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he’s just so 🥺 + 😍

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Annyeong! Here’s a mobile version of things I’m currently working on. I can’t promise they will show up on here any time soon, since I always write when inspiration hits me with a brick over my head, but I assure you I’m not completely lazy during my downtime. 

Welcome. First time with BTS? Pt. 16 - Gang/Mafia!AU

Status: 5% - 600+ Words

“If you put your hand on me one more time, I will cut it off.” Hoseok hissed at Jimin as he shot him a menacing glare. Maybe, just maybe, everyone was a little too happy about the good news for Hoseok’s liking. A few days had passed since he woke up from his coma and quickly the practice became the meeting spot for all the members of Bangtan. Everyone’s spirits were the highest they have been since you had met them and every new day brought a little more of your once lost joy back to you.  

“Hyung I was just trying to fluff up your pillow.” Jimin said as he hid his hands while crossing his arms in front of his chest.  

“I don’t need any of you pitying me. I don’t plan on dying anytime soon so you can shove your helpful bullshit where the sun don’t shine.” One thing was for sure: Hoseok was still fiercely independent and hated being babied. It was great seeing everything slowly getting back to normal - or rather your new normal.

Those Who Own The Night Prologue [Working Title: Three Mistakes] - Hoseok x Reader; Vampire!AU; Angst; Smut (From long descriptors to cryptic ones. Nice.)

Status: 85% - 4.5k+ Words (Early stage. Many changes inc.)

“Listen, Y/N,” he said in a deep, almost hungry, voice as he put his drink down and finally stopped looking at you. “I’m going to get straight to the point.” When you could move freely again, you started feeling dizzy. It was like you were drunk for more and you didn’t even know what it actually was you needed more of. Saying you were confused was the understatement of the year. “We’re both extremely attractive people,” with one more lustful gaze he moved in closer to your ear as he spoke in a low raspy voice “and I want to see those pretty lips of yours wrapped around my dick.” He sighed, sending goosebumps all over your body. “I want you screaming my name until the sun comes up. And so do you.” As the words left his lips, an image flashed before your eyes for just a split second, but you could see the scene play out in front of you as clear as daylight. It was the image of him, completely naked, on top of your quivering body. Sweat was dripping down from the dishevelled hair on his forehead onto the pillow below you and you were digging your fingernails into his defined shoulder blades as he buried his thick cock deep inside your pussy. The thought alone sent shivers down your spine and the tingling in your stomach returned. “The only thing I need to know is: Your place or mine?“   

I Am You, You Are Me Part 2 - Namjoon x Reader; Bodyswitch!AU; And a sprinkle of everything else (still bad at labeling stuff)

Status: 40% - 3200+ Words

“Taehyung-ah, I’m tired.” You whined as he started playing the same song from the beginning and went back into position next to you.

“Stop complaining, we all are.” Namjoon gave you a stern look as the intro of Blood, Sweat & Tears started. “We could have moved on a long time ago if you weren’t acting like such a princess every time my part comes on.”

“It’s not my fault it sucks.” You glared at him, still moving to the beat and finally completely nailing the moves.

“Something the matter, Peaches?” As soon as the words had left his lips you stopped what you were doing. Even though the two of you had constantly been fighting during your secret practice, he never dared to use the P-word. You knew it. He had still been that conceited prick that got a massive kick out of egging you on and now, you had multiple options on how to deal with him.

1.      You could fight back, either with words or literally. But punching your own face would have hurt you more than him.

2.      You could take the high road and ignore him. But it wasn’t in your nature to just be the bigger person when it came to dealing with Namjoon.

3.      You could take revenge on him again. This time, maybe in the form of getting the word Tool tattooed on his forehead. But you would have to endure the pain. Was that really worth it?

In the end, you decided to go with option number four: Cry and run away.

I hope this is somewhat of a consolation for the long wait, so please bear with my sorry ass until I actually manage to get something new out there.

Updated: 06/01/22

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hey man, are you writing anything? I randomly rembered the name of your blog and went back to re-read some of my faves, so I gotta ask - how are you doing, are you still in the fandom?

Hey hey! The short answer is: No, I haven’t been writing. Ever since the pandemic broke out I’ve slowly but surely been losing all motivation for it. But I’m hopeful once everything returns back to normal, so will my motivation. It’s still a hobby I love dearly, so I won’t give up trying.

As for if I’m still part of the fandom? Of course! I’ve just been preferring to keep that to myself with the rise of new fans coming in every day. Honestly this is going to be an unpopular opinion, but I’m just not feeling the need to actively partake in cheering on my faves with a bunch of problematic fans that ruin ARMY reputation with immature comments and unnecessary fan wars. I just don’t want to be put in the same category as them and that’s been my stance for years now. However I still watch every new video that comes out, I still buy their albums and listen to their songs religiously. So yes, I do consider myself to be part of the fandom but I’m just quietly cheering them on from the shadows.

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Don’t touch me, i’m crying.

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What is up beautiful people?

Yes, yes, I know. I said I’m on break and was all overly dramatic - and that still holds true for the most part - but, as I’ve said before, I’m still working on stuff behind the scenes. And because I am working on things, this is where you come in! (If you’re interested in participating in a little group exercise, that is. If not, you can obviously skip this post!)

Yeah, you’ve heard me right (or should it be read me right?). I’m working on so many things at once, that I’ve figured I might just feel overwhelmed and need a little guidance from whoever is kind enough to read this. I have multiple members I want to write for, but of fucking course I also have multiple stories for each of them. And look, I know most of you are here for the Gang AU and that’s my baby, so I feel ya. But, for the purpose of this collective decision making process, I’ll be leaving it out as I’ll probably continue working on it on the side anyways.

So, here is the list of series I currently am looking to write for (or rather start entirely from scratch and make a decent outline) with little crack summaries, genres from most to least important and tons of drama (because that’s all you’re gonna get from following me). If you feel like it, please leave me a message on or off anon for which story/stories I should focus on. Maybe it’ll help with my decision making, maybe it won’t. But at least I gave it a try. Also there is no deadline. This “voting” continues until I say it ends. And, as always, I’m not promising it’ll show up anytime soon so nobody (especially myself) can call me out on my bullshit.

I Am You, You Are Me pt. 2 - Bodyswitch!AU; Crack; Angst; Smut - Namjoon

No synopsis needed. Continuation of Part 1

Those Who Own The Night Prologue - Vampire!AU; Angst; Crack; Smut - Hoseok

A series about the undead lives of BTS and an irritated MC that soon wishes to never have met local big shot and fuck boi, Jung Hoseok.

[Untitled] pt. 1 - Butler!AU Crack; Angst - Yoongi

A series about loyal butler Min Yoongi and an oblivious MC that has the worst luck with men.

[Untitled] pt. 1 - TimeTravel!AU; Crack; Angst; Fluff - Undetermined

A series about travelling into different decades to ensure the world as we know it exists all while falling head over heels for a mysterious stranger.

Soul Food Prologue - Restaurant/SliceOfLife!AU; Fluff; Angst; Crack - Yoongi

A series about the friend-, relation- and hardships you face from adulthood over multiple years long into old age.

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sorry, i'm sure you get asked this all the time, but i'm a new follower and i was wondering why you don't like namjoon?

To make it short: It’s an irrational love kind of hate. He’s too perfect and I don’t trust it.

The crazy answer is that I’ve had multiple dreams with him being an absolute douchebag to me so I hated him until he finally apologised in my dreams. We are on speaking terms now.

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New Year, Same Me?

Hey.

Yes, no cheesy annyeong, nothing overly warm and welcome. Just a simple Hey.

Let me start off by saying: Yes, I am still around. I’ve actually never really left. In all honesty, I’m not even sure why I’ve felt the need to reveal myself right this second. But, if you want to see the inner workings of a self-deprecating and overly dramatic wannabe writer in training, you’ll get an explanation under the cut.

TL;DR: I’m on an indefinite Semi-Hiatus. Thank you for your time and love. You are and will always be appreciated.

- Jani

The truth of the matter is that I’ve lost the ability to write. Not that I thought I was any good in the first place, but now... I simply cannot do it anymore. I think about it almost every day and night. I read what I’ve published prior, I read what I currently have drafted on my computer and I know I can’t continue it. No matter how much I try and it just really fucking hurts. And, yes, I know it goes beyond writer’s block. But see it like losing one of your senses. It used to be there, you used to be able to hear or see and then it suddenly disappears and all you have left are the memories. Some people are strong and learn to live without it. And then there I am, still holding on with every fibre of my body to regain what once was and torturing myself for not being “normal” in the process.

I know a lot of you have given up on me years ago and I more than understand that. Hell, I would’ve done the same. But somehow there are still people that seem to have hope and it sucks for me to disappoint them day after day.

So, because I’ve never officially said it: I will forever and always be on Semi-Hiatus.

Now what does that mean exactly? Well, the short and sweet of it all is, I’m not publishing or teasing stuff anymore and it’ll be a surprise for everyone involved (especially myself) when it’s out there.

The unnecessarily long explanation for it is, I simply cannot let people expect to see something in the near future when I know can’t write anything down. I assure you, again, that I am still writing (or trying to). I am still thinking about every last one of my ongoing series and especially yet to be published ones. I am living and breathing this hobby of mine. And that’s why it pains me so much that I just can’t create. From the very beginning this was always supposed to be a hobby, a way to improve my grammar and use my old noggin a little. But, as perfectionists usually do, it became a passion that turned into this obsession to outdo myself. This isn’t a competition with anyone, yet here we are and it’s feeding my depression like Yubaba fed Chihiro’s parents. So I’ve decided a long time ago that I will no longer set myself a schedule or deadline to not only not disappoint you, but also myself if it isn’t finished on time. And that will continue into the unforeseeable future.

Lastly, and definitely the most important thing I have to say in this entire post, I want to thank every single one of you who have read my stories or, for whatever reason, will read them in the future. Your support, kind words or even tiny gestures such as a like actually mean the world to me and keep me motivated to not give up on this hobby that I have come to love so much. I have and always will appreciate you for stumbling into my life (even anonymously). I can’t promise that I’ll ever post regularly, or even at least once a year for that matter, but I can promise that I will never stop trying to create something behind the scenes. 

Was this whole post overly dramatic and unnecessary? Definitely. Am I sorry I finally wrote down what I’ve been wanting to say for years, to actually be honest with you and myself? Absolutely not.

So, with all of that said and done, I’m just going to say thank you for everything one last time and finally bid you farewell.

I’ll see you when I’ll see you.

Take care.

Bye.

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I’ll never not be amused by the fact that I can drop the words “crucifix nail nipples” into a conversation and some of you who have been with me since the livejournal days will join me in the flashbacks, screaming and crying all the way.

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Saw @heungtanbts took this test and thought it might be fun.

I REFUSE

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Welcome. First Time With BTS?

A/N: Annyeong! Alright, here we are. The long overdue chapter 15. This one was really hard to write and not necessarily because of the plot itself, but because I was somewhat terrified of the reactions this could get. I know, it’s dumb, but we all have our own demons. Then, like a miracle, recently something happened to me that really got me out of my funk, so I started up Word and finally got to writing again. Again, I cannot promise I’ll post more regularly from now on, but I still intend to post whenever I feel the creative juices flowing. I have not given up on writing and myself and I hope neither will you. If you want to keep up with what I’m doing, you can always check out my Twitter @/Supersugatrash where I post a bit more frequently and give a lot more insight on where I am with my stories and even post some random blurbs every now and then. /unnecessary ramble over. I hope this will answer all the questions you’ve had after the last chapter! Enjoy. :)

Story Summary: You wish your life was normal again, but you know it will never be the same. Not with what you’ve experienced since joining one of the most dangerous Gangs in Seoul: Bangtan.

Genre: Gang/Mafia!AU

Word Count: 6,741

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9 | Part 10 | Part 11 | Part 12 | Part 13 | Part 14

Drabble #01

Warnings: Strong Language, Violence (towards every character, including reader), Major Character Death? (Gotta find out for yourself lmao) – You have been warned.

Part 15

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Welcome. First Time With BTS?

A/N: Annyeong! Alright, here we are. The long overdue chapter 15. This one was really hard to write and not necessarily because of the plot itself, but because I was somewhat terrified of the reactions this could get. I know, it’s dumb, but we all have our own demons. Then, like a miracle, recently something happened to me that really got me out of my funk, so I started up Word and finally got to writing again. Again, I cannot promise I’ll post more regularly from now on, but I still intend to post whenever I feel the creative juices flowing. I have not given up on writing and myself and I hope neither will you. If you want to keep up with what I’m doing, you can always check out my Twitter @/Supersugatrash where I post a bit more frequently and give a lot more insight on where I am with my stories and even post some random blurbs every now and then. /unnecessary ramble over. I hope this will answer all the questions you’ve had after the last chapter! Enjoy. :)

Story Summary: You wish your life was normal again, but you know it will never be the same. Not with what you’ve experienced since joining one of the most dangerous Gangs in Seoul: Bangtan.

Genre: Gang/Mafia!AU

Word Count: 6,741

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9 | Part 10 | Part 11 | Part 12 | Part 13 | Part 14

Drabble #01

Warnings: Strong Language, Violence (towards every character, including reader), Major Character Death? (Gotta find out for yourself lmao) – You have been warned.

Part 15

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Welcome. First Time With BTS?

A/N: Annyeong! Alright, here we are. The long overdue chapter 15. This one was really hard to write and not necessarily because of the plot itself, but because I was somewhat terrified of the reactions this could get. I know, it’s dumb, but we all have our own demons. Then, like a miracle, recently something happened to me that really got me out of my funk, so I started up Word and finally got to writing again. Again, I cannot promise I’ll post more regularly from now on, but I still intend to post whenever I feel the creative juices flowing. I have not given up on writing and myself and I hope neither will you. If you want to keep up with what I’m doing, you can always check out my Twitter @/Supersugatrash where I post a bit more frequently and give a lot more insight on where I am with my stories and even post some random blurbs every now and then. /unnecessary ramble over. I hope this will answer all the questions you’ve had after the last chapter! Enjoy. :)

Story Summary: You wish your life was normal again, but you know it will never be the same. Not with what you’ve experienced since joining one of the most dangerous Gangs in Seoul: Bangtan.

Genre: Gang/Mafia!AU

Word Count: 6,741

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9 | Part 10 | Part 11 | Part 12 | Part 13 | Part 14

Drabble #01

Warnings: Strong Language, Violence (towards every character, including reader), Major Character Death? (Gotta find out for yourself lmao) – You have been warned.

Part 15

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Welcome. First Time With BTS?

A/N: Annyeong! Alright, here we are. The long overdue chapter 15. This one was really hard to write and not necessarily because of the plot itself, but because I was somewhat terrified of the reactions this could get. I know, it’s dumb, but we all have our own demons. Then, like a miracle, recently something happened to me that really got me out of my funk, so I started up Word and finally got to writing again. Again, I cannot promise I’ll post more regularly from now on, but I still intend to post whenever I feel the creative juices flowing. I have not given up on writing and myself and I hope neither will you. If you want to keep up with what I’m doing, you can always check out my Twitter @/Supersugatrash where I post a bit more frequently and give a lot more insight on where I am with my stories and even post some random blurbs every now and then. /unnecessary ramble over. I hope this will answer all the questions you’ve had after the last chapter! Enjoy. :)

Story Summary: You wish your life was normal again, but you know it will never be the same. Not with what you’ve experienced since joining one of the most dangerous Gangs in Seoul: Bangtan.

Genre: Gang/Mafia!AU

Word Count: 6,741

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9 | Part 10 | Part 11 | Part 12 | Part 13 | Part 14

Drabble #01

Warnings: Strong Language, Violence (towards every character, including reader), Major Character Death? (Gotta find out for yourself lmao) – You have been warned.

Part 15

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Welcome. First Time With BTS?

A/N: Annyeong! Alright, here we are. The long overdue chapter 15. This one was really hard to write and not necessarily because of the plot itself, but because I was somewhat terrified of the reactions this could get. I know, it’s dumb, but we all have our own demons. Then, like a miracle, recently something happened to me that really got me out of my funk, so I started up Word and finally got to writing again. Again, I cannot promise I’ll post more regularly from now on, but I still intend to post whenever I feel the creative juices flowing. I have not given up on writing and myself and I hope neither will you. If you want to keep up with what I’m doing, you can always check out my Twitter @/Supersugatrash where I post a bit more frequently and give a lot more insight on where I am with my stories and even post some random blurbs every now and then. /unnecessary ramble over. I hope this will answer all the questions you’ve had after the last chapter! Enjoy. :)

Story Summary: You wish your life was normal again, but you know it will never be the same. Not with what you’ve experienced since joining one of the most dangerous Gangs in Seoul: Bangtan.

Genre: Gang/Mafia!AU

Word Count: 6,741

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9 | Part 10 | Part 11 | Part 12 | Part 13 | Part 14

Drabble #01

Warnings: Strong Language, Violence (towards every character, including reader), Major Character Death? (Gotta find out for yourself lmao) – You have been warned.

Part 15

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Welcome. First Time With BTS?

A/N: Annyeong! Alright, here we are. The long overdue chapter 15. This one was really hard to write and not necessarily because of the plot itself, but because I was somewhat terrified of the reactions this could get. I know, it’s dumb, but we all have our own demons. Then, like a miracle, recently something happened to me that really got me out of my funk, so I started up Word and finally got to writing again. Again, I cannot promise I’ll post more regularly from now on, but I still intend to post whenever I feel the creative juices flowing. I have not given up on writing and myself and I hope neither will you. If you want to keep up with what I’m doing, you can always check out my Twitter @/Supersugatrash where I post a bit more frequently and give a lot more insight on where I am with my stories and even post some random blurbs every now and then. /unnecessary ramble over. I hope this will answer all the questions you’ve had after the last chapter! Enjoy. :)

Story Summary: You wish your life was normal again, but you know it will never be the same. Not with what you’ve experienced since joining one of the most dangerous Gangs in Seoul: Bangtan.

Genre: Gang/Mafia!AU

Word Count: 6,741

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9 | Part 10 | Part 11 | Part 12 | Part 13 | Part 14

Drabble #01

Warnings: Strong Language, Violence (towards every character, including reader), Major Character Death? (Gotta find out for yourself lmao) – You have been warned.

Part 15

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Welcome. First Time With BTS?

A/N: Annyeong! Alright, here we are. The long overdue chapter 15. This one was really hard to write and not necessarily because of the plot itself, but because I was somewhat terrified of the reactions this could get. I know, it’s dumb, but we all have our own demons. Then, like a miracle, recently something happened to me that really got me out of my funk, so I started up Word and finally got to writing again. Again, I cannot promise I’ll post more regularly from now on, but I still intend to post whenever I feel the creative juices flowing. I have not given up on writing and myself and I hope neither will you. If you want to keep up with what I’m doing, you can always check out my Twitter @/Supersugatrash where I post a bit more frequently and give a lot more insight on where I am with my stories and even post some random blurbs every now and then. /unnecessary ramble over. I hope this will answer all the questions you’ve had after the last chapter! Enjoy. :)

Story Summary: You wish your life was normal again, but you know it will never be the same. Not with what you’ve experienced since joining one of the most dangerous Gangs in Seoul: Bangtan.

Genre: Gang/Mafia!AU

Word Count: 6,741

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9 | Part 10 | Part 11 | Part 12 | Part 13 | Part 14

Drabble #01

Warnings: Strong Language, Violence (towards every character, including reader), Major Character Death? (Gotta find out for yourself lmao) – You have been warned.

Part 15

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Welcome. First Time With BTS?

A/N: Annyeong! Alright, here we are. The long overdue chapter 15. This one was really hard to write and not necessarily because of the plot itself, but because I was somewhat terrified of the reactions this could get. I know, it’s dumb, but we all have our own demons. Then, like a miracle, recently something happened to me that really got me out of my funk, so I started up Word and finally got to writing again. Again, I cannot promise I’ll post more regularly from now on, but I still intend to post whenever I feel the creative juices flowing. I have not given up on writing and myself and I hope neither will you. If you want to keep up with what I’m doing, you can always check out my Twitter @/Supersugatrash where I post a bit more frequently and give a lot more insight on where I am with my stories and even post some random blurbs every now and then. /unnecessary ramble over. I hope this will answer all the questions you’ve had after the last chapter! Enjoy. :)

Story Summary: You wish your life was normal again, but you know it will never be the same. Not with what you’ve experienced since joining one of the most dangerous Gangs in Seoul: Bangtan.

Genre: Gang/Mafia!AU

Word Count: 6,741

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9 | Part 10 | Part 11 | Part 12 | Part 13 | Part 14

Drabble #01

Warnings: Strong Language, Violence (towards every character, including reader), Major Character Death? (Gotta find out for yourself lmao) – You have been warned.

Part 15

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