#ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ safi!

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hi hi mamba, i want to start this off with a congrats and a thank you so much for putting in the work and the energy to do this event. i really appreciate it so much and i'm so so proud of you. you're doing wonderful, darling !

for your event, i actually can't decide myself so i'm going to give you the choice to pick for me between toji and satoru from jjk - (i really really hope you're not indecisive and are able to work well under pressure ! but you can let me know if you need me to choose one);

this might need a bit of a trigger warning, but something i'm still learning to love about myself is my weight and my body. i kinda struggle with my eating habits a little bit sometimes and i won't go into detail but it's something that i'm working on :)

as far as my personality goes, i would describe myself as someone who speaks her mind and usually doesn't hold back from doing so (mostly bc i think honesty is the best policy in any kind of relationship). and um this might be kind of contradicting, but at the same time i also isolate myself from loved ones when i'm feeling down or pressured and keep everything to myself bc i don't like arguing/conflict. my friends describe me as having a sarcastic sense of humour and say that i roll my eyes a lot but they also think i'm very very sweet because i flirt with them often just for fun hehe. i'm mostly an introvert because i need to have my alone time but when i'm feeling charged then i'm able to make friends very very quickly. and my dad says it's because i'm empathetic and always know what to say when it comes to ppl hehe. (ahh this is getting too long... i just love talking about myself. i'll try wrapping it up quickly!) some other things you should know about me: i'm a hopeless romantic, don't like horror, am a total daydreamer, i write romance, fanfiction, and poetry, pink is my favourite colour, i'm a lipgloss/lipstick addict (and collect them for fun even when i don't need them), spring is my favourite season, my love language is physical touch, i'm an infp, and if it's important for the moodboard i'm south asian!

let's keep this sfw for ease, so i'll end it by describing my dream date with both men. you can then choose which one you'll do!

1. i know satoru's really really tall, but i just picture toji being taller and bigger in my head so i have this headcanon that i'm like half his size (for reference, i'm 5'3-ish) and in my head we are just grumpy x sunshine couple all the way. dream date with toji would be us going to the amusement park (my fav place on earth) and just being kids tbh. i'd force him to wear cutesy animal headbands and ride the rollercoaster and the ferris wheel with me and we'd stand in long long lines just talking and he would probably whine and complain about everything but he'd put up with it for me (also i'd probably manipulate him with my big eyes and my own bratty attitude ^^)

2. with satoru, i feel like since he's pretty childish in a relationship, i'd definitely act more bossy/mature with him as a result. (he'd look so pretty taking orders, wouldn't he?) dream date with satoru would just be a stay at home date. we'd start off by cooking dinner and dessert together, then have a spa night, and end it by doing a disney movie marathon together. he's so money i just have the urge to show him that we can do things without spending so much or going out to fancy restaurants and stuff.

anyway, i'm sorry for making this so long. as you can tell, i'm a talker. i'll leave the choice up to you for which boy to pick, but i just want to say thank you in advance. i love u sm mamba. congrats again baby doll <33

my beloved safi!! my dearest angel!! i’m so so soooo excited to do your request!! genuinely kicked my feet and did a little dancy dance when i saw your ask and i started searching for your pics as early as 4am before work! as soon as you mentioned sunshine x grumpy, you’d gotten me on team toji! im gonna make the prettiest, cutest, sweetest boards and scenarios for you, because you truly are as bright as the sun and you deserve the world! hugging you sooooo warmly!

also please don’t feel bad for telling me as much as you did!’ it makes me happy to learn about you all during these little events!

╰┈➤ cherry blossom lips — safi x toji

╰┈➤ song — pov by ariana grande

𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪 one of the first things that really drew toji to you was your smile. he finds the way your eyes light up and crinkle ever so slightly ever so enchanting. he’s so entirely enraptured, you have no idea just how much!

𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪 i’ve said this for others as well, but toji’s also the kind of lover who is very attentive to you and your likes. i also think that he spoils you quite a bit! he’ll take note of your collection of lipglosses and lipsticks and whenever he’s out, he always keeps his eyes open for ones that he thinks you’ll like.

𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪 if you only ask him once, he’ll help you pick out a lovely combination for your days and contemplates very intensely on what look he thinks would work well! he’s very involved surprisingly and loves to see the way you switch things up every now and then, and finds it really cute when you keep returning to favourites time and time again.

𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪 i also think he’d be very playful and loves to kiss your glossy lips, if only to taste the sweet flavours as he licks the tint from his own lips, keeping his eyes locked on yours with your chin between his fingers as he tells you how sweet you taste.

𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪 he’s very perceptive to you and your feelings and always looks out for you as best as he can. he knows just how much you care for others around him, and him especially, always making sure that he’s alright, asking him about his day and of anything that he may have on his mind.

𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪 he might not be very vocal about it, but his way of reassuring you is at first to pull you in for a long hug. he rests his chin on top of your head and just holds you close to him, hands stroking your back and waist and taking slow, deep breaths so that you’ll follow his lead. especially during moments when he notices you quietly hurting, he’ll always mutter loving reassurances that he’s here for you, and that you don’t have to push yourself to talk to him until you’re ready — just know that he’s there for you

𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪 he also knows how much you try to show yourself love, especially when it comes to your body. toji can tell whenever you’re having a hard time showing yourself the love he feels for you, and his way of reminding you of that love is by initiating physical contact in very intimate ways!

𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪 not intimate as in sexual, but he’ll lay down with you and shower your entire body with kisses, reaching beneath your clothes with his fingers and taking his time to let each kiss linger, with little whispers of everything he loves, every part of you that you’re still learning to love on yourself. like i said, he’s extremely intentional, so know that all of those kisses and light touches are overflowing with love he feels deep inside his heart, because he’ll be there to love you until — and even after — you’ve fully grown to love yourself the way he does

𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪 when you ask him one day to visit an amusement park with you, he doesn’t think twice about saying yes! sure, he might act like he has zero interest in wearing those cute headbands with you, but he’d do anything just to make you happy!

𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪 sure, he’ll say that it won’t look good on him and that it’ll make him look silly, but how can he say no to those pleading eyes and pouty lips of yours? in the end, he’ll let you stuff his mouth full of cotton candy and grumble as you set cute mickey mouse ears atop his head — and don’t tell anyone, but he melts like putty at the way you light up and boop his nose, a little red faced as you tell him how cute he looks

𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪 he’ll even match with you to wear pink themed outfits! if it’s a colder time of the year when you both go, he’ll buy you both pink lilo onesies ahead of time so that you can wear them together! absolutely loves the pictures you both take and sets them as your contact photo, his wallpaper, all so that he can see the way you smile at the camera while his soft gaze is trained on you

𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪 now this is a secret, but toji gets a little squeamish in high places, so he’s a little nervous at first about going on the roller coasters and ferris wheels, but it’s all so worth it as he gets to hear your joyful squeals and laughter, watching your eyes crinkle as you belt out all these happy noises. the fact that you’re enjoying yourself makes him all the more pleased and he takes his own enjoyment purely from you.

𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪 he knows how you love the romantic things in life, so he takes you to the biggest ferris wheel in the park at night when all the lights shine like colourful stars. he wraps his arm around you and admires you admiring the scene around you, leaning into his embrace and just taking in the moment. he can’t stop himself from thinking just how precious you are to him, how much he loves you, and would absolutely tear the world apart to keep you safe.

𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪 when your cart reaches the highest point of the ride, he lets himself go and pulls you in for a sweet kiss, letting it last for seconds that feel like years and mere moments to him as he drinks you in for all that you are, pouring into you every poem he’s secretly written in his heart for you. he whispers to you how much you love him, “until the end of time, safi… i’ll always love you, even after then.”

mamba celebrates 100 followers — jjk and haikyuu selfship event!

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hi hi lovely mamba ! guess who’s fiiinallyy done with school > < i came to drop by and ask how you’re doing. i hope this week is treating with kindness and i hope that the next is even better. here’s your reminder to smile today and take some time for yourself, no matter how little !

my darling, i’m very proud of you for getting through it all!! (´ ω `♡) you’ve done very very well up until now, and i hope you’ll also be able to take some time to rest now that you’re able to! just hearing from you and that you’d made it through the last bits of school is more than enough to put a smile on my face 🩵

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HI GORGEOUS didn’t know you were back on tumblr - i missed youu T.T

SAFI SIFA!! ʚ(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )ɞ i haven’t been back for too long!! honestly im just slowly starting to be more active! i missed you tooooo!!!! i’d thought about you so often, how’ve you been?? i know things were a little busy for you last time we spoke — have you been taking good care of yourself??

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THE NEW THEME LOOKS GORGEOUS

YOU’RE gorgeous! ❀ܓ(｡◠ ꇴ ◠｡ ) thank you dearest!

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rose~, rouge, pumpkin, mint ^.^

safiii! be careful or else i’ll start dreaming about a domestic life where the both of us bake cute little cookies and live happily together!!!

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forgot to mention this earlier but i noticed that you changed your profile pic and it's so so pretty > <

you’re absolutely such a treasure, do you know? the most wonderful treasure with such a kind heart!

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mambaaa you need a masterlist of your fics for the lazy girlies who can't scroll through your entire blog (me) > <

i should, shouldn’t i?! in the name of also being a lazy girl, i’ve been putting it off for an eternity, but i’ll certainly make one soon!

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hi hi mamba ! based off of one of your previous asks, i think it’s nighttime where you are right now and i’m guessing you’re asleep so i’m wishing nothing but the very best for you, my love. i hope your dreams are just as vibrant as you are when you’re awake. sending so so much love your way. i’m trying to keep up with you by sending you just as many asks as you send me but the week is almost over and i’m almost done with school so i’m very very excited ! i’m not sure if you’re on break rn or not, but i did notice that you said you had work earlier today, so i hope your work is going well and i hope you have good colleagues and a good boss. treat yourself once you get your pay check, okay? it’s from me > <

you sweet angel 🥺 i dont want you to have to fret over sending me asks, i truly mean it when i say every moment spent talking with you is such a blessing and im always so grateful and happy to hear from you. especially knowing that you’ve been very busy with school, i’ll wait patiently until i can hear from you, just promise me you’ll still look after yourself in between it all, hm? i really want you to know just how proud i am of you for getting through your hectic days — you’re doing so well, never forget that at all! always be patient with yourself and look after you first, i’ll be here cheering for you and sending you as much encouragement in any way that’ll make you feel the best ( ⸝⸝´꒳`⸝⸝)

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hi hi darling mamba, feels like i haven't heard from you recently... i hope all is well in your life as of now and in the days to come. i'm sure you've been busy with your life and i hope you've been focusing on yourself ! i've been missing our interactions lately - come say hi sometime so i don't feel too lonely > <

safi! hi my dear! you’re so sweet to come and check in with me :( i know i haven’t been very interactive these days, i’ve been dealing with just a few ups and downs, but i’m managing alright! i will do better though ٩(๑`^´๑)۶ i miss you just as much! n even if i don’t reach out, i still do think about you often and can’t help but hope you’re doing well and taking good care

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hello angel, i saw you say that you were feeling very drained from work recently… were you unable to find a new job? i really really hope everything works out well for you so that you can spend your days wearing pretty dresses and posting your thoughts on tumblr > <

(i keep checking your blog to see if / when you update ! my dash is totally wonky and sometimes doesn’t show me my moots’ posts :/)

hello my prettiest mel!! im sorry for responding so late (ノ_ <) unfortunately i’ve yet to find myself a new job… i’m not sure if it’s because of my age or lack of experience or both… but i’ve at least taken up an online degree program for medical assistance, so hopefully that will get me somewhere! how’ve you been, dearest? are things going well for you? i’ve thought almost everyday about this kind message you’d sent me, even despite me not responding, i want you to know i do truly feel happy whenever you reach out to me.

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