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Happy Pride month to my favourite non-binary asexual of all time.

Jonathan Sims, head archivist of the Magnus institute, lover of cats and killer of monsters, I could write an entire novel - NAY - fill an entire LIBRARY of novels dedicated to how much I love you.

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An overwhelming sense of dread has set over me

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Freedom is ignoring any and all fandom drama so I can enjoy the original media in peace.

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this isn't going to have a happy ending...

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God I love artistly camp and pretentious films.

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Can I do anything without thinking of tma oh my god

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Oh heeyyy

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I am a primitive, amoebic organism and I work at the shit factory. I eat, breathe and dance feces - such is my joy and sustenance, such is my labor.

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I'm gonna be so deadass if you use generative ai I will automatically come to the conclusion that I am superior to you.

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Heyyy…….. long time no see……

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what the fuck is the Silt Universe????

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I already posted this on twitter but I thought tumblr would appreciate this as well.

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I’ve alway felt disconnected from my face. I’ve stared into the mirror countless times, scrutinised every aspect of my appearance and never once has it felt mine and mine alone.

The eye, nose, lips, and cheek are references directly from the few images I have of myself. The eye on the building behind the subject is a reoccurring symbol in my works, symbolising my paranoia and constant feelings of being watched. The stitches and bolts on the subjects neck is a reference to my deep connection with Frankensteins monster.

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This painting is about my complicated relationship with God as someone who was raised agnostic, flesh and my body, and AI and modern technology.

“God became flesh, flesh will become machine” is written on the screens and wall behind the subject. Wires worm their way through the subjects veins, infiltrating their innards. An electric blue halo hangs above their head symbolising their connection to the divine and the machine. Jesus Christ is shown on the screens to their left, the divine has now become the machine.

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I HAVE A THEORY not a good one but

Jane Prentiss was obsessed with black heads and pimples and such things similar. Things like bugs under the skin and the like. That fear and obsession and her generally toxic personality may have led the Corruption to manifest the wasp's nest in her attic. The corruption used her fears and obsession to feed on her but then i think it may have realized to an extent that it wasn't as reliant as using her fully, so she was wormed.

My general theory is that yes- you can use your own fears to feed a fear entity if you want to be noble or whatever, but it's not as efficient or reliant. Soon enough the entity will completely consume you as it knows it'll get more out of you if you're completely consumed by it and under its complete control.

The only way you can prevent that is by feeding on others fears. It's a choice on whether you're willing to risk your own health and life for people who will never know or care or succumbing to your nature and feeding what feeds you.

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Genuinely one of my favorite artists ever. They've influenced so much of my artwork!

im going to make a masterpost for all of my works relating to my series “In God’s Hands”