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pressing   their   forehead   to   theirs (pls let these sisters bond)

Aegon  doesn’t  get  it.  Though  she  doesn’t  delve  long  enough  to  wonder  why  he  wouldn’t  get  sisterly  love.  She  had  made  Rhaenyra  a  woven  bracelet,  using  a  red  dye  and  staining  the  ends  of  her  fingers.  He  took  one  look  and  became  a  jester.  So,  when  she  revealed  and  gifted  the  bracelet  to  her  older  sister,  she  was  thrilled  with  the  reaction.  Even,  resulting  in  resting  foreheads  against  each  other.  Her  dyed  hands  grab  for  Rhaenyra  and  squeezed  them  three  times,  meaning  I  care  for  you.

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🐝  *  ―  𝑴𝑶𝑹𝑬 𝑹𝑨𝑵𝑫𝑶𝑴 𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑺𝑻 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛  please don't leave me alone. i cannot do this without you.  ❜ ❛  just fucking leave me alone!  ❜ ❛  i'm done crying about this. i'm done crying about you.  ❜ ❛  why do you even pretend to care?  ❜ ❛  will i ever be good enough?  ❜ ❛  i hate you!  ❜ ❛  i don't ever want to see you again.  ❜ ❛  if you don't go now, i promise i'll make your life a living hell.  ❜ ❛  did you ever really love me? or was it all just a game to you?  ❜ ❛  you're not my friend ... not anymore.  ❜ ❛  i don't love you anymore.  ❜ ❛  how could you do this to me? i trusted you!  ❜ ❛  i gave you my heart, and you just walked away like it meant nothing.  ❜ ❛  it's all my fault, isn't it? i ruin everything i touch.  ❜ ❛  this is goodbye. i hope you find the happiness i couldn't give you.  ❜ ❛  can't you see i'm hurting? or do you just not care enough to notice?  ❜ ❛  i don't even know who i am anymore. it's like i've lost myself along the way.  ❜ ❛  i never thought i'd see you again. why did you come back into my life now?  ❜ ❛  i'm finally happy ... why do you have to try and ruin this?  ❜ ❛  i never meant to hurt you.  ❜ ❛  what happened to us? we used to be so good together.  ❜ ❛  promises are just words, meaningless and easily broken.  ❜ ❛  i pushed you away when all i wanted was for you to stay.  ❜ ❛  why couldn't you love me back? am i not enough?  ❜ ❛  i never meant for you to find out like this. i'm so sorry.  ❜ ❛  i wish we could go back and fix the moment everything went wrong.  ❜ ❛  i feel like we're drifting apart, and no matter how hard i try, i can't stop it.  ❜ ❛  i can't believe you'd say that to me.  ❜ ❛  i thought you knew me, but your words make me question everything.  ❜ ❛  i'm trapped between two impossible choices, and neither one feels right.  ❜ ❛  no matter what i choose, someone i care about is going to get hurt.  ❜ ❛  once trust is broken, can it ever be truly repaired?  ❜ ❛  you don't get it! no one does ...  ❜ ❛  no matter what i do, it's never enough.  ❜ ❛  you said you'd always be there for me. where were you when i needed you the most?  ❜ ❛  why should i have hope when everything around me is falling apart?  ❜ ❛  i can't move forward. i keep reliving this moment over and over again, and i'm stuck.  ❜ ❛  i thought i was doing the right thing ... but i realize now that i was wrong.  ❜ ❛  was it all just a lie?  ❜ ❛  i don't even know who i am anymore. i've lost myself in trying to please everyone else.  ❜

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      ⠀            ⠀     ⠀    ❝ 𝖎 𝖜𝖆𝖘 𝖆 𝖌𝖍𝖔𝖘𝖙, 𝖎 𝖜𝖆𝖘 𝖆𝖑𝖔𝖓𝖊.

# DAYRISEN ･ﾟ― ft, headcanon based, private and selective portrayal of Rumi ; influenced by show ( kpop demon hunters ) but not always following the storylines ; Rumi as canon-divergent and heavily worked on by the mun. 21 + only, cared for by nova. ― ･ﾟ

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alr, I’ve decided to make a multi featuring my faves like carl poppa grimes (twd), tanya denali (twi), uraraka + toga (bnha), clarke griffen (100), fern (frieren), many more + a sprinkle of OCs. I’ll slowly work on making the acct xp

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Thinking of making a multi-muse..and moving muses there? because I have a lot of muses like fern from frieren, OCs from twd, and other fandoms I want to try out that I would like to write. O.o not moving helaena tho. but just thinking about it..

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✶

Send ✶ ( or star ) to make a moodboard for my muse.

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Helaena dreams of the past, present and future. The prophetic messages vary from blurred lines to clear as crystal. It depends on her mental state in how often the dreams come or how strong they force through her barrier. Some days, she’s steady as a stone wall while others, she crumbles like dust. They come and creep during the night. But sometimes, all she needs to do is touch someone and get visions. The visions tell her ancient stories doom to repeat. In rare cases, she gets a glimpse of their future in small doses.

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❛ Duty is sacrifice. It eclipses all things, even blood. All men of honor must pay its price.

I   pick   and   toy   at   the   green   embroidery   barely   stitched  into   the   length   of   my   dress.   Slowly,   I   stress   the   small   beads  away   from   the   tiny   black   string.   Purple   eyes   stare   vacantly   at   the  swishing   branches   making   rhythmic   tones   of   scraping.   A   storm   is   coming.   I   can   feel   the   heavy   humidity   layering   thick   against   my   chest.    Then,   his   voices   booms,   thundering   within   the   room.   This   is   the   last    place   I   want   to   be.   Though,   he   commands   my   attention   well.   I   reply    airy,   "But,   I   am   not   a   man." 

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Winds   caress   me   like   a   blanket,   cold   and   empty.   They   lull   me   along   the   spacious   hall,   telling   stories   of   long   ago   and   what   will   be.   Sometimes   it's   hard   to   decipher   which   is   which.   Still,   I   listen   in   forced   merriment.   Every   step   beats   against   the   thin   carpeted   stone   floor,   giving   some   background   noise   to   these   infuriating   whispers.

A   roaring   clank   breaks   my   concentration.   Hands   slam   over   my   ears,   eyes   alert   and   avert   down   the   long   hallway.   Nightmares   don’t   start   off   like   this..my   ears   settle   into   a   soft   ring   in   the   aftermath   while   my   feet   linger   in   the   wake.   Mumbles   waft   into   the   hall   and   dance   until   they   hit   me   aware.   I   drift   towards   the   delicate   noise   and   he   wasn’t   what   I   expected.

I   didn’t   have   to   touch   him.   The   scarce   connection   between   us   doesn’t   warrant   enough   cause   to   comfort   him.   Yet,   I   can’t   simply   let   him   go   without   making   sure   he’s   okay.   My   bones   won’t   let   me.   My   hand   brushes   over   the   crimson   flow.   That   feeble   embrace   bleeds   into   me,   I   see   a   demise   in   his   future.   It   shakes   me   to   my   core,   frozen   at   face   value.   “I   —“   I   swallow   hard   to   find   some   ground.   I   pull   my   hands   back,   staring   at   bloodstained   skin   then   up   at   his   before   smearing   it   over   my   dress.   “—we   should   get   you   to   a   healer..”   The   wound   is   salvageable,   but   I   can’t   say   the   same   for   his   future.

@suthsayer sent: My  muse  wipes  away  the  blood  from  your  muse’s  face,  their  hands  trembling.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ THE BLOOD RAN IN RIVULETS, slim crimson streaks against pale skin, adopting a more pinkish hue where it mingled with a thin, glistening layer of sweat — he was not even sure where he was bleeding from, could feel little of the wounds that had caused it themselves, aside from the undeniable damp, the palpable heat of it as it oozed out and ran down his skin, whatever pain would, undoubtedly, follow later, when adrenaline spreading like fire, and feeling equally as fierce, through veins carrying, and currently gracelessly spilling, the blood of the dragon, at last, waned and something quiet settled not only around him, but also within him, still feeling far from him in these current moments as dark brown eyes trailed helaena's form as she drew near, brought up hands to wipe at the mess coating features, the first contact drawing a quiet, barely even audible hiss of breath from between his teeth — not from pain, for he still couldn't feel much of that yet, rather surprise, a gesture so tender feeling nigh so surreal in the wake of violence, of a fight, that it was startling.

“ it's fine. i'm fine. ” perhaps futile attempts at reassurance left lips in a quiet tone as the long blade within his grasp was relocated to the other hand and his right drifted up slowly, hovering over helaena's, barely settling, barely brushing, yet still at once feeling the tremors that coursed through her fingers, palpable against his own, against his face, all too quickly becoming aware of the tension that seemed to reside within her, a brow furrowing with the realisation that she was shaking as he sought her gaze with his own, fingers now closing around one of her hands to halt the movements, “ helaena? ”

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❛ I do not know my part. The path I walk has never been trod. ❜ // aurane if u want him <3

The   sun   isn’t   warm   like   I’d   like   it   to   be.   It   makes   the   carved   stone   bench   cooler.   Still,   I   embrace   the   difference   against   my   heated   skin.   Yet,   sunlight   rakes   through   the   shifting   leaves.   A   lulling   breeze   creeps   and   goosebumps   raise   on   my   arms.   I   silently   welcome   it,   basking   in   the   stark   contrast.   Crunching   dry   leaves   break   in   the   distance   and   heavy   footfalls   let   me   know   it’s   Aurane.   I   peek   up   through   winking   eyes.   His   shadow   just   inches   from   saying   the   sun.   But,   he   starts   frist.   My   hand   saves   my   aching   eyes   by   making   a   shield,   taking   in   what   he   says.   “I   can   walk   in   front   of   you   so   you’re   not   the   frist?”   I   jest   wholeheartedly.   My   shielding   hand   pats   down   on   the   seat   next   to   me,   “Take   a   seat   and   watch   the   butterflies   with   me.” 

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🪲working on owes, can’t promise they’ll be posted today. but I’m flying around..

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❝𝖆 𝖌𝖑𝖔𝖔𝖒 𝖎𝖓 𝖍𝖊𝖗 𝖉𝖆𝖗𝖐 𝖊𝖞𝖊, 𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖕𝖍𝖊𝖙𝖎𝖈 𝖔𝖋 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖉𝖔𝖔𝖒 𝕳𝖊𝖆𝖛𝖊𝖓 𝖌𝖎𝖛𝖊𝖘 𝖎𝖙𝖘 𝖋𝖆𝖛𝖔𝖚𝖗𝖎𝖙𝖊𝖘 ⸺ ❞

# 𝗦𝗨𝗧𝗛𝗦𝗔𝗬𝗘𝗥 ;       private and selective roleplay blog for helaena targeryan from g.r.rmartin’s fire and blood / house of dragon. Contains mature themes, 20+ only. protected by nova. credit

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AESTHETICS MEME

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#𝚂𝚄𝚃𝙷𝚂𝙰𝚈𝙴𝚁 | independent and selective queen helaena targaryen from grrm's fire & blood / house of the dragon. multiship and multiverse. heavily headcanon based, inspired by personal interpretation. [ brought to life october 22, resurrected may 25. ]

a quick study in unfathomable loss, speaking truth in volumes, brother's keeper, love's rage, finding peace among savages and martyrs, living to the fullest with death perched on your shoulder, surviving through the wreckage and portraying an inevitable future. ( always dreaming with nova. )

directory. open - prompts - playlist - verses - ooc - inspo blogroll. burnarrow, cruelf4tes. affiliates. -

. about mun + muse . hiya, my name is nova. im 29, wasain and i have been writing on and off since 2012, starting on tumblr then moving to discord and rpme. recently ive come back to tumblr. please be kind, and let's have fun.

.  preferences  . helaena is an indie multiship and multi verse character. so, im open to writing her in many verses, as long as it makes sense to me. i usually can work a verse in if it fits the character. as far as shipping, i go with chemisty. if it's not there, then there wont be any romance. please do not push me for a romance.

.  activity   .  this blog will be muse dependent. the more you interact with helaena, the more you'll get. it's crazy how that works. i'm not particular with mutuals, meaning we can interact if we don't follow each other. i usually follow/follow back. but, 9 out of 10 times, im following to stalk ya'lls amazing writing/aesthetics.

.  writing  .  my writing comes in sporadic bursts. like my activity, it depends on muse. most of the time, though, i will write what i ( helaena ) has to say, so multi-para at best. I do try to mirror my partner's writing, but i will draw the line at novella unless we have been writing for quite a while. i will take my time, because if it can't be perfect i won't be doing it. I do write 1POV but if you’d like me to write 3POV. Just ask.

.  disclaimers  .  i will not be tagged spoilers or mature themes. it goes without saying that im writing a character that is involved in tab.oo and adulterated themes. i dont feel the need to explain where im musing. i am block friendly. soft blocks aren't a thing for me. i work hard to have a drama-free environment, especially when im writing with friends, and it will stay that way.

PROMO PINNED HEADER ICON + DIVIDER ~ CREDIT TO CALI

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Alicent Hightower and Helaena Targaryen House of the Dragon - 2.03 "The Burning Mill"

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🪲I’ll be around tmrw to put up some new graphics for pinned and promo ( that I’m SQUEALING about to ) and to write some owes. So if you want a prompt, yall can send them my way. They’re always open. Maybe I’ll get to writing a verse list.

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Com-MUN-ication Meme

🥰 I secretly admire you

🤓 I don't dare talk to you, but I enjoy reading your threads

👋 I just came to break the ice and say "Hi!"

🙂 How are you, mun?

🤔 I want to write with you, but I don't know how our muses might interact

💡 I have a plot idea for our muses

😕 I want to ship with you, but our muses have never interacted

😔 I want to ship with you, but I don't know if you're interested

❤ I want us to be mains

💞 I want us to be exclusives

💍 I want us to be ship exclusive

💘 I want to discuss romantic ships with you

💚 I want to discuss platonic ships with you

🖤 I want to discuss hate ships with you

💜 I want to discuss familiar ships with you

😇 Can you write a starter for our muses, please?

😄 Can you send me some memes, please?

💖 I love you, mun!

🌟 You're my favorite blog

😊 We should talk more OOC

😓 There's a thread I'm waiting for you to reply, but I don't want to feel like I'm rushing you

😬 I want to send you a meme about (x), is it okay?

❣ I want to write fluff with you

👄 I want to write romance with you

🔥 I want to write smut with you

😭 I want to write angst with you

😱 I want to write horror with you

🤩 I WANT TO WRITE EVERYTHING WITH YOU