MAP OF HEART : self-love.
a walkthrough behind the lyrics of self loving.
my #WordsByBangtan monthly event entry.
the shape of heart: self love isn’t linear. we first go downwards into the pit of ourselves, going through thoughts and hatred, taking wrong paths to realize which one we are to deserve, an epiphany that shapes us to love and accept ourselves; until the arrival, the answer.
the first stage of our heart shape is the first bending downwards to observe the depths of ourselves, the reflection namjoon speaks about that can be caught by looking down on the Han River, whenever he gets absorbed in his own being. we meet who is the us to reach the loving of.
the second stage is the first trial of choosing a path that turns out to be wrong, the fake loving. in their words, we can recognize the act of looking back at that reflection, unable to recognize the own being as fake self love, is an erasure of self, neglecting to be perfect.
the stage is at the bottom of the pit of self discovering, turning point when the right path of self loving is taken. as jin sings, the mask of the “fake love” fell, we are the one we should love, with imperfections, perfections unnoticed to adapt to a surreal perfection.
the rising point is the true shape of love that shapes us into loving beings. as namjoon outlines, love that is true and love that comprehends the human, accepts the nature, approaching and embraces its sharpness to mild, gently rough them until turning into beings of love.
the last stage, we have reached our answer. loving ourselves means also to love when we weren't able to rightfully, when we got the wrong loving, when we have visited the wrong paths, not to conform to fake beauty but to find in our own being the reasons, the true self love.
the voyage is completed, the shape of heart has been rounded and has taken place. it might be repeating itself, it might be a constant cycle of rewriting the same path loving shaped.
if you're interested in reading the entire analysis, here is the link:
archiveofourown.org/works/29676483
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all the translations have been taken from doolsetbangtan.wordpress.com
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MAP OF HEART : self-love.
a walkthrough behind the lyrics of self loving.
my #WordsByBangtan monthly event entry.
the shape of heart: self love isn’t linear. we first go downwards into the pit of ourselves, going through thoughts and hatred, taking wrong paths to realize which one we are to deserve, an epiphany that shapes us to love and accept ourselves; until the arrival, the answer.
the first stage of our heart shape is the first bending downwards to observe the depths of ourselves, the reflection namjoon speaks about that can be caught by looking down on the Han River, whenever he gets absorbed in his own being. we meet who is the us to reach the loving of.
the second stage is the first trial of choosing a path that turns out to be wrong, the fake loving. in their words, we can recognize the act of looking back at that reflection, unable to recognize the own being as fake self love, is an erasure of self, neglecting to be perfect.
the stage is at the bottom of the pit of self discovering, turning point when the right path of self loving is taken. as jin sings, the mask of the “fake love” fell, we are the one we should love, with imperfections, perfections unnoticed to adapt to a surreal perfection.
the rising point is the true shape of love that shapes us into loving beings. as namjoon outlines, love that is true and love that comprehends the human, accepts the nature, approaching and embraces its sharpness to mild, gently rough them until turning into beings of love.
the last stage, we have reached our answer. loving ourselves means also to love when we weren't able to rightfully, when we got the wrong loving, when we have visited the wrong paths, not to conform to fake beauty but to find in our own being the reasons, the true self love.
the voyage is completed, the shape of heart has been rounded and has taken place. it might be repeating itself, it might be a constant cycle of rewriting the same path loving shaped.
if you're interested in reading the entire analysis, here is the link:
archiveofourown.org/works/29676483
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all the translations have been taken from doolsetbangtan.wordpress.com
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Clearing out my camera roll 9186/?
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Heeseung as a boyfriend
I am not a professional astrologer and I am still studying astrology so these are based on my opinions and do take them with a grain of salt. This post is not meant to send hate to the idol in any way and is intended only for entertainment purposes and based solely on astrology.
Heeseung's placements
Libra Sun
Virgo Moon or Libra Moon
Libra Mercury
Virgo Venus
Capricorn Mars
EXPECTATIONS IN A RELATIONSHIP:
Heeseung expects lots of maturity in a relationship. Relationship means commitment to him and it can only be done with proper communication. He might expect his partner to be as invested as himself in their career. He might expect a lot of space in the relationship and prefers a laid back relationship. He also expects his partner to help him out in his day-to-day activities.
HIM AS A BOYFRIEND:
So Heeseung is a chill boyfriend. He might be a little cold if I'm speaking honestly. Though Libra placements are romantic af they are still an air sign. With his Air and Earth placements he is a no-nonsense boyfriend. He is the type of boyfriend who prefers staying indoors and might like dates in the comfort of home. He might be a little cold and helping might his love language. He loves helping out around the house. He might be a cold boyfriend as he might take relationships very seriously and considers it a responsibility. He is the type of boyfriend that fixes a day, time and place for a date. He likes planned things as it gives him less stress. He might have a habit of picking out his partner's flaws and telling them. This may not appeal to everyone. He is the type of boyfriend who makes sure that their partner is at their best selves and that includes pointing out their flaws and helping them in getting rid of it. However, his partner may not always like it since they might find him a little too nitpicking and picky. He is a very career driven person so he might put his career over relationships. He might have a bit of trouble balancing both his personal and professional life. He might also not be a very adventurous boyfriend. So if his partner loves way too much socializing and expects him to do that then it might clash with him. He is also a possessive boyfriend but may not show it properly so his partner may get frustrated. He is also a very hard person to get to open up so that might clash with his partner if they are an emotional person. He is the type to gives great life advices but may not be able to handle really emotional people. It might leave him a bit drained and might have escapist tendencies. He is very mature boyfriend and does not tolerate any kind of immaturity in his partner.
LIKES:
He prefers career oriented and driven individuals. He also might like it if they have really amazing polished communication skills. He prefers people who are not clingy but possessive. He also finds it attractive when the person has their life very well put together. In terms of dressing and style he prefers a person who dresses in a simple and neat way. He also likes it when a person is a natural caretaker. He likes it when people are rational and don't waste his time in general. He also likes it when the person takes health really seriously and allocates time for self care.
DISLIKES:
Very flamboyant people. People who can't take care of themselves. People who are way too emotional and not rational. People who aren't interested in self improvement. People who overdo things. People who talk over others. People who demand too much attention.
SONG THAT I THINK REMINDS ME OF HIM:
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some hinatas i coloured ! im fairly new at manga colouring but its been fun! feel free to use!
please like/reblog if u use!
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