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Actually kinda offended that this photo of Fleetwood Mac isn't as popular in the redraw community as the Anne Hathaway Twelfth Night photo

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and you're telling me the popular ship in the fandom is gideon/harrow and not gideon/dulcinea. that's what i'm given to understand. no one else is melting at gideon saying very genuinely "i don't want you to die". no one else is really really smitten with dulcinea and practically swoons when she talks

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I get that this is mostly a me thing but seeing so many posts making fun of "holy blood cannibalism pomegranate deer" style writing just makes me sad ;-; . guys that's a lot of people's first stab at poetry that's hobby art that's a vulnerable thing to post those are passion projects...

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I am Mohammed, I live in the northern besieged Gaza Strip, I am 21 years old, I have always tried to create a beautiful future for myself in which I achieve all my wishes. I had ambitions and dreams, but they evaporated because of the war, but I still want to achieve them despite the siege. During the war, I lost many things, including my university, my dreams, my job, and some friends. Despite that, I still want to achieve my dreams and ambitions. I want to rebuild my life again, so please help me in that and rebuild my life. Therefore,

please donate as much as you can because that helps me a lot. If you cannot donate, tell people about my suffering.

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this one AMA

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like people forget that weird girls grow into weird adult women. it doesn't just go away. and no you don't perish when you turn 25 or automatically turn into a nonweird wife and mother like some kind of Pokémon end evolution, you end up like me.

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ever since i was a little girl i always knew i wanted to be some sort of horrendous freak

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it makes me so furious when i want to know about a specific ass species of animal and theres only like 6 existing photos of it. like im actually going to pass away if humanity as a whole doesnt release more pied butterfly bat images

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i really do think jasnah's childhood imprisonment was caused by ordinary mental health reasons, not supernatural or spren-related reasons. she seems to fear losing her sanity; her mind apparently once betrayed her, whatever that means; she was locked up by her loved ones in a dark room, which we know is a vorin treatment for mental illness; she mentions being tied down with restraints; dalinar and gavilar were aware of her "lunacy"; jasnah seems to doubt her own memories of it; it apparently lasted several months; and as of gavilar's assassination, she had not bonded ivory - she didn't even understand what she was doing when soulcasting - and, tellingly, ivory does not know about this incident.

it seems a strange thing for her whole family to forget about, but is it really? she doesn't seem to trust her mother, and we all know gavilar was a right bastard - if it was her loved ones who hurt her, it seems plausible it was specifically gavilar (and to a lesser extent navani) who chose to lock her away, which should have been a secret (and shameful at that) but unsurprisingly got out to dalinar somehow. and given that he asks how her lunacy is, that suggests that it definitely lasted several months from both jasnah and other characters' perspectives. almost everyone in her family has a very good excuse not to remember what happened - her father does remember, but he's the one who did it; dalinar was struggling with addiction and therefore might not remember the details well; elhokar would have been a very young child at this time, not old enough to remember; and adolin and renarin weren't born yet. and if the incident were kept secret, why would anyone tell them? the only character who doesn't seem to have any excuse not to remember the incident is navani - but then perhaps she was kept in the dark as to exactly what was happening. it's not implausible that a queen could go several months without seeing her daughter.

most tellingly of all, jasnah herself seems to somewhat doubt her own imprisonment - if no one else remembers it, are her memories really reliable? after all, her own mind betrayed her - somehow. yet she fears losing control, more specifically, losing her sanity - she even seems to understand the heralds' madness, in a way. and her distrust of navani coincides rather sharply with the point of her alleged lunacy...

no, i don't think there's anything supernatural about this at all. she just got some good old-fashioned trauma, which, like kaladin and shallan and so on, later allowed for a nahel bond. what little we know of vorin treatment for madness fits too well together to be coincidence.

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watching re-animator (1985) and now i get why people are obsessed with this little freak. this man has a one track mind, he is creating problems faster than anyone has ever done it, and he is NOT going to stop. beautiful.

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Tma au there everything is the same but jmart are mice

I was at a book store yesterday and I saw this book and I almost cried bc of how cute the mouse on the cover was and how good Kuhlman’s skills were. So I got really inspired

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messing around

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So we definitely need more positive representation of DID, but you know what would be funny? Mildly inconvenient representation of DID.

Oh the world is ending and you need to know about this one specific thing? Yeah I have a guy for that but he doesn't feel like fronting right now

Sorry what's happening rn is this the bad guy? Yeah I just switched in idk what's going on

I know you're dating one alter but we're currently co-con with another alter who hates you so idk how I'm feeling rn

And just who do i think I am? It's funny you should ask that I actually don't know right now

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was going through some of my health records and some doctor put “dresses oddly” next to my psychotic symptoms. hey fuck you too man

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you can be both employed & way too online. it’s called “posting on the clock,” and actually, it’s praxis.

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i got someone to give eskew a try purely through this excerpt once

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love and peace and hugs