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Sunday: breakfast: fasting for 14 hours. snack: lunch: snack: dinner: exercise: total calories: I didn't count calories but it wasn't much, I finally ate guilt free, must be because I started my period.
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Saturday: breakfast: fasting for 18 hours. snack: lunch: casserole (soup type) (246 kcal). snack: kiwi + yogurt + oatmeal (216 kcal). supper: bread+ milk+ bitter chocolate+ oatmeal+ bread+ butter+ manjar+ cake (865 kcal). exercise: none or rather I don't remember. total calories: 1327.
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friday: breakfast: nothing. snack: nothing. lunch: rigati (pasta)+ lactose-free cream+ grilled chicken+ butter (466 kcal). snack: kiwi (46 kcal). dinner: yogurt+ cereal (136 kcal). exercise: 15 minutes or 30. total calories: 648.
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Thursday: breakfast: fasting for 13 hours. snack: lunch: snack: dinner: exercise: 30 minutes. total calories: binge eating.
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π–‚π–Šπ–‰π–“π–Šπ–˜π–‰π–†π–ž:
π–‡π–—π–Šπ–†π–π–‹π–†π–˜π–™: 1/2 π–ˆπ–šπ–• π–ˆπ–π–”π–ˆπ–”π–‘π–†π–™π–Š π–’π–Žπ–‘π–+ 10π–Œ π–”π–†π–™π–’π–Šπ–†π–‘+ 6 π–ˆπ–”π–”π–π–Žπ–Šπ–˜ (314 π–π–ˆπ–†π–‘).
π–˜π–“π–†π–ˆπ–: π–“π–”π–™π–π–Žπ–“π–Œ.
π–‘π–šπ–“π–ˆπ–: 1 π–ˆπ–šπ–• 𝖔𝖋 π–’π–†π–˜π–π–Šπ–‰ π–•π–”π–™π–†π–™π–”π–Šπ–˜+ 100π–Œ 𝖔𝖋 π–‡π–Šπ–Šπ–‹ π–˜π–™π–Šπ–†π–+ 𝖙𝖔𝖒𝖆𝖙𝖔 (500 π–π–ˆπ–†π–‘).
π–˜π–“π–†π–ˆπ–: 1 π–ˆπ–šπ–• 𝖔𝖋 π–•π–”π–œπ–‰π–Šπ–—π–Šπ–‰ π–’π–Žπ–‘π–+ 15π–Œ 𝖔𝖋 π–ˆπ–Šπ–—π–Šπ–†π–‘+ 1/2 π–ˆπ–šπ–• 𝖔𝖋 𝖕𝖔𝖙𝖆𝖙𝖔 π–ˆπ–π–Žπ–•π–˜+ 4 π–ˆπ–”π–”π–π–Žπ–Šπ–˜+ 1 π–™π–†π–‡π–‘π–Šπ–˜π–•π–”π–”π–“ 𝖔𝖋 𝖒𝖆𝖓𝖏𝖆𝖗 (571 π–π–ˆπ–†π–‘).
π–‰π–Žπ–“π–“π–Šπ–—: 1 π–‘π–†π–—π–Œπ–Š π–ˆπ–π–”π–ˆπ–”π–‘π–†π–™π–Š π–Šπ–Œπ–Œ+ 1 π–’π–†π–“π–π–Šπ–π–Šπ–π–Š (272 π–π–ˆπ–†π–‘).
π–Šπ–π–Šπ–—π–ˆπ–Žπ–˜π–Š π–™π–Žπ–’π–Š: 1 𝖍 30 𝖒. 𝖙𝖔𝖙𝖆𝖑 π–ˆπ–†π–‘π–”π–—π–Žπ–Šπ–˜: 1657.
𝕴 π–—π–Šπ–†π–‘π–‘π–ž π–™π–π–”π–šπ–Œπ–π–™ 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙 π–™π–π–Žπ–˜ π–‘π–Žπ–™π–™π–‘π–Š π–‡π–Žπ–“π–Œπ–Š π–œπ–†π–˜ π–Œπ–”π–Žπ–“π–Œ 𝖙𝖔 π–‡π–Š π–‡π–Žπ–Œπ–Œπ–Šπ–—, 𝕴 π–‹π–Šπ–Šπ–‘ 𝖇𝖆𝖉 π–Šπ–’π–”π–™π–Žπ–”π–“π–†π–‘π–‘π–ž, π–žπ–Šπ–˜π–™π–Šπ–—π–‰π–†π–ž 𝕴 π–œπ–Šπ–“π–™ 𝖙𝖔 π–˜π–Šπ–Š π–’π–ž π–‡π–Šπ–˜π–™ π–‹π–—π–Žπ–Šπ–“π–‰ π–•π–‘π–†π–ž π–‡π–†π–˜π–π–Šπ–™π–‡π–†π–‘π–‘ 𝖆𝖓𝖉 π–›π–”π–‘π–‘π–Šπ–žπ–‡π–†π–‘π–‘ π–œπ–Žπ–™π– π–™π–π–Š π–Œπ–šπ–ž 𝕴 π–‘π–Žπ–π–Š, π–Žπ–™π–Š π–œπ–†π–˜ 𝖓𝖔𝖙 𝖇𝖆𝖉, π–‡π–šπ–™ π–†π–˜ π–’π–ž π–‹π–—π–Žπ–Šπ–“π–‰ π–œπ–†π–˜ 𝖇𝖆𝖉 π–Šπ–’π–”π–™π–Žπ–”π–“π–†π–‘π–‘π–ž, 𝕴 π–œπ–†π–˜ π–œπ–†π–™π–ˆπ–π–Žπ–“π–Œ π–π–Žπ–’ 𝖆𝖑𝖑 π–™π–π–Š π–™π–Žπ–’π–Š, π–‡π–šπ–™ 𝖆𝖙 π–”π–“π–Š π–•π–”π–Žπ–“π–™ π–™π–π–Š π–Œπ–šπ–ž π–˜π–™π–†π–—π–™π–Šπ–‰ π–™π–†π–‘π–π–Žπ–“π–Œ 𝖙𝖔 π–π–Žπ–˜ π–‹π–—π–Žπ–Šπ–“π–‰ 𝖆𝖓𝖉𝕴 π–π–Šπ–†π–—π–‰ π–π–Žπ–’ π–˜π–†π–žπ–Žπ–“π–Œ π–˜π–†π–žπ–Žπ–“π–Œ "𝖆𝖓𝖉 π–˜π–π–Š π–Œπ–—π–Šπ–Šπ–™π–Šπ–‰ π–žπ–”π–š π–™π–π–Š π–˜π–†π–’π–Š π–œπ–†π–ž π–™π–π–Š π–‰π–†π–ž π–”π–šπ–™π–˜π–Žπ–‰π–Š π–™π–π–Š π–π–Žπ–Œπ– π–˜π–ˆπ–π–”π–”π–‘? "𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝕴 π–™π–π–Žπ–“π– π–™π–π–Šπ–ž π–œπ–Šπ–—π–Š π–™π–†π–‘π–π–Žπ–“π–Œ π–†π–‡π–”π–šπ–™ π–π–”π–œ π–π–Š π–‘π–Žπ–π–Šπ–˜ 𝖆 π–Œπ–Žπ–—π–‘ 𝖆𝖓𝖉 π–π–Š π–Œπ–”π–™ π–™π–”π–Œπ–Šπ–™π–π–Šπ–— π–œπ–Žπ–™π– π–π–Šπ–—, π–’π–†π–žπ–‡π–Š 𝕴'𝖒 π–π–šπ–’π–•π–Žπ–“π–Œ 𝖙𝖔 π–ˆπ–”π–“π–ˆπ–‘π–šπ–˜π–Žπ–”π–“π–˜, π–‡π–šπ–™ π–’π–ž π–†π–“π–π–Žπ–”π–šπ–˜ π–‡π–—π–†π–Žπ–“ π–Žπ–˜ π–™π–Šπ–‘π–‘π–Žπ–“π–Œ π–’π–Š "π–žπ–”π–š'π–—π–Š 𝖆𝖓 π–Žπ–‰π–Žπ–”π–™ 𝖋𝖔𝖗 π–™π–π–Žπ–“π–π–Žπ–“π–Œ π–π–Š π–’π–Žπ–Œπ–π–™ π–‘π–Žπ–π–Š π–žπ–”π–š" π–Žπ–™'π–˜ π–‘π–Žπ–π–Š π–’π–ž π–†π–“π–π–Žπ–Šπ–™π–ž π–ˆπ–”π–šπ–•π–‘π–Šπ–‰ π–œπ–Žπ–™π– π–’π–ž π–‘π–”π–œ π–˜π–Šπ–‘π–‹-π–Šπ–˜π–™π–Šπ–Šπ–’.
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π•Ώπ–šπ–Šπ–˜π–‰π–†π–ž:
π–‡π–—π–Šπ–†π–π–‹π–†π–˜π–™: 1 π–Œπ–‘π–†π–˜π–˜ 𝖔𝖋 π–‘π–†π–ˆπ–™π–”π–˜π–Š-π–‹π–—π–Šπ–Š π–’π–Žπ–‘π–+ 1 π–™π–†π–‡π–‘π–Šπ–˜π–•π–”π–”π–“ 𝖔𝖋 π–‡π–Žπ–™π–™π–Šπ–— π–ˆπ–”π–ˆπ–”π–† (84 π–π–ˆπ–†π–‘).
π•Ύπ–“π–†π–ˆπ–: π–‘π–†π–—π–Œπ–Š π–ˆπ–π–”π–ˆπ–”π–‘π–†π–™π–Š π–Šπ–Œπ–Œ (157 π–π–ˆπ–†π–‘).
π–‘π–šπ–“π–ˆπ–: 1 π–•π–‘π–†π–™π–Š 𝖔𝖋 π–‡π–Šπ–†π–“π–˜+ π–“π–”π–”π–‰π–‘π–Šπ–˜ (434 π–π–ˆπ–†π–‘).
π–˜π–“π–†π–ˆπ–: π–’π–”π–“π–˜π–™π–Šπ–— π–Šπ–“π–Šπ–—π–Œπ–ž π–šπ–‘π–™π–—π–†+ 𝖆 π–ˆπ–†π–π–Š π–ˆπ–†π–‘π–‘π–Šπ–‰ π–•π–Šπ–“π–Œπ–šπ–Žπ–“π–˜ (157 π–π–ˆπ–†π–‘).
π–‰π–Žπ–“π–“π–Šπ–—: π–“π–”π–™π–π–Žπ–“π–Œ.
𝖙𝖔𝖙𝖆𝖑 π–ˆπ–†π–‘π–”π–—π–Žπ–Šπ–˜: 834. 𝖙𝖔𝖙𝖆𝖑 π–Šπ–π–Šπ–—π–ˆπ–Žπ–˜π–Š: 30 π–’π–Žπ–“π–šπ–™π–Šπ–˜ π–•π–‘π–šπ–˜ π–˜π–”π–’π–Š π–œπ–†π–‘π–π–Žπ–“π–Œ.
π•¬π–Œπ–†π–Žπ–“ 𝕴 π–œπ–†π–˜ π–šπ–“π–†π–‡π–‘π–Š 𝖙𝖔 π–†π–ˆπ–π–Žπ–Šπ–›π–Š π–’π–ž 800 π–π–ˆπ–†π–‘ π–Œπ–”π–†π–‘ π–‡π–šπ–™ 𝖆𝖙 π–‘π–Šπ–†π–˜π–™ 𝕴 π–‰π–Žπ–‰π–“'𝖙 π–Šπ–†π–™ π–ˆπ–”π–”π–π–Žπ–Šπ–˜.
𝕴 π–™π–π–Žπ–“π– π–Žπ–“π–˜π–™π–Šπ–†π–‰ 𝖔𝖋 π–π–†π–›π–Žπ–“π–Œ 𝖆 π–‰π–†π–Žπ–‘π–ž π–Œπ–”π–†π–‘ 𝕴 π–œπ–Žπ–‘π–‘ π–π–†π–›π–Š 𝖆 π–œπ–Šπ–Šπ–π–‘π–ž π–Œπ–”π–†π–‘, 𝕴 π–˜π–π–”π–šπ–‘π–‰ π–Šπ–†π–™ 5,600 π–π–ˆπ–†π–‘ 𝖔𝖗 π–‘π–Šπ–˜π–˜ π–‡π–ž π•Ύπ–šπ–“π–‰π–†π–ž 𝖙𝖔𝖙𝖆𝖑. 𝕾𝖔 𝖋𝖆𝖗 𝕴'π–›π–Š π–Šπ–†π–™π–Šπ–“ 1,723.
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my biggest accomplishment is that size xxs shirts (size 0 in the US) still fit me and look baggy <3, also that I can lose 3 cm in a week in my waist by having 4 binges a week. i'm the best B).
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π•Έπ–”π–“π–‰π–†π–ž:
π–‡π–—π–Šπ–†π–π–‹π–†π–˜π–™: 14-π–π–”π–šπ–— π–‹π–†π–˜π–™.
π–˜π–“π–†π–ˆπ–: 1/2 π–•π–”π–—π–™π–Žπ–”π–“ 𝖔𝖋 π–™π–šπ–“π–† + 𝖆 π–˜π–‘π–Žπ–ˆπ–Š 𝖔𝖋 π–†π–›π–”π–ˆπ–†π–‰π–” (43 π–π–ˆπ–†π–‘).
π–‘π–šπ–“π–ˆπ–: 1 π–•π–‘π–†π–™π–Š 𝖔𝖋 π–‡π–Šπ–†π–“π–˜ + π–“π–”π–”π–‰π–‘π–Šπ–˜ (434 π–π–ˆπ–†π–‘).
π•Ύπ–“π–†π–ˆπ–: 2 π–π–Žπ–œπ–Žπ–˜ (93 π–π–ˆπ–†π–‘). π•―π–Žπ–“π–“π–Šπ–—: 1 π–Œπ–‘π–†π–˜π–˜ 𝖔𝖋 π–’π–Žπ–‘π– π–œπ–Žπ–™π– π–Ÿπ–Šπ–—π–” π–‘π–†π–ˆπ–™π–” π–ˆπ–π–”π–ˆπ–”π–‘π–†π–™π–Š + 1/4 𝖔𝖋 π–‡π–—π–Šπ–†π–‰ π–œπ–Žπ–™π–π–”π–šπ–™ π–ˆπ–—π–šπ–’π–‡π–˜ + 1 π–˜π–•π–”π–”π–“π–‹π–šπ–‘ 𝖔𝖋 𝖒𝖆𝖓𝖏𝖆𝖗 + 3 π–ˆπ–”π–”π–π–Žπ–Šπ–˜ (319 π–π–ˆπ–†π–‘).
𝖙𝖔𝖙𝖆𝖑 π–Šπ–π–Šπ–—π–ˆπ–Žπ–˜π–Š: 30 π–’π–Žπ–“π–šπ–™π–Šπ–˜.Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  𝖙𝖔𝖙𝖆𝖑 π–ˆπ–†π–‘π–”π–—π–Žπ–Šπ–˜: 889.
𝕴𝖙 π–œπ–†π–˜ 𝖆 π–Œπ–”π–”π–‰ π–‰π–†π–ž π–šπ–“π–™π–Žπ–‘ π–‰π–Žπ–“π–“π–Šπ–— π–™π–Žπ–’π–Š π–š π–š, 𝕴 π–ˆπ–”π–šπ–‘π–‰π–“'𝖙 π–ˆπ–”π–“π–™π–—π–”π–‘ π–’π–žπ–˜π–Šπ–‘π–‹ 𝖆𝖙 𝖆𝖑𝖑 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝕴 π–†π–™π–Š π–‡π–—π–Šπ–†π–‰ 𝖆𝖆𝖆𝖍, π–Žπ–™'π–˜ π–‡π–Šπ–ˆπ–†π–šπ–˜π–Š π–™π–π–Šπ–—π–Š π–œπ–†π–˜ 𝖒𝖆𝖓𝖏𝖆𝖗 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝕴'𝖒 π–†π–‰π–‰π–Žπ–ˆπ–™π–Šπ–‰ 𝖙𝖔 𝖒𝖆𝖓𝖏𝖆𝖗, π–Žπ–™'π–˜ π–™π–π–Š π–‡π–Šπ–˜π–™ π–™π–π–Žπ–“π–Œ π–Žπ–“ π–™π–π–Š π–œπ–”π–—π–‘π–‰.
π•Ώπ–π–Š π–ˆπ–”π–”π–π–Žπ–Šπ–˜ π–™π–π–Žπ–“π–Œ π–œπ–†π–˜ 𝖆 𝖙𝖔𝖙𝖆𝖑 π–‹π–†π–Žπ–‘π–šπ–—π–Š, 𝕴 π–‘π–Žπ–π–Š π–ˆπ–”π–”π–π–Žπ–Šπ–˜ π–œπ–Žπ–™π– π–˜π–•π–—π–Žπ–“π–π–‘π–Šπ–˜ 𝖙𝖔𝖔 π–’π–šπ–ˆπ– 𝖆𝖓𝖉 π–’π–ž π–‡π–—π–”π–™π–π–Šπ–— π–”π–‹π–‹π–Šπ–—π–Šπ–‰ π–™π–π–Šπ–’ 𝖙𝖔 π–’π–Š, 𝕴 𝖉𝖔𝖓'𝖙 π–œπ–†π–“π–™ π–™π–π–Šπ–’ 𝖙𝖔 π–˜π–Šπ–Š π–’π–Š π–‰π–Žπ–Š π–œπ–π–Žπ–‘π–Š 𝕴 π–™π–—π–ž 𝖙𝖔 π–‘π–”π–˜π–Š π–œπ–Šπ–Žπ–Œπ–π–™, π–‡π–†π–˜π–Žπ–ˆπ–†π–‘π–‘π–ž 𝕴 𝖉𝖔𝖓'𝖙 π–œπ–†π–“π–™ π–™π–π–Šπ–’ 𝖙𝖔 π–π–†π–›π–Š 𝖆𝖓 π–Šπ–†π–™π–Žπ–“π–Œ π–‰π–Žπ–˜π–”π–—π–‰π–Šπ–—, π–˜π–” π–Šπ–›π–Šπ–—π–ž π–˜π–Žπ–“π–Œπ–‘π–Š π–™π–π–Žπ–“π–Œ π–™π–π–Šπ–ž π–”π–‹π–‹π–Šπ–— π–’π–Š 𝕴 π–Šπ–†π–™ π–Žπ–™ 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝕴 π–™π–—π–ž 𝖓𝖔𝖙 𝖙𝖔 π–˜π–Šπ–•π–†π–—π–†π–™π–Š 𝖔𝖗 π–’π–Šπ–†π–˜π–šπ–—π–Š π–™π–π–Š 𝖋𝖔𝖔𝖉 π–Žπ–“ 𝖋𝖗𝖔𝖓𝖙 𝖔𝖋 π–™π–π–Šπ–’.
π•Ώπ–”π–’π–”π–—π–—π–”π–œ 𝕴 π–œπ–Žπ–‘π–‘ π–Šπ–†π–™ π–‘π–Šπ–˜π–˜ 𝖙𝖔 π–‡π–†π–‘π–†π–“π–ˆπ–Š π–™π–π–Š 89 π–π–ˆπ–†π–‘ 𝕴 π–†π–™π–Š π–™π–”π–‰π–†π–ž π–π–‰π–π–‰π–†π–˜π–‰, π–™π–π–Š 𝖇𝖆𝖉 π–™π–π–Žπ–“π–Œ 𝖔𝖗 π–’π–†π–žπ–‡π–Š 𝖓𝖔𝖙 π–˜π–” π–’π–šπ–ˆπ– π–Žπ–˜ 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝕴'𝖒 π–Œπ–”π–Žπ–“π–Œ 𝖙𝖔 π–˜π–Šπ–Š π–™π–π–Š π–Œπ–šπ–ž 𝕴 π–‘π–Žπ–π–Š, 𝕴'𝖒 π–Šπ–π–ˆπ–Žπ–™π–Šπ–‰ π–š////π–š π–Žπ–™ π–Œπ–Žπ–›π–Šπ–˜ π–’π–Š 𝖆 π–‡π–Žπ–™ 𝖔𝖋 𝖆 π–‘π–†π–šπ–Œπ– 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙 π–π–Š π–™π–—π–Žπ–Šπ–˜ 𝖙𝖔 π–‰π–Žπ–˜π–Œπ–šπ–Žπ–˜π–Š 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙 π–π–Š'π–˜ 𝖓𝖔𝖙 π–Šπ–π–ˆπ–Žπ–™π–Šπ–‰ π–‡π–šπ–™ π–žπ–”π–š π–ˆπ–†π–“ π–™π–Šπ–‘π–‘ 𝖙𝖔𝖔 π–’π–šπ–ˆπ–, π–π–Š'π–˜ π–›π–Šπ–—π–ž π–π–†π–“π–‰π–˜π–”π–’π–Š, π–˜π–”π–—π–—π–ž 𝖋𝖔𝖗 π–™π–π–Š π–ˆπ–π–Šπ–Šπ–˜π–Žπ–“π–Šπ–˜π–˜ <3.
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my new goal for the month:
-not to binge, maybe 1 a week, but I will try to control myself Β u u.
-not to eat cookies, too much sugar.
-not to eat things with added sugar, i.e. candy or chocolates (not counting bitterΒ cocoa, that's good for health).
-not to drink fancy drinks, only water.
-avoid eating fried things, my mom cooks so I should only eat them u u.
-calorie limit per day will be 800 kcal.
-30 minutes of exercise minimum per day during the first week, the second week already 1 hour or more.
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π•Ύπ–†π–™π–šπ–—π–‰π–†π–ž 𝖆𝖓𝖉 π•Ύπ–šπ–“π–‰π–†π–ž:
π–‡π–Šπ–Žπ–“π–Œπ–Š π–Šπ–†π–™π–Žπ–“π–Œ~
I probably gained weight instead of losing it.
Anyway, starting tomorrow I can exercise~, not much, but at the very least I'm going to do 30 minutes of weights or cardio.
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π–‹π–—π–Žπ–‰π–†π–ž:
π–‡π–—π–Šπ–†π–π–‹π–†π–˜π–™: π–‹π–†π–˜π–™π–Žπ–“π–Œ 𝖋𝖔𝖗 17 π–π–”π–šπ–—π–˜.
π–˜π–“π–†π–ˆπ–: π–—π–”π–ˆπ–π–‘π–Šπ–™ π–—π–”π–‘π–‘π–˜ + π–ˆπ–”π–”π–π–Žπ–Šπ–˜ (125 π–π–ˆπ–†π–‘).
π–‘π–šπ–“π–ˆπ–: π–•π–Žπ–“o π–Šπ–’π–•π–†π–“π–†π–‰π–† (284 π–π–ˆπ–†π–‘).
π–˜π–“π–†π–ˆπ–: π–žπ–”π–Œπ–šπ–—π–™ + π–ˆπ–Šπ–—π–Šπ–†π–‘ (104 π–π–ˆπ–†π–‘).
π–‰π–Žπ–“π–“π–Šπ–—: π–’π–†π–“π–π–†π–—π–†π–™π–Š+ π–—π–”π–ˆπ–π–‘π–Šπ–™π–˜ (244 π–π–ˆπ–†π–‘).
𝖙𝖔𝖙𝖆𝖑 π–ˆπ–†π–‘π–”π–—π–Žπ–Šπ–˜: 857.
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π–‡π–—π–Šπ–†π–π–‹π–†π–˜π–™: π–‹π–†π–˜π–™π–Žπ–“π–Œ 𝖋𝖔𝖗 17 π–π–”π–šπ–—π–˜.
π–Œπ–šπ–Šπ–˜π–˜ π–œπ–π–†π–™, π–‡π–Žπ–“π–Œπ–Š π–Šπ–†π–™π–Žπ–“π–Œ.
𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙'π–˜ π–Žπ–™, π–Œπ–”π–”π–‰ π–“π–Žπ–Œπ–π–™.
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π–‡π–—π–Šπ–†π–π–‹π–†π–˜π–™: π–‹π–†π–˜π–™π–Žπ–“π–Œ 𝖋𝖔𝖗 17 π–π–”π–šπ–—π–˜.
π–˜π–“π–†π–ˆπ–: 𝖍𝖆𝖑𝖋 𝖆𝖓 π–”π–—π–†π–“π–Œπ–Š + π–ˆπ–†π–π–Š. (118 π–π–ˆπ–†π–‘)
π–‘π–šπ–“π–ˆπ–: π–“π–”π–”π–‰π–‘π–Šπ–˜+ π–‡π–”π–‘π–”π–Œπ–“π–Šπ–˜π–Š π–˜π–†π–šπ–ˆπ–Š. (478 π–π–ˆπ–†π–‘)
π–˜π–“π–†π–ˆπ–: π–ˆπ–†π–π–Š+ π–˜π–œπ–Šπ–Šπ–™π–˜. (201 π–π–ˆπ–†π–‘)
π–‰π–Žπ–“π–“π–Šπ–—: π–™π–šπ–“π–† + π–†π–›π–”π–ˆπ–†π–‰π–” + π–•π–Žπ–“π–Š π–Šπ–’π–•π–†π–“π–†π–‰π–† + π–ˆπ–Šπ–—π–Šπ–†π–‘ 𝖇𝖆𝖗. (336 π–π–ˆπ–†π–‘)
𝖙𝖔𝖙𝖆𝖑 π–ˆπ–†π–‘π–”π–—π–Žπ–Šπ–˜: 1133.
𝕴 π–‰π–Žπ–‰ 𝖆 π–‘π–Žπ–™π–™π–‘π–Š π–Šπ–π–Šπ–—π–ˆπ–Žπ–˜π–Š π–™π–”π–‰π–†π–ž π–œπ–π–Šπ–“ 𝕴 π–œπ–Šπ–“π–™ π–˜π–π–”π–•π–•π–Žπ–“π–Œ π–œπ–Žπ–™π– π–’π–ž π–‡π–Žπ–” 𝖒𝖔𝖒.
𝕴 π–ˆπ–†π–“'𝖙 π–‡π–Šπ–‘π–Žπ–Šπ–›π–Š 𝕴 π–’π–†π–‰π–Š π–™π–π–Š π–Œπ–šπ–ž 𝕴 π–‘π–Žπ–π–Š π–‹π–Šπ–Šπ–‘ 𝖇𝖆𝖉 π–‡π–Šπ–ˆπ–†π–šπ–˜π–Š 𝕴'𝖒 π–†π–‹π–—π–†π–Žπ–‰ 𝖔𝖋 π–“π–Šπ–œ π–•π–Šπ–”π–•π–‘π–Š π–ˆπ–”π–’π–Žπ–“π–Œ π–Žπ–“π–™π–” π–’π–ž π–‘π–Žπ–‹π–Š, π–Žπ–™'π–˜ π–‘π–Žπ–π–Š...π–œπ–π–†π–™ π–™π–π–Š π–‹π–šπ–ˆπ–, 𝖉𝖔 𝕴 π–‘π–”π–›π–Š π–π–Žπ–’ 𝖔𝖗 𝖓𝖔𝖙, 𝕴 π–†π–‘π–—π–Šπ–†π–‰π–ž π–†π–•π–”π–‘π–”π–Œπ–Žπ–Ÿπ–Šπ–‰ 𝖙𝖔 π–π–Žπ–’, 𝕴 π–π–”π–•π–Š 𝕴 π–‰π–Žπ–‰π–“'𝖙 π–’π–†π–π–Š π–π–Žπ–’ π–‹π–Šπ–Šπ–‘ π–˜π–” 𝖇𝖆𝖉 :(.
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I am back
π–‡π–—π–Šπ–†π–π–‹π–†π–˜π–™: π–‹π–†π–˜π–™π–Žπ–“π–Œ 𝖋𝖔𝖗 17 π–π–”π–šπ–—π–˜, π–†π–‘π–’π–”π–˜π–™ 18.
π–˜π–“π–†π–ˆπ–: π–“π–”π–™π–π–Žπ–“π–Œ.
π–‘π–šπ–“π–ˆπ–: π–‡π–Šπ–†π–“π–˜ π–œπ–Žπ–™π– π–“π–”π–”π–‰π–‘π–Šπ–˜ (434 π–π–ˆπ–†π–‘).
π–˜π–“π–†π–ˆπ–: π–”π–—π–Šπ–”π–˜ π–ˆπ–”π–”π–π–Žπ–Šπ–˜+ π–ˆπ–šπ–•π–ˆπ–†π–π–Šπ–˜+ π–ˆπ–Šπ–—π–Šπ–†π–‘ 𝖇𝖆𝖗+ π–ˆπ–Šπ–—π–Šπ–†π–‘ (364 π–π–ˆπ–†π–‘).
π–‰π–Žπ–“π–“π–Šπ–—: π–™π–šπ–“π–†+ π–†π–›π–”π–ˆπ–†π–‰π–”+ π–žπ–”π–Œπ–šπ–—π–™+ π–ˆπ–Šπ–—π–Šπ–†π–‘+ π–ˆπ–—π–šπ–’π–‡π–‘π–Šπ–˜π–˜ π–‡π–—π–Šπ–†π–‰ (272 π–π–ˆπ–†π–‘).
𝖙𝖔𝖙𝖆𝖑 π–ˆπ–†π–‘π–”π–—π–Žπ–Šπ–˜: 1070.
π–Šπ–π–Šπ–—π–ˆπ–Žπ–˜π–Š: 0.
π–Œπ–”π–”π–‰ π–“π–Žπ–Œπ–π–™ π–‡π–”π–“π–ž π–‡π–Žπ–™π–ˆπ–π–Šπ–˜, 𝕴'𝖒 π–‡π–†π–ˆπ–, π–‰π–Žπ–‰ π–žπ–”π–š π–’π–Žπ–˜π–˜ π–’π–Š.
π–Œπ–šπ–Šπ–˜π–˜ π–œπ–π–†π–™ π–†π–˜π–˜π–π–”π–‘π–Š 𝖍𝖆𝖉 8 π–‰π–†π–žπ–˜ 𝖔𝖋 π–‡π–Žπ–“π–Œπ–Š π–ŠοΏ½οΏ½οΏ½οΏ½π–™π–Žπ–“π–Œ 𝖆𝖓𝖉 π–“π–”π–œ π–™π–π–Žπ–“π–π–˜ π–Žπ–“ π–™π–œπ–” π–œπ–Šπ–Šπ–π–˜ π–π–Š π–‹π–Žπ–π–Šπ–˜ π–Žπ–™, 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙'π–˜ π–—π–Žπ–Œπ–π–™, π–’π–Š. 𝕾𝖔...π–π–Šπ–—π–Š π–œπ–Š π–Œπ–”, π–™π–π–Š 𝖇𝖆𝖉 π–™π–π–Žπ–“π–Œ π–Žπ–˜ 𝕴 π–ˆπ–†π–“'𝖙 𝖉𝖔 π–˜π–•π–”π–—π–™π–˜ 𝖋𝖔𝖗 1 𝖒𝖔𝖓𝖙𝖍 π–‡π–Šπ–ˆπ–†π–šπ–˜π–Š 𝕴'𝖒 𝖆𝖓 π–Žπ–‰π–Žπ–”π–™ 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝕴 π–˜π–•π–—π–†π–Žπ–“π–Šπ–‰ π–’π–ž π–‘π–Šπ–Œ, 𝕴'𝖒 π–”π–šπ–™ 𝖔𝖋 π–™π–π–Š π–ˆπ–π–†π–’π–•π–Žπ–”π–“π–˜π–π–Žπ–• 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖋𝖆𝖙. π–‡π–šπ–™ π–žπ–”π–š π–Œπ–šπ–žπ–˜ π–™π–π–Žπ–“π– 𝕴'𝖒 π–Œπ–”π–Žπ–“π–Œ 𝖙𝖔 π–˜π–™π–”π–•? π–œπ–Šπ–‘π–‘ 𝖓𝖔, 𝕴'𝖒 π–Œπ–”π–Žπ–“π–Œ 𝖙𝖔 π–œπ–”π–—π– π–”π–šπ–™ π–Žπ–“ π–π–Žπ–‰π–Žπ–“π–Œ.
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superstupidpieceofshitblr Β· 4 years ago
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things I would like to say on top of a mountain without anyone actually hearing but everyone could hear me:
€¸¸.‒´¯`β€’ΒΈΒΈ.β€’..>> "I wish I didn't have this eating disorder." "I wish my self-esteem didn't depend on my grades." "I wish I could see my parents again" "I wish I didn't have to be the mother of my siblings." "I want to go into make-up or modeling". "I hate not knowing what I look like. "I don't want to hate myself for something that was not my fault, but my ex-boyfriend's". "I wish I didn't have anxiety" "I would like to be good at the sport I like". "I want to have a normal relationship where I am treated well and that is long lasting." "I want to fulfill my dream of leaving home and never seeing my family again". <<..β€’.¸¸‒´¯`β€’.ΒΈΒΈΒ€
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π–˜π–šπ–“π–‰π–†π–ž: π–‘π–†π–˜π–™ π–‰π–†π–ž π–‹π–Žπ–“π–†π–‘π–‘π–ž. π–š π–š
π–‡π–—π–Šπ–†π–π–‹π–†π–˜π–™: π–†π–•π–•π–—π–”π–π–Žπ–’π–†π–™π–Šπ–‘π–ž 18 π–π–”π–šπ–—π–˜.
π–˜π–“π–†π–ˆπ–: π–ˆπ–”π–”π–π–Žπ–Šπ–˜ (48π–π–ˆπ–†π–‘).
π–‘π–šπ–“π–ˆπ–: π–—π–Žπ–ˆπ–Š + π–‹π–—π–Žπ–Šπ–‰ π–‹π–Žπ–˜π– (465 π–π–ˆπ–†π–‘).
π–˜π–“π–†π–ˆπ–: π–ˆπ–π–”π–ˆπ–”π–‘π–†π–™π–Š π–Žπ–ˆπ–Š π–ˆπ–—π–Šπ–†π–’ (112 π–π–ˆπ–†π–‘).
π•―π–Žπ–“π–“π–Šπ–—: π–†π–›π–”π–ˆπ–†π–‰π–” + π–™π–šπ–“π–† + π–ˆπ–Šπ–—π–Šπ–†π–‘ 𝖇𝖆𝖗 (109 π–π–ˆπ–†π–‘).
𝖙𝖔𝖙𝖆𝖑 π–ˆπ–†π–‘π–”π–—π–Žπ–Šπ–˜: 734.
π–Šπ–π–Šπ–—π–ˆπ–Žπ–˜π–Š π–™π–Žπ–’π–Š: 1 π–π–”π–šπ–—.
π•Ώπ–”π–‰π–†π–ž π–œπ–†π–˜ 𝖆𝖓 π–Šπ–†π–˜π–ž π–‰π–†π–ž, π–•π–π–žπ–˜π–Žπ–ˆπ–†π–‘π–‘π–ž 𝕴 𝖑𝖔𝖔𝖐 π–‡π–Šπ–™π–™π–Šπ–— π–‡π–šπ–™ 𝕴 𝖉𝖔𝖓'𝖙 π–‹π–Šπ–Šπ–‘ π–›π–Šπ–—π–ž π–Œπ–”π–”π–‰, 𝕴 π–‹π–Šπ–‘π–™ π–™π–Žπ–—π–Šπ–‰ 𝖆𝖑𝖑 π–‰π–†π–ž.
π•Ώπ–”π–’π–”π–—π–—π–”π–œ π–Žπ–˜ π–‹π–Žπ–“π–†π–‘π–‘π–ž π–•π–Žπ–ˆπ–™π–šπ–—π–Š π–‰π–†π–ž, 𝕴 π–œπ–†π–˜ π–•π–‘π–†π–“π–“π–Žπ–“π–Œ 𝖙𝖔 π–šπ–•π–‘π–”π–†π–‰ π–Žπ–™...π–‡π–šπ–™ 𝕴'𝖒 𝖓𝖔𝖙 𝖙𝖔𝖔 π–˜π–šπ–—π–Š, π–’π–†π–žπ–‡π–Š 𝕴 π–œπ–Žπ–‘π–‘.
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Seek the right help:
β˜†κ§I think if my doctors saw what I post and the apps on my cell phone they wouldn't have sent me home so fast with the disorder, my nutritionist said "you just have anorexic attitudes, but since you are not underweight, everything is fine, just go to the psychologist". Meanwhile the psychologist "We are going to send child services to your house to check on you", yes thank you very much, they never came and my aunt ended up breaking my tooth when I told her they were spoiling my siblings, thankful that my biological mom dumped me with my grandmother, she was really a mother and my grandfather my father, I am very thankful that they raised me.
You know...that nutritionist was a jerk, when I told her I got to 77 pounds she said, but now you're fine with 110 meanwhile I in my head .... I came here for her to help me not to relapse back into the disorder, I thank her for being so shitty.κ§‚β˜†
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