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br1ghtestlight · 22 days

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why am i always so DEPRESSED. my life is just so fucking boring and meaningless and if i have to do anything why is it going to a school i dont even want to go to and meeting w/ social workers. im fucking tired of this. There's nothing in the world that matters why am i wasting my life doing this shit when its empty and hopeless. AT LEAST I COULD ACTUALLY ENJOY MYSELF

#<- hasn't showered or cleaned up my room in like two weeks and its obvious #in part bcuz i was sick and in part bcuz i would rather put a bullet in my brain than do anything productive #Nothing matters. i have no friends. i dont do anythibg #and quite frankly i would rather kill myself than go back to school which is always 1000x times harder than it needs to be #thanks to unmedicated adhd etc #My life is literally zNOTHING. sorry for the outburst i think i will havr to kill myself soon #not really but. ughh #its just so damn stressful. EVERYTHING #txt

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