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Nick Necro, Zatanna Zatara and John Constantine one fateful evening in Oblivion

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because I am obsessed with the occult and poly-ships <3

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Jonathan Rhys Meyers in NBC Dracula

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Because hands GDI.

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Because piano.

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Always meant to be together                                       but never meant to be

a silly dumb moodboard to celebrate with my wifey our three month anniversary writing these disaster humans.

@thedemonconstantine I am still in awe of your writing and I can’t believe you put up with me. You’re the Satan to my Lilith , my shake to my bake and I adore you <3. I will make us something decent next month when I have photoshop again.

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      { How are you Ruined? }

ruined by apathy

you cant bring yourself to care. you hate that you cant feel what you used to be able to feel. you hate that you cant be happy. you hate that you cant bring yourself to actually hate. your apathy has swallowed you and immersed you in a well of nothingness. you cant feel what you cant forget. you cant see what you close your eyes to. you choose to feel nothing, and you have lost everything because of it.

tagged by : @thecursedhellblazer​ and @thegreenxrcher​ tagging: who ever wants to do it.

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Character development sheet tagged by @blizzardmuses​ five hundred moons ago.

Muse: Nick Nolan

☝ - How tall are you? : 5 ft 11 ✔ - Sexual Orientation : bisexual 🚬 - Do you Smoke? : occasionally 🍷 - Do you Drink? : yes ♒ - Do you Take Drugs? : on occasion for purposes you would not understand 💉 - Have Tattoos? : yes ✂️ - Got any Piercings? : no ✌ - Want any piercings? : no ♥ - Do you like anyone? : Yes. 🎤 - Top 5 favorite bands? : The Smiths, The Cure, Depeche Mode,Joy Division,Alice Cooper 😒 - Biggest pet peeve? : Getting interrupted 💦 - What makes you horny? : Teasing seduction ✏ - Random fact about yourself. :I suffer from road rage and thus rarely drive if it can be avoided. ✈️ - Where are you from? : New York 🚀 - Where do you wanna visit? : Peru. 😷 - Something you hate eating? : Nothing. Eating disgusting stuff becomes second nature if you’re a sorcerer. 💃 - Can you dance? : Enough to not look like I am having a seizure. 💏 - Do you love anyone? : Yes. 👟 - Favorite shoe(s) to wear? : Pass. 🌴 - A island you would visit? : Any of them. 🌀 - Favorite type of weather? : Autumn. 🔮 - Do you believe in luck? :  ISH. 📱 - What kinda phone do you have? : Landline. 🍴 - Favorite food(s) to eat? : Pasta. (he doesn’t admit his actual favorite) 🍭 - Favorite Candy? : I don’t have a sweet tooth. 🍇 - Favorite fruits? : All of them. Fruits are amazing. 🚘 - Dream car(s)? : None . 🚔 - Have you ever been arrested? : Yes 🚑 - Have you ever driven in an ambulance before? : Yes 🎫 - Do you have a license? :Yes 🚼 - Do you have or want kids? : Undecided. 🐶 - Do you own a pet? : Yes. 😔 - Something that makes you sad?: Stupidity being encouraged. 😡 - What pisses you off? : Failure. Traffic. Gum poppers. 😏 - What turns you on? : That is for me to know and my lover to discover. 😈 - Are you a freak? : Kind of. 💪 - Do you work out? : Lightly.

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♣ HANDWRITING MEME.

go here and find handwriting styles for your muse(s) !hint: the site does not let you type in custom phrases on mobile.

tagged by @thegreenxrcher​ (thank you Shar <3 ) tagging : you wanting to do this as Shar and a couple of others already tagged almost everyone/ im already late to the party.

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Spell list : cantrips

Because y’all know I am a stickler for rules I made a spell sheet for my Nick Nolan muse. I will post one section a day not to spam dashes.  In italics my adjustments on the spells

Ignis: Nick’s only reliable silent cantrip. A tiny ember that grows and grows up to an area of thirty feet. My own made up cantrip. Sapping sting: Sap the vitality of one creature you can see in range. Blade ward: You extend your hand and trace a sigil of warding in the air. Until the end of your next turn, you have resistance against bludgeoning, piercing, and slashing damage dealt by weapon attacks. Spare the dying: You touch a living creature near death. The creature becomes stable. This spell has no effect on undead or constructs. Life force is removed from caster. Mage hand: A spectral, floating hand appears at a point you choose within range. By name only, Nick casts a shadow hand and can not cast the spectral version of the cantrip. Eldritch blast: A beam of crackling energy streaks toward a creature within range.  Fire bolt: You hurl a mote of fire at a creature or object within range. Make a ranged spell attack against the target. Chill touch: You create a ghostly, skeletal hand in the space of a creature within range. Make a ranged spell attack against the creature to assail it with the chill of the grave.

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matching shitty picrew things I done of the murder bean and the gremlin cause I was bored at lunch and can’t send them via google docs.

@thedemonconstantine​ imma use them on our verse page xD

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aesthetics for the entities, part i.   bold what applies to your muse, italics what applies situationally or only in certain verses. rest of the fears here.  this is based on a horror podcast;  potentially triggering and / or upsetting content ahead!

i.  the buried.  

weighed blankets.  drowning.  the comfort of a loved one’s weight.  soil and sand piling on top of you.  hugging so hard it hurts a little.  cramped hiding spots.  letting out air underwater to sink to the bottom of the pool.  walls pressing in on you.  not moving from a position even though you’re cramping a little.  dragging the last second before you have to inhale.  lonely subways.  feeling like one with the earth.  a layer of dirt on you.  looking for something below.  cardboard boxes and tiny pillow forts.  hands calloused from digging.  knowing that your purpose is just below the surface.  entering your final resting place before it kills you.  a storm drowning you out.  dust and sand speaking to you.

ii.  the corruption.  

insects.  a close imitation of the natural course of life.  an illness in a community.  a rag that dirties more than it cleans.  an untreated wound.  containment.  breaching containment.  unbreathable air.  fungi.  one with that you love.  one with what loves you.  a corpse unfit for a glass case.  hearing a song in the sound of tiny wings and legs.  honeycomb patterns.  an ecosystem within a person.  a curse passed on.  the hubris of a scientist.  an ugly death where a glorious one is owed. blood on a handkerchief.  parasites.  something pushing up the sewer.  a mask to keep something out.  trypophobia.  knowing you belong.  death weeks after impact.  fever.  food that’s gone off.  pandora’s box.  death behind a glass.

iii.  the dark.  

shadows. lights that turn off by themselves.  the feel of cold marble.  a beaked creature in the night.  the difference between seeing darkness and seeing nothing. touch of something you can’t see.  hiding under a blanket.  white, clouded eyes.  months without going outside during sunlight.  pouring dark.  unscrewing lightbulbs.  black matter.  light sensitivity.  a starless night.  time before light was created.  a shadow on the wall without a body to attach to.  withering plants.  a world without a sun.  footfalls in an empty house in the night.  a light that doesn’t reach as far as it should.  desperate reach for a flashlight.  clothes that hide your shape.  staying unperceivable.  winter months in the north.  an empty church.

iv. the desolation.  

senseless pain.  warmth of faith.  wax where skin should be.  a blazing fire.  heat without a source.  the third or fourth tragedy in the family.  losing everything you’ve ever held dear.  so much to live for, gone so soon.  the smell of gasoline.  touch that scars.  coffee cup that never goes cold.  scorch marks on wood.  inescapably warm air.  a child born in fire.  death of a loved one.  a candle without a flame.  an altar in the middle of the woods.  animals with burnt fur.  plastic explosives.  burning hot metal.  sweating in an interrogation room.  never touching a loved one.  disfigurement.  a kiss that ruins you.  the scent of burning fat.  a tattoo that terrifies its viewer.  the agony of hellfire displayed as art.  auburn hair.  little clothing in cold weather.  a ripple in the air.  trying to cool down in vain.

v.  the flesh.  

body horror.  factories.  a hunger for something more filling.  never quite happy with how you look.  the terror of an animal waiting for slaughter.  a very good meal.  the liquid of a perfect steak.  fighting your worst survival instincts.  a twisted bone.  long nights working out.  more than one heart.  appearance that shapes like clay.  a bag of bones.  bone broth in a pot.  knowing to fear pigs.  the butcher’s shop.  plastic surgery.  something alien inside your body.  a hunger in the gaze laid upon you.  unwitting cannibalism.  forgetting what you used to look like.  being admired for your appearance and appearance only.  teeth marks on skin.  scars from wounds that should’ve killed you.  cooking in scarcity.  fenced in with one way to go.

vi.  the end.  

the last page of a book.  nightmares that don’t feel like nightmares.  a skeletal hand.  the grip of the grim reaper around your throat.  existential pain.  ivory dice.  flatlining in a hospital.  gambiling with death.  as old as the universe.  soul and spirit tied to an object.  a dream where you die.  closing your eyes for the last time.  the plead of a dying one.  knowing the fate of someone you know and being unable to prevent it.  a thousand cords tugging you towards your end.  skin that’s freezing to the touch. an act of desperation.  someone’s life for yours.  an eternity spent alive.  the cost of your selfishness.  watching your own burial. causing your own burial.  the smell of death.  numbness to fear.  words from someone gone.  meaninglessness of the actions or lives of single people in the universe.  multiple near-death experiences you refuse to die from.

vii.  the eye.  

googling something you shouldn’t have.  eureka moments.  the unforgiving lens of a camera.  witness reports.  hidden libraries.  eyes of different colours.  feeling of being watched.  a death recorded in tape.  a tragedy you can’t watch away from.  endangering yourself for knowledge.  truth.  analog records.  a symbol of an eye.  a watch tower.  compulsion to document.  turning on recording devices without thinking about it.  saving the evidence before the person.  extracting information.  truth or dare, without the dare.  a thirst for knowledge.  books that speak to you.  coordinated shelves.  cataloguing systems.  voyerism.  police report you can’t put down.  reasoning your way out.  smell of old papers.  books that read you back

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What were some of the challenges you faced in your polyamorous relationship Nick? Was it significantly different to a monogamous relationship or did you find it at the core to be the same level of commitment?

“At their core no two relationships are ever the same. Commitment wise it’s your mentality rather than who or how many people you are with and as long as everyone is honest with one another and know what they are getting into, what is expected of them it’s the same whether you’re committing to one person or several.Loyalty is at the core. You love her, she loves you, you both love him”

“It’s not easier or more challenging other than being the middle person in the bed and needing to pee in the middle of the night and neither of them are willing to shift their butts to let you leave. Worse when both of them are little shits that cling on to you even more”

“Perhaps I am not the best to ask though, all three of us are such busy people we rarely had time where all three of us spent more than a week together without having to actually schedule it”