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[motherednature]

A fawn approaches slowly, tail down, ears relaxed. It bumps her hand with its head. and presses its wet nose it her cheek before giving a soft "beh!" (Idek if you're getting these tumblr has been eating all the asks I send to ppl xbnzbxnz)

            AS SHE EVER is, mother nature is alone. hidden among the dense pines of this snow-covered forest, the woman cloaked in seasonal white is hardly noticeable as she examines these trees firsthand,  running her fingers along their needles, taking samples of their bark, and at times, if she’s honest, getting distracted. fine motor skills are required for the delicacy of her work, where the difference between a successful experiment and a failing one comes down to the atom. and so on her breaks, though short, her mind wanders. it’s a foolish thing to do when her mind’s natural state in solitude is melancholy. 

           she has the fingers of her free hand pressed harshly into her eyes ( focus, focus, focus, pick yourself up, it has been eons, no one is going to do it for you ) when she feels soft and wet against her cheek. she does not jump. she does not yelp. mother nature is secure in the presence of animals, as they have been her only refuge for these long and lonely years. never mind that they are genetically predisposed to recognize her as mother. these precious babe still comes at the right time.

          ‘ hello, darling, ’ she coos with one of her rare smiles. she holds the fawn’s face between her winter-blackened hands and surveys it. the lilt that comes into her voice is rarer still. ‘ hello. you’ve come to comfort me, hmn? have you? that is very sweet of you. ’ sweeter than i deserve. ‘ yes it is. you needn’t worry. i’m alright. it is merely difficult to focus at times. ’