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Rest in peace to a legend

Lived to 97 years old, invented the Jello Shot, Wrote some of the best satire I’ve ever heard.

“If after hearing my songs just one human being is inspired to say something nasty to a friend or perhaps to strike a loved one it will all have been worth the while.” - Tom Lehrer

Listen to Poisoning Pigeons in The Park, Listen to The Elements, Listen to The Masochism Tango. His contributions shall not be forgotten.

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propaganda i will not fall for

- 3 meals a day

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not trying to self diagnose but there is something deeply wrong with me

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I am so fucking upset right now it's unbelievable.

So I have the last three days of school off because I'm disinterested in what 'fun' activities my school offers. Because I'm at home and one of my friends are at school I texted her for a bit and we mentioned some other people, one of which being a teacher who I referred to as an 'obease whale', while I understand it was rude to do since the teacher is only mildly condescending towards me it is what happened next that has ruined my day and possibly my summer.

My friend had (unbeknownst to me) changed to topic to a girl whom I used to be friends with and now I'm not too keen on but I'm still polite to, and she had done this just before I had insulted the teacher, making it seem like I had insulted the girl. My friend is friends with the girl so she got mad but due to my autism I couldn't tell and thought she was just going along with the joke.

A little after this the girl had either been given or has taken my friends phone and sent me a barrage of angry voice messages about it where I couldn't make much out because she was in a noisy location and I couldn't make out what she was saying nor did I have context of what was going on, even now with context I don't quite understand what she was saying, I understand that she accused me of faking my autism (I'm formally diagnosed and 100% have autism), told me either nobody likes me or that she knows loads of people who don't like me, told me to get hit by a bus and that I'm dumb.

I genuinely feel so bad because this girl isnt fat but she isn't skinny and she has mental health issues but she's recovering from them and I feel like I'm gonna be the reason she relapses or something and I am also afraid that she's going to turn all my friends against me because of a misunderstanding. It's tearing me up inside because she told me to stop texting my friend because I'm ruining their mood when they're trying to have a good time and i feel like such an asshole and I'm actually crying from how bad I feel and I was so happy this morning because it's my birthday tomorrow and I'll finally be in year ten soon. Now I feel like relapsing on my self harm but that feels like I'm being manipulative and making it about me but I'm not trying to and I hate it.

I'm gonna put the screenshots of my texts with them now, censoring names for privacy.

I understand how stupid it was sof me to say that considering she hadn't even been brought up yet and it was a total asshole move on my part to not think it through enough. I just needed to get this out to somewhere since I am too afraid to tell my friends and the ones I would tell don't have my number/gos to a different school so isn't able to have her phone to text me.

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Sometimes i look at my $elfharm scars and think “Damn it wasn’t even that deep”

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If you cut, you're valid.

If you burn, you're valid.

If you get excessive piercings, you're valid.

If you get excessive tattoos, you're valid.

If you pull your hair, you're valid.

If you scratch yourself, you're valid.

If you bite yourself, you're valid.

If you pinch yourself, you're valid.

If you bruise yourself, you're valid.

If you hit yourself, you're valid.

If you over-exercise, you're valid.

If you pick your skin, you're valid.

If you use drugs (recreationally), you're valid.

If you restrict necessities (medicine, water, food...), you're valid.

If you fuck till you bleed, you're valid.

Self-harm is self-harm, not matter how you do it. And everyone deserves help.

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me when hurting myself hurts:

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if you see my sh scars this summer no you didn’t

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someone please see i’m struggling and be gentle to me!!! wipe the blood from my skin, hold me, kiss me, comfort me until i feel like something, until i feel like i’m worth existing

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Sometimes I be like ' sh is so fun I love it ' then remember this is actually a mental illness and if I talk too much abt it on my main accs or my friends I will be put in a mental hospital.

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Born to have an arm full of scars, forced to be “normal” and “a functioning member of society”

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I need to get better

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I hope someone relates 😔

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When you start S/H at a young age and so now you have a habit of looking at people's arms, legs, or thighs to see if they did/do it too<<<<<<

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donald trump will die on july 20th 2025 at 1pm pacific standard time