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hauahauahauahauah me when i feel so unappreciated and useless and yea! 😊 i try so hard to help everyone around me while ignoring my own feelings and yes maybe i am causing the problem but i feel so overwhelmed all the time when i’m trying to help someone 😳😳😳😳…. and when i can’t help someone it’s like my world has ended but i am just being dramatic soooo

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i’m tired bro whywhywhywhywhy

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i hate having friends but feeling like they all hate me 💔 atp it feels like everyone hates me 🥀🥀

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i feel drained and i can’t sleep i need melatonin again

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bro why is it anytime i express my feelings it’s like a bad thing kill me

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guys this is not even in a sexual way but i do wanna show him my body because i just trust him so much and i know he won’t judge me and he’s just so sweet to me and i love him so much

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hi everyone 😊😊

i cant lie i love staring at my tits

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i’m so scared of gaining any more weight

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when i tbink im cute then i see my body 🤣🤣🤣😂😂🤣🤣😂🤣😂🤣🤣😂 how tf am i supposed to be a freak if i’m terrified of someone ever looking at my body like yes i might be a freak but my biggest fantasy is someone telling me that there’s nothing wrong with my body and that it’s perfect it might be a lie but it’s comforting!!! like how can someone see me in a bikini and actually think i look good.

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boredom should be called hell

and bru i wanna be babied so bad like yes treat me like i don’t know any better yes treat me like i can’t take care of myself

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“oh i love this nickname as a joke!!” noooo don’t call me it as a joke ☹️☹️☹️ i love im just too scared to say anything…

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man

all i frickin want is to be babied 🥀🥀

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my wedding outfit idea for those who care

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when will i ever be a good girlfriend i feel like nothing i do helps and nothing i do ever changes anything

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its always so relaxing to relapse but also stressful

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am i jealous of every girl on tiktok that i see yes will i ever tell a soul no ❤️❤️ they have such good stomachs and mine sticks out and i hope no one ever has to see my naked body because it looks so weird and looking down at that would probably make someone throw up i want affection but i think if i ever felt someone touch my stomach i would probably cry my body just looks so ugly to me? like my thighs are fat and my stomach looks weird and on some days i like my body and on some days i dont but no matter what i do i cant lose or gain weight and i hate it so much

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overthinking never hit harder because maybe i am too needy for my own good