#<- guys... this is really embarrassing butttttt

[circus-k]

shaking him saturday

[ctallena]

hii!! don't be shy posting anythin, that's cool when new people appear who write south park stuff! 🤍 can i request (f!reader) picnic headcannons with kenny, stanley and kyle? it can be platonic or romantic(sure, aged up), idc

sure!! thank u sm for being my first headcannons req anon !! 🤍 ill try my best with these bc i never was on a picnic so i have to use my imagination on how it works.. also i made this romantic, theyre like 17-18 here

⋆ PICNIC WITH MAIN 3 :

✩ — STAN !

this guy was so flattered when u asked him to go do a picnic with u

he was so excited he couldnt sleep

brought cookies and dr pepper...

its because he was walking around the store for like 30 minutes in denial of what would you like to eat 😭😭

like.. will u like it? what if youre picky? mostly everyone likes cookies so cookies it is

butttttt he brought money to the picnic too in case you need something

he picks a nice outfit for himself!!

and by that i dont mean a suit or anything like that... its just a tee that you once said you liked and his fav baggy jeans

so nervous before meeting u for the picnic. mostly bc of the food. what if youre not happy with the food he brought☹️

he brought a picnic blanket too tho!!

he tries to settle it himself but its sort of windy and he drops the blanket...

it flies away

but dw luckily he got it!!

he tries to settle it ahain but DONT trust him with that bc its gonna fly away again so help him pls😭

once its all settled he tries to make it romantic somehow?? he doesnt know how to be romantic without it being corny tho😕

so he just passes u everything u ask for!!

totally did not put the picnic basket next to himself on purpose..

with stan its mostly just giggles and stuff. he will hold your hand or hug you there and there but he enjoys just talking with you like he would with a best friend, if you know what i mean??

he kisses your cheek and thanks you for all the effort you put in everything <3

✩ — KYLE !

he suggests the picnic 🤗

kyle is the most organized one of them all

before the picnic he knows what to bring and what food you like

like what??? how did he know that?? did he put cameras around ur house or smth

or maybe ur parents just like him a lot so they told him stuff..

keeps checking if he has everything

he also brings you a flower!!

hes a gentleman😭

somehow manages to settle the blanket himself??

he also picked the perfect time of the day so it would be sunset

puts sm effort in to show you how much he loves you!! hes so sweet

brought like a backup hoodie for you just in case youre cold😕

he doesn't really like touching you in public, so expect a hug and a kiss from him only after it gets darker after the sunset

or if he thinks no one is watching

ike definitely wanted to go with you two

kyle said no

he wants it to be a moment just for you and him

ike still comes along with sheila "on accident" but for like a few minutes bc kyle begged them to leave you two alone😭

HE WAS SO EMBARRASSED THAT HIS MOM CAME TOO💔

he apologizes to you

its not like hes embarrassed bc of sheila, its just the fact that his MOM came, if u get what i mean

what more can i say?

besides that its all perfect !!

✩ — KENNY !

you suggest the picnic

he thought abt it before and wanted to ask you too but money... 😕

he immediately said yes and saved money just for that occasion

he knows what food u like

its because usually when you two hang out he randomly asks you stuff like "whats your fav food?" in that case

and he remembers every answer u give him🤗🤗

he brought food and you brought the blanket

he actually made sure to bring enough for the two of you

thats so sweet😕

he doesnt gaf abt public, he will show his love to you everywhere

so he has his arm wrapped around you most of the time

and also kisses your shoulder or cheek sometimes !!

he would do the rizz thing with "hey you have something there" while pointing at ur chest and then he would grab ur chin so u look at him and he kisses u

its just a joke tho😭

thats not a great way to flirt in his opinion

he would also chuckle before kissing u !!

sweeeeeeeet

after the picnic he offers to walk you to your home <3

he also holds your hand while walking

when youre about to leave he hugs you and thanks you for everything too🤗

fill my requests up guys!!

[meow-sic]

hi elliot! can you do a drabble or hcs of how kuroo, the miya twins, oikawa, and bokuto would propose to their s/o? if that's a lot of characters, then pls just take your pick but pls include kuroo! thank u so much!! btw i really like your "they accidentally hurt you" post. it provides realism and a middle ground to the usual extremes we see in reader-insert content - idyllic/saccharine vs dark content (•ˇ‿ˇ•)

how they propose to you 𓍢 ᭡

includes : oikawa , kuroo , bokuto !

warnings : some misunderstandings in oikawa’s from a prank lolol , some cursing !

a/n : hi anon! ur my first anon message and you warmed my heart<333 also i lowk got inspiration from bokutos from a spanish music video i watched in spanish class today, sue me lololol

oikawa tooru

he’s just dumb

he thought it would be funny to try to prank you

dumbass

butttttt knowing his luck, it didn’t go as planned—

okay, well, it started off innocent— he planned to try to casually slide it in, maybe catch you off gaurd, then get down on his knee and ask you to marry him!

but, when you were on top of him tickling him, he wanted to get back at you.

and like tooru oikawa, he didn’t fully think it through.

“mei! stop!” he laughed, as a joke. it was supposed to be a joke.

you stopped your fingers that were wiggling by his sides. you slumped on his lap. “what?”

he peeked at you and smiled. “what do you mean what?”

“who’s mei?”

“i didn’t say mei,” he replied, your eyes watered and you got off of his lap. he sat up and stared at you. “y/n? are you okay?”

he got up but you already were in your room, slapping the door shut.

“stupid tooru! you made ‘em upset,” he scolded himself quietly.

when he walked up to your shared room, he heard the sniffles and sobs that came from the other side that broke his heart. he knocked on the door three times before entering.

“honey,” he walked over to you and hugged you. you sobbed into his chest.

“how long has it been going on tooru?” you asked through your sobs.

he pet your hair, “what do you mean baby?”

“don’t act dumb! it’s like—“ you paused. “it’s like you’re trying to ignore the fact you’ve been cheating!”

he thought you knew he was joking. “y/n—“

“if you’re not going to tell me then i’m leaving,” you turned around to start packing your bags.

his eyes widened in panic. “nonono! no, shit—“ he was embarrassed. “i didn’t mean it! it didn’t happen! mei isn’t real!”

you stopped packing, “what?”

“she—it was supposed to be a joke. a joke to make you stop tickling me. it’s dumb because i don’t think things through. but that’s why i need you— i need you to be there so you can stop me from doing the stupid shit that i do,” he looked at you to see if you were looking at him.

and you were, you looked pissed. he sighed and bent down on his knee, pulling out the ring he had gotten weeks ago.

“y/n, i know i’m dumb. but please, forgive me for this stupid prank, and please stay with me forever. don’t leave, please.”

“stand up.”

he did so, and he wasn’t sure what to expect, but a slap across the face wasn’t it.

“you’re a fucking idiot, tooru oikawa,” you laughed, kissing him. “but— i suppose that’s why i’m here. and i’m not leaving.”

he beamed at those words, he wasn’t sure if he smiled wider in his entire life. he kissed your cheek repeatedly, “i love you so much

kuroo tetsuro

PLEASE- he would set you upppppp

giving you hints, to where he is

but not random hints, it would be like a mini time line of your relationship

he would through a lil chemistry is there to mess with you

lovingly, though<3

you woke up alone in bed, a little confused since your boyfriend would always be there— to kiss you good morning.

you rolled over to grab your phone from its charger, looking at the text message from kuroo.

boyfrie tetsu<3

good morning baby<3 sorry i’m not there this morning, let’s play a little— hide and seek game, the prize is a big one!

the first hint: we didn’t quite meet there, but it was where i became your “boyfriend” for the first time

good luck baby!<3

you were confused by his text, and honestly, you almost wanted to ignore it. it’s too damn early for this.

but, you can’t. you knew he was going to be waiting for you, and you can’t leave him all alone.

your eyebrows furrowed in confusion as you groaned and started your day. you still got dressed none the less, and went to a café you always go to.

as the barista handed you your drink, you saw a note on it.

dear y/n,

you’re probably here for your morning coffee, but, none the less, this is where we first started to ‘date’! that one guy who wouldn’t stop hitting on you, and your prince charming (aka me aka the most handsome man ever) came to your rescue;)

where we promised each other is your new hint, good luck!<3

you knew where it was once you read the bolder letters. you thanked, and tipped the barista. you were more than happy to remember the memory.

“tetsu, it’s so late out, what if we get kidnapped!” you ranted your anxieties to him.

“kidnapped? you think anyone would dare to fight your prince charming?” he kissed your head as you two walked. “we’re almost there.”

he led you to the bridge that curved over the water like a C shape. you both leaned forward on the cement railing and looked at the moon.

“i’m so in love with you, y/n.” he admitted out of the blue, you looked at him.

“i’m in love with you too, tetsu.” you leaned your head on him, he wrapped an arm around you.

“i know we’re only in highschool. but i promise, i’ll marry you.”

“i’ll be waiting for that day, tetsu. even if it’s till we’re sixty, or if we’re only in our young twenties and being stupid. i’ll be waiting for you.”

you both melted at each other’s words, you shared a passionate kiss.

you ran up to where the bridge was. your pace slowed as your boyfriend came into view. he was holding flowers, and a lock.

you panted, “i hate running tetsu.” you breathed out, he laughed at you. “i know, sorry.”

you stood straight, looking at what he was wearing. it looked fancier than usual. “what’s the lock for?” you asked.

he looked at it and smiled, “i remember, it was our second year of college. you were so mad that they changed the bridge. that they changed the fencing, and couples started to put locks on it.”

“..and?”

“and i was thinking we could do one too?” he questioned. you smiled and grabbed the lock. you bent down and locked it, he wrote both of your initials on it.

you stood up, but your boyfriend stayed on his knee.

“tetsu what are you doing?”

he pulled a little box from his back pocket, a few pedestrians stopped and watched what was happening.

“when we were sixteen, we made a stupid promise to each other at midnight on this bridge. and i promised i would marry you. y/n, i told you ten years ago, when we were sixteen, that i love you.” he paused for a second to look up at your face, which was in shock. “and i still do, so please, keep the promise and marry me.”

“oh my god, oh my god! yes yes!” you got on your knees with him. he laughed at you for getting on your knees with him instead of waiting for him to stand up.

you tackled him in a hug while other people clapped for you two.

bokuto kotarou

tbh this stressed him out

he wasn’t sure when, how, or what to say

you two had talked about marriage and how you two would gladly marry each other

but he wasn’t sure when!!!

he kept the ring on him at all times just incase:)

you and bokuto were just returning from a walk. the snow was heavier than expected by you two, so when you got home to a pile of snow, you were thrilled.

“kou let’s make a snowman! like we did with your old team, c’mon!” you dragged him by the hand to your front yard.

you and bokuto were always childlike in your relationship, you two getting excited at the tiniest things that makes you two act like children. so when you saw the snow, you felt more than joy.

you began by making a small snowball in your hand, and rolling it as you walked around your yard, to form a big snowball for the base. by the time you were done with the biggest snowball, bokuto was done with the medium sized one.

“okay, if we pick it up at the same time, it shouldn’t break,” you lifed the medium sized snowball with him. you set it on top of the biggest one.

“hey hey hey! y/n! let me make the tinniest one while you get the scarf, carrot, and eyes and smile,” he suggested. you nodded and kissed his cold cheek before heading inside to quickly grab the items.

you grabbed a pink scarf, a white hat that kou got you one year, and a carrot and some coal for the eyes and smile.

when you headed outside, you saw the snowman was all made. your insides felt bubbly as your childlike happiness was showing.

you ran out to him. “i got everything kou!”

“okay! you decorate, and don’t turn around until i say so. i have a surprise for you,” he replied. you were confused at what the surprise could be, but you agreed none the less.

you put the carrot in the middle of the snowman’s face. you then placed the eyes, and tried your best to make the smile symmetrical.

you wrapped the scarf around it’s neck, and put the hat on top. “okay kou, i’m done! can i turn around?”

there was a short pause, “okay now you can.”

you turned around to him on his knee, holding out a ring. your mouth dropped open to see writing in the snow.

will you marry me? ♥︎

“yes! yes yes!” you basically screamed, tackling him and kissing him repeatedly.

“the ring! wheres the ring?” he questioned. you both started to dig it up in the snow, laughing at how stupid you two were.

you found it, and slid it on your finger. “i cant wait to marry you, baby.” your hands slid up and down his chest before you kissed him.

[rayofsunas]

haikyuu!! as dads (pt.2)

A/n: hello! this is the part two to the haikyuu!! as dads “series”. if I combined them they’d be very long.

Summary: haikyuu characters as dads/domestic living.

Pairings: Yuji Terushima, Akaashi Keiji, Yu Nishinoya, Tsutomu Goshiki

Warnings: some timeskip spoilers, fluff, parenting, angst (kinda, not really), swearing (maybe), crack, all characters are aged up

Word count: 2.2k

Part One!

Yuji Terushima

- childish man sigh

- he has a daughter and son, who he’s just as childish as, and it really shows

- boy has so much energy

- he’s ALWAYS chasing his son and daughter around

- he offers to take his kids to the playground, he says he’s doing it to give you a break, but really he has just as much fun playing on the playground as his son

- when he picks his sons up after daycare expect them to race to where you’re waiting by the sidewalk

- he will not let them beat him, he doesn’t realize it, but he gets caught up in having fun and will legit run off sprinting to you, leaving his kids in the dust

- has to repeatedly apologize and promise he won’t do it again, but it still happens everyday

- he’s an apprentice hair stylist so boy knows how to do hair

- you can find him playing with both of his kids hair if they let him

- it definitely puts them to sleep at night, so he does it often

- watches cartoons/movies with them because he also enjoys it

- his sons tries to say doing hair is for girls, and teases terushima about it

- BUT on the low everyone in the family knows he’s just joking and he secretly loves it

- would rather do something involving movement, boy can’t sit still for shit, so often he’s out and about with his kids

-adores his children so much

- he thinks they're so fun

- would rather hang out with them over adults

- “adults are boring” “I agree daddy”

- his children cling to him, and because he’s so close to them, they come to him to talk about anything

- wherever terushima is, his children were sure to follow when they were little

- despite being childish, after taking his now teen daughter to a soccer game, he managed to become famous amongst the mothers who called him “a hot dad with a tongue piercing”

- “I’m telling mom” his teen son said one day while his daughter was on the field still

- “what?” terushima lowkey was confused, doesn’t see the harm in the comments, as long as they don’t over step right?

- “why do you entertain them?”

- “it’s funny” he shrugged.

- “still telling mom.”

- because he’s childish, and his children come to him for everything, he has dirt on his kids that you don't know

- “if that's the case. i’m telling her what you did.” he smirks

- “what did I do?”

- "your boyfriend, last week, behind the bleachers...”

- “oh...”

- “yeah, oh.”

- “you know she supports your relationship, but she’s also protective, and she’ll wanna give you guys the talk.”

- “i’ll still tell her... she’ll beat your ass, childish old man.”

- his daughter still tells him things, but after her brother told her what happened during her game, she will keep certain things from him

- although terushima joked about telling you what went on between your son and his boyfriend, it accidentally slipped out at dinner

- “dad you promised!” “SORRY!”

- he was just having a nice convo with his family and then it slipped out, he doesn’t regret it lol, he thinks it's not a big deal, but when you began having the talk OVER dinner he regretted it oop

- your son claimed it wasn't an accident and therefore tells that he’s been allowing the mothers to flirt with him, but you're more focused on giving your son the talk

- “you know you always have to use protection. I know it may seem different, cause he’s a boy, but if you're doing an-”

- “BABE, SHHHH, I’M TRYING TO EAT!”

- “YOU SHOUDL’VE KEPT QUIET.”

- your daughter is so traumatized...

Akaashi Keiji

- when his daughter was born, he was lowkey stressed

- he wants everything to go smoothly and perfect, and it did, but he was stressed

- akaashi still to this day cannot say no to her

- he gives her that smile, and it just lowkey melts his heart, he doesn't show it though

- you would often come home to see them laying on the couch together, him reading a children's book to her, her pointing at the little pictures

- she’s wrapped around his finger and vice versa

- is in her life a lot more than other dads maybe but he also knows space is important

- he overthinks a lot, so he’s always worrying when his daughter comes home late

- he trusts her, but he knows how influenced teens can get when around with friends

- he’s the type of dad that seems scary cause his blank and serious looks, but he’s actually soft af

- he kinda strict though ngl

- he wants his daughter to do good in all aspects of life, school, careers, everything

- so he’s kinda the strict parent

- when his daughter was little, and even now, he makes sure she always eats good

- she can’t leave the table unless she’s cleaned her whole plate up, he’s very humble sooo

- he’s the one who helps his daughter through tough days or if she has mood swings lol

- he had to deal with bokuto and his ups and downs, so you best believe he’s skilled in that department

- he makes sure his daughter is always neat looking

- he’s not a clean freak by any means, but he always wants her looking presentable/neat

- when he learned his daughter had a boyfriend, lets just say he didn’t talk for hours after the first initial “oh...”

- “dad I want you to meet him” “who?” “my boyfriend- I just said that!” “oh...”

- “mom said you’d react like this, but he’s a good guy promise. “i’d only bring home the best for you to meet”

- doesn’t wanna accept she’s growing up and is sad about it

- isn’t gonna say he cried about it, but he probably cries in your shoulder when his daughter is out of the house

- it’s always been his daughter and him against the world, and it feels as if he’s letting her go, when in reality, he’s not

- she’ll still come home at the end of the day

- misses when she was a baby, because he could read books and tell her stories all day :(

-nonetheless he’s happy for her, just SHOOK

Yu Nishinoya 

- omg he loves his kids so much, he always does the most extra stuff for them

- throws over the top crackhead birthday parties

- has a football team of kids ngl

- 4 kids-

- and he wants more, but you said no :(

- it took him years to get over the initial shock that they also need your attention too- BUTTTTTT he got over it

- he has 3 sons and a daughter and keeps them so active lol

- he’s always going on adventures with them

- he’s the dad that would take his kids camping, in their backyard though (his youngest child is too young to go camping)

- but he sets up a cute little tent and bonfire and its so cute

- sooooo, nishinoya has grown since high school, and although he’s not the tallest or biggest man, he’s taller

- in old photos, his sons (if taller) make fun of his heigh, poor nishi

- will slap them silly

- if his sons are popular in school and get a lot of attention, they are the only boys he will accept who get attention

- he’d be like yes bitch, get them girls/guys

- anyone who looks at his daughter is going to face a rabid chiuaha

- he may not seem so strictly protective, but he doesn’t like when anyone flirts with his daughter

- it is his only daughter, and the youngest child at that

- he embarrasses his kids, A LOT. especially when they're older

- they didn’t realize as young children why the people would stare when they went to amusement parks or to get ice cream

- BUT NOW

- they see it :(

- when you decided it would be great for the whole family to go out for dinner, it resulted in your husband getting into an argument with a waiter for apparently “flirting with my daughter and my wife”

- simply put, the waiter was not flirting, he was just doing his job, taking your order-

- nishinoya is a rabid Chihuahua all the time, and results in his family getting kicked out of a lot of restaurants/places because he’s TOO LOUD

- if one of his kids got suspended from school, he legit can’t find it in him to punish them, he’s not strict at all and is a major goofball

- instead much to your dismay, he REWARDS them....

- two of your sons got into a fight with another boy, resulting in suspension? nishinoya takes them both out for dinner

- when he came home from said dinner, he had the largest grin on his face claiming to you, “they were standing their ground!”

- your son starts rumors about another boy? all nishinoya can say was that it was deserved

- your daughter bad mouths a fellow student and gets suspended for vulgar language? rabid chihuahua dad to the rescue!

- defends his daughter in front of you, the principle, and other child's parents while in the principles office

- the whole house is chaotic and a zoo, and you’re the only sane one tbh

- if not for you, they wouldn't be disciplined at all

- truthful, nishinoya means well and did mature (?) but overall he’s very crackhead chaotic embarrassing dad

Tsutomu Goshiki

- okay so goshiki as a dad is so cute uwu

- we all know he loves to show off, soooo

- he shows his son of every chance he gets

- when you three go to the grocery store, he’s always proudly holding his son on his shoulders, making sure people see him lol

- and when they do see him and comment how cute he is, goshiki just be like “i know” with the FATTEST smirk

- when he’s teaching his son how to walk, he’ll intentional take his son outside and walk him around on the strip of sidewalk in front of your house and a few of the neighbors houses

- he knows that your neighbor, a grandma who’s grandkids are all older and don’t visit much, will see it through her window and come out to gush at how cute your son is and how he’s a better walker than her grandkids when they were his age  

- goshiki couldn’t be prouder lmao

- brags about his kids to the Green Rockets ALL THE TIME

- will confidently and proudly say he has the cutest and smartest kid on the planet and will argue about it for hours to anyone

- “shiki, it’s not a debate, why’re you so defensive?” you asked one afternoon after picking Goshiki up from practice with the Green Rockets, one of his teammates sat in the back with your son beside him in his car seat

- you offered to take his teammate home seeing as though his ride wouldn’t be here for a while, plus he lived a street over so it was easiest and made more sense

- the whole way, Goshiki’s teammate was happily playing peek-a-boo with the three year old, your son was having a blast, and all you could hear were his loud giggles, it was adorable

- “i think he likes me” his teammate mentioned after fifteen minutes. your husband scoffed beside you in the passenger seat

- “i think so too. he’s shy because goshiki is always showing him off, but he really likes you!” you explained, eyes focused on the road

- the whole time gohsiki was glaring back at his teammate

- “look goshiki, he’s reaching for me! he wants a hug”

- “It’s just because you’re holding his favorite binky.”

- eye-

- “....whatever. I still think he like’s me.”

- your husband just coldly laughs and turns around to face the front, “no”

- goshiki spends a lot of time with his son in his early years, so they're very close and always do stuff together

- but on his sons first day of preschool he’s more nervous than his son is tbh

- he prideful, so he knows his son is going to make tons of friends and do alright, but he can’t help but feel bored and alone the rest of the day, since he’s so used to doing everything with him

- on his days off, he always woke up early with his son and spent the day together

- now he has to send him off to preschool for the WHOLE day...

- not gonna lie, the first week wasn’t as bad as he imagined it, but once the second week started, it kicked in for the first time that this would be an everyday occurrence until summer and it wasn’t something temporary

- on the second monday of preschool, after dropping his son off, he comes home sad and legit goes to find you to complain and whine

- “does he really need preschool?” goshiki whined.

- “yes, shiki, it’s important.”

- “homeschool is an option.”

-  you laughed. “who will teach him?”

- “me of course.”

- “what? NO!”

- an hour later...

- “i miss him.”

- “he’ll be back in two hours.”

- “two hours is too long.”

- probably cried in your neck a few minutes later because he was sad about it :(

- don’t tell his teammate though-

- he gets happy again though when you reassure him how much he misses goshiki too

- his response.... “well duh, I am his favorite.” prideful bastard...

- IS SO SO SO HAPPY WHEN HE GOES TO PICK HIS SON UP HUSH

- HIS SMILE IS SO HUGE UWUWUWU

10.21.20, rayofsunas

[assclass-stories]

Henlo! You probs know me as handy dandy headcanons XD butttttt is it okay to request some HazamaxTerasaka? I know it’s a bit rare but I love the ship! Maybe a bit of angst and fluff if that’s okay too! Thanks!! Love your blog <3

Ooo, no one's requested this pair before *squee*

---

"So...that's it?"

Kirara turned around to blatantly stare at Terasaka. "Yes."

High school wasn't meant to end like this, apparently. Middle school wasn't supposed to end like this either, and it hadn't. Terasaka had made sure of that. But he had only postponed the inevitable.

"You're looking at me like I'm postponing the inevitable."

"No." She said, rather pointedly. She turned back around to look away from Terasaka and out her bedroom window instead. The moon wasn't full (it hadn't been for a long time, of course), but Kirara still wished it was. She hadn't seen a full moon in...years?

Terasaka shifted in the cheap foldout chair behind her. He seemed determined not to stand up and leave, despite the fact that everyone else had gone, and they may as well have left for good. Itona, Yoshida, Muramatsu. All gone home, ready to go home. Kirara was ready to go home, too, metaphorically. But Terasaka clearly was not.

She turned around and leaned on her windowsill, facing him. She believed herself to be the most elegant this way, her bony frame set against the cool, dark wood, her fritzy, ebony hair highlighted in the crescent moonlight. She eyed him carefully. “You should go home. It’s late.”

“You’ve never had an issue staying up late with me.” He said flatly. His entire body was still; he clearly had no intention of moving up from the chair.

Kirara responded with an even slice. “It’s been a long day for all of us. That’s why you should leave.” It wasn’t a lie - they all had just graduated from high school earlier that day. The ceremony had been drawn out and exhausting. But it was the end. The end of here. Their lives here.

“Longer than in middle school? Training all day meant long days...” He shrugged. “All five of us were up late, always.”

“Terasaka.”

At her tone, his eyebrows furrowed irritably. “What?” He stood up now, struggling a little from the sag of the foldout chair. “You kicking me out?”

“Yes.” She sighed out, her patience thinning. “I am. Quit pouting about it.” She knew, however, what the message was underneath his words.

Are you kicking me out of your life, too?

Terasaka, even though he would never have admitted it, really appreciated the dynamic that his middle school clique had provided. Especially with the addition of Itona - it had always felt like a true and proper gang. The five of them stuck to each other a lot, especially during the last few months of assassination. Kirara had to admit, of course, that she had appreciated it too. It had been nice to feel wanted, to be a part of such an eclectic group. She had always felt like the beast-master in her little quintet, driving the circus. A necessary cog in the machine. But now?

Now, it was high school - past high school, really, considering they had just graduated that day. The five of them were all pursuing different things - Itona, Yoshida, and Muramatsu all at least were studying business together, taking over their families’ respected enterprises, but she and Terasaka were a different case - completely at odds, committed to riding life in different directions.

It was certainly strange for the two of them. They had been circling each other for years, tension in their relationship had been inevitable. They had butt heads more times than Kirara could count. Even through that, sometimes they had gotten closer because of those times. But she had always been able to look past it. She was his friend, and he had always been someone she never minded looking after. And having thought about a new field of that relationship more than once, she could safely say that she was fine not pursuing it.

But as she gazed at him now, with his hands in loose fists and his face slightly pink with embarrassment, Kirara knew that he wasn’t fine it leaving this to rest. Not just her - their friendship, his friendship with the others. None of it.

“What are you afraid of, Terasaka?” She murmured, fixing him with a stare that she hoped he wouldn’t try to escape from.

Terasaka held a brief face that looked caught in the headlights, but then he toned it down to a frown. “Nothing.” He muttered, turning away from her and suddenly becoming interested in her bookshelf- rather ornate as it was, it had hardly caught his interest before. Kirara rolled her eyes, deciding to just get to the point. This was taking too long.

“If this is about you feeling lonely, I’m too tired to deal with it right now. Just go home.”

Terasaka snapped his head back, fixing her with an angry stare. “I’m not lonely, idiot! I just...” His words edged off. He wasn’t at a loss, he was hesitant. “I really don’t want to leave it here.”

Kirara sighed. “Leave what? This group? High school?”

“You know what! Us!”

Kirara was caught mildly by surprise, stepping forward to stop leaning on the windowsill. “Us? The two of us?”

“Yes.” He seethed out. “Me and you. I-” He bit his lip. Kirara hadn’t noticed until now how flushed his face was. “I don’t know...I always felt we should’ve been closer.”

In the back of her mind, Kirara thought she knew what he was hinting at, but she shoved that idea back down. “We’ve been good friends for years.” She muttered.

“Good friends? Is that it?” Terasaka furrowed his eyebrows, looking more confused than upset, and he seemed to retreat back into his own head. “Even after all that? Back in middle school...with the octopus...”

Kirara tilted her head, speaking in a more gentle tone. “I understand, Terasaka. Honestly, we...” She glanced off to the side. “That year put us through more than any group of friends would have normally gone through in their last year of middle school. It brought the entire class closer together.”

“I thought it would’ve brought the two of us closer together too.”

Something about the way he said it brought a sharp flash to Kirara’s mind. All of the thoughts she had been dancing around jumped to the surface, and she stared at him, eyes wide. “You mean-”

“All this time.” Terasaka grit out. “I’ve always liked you.”

Time froze. Kirara’s memory spun back, through pages and pages of memories. Memories of pranks, of studying, memories of fights, of heart-to heart talks, of assassination. The album of reminisce screeched to a halt when she remembered Valentine’s Day, that year. She had given them Valentine’s Day chocolates- all 4 of them; Itona, Yoshida, Muramatsu- but all she had been wanting was for Terasaka to accept them graciously. Because she had liked him then. Yes, this- this bonehead, this guy, potentially the worst assassin in that class. But he had rejected it, throwing the box back to her.

“I-I- thought- I thought you didn’t like me!” She spluttered, gripping the bed knob of her brass-framed twin bed. “I liked you too, idiot! But you-“

“Rejected you, yeah.” Terasaka shrugged. He was pink, red really, staring at the ground. “I- I never thought it would happen. And when it suddenly did I panicked. I realized I wasn’t sure.”

Kirara laughed dryly. “Too freaky for you, then?”

“No! That’s the thing!” Terasaka spat, almost too sharp for Kirara’s liking. “You’ve always been smarter, more perceptive. You’ve always been graceful, cunning- I- I don’t know, these are more artsy words than I’ve ever used-” He paused, stopping to breathe. “I was always afraid of putting myself out there. I liked you, Hazama. And I was dumb for never telling you.”

Kirara stepped forward, closer to him. “I’m sorry I never knew.” She said, sincerely. She reached forward with a pale hand, taking his chin gently and lifting his head up to face her.

Before she could speak, though, he spoke, quietly, rushing. “And- now it’s too late. Now we’re going- college is what we need to do now- who knows if we’ll ever-?”

He didn’t finish, because Kirara suddenly swooped forward and planted a kiss on his lips. It was quick, barely a peck, but Terasaka still blushed beet red at the very un-Kirara-like gesture. Kirara herself was shocked by it as well, pulling back and covering her mouth with two fingers.

Suddenly pulling himself together, Terasaka took several alarmed steps back. “Augh, what the HELL Hazama!”

Kirara blinked. “I’m not sure where that came from, sorry-”

“Sorry is right!” He grumbled loudly, flopping down on the bed and rubbing his temples. “You can’t catch me by surprise like that, idiot...”

“You’re the idiot here. Keeping your feelings hidden for years...” She narrowed her eyes, leaning forward and flicking him on the forehead. He barely flinched- to her subdued surprise, he cracked a grin.

“I deserve that, don’t I.”

Kirara blushed and she sat down next to him on the bed. They sat in silence for awhile, Terasaka gathering his thoughts and Kirara staring out the window at the moon, in its cracking crescent. She knew Koro-Sensei was long gone. Even still, this...wouldn’t have happened without the assassination classroom. How far has Koro-Sensei’s legacy reached? This far into the future... She supposed that was only to be expected.

Terasaka suddenly took her head and leaned it on his shoulder. Like the kiss, it was a brief gesture, but nonetheless a gesture of closeness.

Kirara smiled to herself, not taking her eyes off the moon. “I think it’ll be okay, Ryouma.”

“Mhm.”

———

Thanks for the ask! Sorry it took so long eeeeuuhh >~>

[mark-absolutelyfullycapable-lee]

A Little Jealousy [1] | Lee Taeyong

Summary: Taeyong gets a little too overprotective, and that can cause him to get in trouble—with you and the law.

Pairing: Taeyong x Reader

Genre: angst, sum fluff, slightly yandere!yong

Warnings: some swearing, fighting, jealousy, kinda yandere

Word Count: 1.8k

A/N: LET ME START OFF BY SAYING BAD BOY IN LOVE - LEE DONGHYUCK IS COMING SOON!!!!! butttttt my manz Taeyong ;))) nsajbchjbwjbcd this is kinda angst. i’m sorry!!! but it’ll end all good. i was in a relationship for a while where my boyfriend was really jealous and didn’t like my guy friends and lemme tell you, it’s not fun or cool. as much as people write about how jealousy is “cute” it can be something that breaks relationships and friendships and it could even lead to abuse. yeah, everyone can get jealous but if it ever gets out of hand, tell someone. ahhhh sorry for all my speeches i always put but i care about you guys and i don’t ever want you to be sad :(( i love you guys and thanks for the support!

so let’s start with how you and Tae came to be

you met Taeyong at a concert two years ago

One of your friends bought you a ticket to a summer festival for your birthday

since you always spoke about how much you wanted to experience one

at first, you were worried about going to a crowded concert alone

because

let’s be honest

you were scared to go to the movies by yourself

how could you go to a whole day long festival alone?

but for some reason as soon as you got there

you felt comfortable

you stood in the crazy long line

and watched the people around you

laugh and talk with their friends

you kind of wished you had someone to talk to as well

well this is where ur boi Taeyong comes in

its like he read your mind

because as you stood there thinking about how lonely you must look,

he was wondering how he should approach you

he was in line directly behind you and tbh he thought you were pretty cute

but you were by yourself and for some reason that made him sad

but happy at the same time bc he was alone too

so after thinking about it for wayyyy too long

he just taps your shoulder on impulse

“hey i’m taeyong. are you here alone? i’m here alone too.”

and that’s where it started for you guys

you spent that whole day together and even ended up swapping phone numbers

you thought Taeyong was so sweet and nice

and he was

but from the beginning

he definitely had a softer side for you and you only

so you guys began hanging out when ever you both were free

and it got to the point where you guys would adjust your schedules just so you could find time to be together

and of course, you both started developing feelings for each other

Taeyong was the first to confess his feelings

it was kind of unexpected 

you guys had planned a day at the board walk

there were boats you could rent so you and Taeyong decided to try them out

so here you guys were

in the middle of this lake

just chillin in a boat

when out of nowhere, Taeyong just says it

“y/n, i like you.”

you were shocked, to say the least bc

you never thought someone like Taeyong would actually like you back

but after he further explained his feelings, you were beyond ecstatic

Taeyong asked you to be his 

and bam

you guys were together

throughout your relationship with Taeyong, you’ve noticed the little things that irritate him, make him smile, make him upset

all his little quirks 

and you have come to be quite good at reading his emotions

even when he looks like he’s happy, he could be angry

when he looks upset, he could actually be relieved of something

basically, you have just come to know him like the back of your hand

sooo now that we’ve explained all of that, let’s get to present time

you and Taeyong have been together for a little over a year now at this point

before you guys started even dating, he met your friends

so it was normal for both you and Taeyong to show up to your friend’s parties

you two are currently on your way to one of your best friends bday parties

your best friend Johnny literally rented out a whole ass bdubs just to throw his birthday party

this kid is extra

but you and Taeyong decide to walk from your place, since it’s not that far from the restaurant

it’s a little chilly outside, even with Taeyong’s coat around your shoulders

“are you still cold?” Taeyong asks you 

you nod

Taeyong puts his arm around you, trying to warm you up more

you’re pretty happy in your relationship right now

Taeyong is even more of a gentleman than before

he’s perfect in your eyes

and you’re perfect in his

all you’ve been is good to him 

and best believe that he shows you his appreciation

whenever Taeyong is going through a rough time, whether it’s with his family or he’s just having a bad day

you are always there for him

and he honestly feels like he is the luckiest man on the planet because he has you

Taeyong glances down at you as you guys reach the restaurant

he thinks you look great tonight

as he pulls open the door for you, he smiles to himself

he walks in behind you and brings you closer to him

“let’s go find Johnny.” you tell him as you grab his hand

Johnny’s party was packed 

it’s no surprise tho, because he’s a social butterfly who just love, love, loves meeting new peeps

you and Tae squeeze through people, trying to look for Johnny 

even though it’s making you lowkey claustrophobic you see so many friends you haven’t seen in a while 

so it’s nice

after some more maneuvering you guys spot Johnny 

but before you can get to him you and Taeyong hear your name 

”Y/N!” 

you turn to see the one and only Wong Yukhei

your first love 

”Yukhei!” you yell back as you spin to hug him 

Taeyong follows close behind you, eyeing Yukhei 

Tae knows exactly who Yukhei is 

before you and Tae began dating, he had seen the pictures of you two on your instagram

he didn’t like him for the simple fact that he once had you 

 “How are you? It’s been so long! You look amazing!” Yukhei compliments 

as you two chat, it feels as if Taeyong isn’t there

he watches you and Yukhei talk 

he can just feel the anger rise within him 

Taeyong pushes himself next to you, making his presence obvious to Yukhei (as if it wasn’t before but ok yongie)

”oh, Yukhei! this is Taeyong.” you introduce him 

”y/n’s boyfriend.” Taeyong adds, glaring at Yukhei 

”oh, hello. i’m Yukhei.” he says awkwardly 

Yukhei holds his hand out for Taeyong to shake

but what does Tae do? 

he stares at his hand, not even flinching 

you nudge him, beginning to feel embarrassed by his behavior 

Yukhei awkwardly retracts his hand 

“well, i guess i’ll see you around, y/n.”

you nod before waving bye to him 

as you watch Yukhei walk away, you feel Yong grab your arm 

you shake him off bc ur seriously annoyed and embarrassed that he acted like that to Yukhei, who has always been nothing but nice 

before you can walk away Taeyong grabs you again

“where are you going y/n?” Taeyong is hot on your heels as you continue trying to walk away from him towards Johnny

Johnny sees you two and smiles

but of course as soon as he sees the expression on your face, his smile fades

“what’s wrong guys?”

instead of you telling him the real reasons you look annoyed,

ur bf decides to tell him what he saw

“that Yukhei kid, her ex? yeah he was getting too close to her.”

yeah, he really said that

“are you serious?” you say to Taeyong

Taeyong doesn’t see why you’re so mad

but the fact that you’re angry is making him angry

he was only trying to protect your relationship

he just couldn’t lose you to someone else--especially your ex and first love

because you know what they say

you never really forget your first love

but Taeyong wants to make you forget him

he wishes you two could have met earlier so he could have been your first love

it’s not fair

but since he has you now, he’ll love you more and better than Yukhei ever could have

you roll your eyes and begin to move towards Johnny 

“he’s acting rude and jealous for no reason. we’ve almost been together for two years!” you spill to him

as you stand by your best friend, Taeyong honestly feels irritated bc

you should be thankful that he cares that much

right?

“we’ve been together for a while, but you were basically flirting with your ex!”

Taeyong yells, causing a bunch of people to look over

“i was not flirting! if you think asking how someone’s been is flirting, then you need some serious help.” you’re done with him

Taeyong has never acted like this for as long as you’ve known him

why is he starting to now?

out of everyone who heard your voices, Yukhei happened to be one

“is there a problem?” he asks, stepping in front of you and johnny

(Johnny is honestly shook)

Taeyong is #$***//FUMING\\***$#

“our conversations are none of your business” he steps towards Yukhei

“you’re shouting for everyone else to hear” Yukhei fires back

you squeeze between the two--who have not broken eye contact

“guys, stop” you say, glancing at the both of them 

“no, this guy is gonna get what’s coming to him” Taeyong tries stepping closer to Yukhei

“Tae! stop!” you yell as you try to push him away from Yukhei, who’s being held back by Johnny

“why are you defending him, y/n? i’m your boyfriend, not him!” 

by now, everyone has stopped what they were doing, and they’re paying attention to the current situation

Jaehyun has joined you in trying to keep Taeyong back

but of course you can’t really hold two grown men lmao back

Jaehyun cannot hold Taeyong back 

he’s moving forward

he is so ready to fight

and so is Yukhei

you try to get in the middle

but unfortunately

when some people get to their breaking points, they black out and don’t realize what they’re doing

Taeyong seems to be one of those people

without thinking, he pushes you away

but it wasn’t just a soft push

Taeyong seemed to use all his strength which resulted in you falling to the floor, quite hard

but as soon as he’s done it

everyone becomes quiet

he realizes his mistake almost immediately after

“y-y/n, i’m--i didn’t”

you’re shocked

never in a million years did you think Taeyong would do something of the sort

“dude i think you should leave” Johnny tells Taeyong as both him and Jaehyun help you up

“wait y/n--”

“Tae, leave.” Jaehyun demands as they take you away from the situation

you can feel the tears beginning to form in your eyes

“y/n, baby i’m--”

this time you stop yong

“we’re done” you say as you turn around to leave with Jaehyun

tears are streaming down your face and you’re embarrassed that any of that just happened

Jaehyun quickly gets you to his car while Johnny trails behind

you turn to Johnny as hug him like your life depended on it

“i’m so sorry for ruining your birthday” you sob

Johnny pats your back “you didn’t ruin my birthday. plus, you know i love when the three of us spend time together.” he tries making you feel better

but you feel absolutely horrible

Jaehyun speeds up the process of you getting into the car when you three see Taeyong come out of the venue

“i’ll take care of this. go on, i’ll be there soon.” Johnny closes your door before Jaehyun reverses the car

after what Taeyong did, you don’t know if you’ll ever be able to look at him the same again

[holyhollland]

Scary Movies & Curly Haired Boys

Ship: Wyatt Oleff x Reader (she/her)

A/N: Hey guys!!! This is my first time writing something so it might be really bad but I wanted to give it a try! It’s also really short butttttt I tried so that’s what counts. Also please leave feedback so I know what to work on!

Warnings: Nothing bad just cliché fluff ;)

@trashmouthwheelr - surprise I’m texas anon!!!

It was a typical Friday night. All your friends were going to the movies like you normally did. Each week consisted of a different genre of movie, and this weeks was horror. Coincidentally you hated horror but you still went because it was the only time you had off from work to hang out with your friends.

You were walking into the theatre to take your seat when you noticed that someone was in your seat. “Um excuse me,” you whispered trying not to annoy the other people around you, “I think you’re in my seat?”

The curly-haired boy turned to you with a confused look on his face. “Oh really? Yikes sorry ‘bout that,” he whispered apologetically while gathering up his stuff and moving to the seat next to yours, making everyone to his left shift over one seat.

As you sat down in your now empty seat, you thought to yourself, He looks so familiar for some reason. Where have I seen him? You racked your brain trying to remember but you couldn’t seem to place who he was. Eventually you couldn’t take it anymore so you leaned over and asked the boy “Who are you?”

He looked a little taken aback, probably asking himself Why is this random girl asking who I am? After a few seconds he replied. “I’m Wyatt. Wyatt Oleff,” he whispers slowly, “I’m only telling you this because you seem like a chill person so please don’t put that I’m here on social media.”

“Wha...Why would I put that on…oh you’re in that new horror movie ‘IT’ right?”, you asked, thinking out loud. With the mention of the movie, the boy’s cheeks grew pink. “Yeah,” he answered sheepishly looking down at his hands.

“Well that’s why I didn’t immediately recognize you. I’ve never seen the movie just trailers for it before other films. I’m not really a big fan of scary movies, “ you admitted awkwardly, feeling a blush rise on your face.

Wyatt lightly chuckled, “Then why did you come to watch this? You do know it’s a horror movie right?”

Rolling your eyes, you gestured to your friends, bluntly saying “My friends made me.”

“Ha! My friends forced me to come too! I hate horror movies so much. It’s actually kinda funny because I star in one but I can’t watch them without freaking out,” Wyatt admits.

You began to giggle but you had to stifle it as the lights went down and the movie began playing. As the title came across the screen, multiple people in the crowd began hollering and cheering in anticipation for the upcoming jumpscares and suspense that would come. Wyatt looked over to you and gave you a worried expression, which you returned with a smirk and whispering, “It can’t be that scary right?”

Wow were you wrong. The opening scene got you so scared that your hands scrambled for the first person you could grab onto so you didn’t feel alone. Your friend to your right wasn’t near you as they had already moved closer to your other friend, both close together, terrified. So you moved to your left where Wyatt was sitting. His hand was on the arm rest and you immediately grabbed his hand, squeezing it tightly preparing for the next petrifying scene.

Throughout the rest of the movie, you held Wyatt’s hand firmly. Every once in a while he would squeeze your hand back when he knew something scary was about to happen. It wasn’t til the end of the film did you two realize you were holding each other’s hands.

You look down at your hand intertwined with his and you felt your cheeks grow warm. You quickly let go, apologizing for holding his hand through the movie.

He just laughed it off, quietly whispering so only you could hear, “It’s fine. In fact it probably helped me get through the film without jumping and accidentally grabbing my friends hand. Now that would be crazy embarrassing!”

You and Wyatt spent the next couple of minutes talking about specific scenes from the movie and how you thought the story was good but it didn’t need all the jumpscares and creepy music. By the time the conversation came to a lull, you both noticed the theatre was completely empty and the lights were on.

“Well looks like our friends totally ditched us,” you said grabbing your things, standing up to leave the theatre. Wyatt stood up and turned to face you.

“Hey I never caught your name. What is it?”, he asked, trying to suppress a small grin that was growing on his face.

“I’m Y/N Y/L/N. Nice to meet you Wyatt Oleff.” You stuck out your hand for him to shake.

“Well Y/N Y/L/N, it was nice to meet you too. Oh and thanks for ” He took your hand and gave it a firm, good shake. He turned to leave the theatre and you followed, both of you feeling somewhat awkward after the events that transpired.

As you both walked out of the building, you saw your friends waiting for you. Before walking over to them, you turned to Wyatt. “Well...thanks for helping me get through that movie. I don’t know how I would have survived if somebody wasn’t there to let me leave bruises on their hand,” you mumbled as you smiled up at the tall, curly hair boy.

“W-well if you ever wa-want to go see a-another one,” Wyatt stuttered, rocking back and forth on his feet, “j-j-just let me k-know and I’ll go with you.” He looked at you waiting for a response, hope gleaming in his brown eyes.

You felt your stomach drop. A famous person was asking a boring nobody like me out on a date? Is that even possible or am I reading too much into the question? You thought panicking.

You stood there for a couple seconds thinking about what his question meant before finally answering his request with a question of your own.

“Wyatt Oleff are you asking me on a date?”, you felt a smirk tug at your lips as you looked at him. Immediately his face grew a deeper shade of red. “Maybe I am Y/N Y/L/N. What would you say if I was?”, he asked giving you a small sheepish grin.

“Well I would probably say yes,” you replied, looking up at the boy you knew you would eventually grow extremely fond of. 

[overlordofawesomeness]

Arme wearing a collar/covered in bite marks... I never knew I needed this til now. Even though you don't like Arme (and there's appeal in prim/proper guys getting knocked down a few pegs/embarrassed), I hope DiE is treating his sub well. Mochi calling Lusa "Daddy". Like OMG, I'm just imagining the spankings he got in the past+that cute face sparkling with tears before hugging/apologizing to "Daddy". Omega Masi is so strong but even the strong need help sometimes. Glad Sia is there to support him

OH NO NO NO. I didn’t mean I didn’t like Arme. I just don’t like his holier-than-thou attitude; but at the same time, I like it (//slapped) ‘cause it gives me reason to humiliate him. The one I don’t like is Base Ain. I don’t even know why. Maybe it’s his passive-aggressive attitude? AND YES, DiE is treating the bae right; don’t worry. It’s actually part of my not-so-modern AU headcanons—them being “rough” in bed, but I’m too lazy to write the rest. (I’ll probably write them down when I’m done with my other Add x Ain prompts.)

As for the “Daddy” thing, it just kinda popped in; and for some reason, it fits well with Mochi’s “innocent” personality. Oh boy. I’d love to slap that celestial ass.

MM and Sia are probs my favorite amongst the Add x Ain pairing. It’s random, yes; my friend and I just paired them up ‘cause they’re the only ones who had no partner yet. BUTTTTTT MAAAAN, DID THEY WORK IN OUR UNIVERSE. Sia is a blessing. I should really continue writing the AU headcanons, tbh. Remind me, please.

[tiernamente]

Insight #1

I'm in this engineering design and development class at my school. Today, March 27, was a scheduled bonding event. We were supposed to be at the beach but relocated to someone's house. You know those cliche high schools with drinking and drugs or whatever, yeah that DIDN'T happen (Thank God) but I bring that up because typically those that host those types of parties are usually the "popular" people. I promise I'm going somewhere with this. Okay, so I attend a math and science school and one can imagine that the majority of people at that school are "nerds" The stereotype is difficult to narrow down at my school. Everyone there, mostly, wants to be successful and be someone but in order to do that you need the grades right? So everyone strives for straight As and stereotypically this is a nerd. BUTTTTTT the people at my school are very against that reality and want to be cool or whatever which brings me to the problem or rather situation that happened today. First off, my whole life has been labeled as the weird, smart, fat, awkward kid or whatever. So growing I kind of learned to hide those aspects of myself as best as I could. I tried to be funny and relatable. I made jokes according to what was currently trending and I tried to dress down as much as I could to not be noticed. It worked for a while. However, I reached the school I'm at now and it's really difficult to not be labeled. I have a group of friends that are just there for laughs but I can't help but be awkward because I can't understand them. Another group of friends I have are weird and quirky and I love them. However they can be a bit extreme for me sometimes. See, I've learned to tone down because I didn't want to bring attention to myself. Actually one of them realized this when we were laughing at something dumb because she said "Okay I'll stop laughing because you seem embarrassed" I felt bad afterward though. Back to the point, so at this bonding event, I didn't really fit in. Like I had friends to be around but they had friends or significant others so I just sat alone mostly. But I hated sitting so I moved and tried to socialize and I made a valiant effort but I sat back down. So our group organizer decided we should do some activities to actually bond and they decided on charades. The first few rounds were good because they were individual so I could do whatever I wanted. The last round however was a partnership. I wasn't scared because I knew everyone well enough to speak with them (probably not for a long time but ya know). Okay so I was paired up with someone I had known since freshman year. He and I were on good terms (at least I thought). I said hello and asked how he wanted to act but he just answered with one worded answers. I gave suggestions and he just agreed as if to make me stop talking. I took the hint and accepted it. So we sat down and he moved his chair away from mine a little bit and kept looking at everyone just to avoid speaking with me. This didn't bother me considering I know the reason why. I am still the weird kid. I knit at school to make gifts for my friends. I give compliments to everyone that passes me. I dress like an 80 year old. I mumble a lot. I don't talk unless spoken to. I respect boundaries. I take hints. I refrain from putting myself into others lives. I laugh constantly and make bad jokes. I DO THESE THINGS BECAUSE I HAVE NO CLIE WHAT ELSE TO DO. I know that I just don't have the personality that clicks with everyone. I know I can be very serious which makes it seem I'm not fun. I know many of this despite my best efforts. What got to me though was the fact that I've talked with this guy before. WITHOUT HIS FRIENDS, OR MY FRIENDS, we have had meaningful conversations. He taught me what it felt like to adjust to a new country at the age of 10. He told me about the bullying he received from his accent. I saw a different side of him. He showed me his very aggressive side towards the hardships he has overcome and how he would love to experience the feelings of going back. In class he was quiet, afraid of speaking. But he let me in despite that. He didn't see it as a big deal (by the way he acted at the bonding thing) but I remember those talks and see him in a different light because of it. (I'm not in love with the guy, please that's not my point). I am just seeing my hypocrisy right in front of me is what I've come to realize. All of my life I've been watching my back, hoping for no one to speak about me yet people still categorizing me. And here is a person who has also been labeled and is careful of who he chooses to speak to in public in order to save his own butt. It's funny how life works huh?