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AAAAHHHH OMG GUYS SUMMER BREAK I AM SO READY AND I WAS SO MUCH IN NEED OF AN HOLIDAY OMG I AM SO HAPPYYYY AM I THE ONLY ONE????? Oh and btw I personally love my firat page of July and that quote is totally my mood right now....so let's goooooooo SUMMAH HERE WE COMEEEE

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Scared

Guys I am scared....it's in the middle of the night and I can't sleep cause I am having flashbacks of bad shit that happend lately....now I am scared as hell for it to repeat.... I don't want to be scared....but I am....

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It's Monday again and I am dying....my brains are dead and so are my legs...I trained too hard and now I can barely walk...yeah poor me. Right, Monday....actually this was my last Monday of school this year. Next Monday I have this idiot thing called Sportsday and the week after Testweek starts. WOHOOOO I AM SO EXCITED!!!! Note the sarcasm.

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Working hard on a weekend... wow that's something new. OH AND LOOK AT MY BLUE GLITTER TAPE. ISN'T IT BEATIFUL?❤

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JUNE IS IN DA HOUSEEEEEEE. Last month of crying, homework, tests...a lot of test, summer vibes , tests, crying, tests....I already said tests?? Anyway. HELLO JUNE. WELCOME. Let's start! And after this... a beautiful month calles July, with a wonderfull thing called SUMMERBREAK, beach, NO TESTS AND HOMEWORK, friends and more and more SUMMER VIBES. I say...let's do this!

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Hey there, beautiful

Hey there, beautiful.

Go look in the mirror.

Really look at yourself.

Past the insecurities, past everything you think is wrong.

You. Are beautiful.

Remember that.

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Am I the only one here with this problem?

So everytime I have tk do something, no matter what it is, help someone, write an essay, make a test.

Even before starting I kinda get nervous about failing. Then I am like omg what if I fail. What if I don't get a high mark. What if I do something wrong and then this whole thing will be ruined.

And the thing is, it is all in me. It's not like that my parents or friends tell me I won't me able to do it...actually they tell me all the time I can do it...but still...like I am the only one not believing in myself.

And I KNOW I can do it...it's just this stupid thing that I am scared to ruin it....and because of that...I ruin it.

And the next time I am like. You see...I couldn't do it.

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Okay this is going to be an amazing first post but siriusly....

Okay so gosh, mother nature sucks at planning as much as I do....even worse tbh...and that's bad I can say...

LIKE SIRIUSLY

Everytime I have plans (or some idiot PE running test) mother natures thinks hmm what a wonderfull day. Why not ruin it with a period....

Like everytime I go out or hang out with my friends or freaking wanna go to the beach this stupid period starts

And I am not even starting about the fact that it's totally unfair that boys don't have such a thing. Like why don't have they a kind of period or something so their body shows they didn't make anyone pregnant ughh.

I can tell you...it totally sucks.