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i apologize profusely for the silence on my end.

my mental health tanked a couple months ago and i took time off to recover. won’t go into too much detail, but i am doing a little better. writing has been beneficial in the recovery process and now that i’m improving, i’m continuing where i left off. i’ll do my best <3

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slowly making progress. mentally, i am in a rut but writing seems to be helping. thank you all for your patience and all the positivity, it really helps <3

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think TWICE 🍭

Twice 5th World TourReady to Be: ONCE More2024.03.16Allegiant Stadium

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title: seven pairing: fuckboy! jungkook x reader (f) genre: smut | angst | fluff | fuckboy! jungkook rating: explicit ; m ; you name it...MDNI!!! warnings: will be stated at the beginning of each chapter!

summary: "give me seven days to change your mind."

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sorry for the silence! i just got back from vegas on sunday and i was so exhausted. from friday to sunday, i only got a total of 9 hrs of sleep and i had an early shift the next day :') the weekend outside of the concert was too eventful for me hahaha. i'll post some pictures soon :)

i'm making steady progress on the first chapter to seven for the time being. just need to have actual time to sit and write TT_TT

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YOU ARE THE SWEETEST @solecize <3 <3 <3 I LOVE YOU ALREADY TT_TT

my on-repeat playlist is either punk rock or k-pop hahahaa

save me - bts (one of my go to's and my car’s natural bass just makes it pop offffff especially when i’m sitting there in traffic TT_TT )

either way - ive (this has been on repeat because it’s inspiration for a pivotal scene in my jungkook story seven and it’s one of my favorites from them)

left and right - charlie puth ft. jungkook (i really love that part of the chorus where it does play on the left and right speakers individually…plus JK <3 it’s such a good song)

people - agust d (same as #2, but it’s the main inspiration for my yoongi story people. it’s one of my absolute favorites and iono…this rainy weather here in CA right now + this song = the story’s inspiration)

good day - weeekly (i just started listening to them and it’s super catchy even if it’s repetitive)

catastrophe - atreyu (one of the few non k-pop songs to grace the playlist. i love blasting this in my car, airpods…in general hahaha #ripears)

crazy stupid love - twice (HANDS DOWN one of my favorite songs from them. the harmonizing is seriously insane and dahyun a born writer. WHO HURT HER??? i am seeing them this weekend in vegas and I AM READY FOR THIS SONGGGGG)

close to me - blackswan (found this randomly through yt shorts and iono...it grew on me!)

one day - monsta x (same thing as #2)

god’s menu - stray kids (please...bang chan in the pre-chorus and that move he does makes me absolutely weak)

tagging: @dsgirl2024, @cumsuga, @jknoah, @hobicorewhore, @dirtychocolatechai *first mutuals that popped up* <3 <3 <3

! "10 on repeat shuffles" tag game !

rules: shuffle your on repeat playlist and post the first 10 tracks, then tag 10 people

tagged by: no one but started by @galaxycunt when i saw the post on my dashboard. thank u hellsite algorithm~

will include a little excerpt of explanation on why it could be in my on-repeat playlist + not include an artist repeat

obstacles - syd matters (last song from the sub homesick alien playlist + notable time wave vibe songs cause it is also in the life is strange game)

tinnitus - txt (part of my audiophiles' eargasm playlist where i wanna hear a godly-produced song with my best headphones)

duvet - boa (i think it has been in my on repeat since 2021 when i watched serial experiments lain and has never left. a notable song for terra incognita)

this is why - paramore (just heard the whole album last month and every time i listen to this song, i'm in a state of catharsis cause I CAN RELATE)

tom sawyer - rush (having been particularly obsessed with the iron claw movie, this song is stuck in my head and i swear i love prog rock even more + i'll be learning the bass line of this song hopefully)

euphor - novo amor, lowswimmer (heard this for the novo amor concert i went to last week (even though they didn't perform it). part of the beomgyu time wave's spinoff playlist)

solsbury hill - peter gabriel (another addition to my audiophiles' eargasm playlist cause it sounds so odd that it's so interesting)

weird fishes/arpeggi - radiohead (the song that embodies me as a person + have been putting it on repeat during my bday because it's the day that i just embraced my self of being a pisces which includes hearing this playing in the car and a solo date to the aquarium)

follow you follow me - genesis (the song that reminds me of soobin idk why. it's also in my sub homesick alien playlist)

do hot girls like chords? - knower (heard this from micthesnare and it's my introduction to indietronica and jazz-funk (cause i've already know acid jazz from jamiroquai)

tagging: (based on the last 10 moots that show up on my dash) @boba-beom @stardragongalaxy @lovejoshua @txt-yaomi @euphor1a @junniieesbby @itz-yerin @pyeonghongrie @dido-of-the-endless @robin-obsessed and anyone who wants to join! (new songs to listen to yes pls)

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so it looks like i’m writing seven first hahahaa.

i was about to head to bed early this morning but spotify decided to shuffle to one of the songs that inspired the series at the last second and next thing you know…a couple pages were born and hours of sleep sacrificed TT_TT now i’m at work sorta kinda regretting it…but not really because i’m happy to get any word count down.

shiesh…i need to pack too cause i’m leaving on friday.

here is the beginning blurb! excuse the wretched writing…it was like 4 in the morning for me X3X i’m definitely gonna add more and flesh it out during editing. preview after the cut <3

When your ex broke up with you, it felt as if the rug under you was pulled and you were left in a free-fall. When you landed, you would never know…at the time.

For weeks, you cried yourself to sleep. Park Jimin, your best friend, was with you through everything, even going as far as having you stay over at his place until you were ready. To that, you owed him everything.

For months, you felt as if you were reliving that one moment in Twilight when Edward left Bella, just going through the motions but not living it. You went to work, school, ate, and barely slept. Rinse and repeat, that was your life at the time.

It took a year for you to finally get yourself back on your feet. A year for you to look at your ex and wonder why the hell you cried over that piece of shit. A year of regret, crying over someone like him, but life goes on.

Or so you thought.

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i'm going to vegas next weekend for the twice concert and i'm trying my darnest to get something written in time before i leave! however, curse my introverted self for being so exhausted after work from socializing with customers/coworkers X_X i still have to pack and find all my concert necessities too TT_TT

here's to some attempt!

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<3 <3 <3 thank you so much TT_TT

who am i? (updated 2/8/24)

name: mari age: too old pronouns: she/her occupation: nurse during the day | avoiding sleep with anything yoongi or jin related during the night bias: yoonjin and ot7

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hi, i’m mari and welcome to hell my blog. 

where to find me: @taestysugakookie on a03

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title: people pairing: brother's best friend! yoongi x reader genre: smut | angst | fluff | brother's best friend! yoongi rating: explicit ; m ; you name it...MDNI!!! warnings: will be stated at the beginning of each chapter! summary: "yoongi, answer me this. are people the ones who change, or is it just you?"

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finally! that invite finally came through <3 we're live folks :) *cries that taestykookie wasn't available, but this is fine*

i have an exam at the end of the month so i have been "diligently" studying, hence why i haven't been as active as much TT_TT i have been so drained every day balancing studying and work that i crash and burn when i get home. rinse and repeat and you get a preview of my life behind the screen.

HOWEVER...

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU for the loving response to my preview! once this exam is over, i promise to continue writing and making some more content. pls bear with me for the time being *cries*

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just a sneak peek at what i'm currently writing and working on PS :)

title: people pairing: yoongi x reader

"Yoongi, answer me this. Are people the ones who change, or is it just you?"

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who am i? (updated 2/8/24)

name: mari age: too old pronouns: she/her occupation: nurse during the day | avoiding sleep with anything yoongi or jin related during the night bias: yoonjin and ot7

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hi, i’m mari and welcome to hell my blog. 

where to find me: @taestysugakookie on a03