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Glenn Brown- Layered Portraits (after Lucian Freud) 1-9, 2008

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Shoutout to everybody with DID or OSDD who keeps going back to the DID/OSDD tumblr tags even though they know they rarely find anything relatable and will only get triggered and end up yelling “That’s not how any of this works!” at their screen. 

You’re my people.

We know the fridge is empty. We keep opening it anyway. 

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Something that get pushed in a lot of DID/OSDD spaces is constantly telling everyone when you switch, tagging every post with the alter who wrote it, on discord always using pluralkit or one of the other similar bots so every message says what alter sent it.

And I just feel like. Some people maybe could benefit from the reminder that No One is entitled to know every time you switch. No One is entitled to know exactly what alter wrote what. It's perfectly fine if you want to do these things. If that makes your online experience better and more comfortable for you, then do that. But if you're doing it because "everyone else does it", you feel pressured to, you're afraid of being judged if you don't? Then don't do it. It's okay. No one is entitled to any of your alters names, let alone knowing when you switch, ect.

Hell, a lot of people don't even realize right away when they've switched, or they know they've switched but don't know who they are, or they're multiple alters blurring together, or just multiple alters being co-con. We don't always know who wrote what. Sometimes we don't know who we are. Sometimes several of us contributed to a post or even a single message on discord. These are more common experiences than is necessarily shown in the community. They can even be a big part of the disorder.

Also even if you do want to sign messages or posts even for just your own purposes, don't feel like you have to use the name you actually go by in your system. You can go by a single letter, an emoji, and entirely different name, ect. People use pseudonyms online all the time. Even if it wouldn't lead back to your legal identity, it's okay to not want to share your name.

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FIRST step to enjoying any media is getting attached to the character whose suicidal tendencies are the most obvious

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magical angel sweet mint doll: nurse outfit (takara 1990)

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Fun system activities: almost saying something that applies to you as an alter, but definitely not to you as a whole in front of someone who doesn’t know you’re a system

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🃏💎 Jewelpets and the Clow Cards : Everything will be fine

A positive message which might sounds mellow for some, but not for me and others 🫶

(Long explanation for why I did this drawing below: ⬇️)

Has someone ever cried by sadness with laughter ?… I am. If I should say what is the intense pain-from-suppressed-depression expression, that could be this : Crying by sadness with laughter.

It happened one time when I was watching the episode 46 : The final judgement from Cardcaptor Sakura in 2018. It wasn't… a great year to be fair. Like Sakura, i was feeling alone in a world which didn't seem not my place. Today, I watched it again, 7 years later. Well, I didn't have the same pain feeling, but I'd be lying if I was saying I didn't feel like crying…

I did the same for Jewelpet Twinkle by watching the episode 51 again. And strangely… I saw myself with Alma (like I'd felt in 2018, but with Sakura) : the loneliness feeling, the fear to trusting other, the conviction that I must handling everything of my own, etc.

Nowadays, I keep going ✊ As long as I share my love, whether in my drawings, my cooking, my interactions with my friends, etc., I know I will emerge from any pain victorious, whatever happens :

« Everything will be fine ! »

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Precure! Floral Tourbillon!

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いつまでも御一緒に…

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what I call self-love ♡

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I LOVE COMPLEX DATED ADVERBS. Wherein. Heretofore. Thereon. Hereunto. Whereof. Hitherward. Hereinafter. How can you look at these words and not lose your mind. They're insane. I think I'm in love.

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trailing fuchsia 🌸

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Hydnellum peckii (Bleeding tooth mushroom) 🩸

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vivetta spring 2018 details ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚

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Today i accidentally listened to a song that made me sad and then the ambulance came to take me away forever