ❞ evie laughed, rolling her eyes. ❝ besides, we all know hayes has the puppy eyes of the three of us. so like it or not, i’m taking the last dumpling and you can fight it out with puppy-eyes for the last spring roll. ❞ she grinned and grabbed the dumpling.

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“  what am i supposed to do when i can’t even trust my own mind?  ”  Helena&maddie

❝ trust me. if you cannot trust your mind, trust mine. ❞ she reached a hand out and placed it on helena’s cheek. ❝ please, mi— ❞ she held back, not wanting to throw herself into yet another unsuccessful relationship. ❝ just... if you trust me at all, listen to me. ❞

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more prompts for your feels

“  what am i supposed to do when i can’t even trust my own mind?  ”  “  i have to believe death is the end. because all that waits for me in the afterlife is a debt of sin i don’t think could ever be paid off.  ” “  what do you see when you look into my eyes?  ”   “  it doesn’t always have to be you, you know?  your shoulders aren’t the only ones that can bear the weight of the world.  ”   “  i don’t think hearts break. shattered things can only be broken once. but torn things can be mended again and again until it’s all scars and stitching.  ” “  i can’t remember what it’s like to be truly wanted.  ” “  every time you look at me i feel invisible.  ” “  loneliness is a slow and cruel poison.  ” “  i’m afraid that if i let you see every side of me, you should shrink back in fear or disgust.  ” “  for once in your life, what is it that you want.  ” “  i’ve been wrapped in my sorrow for so long, i’m afraid i’ll feel too cold without it.  ” “  i just want to see you smile again.  ” “  can’t you stop running for one second?  ” “  i’ll be here. when you’re ready to talk.  ” “  being strong doesn’t mean never asking for help or admitting you’re in pain.  ” “  don’t shut me out. please.  ” “  don’t look at me like that.  ” “  the world isn’t made up of heroes and monsters. just broken people balancing between the two.  ” “  i just wanted to do something good for once.  ” “  why can’t you tell me what’s wrong?  ” “  just trust me. please.  ” “  why can’t you let me in? what are you so afraid of?  ” “   you’re so worried about losing me/them you’re missing everything in front of you.  ”   “  i’m not leaving you.  ” “  you’re not alone. i’m here.  ” “  you see everyone so clearly except yourself.  ” “  don’t you understand? i love you. and nothing you’ve done, no matter how much of a monster you think you are, is gonna change that.  ” “  i find broken things interesting. maybe that’s why i like you so much.  ” “  i want to be whatever it is you think i am.  ” “  you see the good in everything. that’s why i like it when you look at me.  ” “  i’ll still be here when you wake.  ” “  i promise i’ll never hurt you again.  ” “  as long as i have you, the rest doesn’t matter.  ” “  what did they do to you?  ” “  i’m not sure i should leave you alone.  ” “  i won’t hate you. i know you think that’s what you deserve but it’s not.  ” “  i want to love the parts of you that you hate.  ” “  i’m scared of what you’re becoming.  ” “  i’m sorry, i’m not what you think i am.  ” “  you’ll always have a home with me.  ” “  what happened to you?  ” “  i thought i’d never see you again.  ” “  you’re such a fucking coward.  ” “  i envy anyone who has the privilege of being loved by you.  ” “  you scared me.  ” “  please, don’t ever give up on me.  ” “  i’m not giving up on you. not ever.  ” “  i know you love me. but it’s not the way i want to be loved.  ”

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Emergency Fluff and Softness Starters

“Hey, come here. It’s alright.”

“Shh. It’s okay.”

“You got me, and I’m not so bad, right?”

“I know what you need. Hold on.”

“I’m arresting you for being criminally cute.”

“Sleeping in? Hell yeah.”

“That was my blanket! Come on…”

“Don’t you dare. No, no puppy face of yours is gonna work…”

“I just found out I have $40 more than I thought. We’re getting take out!”

“Have some of this. You’ll feel better.”

“Ey, I got you. You know I do.”

“I’m glad you’re here. Truly.”

“Thank you for being gentle.”

“You did not just throw that pillow at me!”

“Door’s locked, lights are off… snacks are here, what’s next?”

“Your hands are cold, let me help.”

“You really didn’t need to, you know.”

“You needed a hug.”

“I will not be broken… I will not be… fine, you win stop with the face.”

“No, you’re cute. End of story.”

“I’m not cute. End of story.”

“Listen, we don’t have to fight, we can both be adorable.”

“…but I like it when you’re a soft dork.”

“Come on, get over here.”

“I will squeeze the unhappiness out of you!”

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Send me three names + a number...

the-write-ideas‌:

fuck, marry, kill

marry, cuddle, sleep with

fuck, take a bullet for, murder

adopt, be adopted by, marry 

kill, betray, have on your zombie apocalypse team

seduce, steal from, serenade

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adundas​:

helena was sure her bad mood radiated from every part of her. she wasn’t exactly trying to hide it, she didn’t have to energy even if she wanted to. helena had resigned to sitting on a beach on campus trying not to vomit from how drunk she was. the last person she wanted to see her in such a state was maddie but of course, she was the one person who walked past. “i know what you’re going to say and im fine.”

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MADDIE HAD BEEN WANTING TO SEE helena since the moment she awoke the day after new years. despite that, she’d forced herself to stay away from the witch for a little while. she sighed. her arm came up and held onto the other arm’s elbow. ❝ you have no idea what i was going to say, helena. ❞ she looked down at the ground then back up. ❝ how was your midnight? ❞ she slowly made her way to the bench, sitting beside the other.

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@adundas​ ·ﾟ✧ MADDIE && MERCY

HER EYES FLUNG OVER AND IMMEDIATELY she felt the regret of her alcohol consumption. to wake up with a hangover was more than embarrassing for a vampire. she was sure by the afternoon it would be gone and she would be fine but to still be feeling its effects? she’d drank more than she could remember drinking in any recent century. if that had been her only discovery that morning, she might’ve been fine. but not long after that did she realize she was not wearing clothes & was most definitely not in her apartment. she mustered up the courage and was both shocked and ashamed to find the criminology professor beside her. ❝ madre de dios, ❞ escaped her lips. ❝ mr. gold? ❞ she’d slept with the man, formalities could truly be tossed out. she sighed. ❝ mercury, please wake. ❞ she pressed her lips together. she was clinging the sheet to her body. ❝ i cannot find my undergarments, ❞ she murmured through a clenched jaw.

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@knave-ofhcarts​ ·ﾟ✧ MADDIE && JAMES

THE ONLY SMALL MORSAL OF GOOD luck maddie had received was that mercury lived only a few blocks away from her. the downfall was that given the amount of liquor she’d consume, she didn’t exactly feel like sprinting home. madelena could count on one hands the amount of one night stands she’d had. it felt comical to her, a vampire with a hangover. and that comedy might’ve been sufferable if it hadn’t resulted in seeing james croft outside his home while she was still dressed in the same gown as the previous night, with her heels in hand and hair an unkempt ( for madelena’s standards ) mess. ❝ good morning, ❞ she sheepishly. 

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@selcnophile​ ·ﾟ✧ MADDIE && MORGAN

SURE, SHE WAS GOING THROUGH A LOT of exes and the drama that that inspired, but that didn’t mean she didn’t still like most of them as people. ❝ morgan, ❞ she said with a smile on her face. ❝ i was wondering if you were free for lunch? ❞ she wanted company but most of the people in her usual roster brought up memories of a certain recent evening and she couldn’t begin to tackle that emotionally yet. ❝ if not, maybe dinner? ❞

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@morahlities ·ﾟ✧ SILAS && CHESTER

SILAS WOKE UP WITH A JOLT AND MOMENTARILY felt his breath catch. it took a beat but then the previous night came flooding back. flashes of flesh, memories of stolen breath. he was swept up in just the reverie that he forgot to look beside him. slowly his head rolled over to the side and a smile spread across his lips. it felt like a dream, and not his usual hellish fears, but the sunshine & sparkling dreams people desired. his fingertips reached out to touch chester’s face, confirming for himself he wasn’t hallucinating the angel beside him. he paused when the other stirred and held his breath. ❝ if you’re awake, i’m not being weird, well i mean i am weird, but... i hope you’re asleep and didn’t hear that, ❞ he whispered, unable to take his eyes or his hand off the older man.

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@maddoxfm​ ·ﾟ✧ SILAS && MADDOX

SILAS FLUNG HIMSELF ON THE COFFEE house’s couch. ❝ okay, i know this is cheesy... ❞ a smile crawled across his face. ❝ but my night was incredible. like, this might be the best year of my life if that new year is supposed to be a sign. ❞ no matter how long he pulled back his smile, it always bounced back like an elastic. he flopped his head to the side to look at his friend. ❝ and what about you? how did things go with you? ❞

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adundas​:

diego noticed her expression as soon as it happened but he bit his tongue. he didn’t care what maddie thought so he wasn’t going to invite her to share her opinion. “i’m not leading her on and even if i were it would be absolutely none of your business.” he shrugged. he didn’t know who maddie thought she was talking to him like that but he didn’t like it. “you know what’s funny is that i dont actually remember asking. maybe go and get a drink and loosen up a bit, you’re getting on my nerves.” 

ANYTIME HER FRIENDS WERE INVOLVED it was maddie’s business. ❝ that is not your decision. ❞ go and get a drink. for a vampire normally that was the equivalent of ‘take a walk’ but madelena had already indulged. imbibed and repressed, the girl snapped. ❝ vete a la mierda, you prick. and do not think that you can speak to me like that, diego. you fuck and you drink and you go on living your shallow life. you’ve made diana incredibly proud. ❞ she had crossed several lines that night but for once in perhaps hundreds of years she just didn’t want to care. 

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lukehcnt​:

“This is why I don’t drink champagne.” Luke grimaced at the lights, wishing that his head wasn’t pounding as much as it was. “I don’t think I’ve been this hungover since…the last time I drank champagne.”

EVIE COULDN’T HELP BUT LAUGH AT her nearly-second-surrogate brother. evie was fortunate to not have gotten drunk, at all, throughout the night. ❝ what do you think makes you so hungover with champagne? it’s not any higher in sugar than most sweet white wines. ❞ she wrinkled her nose. ❝ wait, do you normal drink wine? ❞

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shuffle meme → KITTY & GRAYSON ( @xlafolie )

No FIRE,  just a little flame

[ no fire → S. GRANT PARKER ]