#snape art

[chloral404]

[shadowdiyt]

Severus

[mrs-snape5984]

„You’re not alone, together we stand. I’ll be by your side, you know, I’ll take your hand…”

“Just stay strong, ‘cause you know, I’m here for you…” (“Keep holding on” by Avril Lavigne)

I decided to set a trigger warning on this post: Miscarriages, high risk pregnancies, ICSI treatments, traumatic wish for a child journey, hysterectomy. So, please feel free to skip the following x paragraphs, if you feel triggered by these topics. Thank you.

Those of you lovely people of Snapedom, who know me and my way of blogging about Severus and my personal hardships might have noticed, that I’m mostly venting about ME/CFS and the crumbs, which are left from my former life. Since I can’t do much about it right now, I decided to “fix” another one of my countless issues…an internal wound, which desperately needs to heal!

As some of you might remember, I’m a mother of three wonderful children. There are my eleven years old twins and then there’s my six years old daughter. My pregnancies were the result of a long and painful journey of ICSI treatments, several miscarriages, way too many tears, about ten surgeries - due to Endometriosis and myomas - which eventually ended in a hysterectomy four years ago.

My desperate wish for a child led me to some decisions and life choices, which I probably wouldn’t have made, if I would have been clearer…maybe more stable in my whole mindset. One of these choices was a totally over rushed marriage to a narcissistic man, who made me believe, that he wanted the same. Gosh…I’ve been so desperate and so fucking stupid! Well, at least I got my twins because of him.

I went to the appointment for the transfer of the embryos on my own. He didn’t want to join the procedure…and I should have known, that he was already saying “goodbye” back then.

The pregnancy was rough. I had to lie in bed from the 8th week of pregnancy until they were born as premature babies in the 29th week of pregnancy. The last 4,5 months of pregnancy, I had to stay in the hospital…fighting for my babies’ lives all on my own. The father of them had decided, that he didn’t want to be a father anymore…wow…

I don’t want to go further into details about this phase of my life…at least not yet. I commissioned my friend @alinearthp for this project and asked her for several drawings of the different phases of my journey to become a mother. This artwork will be the start of my healing process…and I’m incredibly grateful, that you’re doing this for me, Aline! I know, that you’ll need time to draw all these wishes of mine, but I’ll be patiently waiting for each of your breathtaking pieces of art, my dear!

So, for the next couple of months, Severus will accompany me on my path through this phase of my past…just like he did back then, when I spent months in a hospital bed in “Trendelenburg” position. During this period of my life - and to be honest, in so many other phases of the past 21 years, as well - I clung to my imagination of Severus in order to feel less helpless and alone. His resilience and determination have always been my inspiration to keep going through all these hardships, which life kept throwing at me. He’s the love of my life…and he will forever be the guiding light in my darkness.

🖤Severus & Julia🖤

🖤Sevy & Jules🖤

[ritathecat]

Severus Snape - 1985

[tageerdo]

[bbluxart]

On my snape shit again...

[corgi-nub]

Severus Snape, around 1973, angrily taking notes. Maybe he sees someone he hates.

[vulnus-sanare]

Fantasizing about an older version of Severus, post-war, ALIVE (he never died he just moved no more, don't fight me), and actually seeing my fantasy being pushed to reality is a true privilege.

@mmad-lover you have infinite patience. Thank you for giving me the 50-year-old Severus I have dreamed about 🥹

I am undeniably weak for this man.

[moonychildxd]

I just noticed the VOLUME ON THIS MAN'S CHEST JJYVVJJVMHJKB GUYS 🥺😫

[shugister]

[chloral404]

[potion-papa]

*crawls out of hole and throws sketch at you*

Can't end 2023 having posted only one drawing (that I actually made in 2022). So here he is. Happy new year everyone :)

[shuaib1220]

My amazing Secret Santa gift from @ebysse 🤩😎🥺

3 of my absolute favorite fictional characters in one photo and a depiction of Snape casting the silver doe in the Forest of Dean. One of my favorite canonical Snape moments

[ritathecat]

I think Severus would be good with animals

[tageerdo]

That Awful Boy

[bbluxart]