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sydneysweeney: l'amour de ma vie

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okay, ouch.. but it doesn't change the fact that there was a time when i did picture you as my husband. so far, things have been pretty decent but you know... things can still change.

Well, you are also a great fuck. But after all we've been through, I figured you deserved better than to be labeled as just that. Anyway. How's France been treating you?

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i don't think this is about liking everyone. usually i'm pretty open-minded when it comes to new acquaintances but this time i'm just about ready to pull my hair out because this person is getting on my nerves. or maybe it's mainly because she's not exactly friendly. but i'm hanging in there... or at least i'm doing better today than i was yesterday. oh my god, yes... you had me at "drinking," but i'm not entirely opposed to talking some shit either.

don't we all have those people? i think so.. i mean no possible human being can like everyone. and some people are easy to just ignore. whilst others find a way no matter what to crawl back into your life and under your skin. you okay though babe? you need a night of drinking and talking shit? cause you know i'm here for you.

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color me shocked as well. what's even happening? i'm totally up for spending some quality time with you, especially after coachella. i could sense you were a bit drained from being the voice of reason. france is incredible. there's so much i want to try, but time is slipping away, you know? well, let's just say i'm not exactly thrilled about my rooming situation. i ended up stuck with chase and his ex. yay me... wait, two supermans? damn it.. you're obviously the lucky one...

you not having an answer for once? oh my, colour me shocked. well we shall fix that right now, no more withdrawals for either of us going forward. france is gorgeous isn't it? a city where the wildest of dreams can come true. oh please do i would not mind, though if you're knocking on my door it better be for sharing yummy treats or wine and not because tears are filling your eyes. i'm quite alright with my situation as well, i get to share with not one but two clark kent's.

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excuse c'est moi? what jam-packed schedule? you must have me confused with someone else. so i'm obviously down for a drink, but only because it's you and i simply adore everything about you. you can always persuade me like magic mike, but like, a female version.

if you didn't squeeze in at least one drink with me in what, i imagine, your jam-packed schedule this week, i'm gonna be seriously offended. if not, i gotta figure out exactly what i need to do to grab your attention. whatever it takes, i'm up for it. / @sydneysxx

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i thought the exact same thing when i first arrived here. it's like everything a single girl could ask for: peace, no need to constantly be in touch with your agent, a spa, delicious culinary experiences, and free drinks? what's not to love? i did, however, venture to the dark side and went on that wine tour yesterday. it was good but at the same time, i kind of wished i stayed at the hotel. screw being social, babes.

I thought I was going to get a lot of sight seeing done in France, but the hotel is so crazy, I don't think I want to leave yet. A spa, a gym, a bar and a pool? It's everything a girl could want in one place. Somehow, I think future me will be greatly disappointed if I don't at least venture out, so despite my wishes, I'll be stepping out into this beautiful country. Have you been out? Can I be envious of you being more adventurous than I am? I don't think I'm half as social as I should be for this trip. @sydneysxx

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sydney: i kind of feel like i do.. there's no other excuse that sometimes my temper gets the best of me. you sure? i mean.. of course. sydney: you don't say... but still.. i shouldn't have reacted the way i did. it wasn't my place to say anything.

chase: it's alright, syd. you don't have to apologise. shit happens, yeah? we're good. if you want to be, that is. chase: took me a little off guard is all. you know me well enough by now to know that being oblivious is my fatal flaw.

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i did go and as much as i needed to get away from the hotel, eight hours of looking at barrels and grapes was a bit much. thankfully, there was free wine so that helped. your own personal wine tour? you mean like going down to a store and buying a bottle?

did you do the wine tour? i need someone to live through since i missed it but also need some recommendations on what to try when i start my own personal wine tour to make up for things. @sydneysxx

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how come we haven't had a chance to hang out yet? i thought you were still obsessed with me, but i get it... you're too cool for me now. you are in france, right? / @mcnt

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so, how does it feel to get away from the football field and spend some quality time with a bunch of hollywood misfits? do you manage to stay in shape even at the hotel? is it like mark wahlberg's workout routine or something? how you guys do it is beyond me. i can barely walk up the stairs without getting winded. / @joebcrrow

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as my designated bestie, i demand that we carve out some quality time together. i may or may not have missed you but either way, we need to catch up and find some time to talk. / @glenpowellx

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you know, i saw you outside the hotel the other day and it got me thinking... i've never actually listened to your music, which is terrible. so, i did what anyone would do and went straight to spotify. and babe, i've got to say, there's something about that country flair that's really got me hooked. / @chasemathw

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i have a request for you and pattinson. i want—no, i need—a picture where i'm standing between the two of you. why, you ask? young me would absolutely freak out and go kiss my edward cullen poster for living the dream. so, is it possible? / @hannahdakota

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jenna, my love, how are you and where are you right now? want to join me for a stroll down by the harbor and grab some ice cream? we've got so much to catch up on. and just so you know, saying no is not an option. / @notjennaortega

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𝑡𝑒𝑥𝑡 𝑚𝑠𝑔 — him. 💕

sydney: i'm sorry for acting like a bitch.. sydney: i know i was out of line. we were just hanging out and i overreacted.