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USA is helping Israel, not Ukraine. Where is my white privilege everyone was talking about? Yesterday I needed to work. But how could I, if I felt the smoke of burning bodies, cries and screams?

I don’t feel hatred anymore, it is deeper, more evil. I feel like if I could, I would destroy everything around me with my pain and suffering. We are dying. And world is silent.

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Everyday painful reminder that no one cares about Ukraine. People are jerking off on russians just like before the war. Whatever russia does it’s funny that the whole world will still romanticize it. Georgia, Chechnya, Syria, Ukraine, Moldova. I am disappointed in people. Europe is in danger. But the world is silent. It’s better to listen sad russian music and look at fucking Soviet pictures. Good job guys.

P.S.

If someone wants to whine in comments, remember I live under attacks every fucking day and shut your mouth

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It is so funny (no), but Snape probably would avoid me at any cost, because I actually have a scary attachment to him. Poor man would be running for his life away from me :c

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can we all normalise hating on canon james potter? he was a white, rich, Pureblood, cishet man who bullied another boy because he was poor and in slytherin, blackmailed said boy's best friend to date him, hexed random people in hallways for fun, got his girlfriend pregnant at 19/20 then died a year later.

plus, he humiliated Severus, and literally stripped him to his underwear. that, my dears, is a form of sexual harassment. ONLY fanon james is allowed here. and sometimes even he pmo

also I don't like jegulus. doesn't make sense, like, at all.

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By the way, people who say Snape is a n@zi, do you realize your lovely Draco used a mudblood slur like an interjection?

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I AM SCREAMING LIKE A DOG, WHEN I SEE SNAPE HATERS LOVING DRACO, NARCISSA (BECAUSE OF THE ONE SINGLE MOMENT WHEN SHE LIED ABOUT HARRY BEING DEAD), REGULUS AND BELLATRIX. I LAUGH AND RIP MY FUCKING ASS.

Like you guys realize, Narcissa was pureblood supermacist, like Regulus (I won’t even start about Bellatrix, right?) and Draco wasn’t unloved. He was pretty much LOVED AND ADORED by his family. But Snape is bad because he is bitter man? Like that’s literally all? He had a very bad family, but he can’t be mad at everyone like Draco? Draco is poor boy whimp whimp? And Snape isn’t? Regulus did it for a house elf and when Snape did it for Lily he was bad? Bellatrix killed and tortured innocent people and when Snape yelled at Neville and killed Dumbledore he is a bad guy? Are you fucking out of your mind?

I won’t even answer on comments of people with lack of brains not fucking sorry

Yea I am mad because of the tiktok video, what about it?

And the amount of likes on it I am dying, I live with stupid people on the same planet. You are doing a tattoos of the dark mark, adoring death eaters and hating Snape because of the SAME FUCKING REASONS AND YOU ARE DEFENDING OTHERS LIKE WHAG THE FUCK.

Yeah, I am angry because of the fictional man being hated, why are you mad at me for loving him?

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First Death Eater meeting. Severus is very excited. Later he will remember this day as the one of worst days.

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“I didn’t kill anyone! Ever!”

Snape looked almost mad. His eyes glittered and his jaw cracked.

“You didn’t, it’s true. But you are still covered in blood. Your hands, your legs, your body, your mind. Everything. It’s covered in blood. And how can you live with it?”

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Snape deserves a world. He deserves to be loved. He deserves to be cherished. He deserves someone who would brush his hair, make him breakfasts because he forgot to eat. To believe in him. Even he makes mistakes. Sometimes he is too cold because he thinks it is better that way. To push away people before it is too late and he is attached.

He is the most beautiful character I ever seen. He is calm outside but inside he is like a tsunami of guilt, anger, unrelieved emotions. He is tired. He deserves someone who will kiss his forehead and remind him to drink his potions. He deserves someone to make silly jokes and make him smile. Who should just be here with him. Just because he is existing. Snape needs to be loved. Even he tries to believe he doesn’t want to be loved.

He doesn’t exist. But he makes me feel alive.

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Don’t let me see Snape in my dreams while I am ovulating, please.

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preparation for the DADA lesson

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Just imagine how touch starved Snape is. I mean he would be suspicious and I believe he wouldn’t like to be touched by a stranger but if he would be in the relationship…

I don’t think he asks openly to touch him but when a partner will, Snape will become a mess.

Goodnight ✌🏻

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And for an adult Snape and for an old Snape too!

Not gonna be dramatic but I would die for teen Snape

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You deserve to be loved. Not liked, not lusted after, not settled for, but loved.

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Snape as a partner.

I think Snape would be an amazing partner, not gonna lie.

1. No cheating

Ever. He would prefer die than cheat. This man is loyal as fuck and he would never ever in any way even think about cheating on his partner.

2. He doesn’t care about looks.

He is not conventionally attractive so he never judges. He is sharp tongued, but with his partner he would never say anything bad. I think Snape would love everything about his partner’s body, like genuinely.

3. He is silent.

For people who like to talk a lot, that’s a perfect match. He is the best listener.

4. No physical abuse.

He would never hit his partner and not even touch them roughly. He was abused during his whole childhood and he saw how his mother suffered from the man. As I said, Snape is sharp tongued, but never lay a hand or something else on a partner. No rough sex too, though. I see a lot of headcanons about him getting rough during sex, they are valid, but I think, he would never like to be rough or get spanks. He loves it gently and passionately, but without pain.

5. Cooking and cleaning.

Snape liked to life in his way, and set the rules. So cleaning and cooking would be on him.

6. Space.

He gives a space. Snape asks if he can be around his partner when they are busy with hobbies or own business. He would read near the partner or do his things.

7. Incredible humor.

I don’t even need to say anything else, have you read books? He is a sassy icon.

8. Support.

Snape would support every hobby or idea that partner ever has. He was never supported by anyone and he would over support a person he loves.

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I've noticed something about Snape—one of his biggest red lines, the thing that truly pushes him to his limit, is when someone's life is in danger.

In those moments, he becomes the most vulnerable version of himself. He forgets everything—every grudge, every precaution, every defense mechanism—and his only focus is getting people out of harm's way, no matter the cost.

So vulnerable that hearing about Ginny Weasley's kidnapping forces him to lean on the back of a chair. So vulnerable and unguarded that while saving Harry from Quirrell’s curse, an eleven-year-old sets him on fire. So vulnerable that, in his attempt to manage the chaos of the Shrieking Shack—with children, a werewolf, and a supposed murderer—he’s disarmed by 13-year-olds. He's so reckless that he makes an Unbreakable Vow for Draco. So reckless that he chases a werewolf, without Wolfsbane, under the full moon near sunset. So reckless that he ventures into the Forbidden Forest to find lost children. So reckless that he roams the hallways in the middle of the night, in his nightgown, chasing the sound of a scream. So reckless that, as a Death Eater, he risks everything to warn the leader of the opposite side about Voldemort's plans to kill the Potters—and is willing to give anything to save them. He's so ungrudging that he carefully carries an unconscious Sirius Black. So ungrudging that when Black is captured, he checks on him immediately and alerts the Order of the Phoenix. So ungrudging that he risks his cover to save Lupin.

And I think these moments say so much about his humanity—things the books never fully explain.

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What is your Hogwarts house?

If just simply - Hufflepuff.

I feel like the characteristics of all houses suits me but not enough. I am ambitious but not as a Slytherin. I don’t think I am stupid but not too smart to be a Ravenclaw. I don’t feel like brave enough to be In Gryffindor, also I feel like Gryffindor is just for white heterosexual dudes (joke). I am kind and hardworking. And that’s why Hufflepuff suits me. I like to eat so kitchen in near my common room too :)

Hufflepuff is underrated. More underrated than Ravenclaw, unfortunately.