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𝐆𝐢𝐫𝐥/𝐁𝐨𝐲 𝐦𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐲.

(𝐁𝐖𝐖𝐖)

(𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐆𝐄 𝐗 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐑)

Paige as a girl/boy mommy.

𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋 𝐌𝐎𝐌

Paige joking around her not being allowed to date until she in her 30s (she not joking😐)

Want her to be proud of were she comes from/ admire her beauty,curls

Learns how do work/wash her hair

“𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬” 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐠𝐞 𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐩 𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 “𝐲𝐞𝐩” 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐰𝐚𝐭𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐬 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐩𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐲 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐢 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐰𝐨 𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐝'𝐬

Has her dress up in the cutest dress

The team constantly fighting over her

“𝐢𝐦 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞” 𝐤𝐤 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐲 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐚𝐫𝐦𝐬 “𝐧𝐨 𝐢 𝐚𝐦” 𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐜𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬 “𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝟐 𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐡𝐬 𝐬𝐡𝐞 ��𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐰𝐨 𝐚𝐫𝐞” 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐥𝐚𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠.

In her arms 24/7

Hates to see her cry

“𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐠𝐞 𝐩𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐨𝐤 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐫𝐲“ 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐨𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐡𝐢𝐩𝐬 “𝐧𝐨 𝐢𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐭” 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐮𝐦𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐫𝐨𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐡

Hearing her giggles makes her day

𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐞𝐠 𝐮𝐩 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐦 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐲 𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐚𝐬 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐠𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐟𝐮𝐬𝐬𝐲 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐠𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧𝐭 𝐝𝐨 𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐜𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐚 𝐦𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐥𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐚𝐧 𝐠𝐚𝐦𝐞. 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐭𝐞 𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 “𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐬 𝐰𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐠” 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐮𝐦𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐚𝐫𝐦𝐬 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐝 𝐜𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐧𝐢𝐛𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐩. 𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐠𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐛𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚 𝐠𝐢𝐠𝐠𝐥𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐠𝐞 𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐞.

Dares anyone to say something stupid about her

She got old enough to know who everyone was when the team was to come over she would dress them up and have a tea party

𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐟𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐝 𝐠𝐢𝐠𝐠𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 “𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐠𝐞” 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐧𝐨 𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲 𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐦 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐚𝐰 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐚𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧𝐭 𝐡𝐢𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐬. “𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧” 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐠𝐞 𝐠𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐚 𝐭𝐢𝐚𝐫𝐚 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚 𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐟 𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐧𝐞𝐜𝐤 𝐬𝐚𝐦 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐤𝐤 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐬𝐨 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐚 𝐩𝐮𝐫𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐮𝐭𝐮. 𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐠𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐤𝐤 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐢𝐭 𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐞𝐚 𝐜𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐩𝐬 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐢𝐭 

𝐁𝐎𝐘 𝐌𝐎𝐌

Befit he was even born she brought him a basketball set

Always buying him new jewelry so he’s iced out along with her

Bringing him to every one of her practice 

Tik toks with him non stop

Brags about allll the ladies he gonna get in the future

Them ganging up on you when he gets older

Them playing the game together well more like him on her lap and her playing

Same with drew

Kk and her taking him shopping even thought he already has enough clothes to last him a lifetime

Her getting him a little jersey with her number and name on it

Drew being his favorite

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i have to know. do mads brother know about all her piercings and if so like what were their reactions. have a gut feeling trevor would say something like he did with her belly button piercing and her brothers would get so mad

love this au btw so much!! 💕

𝐐𝐮𝐢𝐧𝐧 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐧 𝐀𝐬𝐬

Love of my Life Au

- 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐢 𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐧𝐢𝐩𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐬 𝐩𝐢𝐞𝐫𝐜𝐞𝐝 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐚 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐣𝐨𝐛 𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐢𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦

- 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫

- 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐥𝐞𝐨 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐤𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐠𝐲𝐦 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐢𝐝𝐞

- 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐝 𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭

- 𝐫𝐮𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐩𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬 ( 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐜𝐮𝐜𝐮𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐜𝐜𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐢𝐦 )

- 𝐣𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐢 𝐰𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚 𝐡𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐮𝐛 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐢𝐦

- 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐰 𝐨𝐧 𝐚 𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐢 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬

- 𝐣𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐚 𝐡𝐮𝐠𝐞 𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐠𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠

- 𝐇𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧’𝐭 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐤𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭

- “𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧’𝐭 𝐢𝐭”

- 𝐡𝐞 𝐤𝐞𝐩𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐟𝐮𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐞𝐫

- 𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬 𝐡𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐂𝐨𝐥𝐞, 𝐀𝐥𝐞𝐱, 𝐉𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐡𝐞’𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐚 𝐛𝐢𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐢

- 𝐡𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝

- 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐓𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐨𝐫 𝐠𝐨𝐝 𝐝𝐚𝐦𝐧 𝐙𝐞𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐬𝐞

- 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐩𝐢𝐜 𝐨𝐟 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫

- “𝐍𝐢𝐩𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐩𝐢𝐞𝐫𝐜𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐞” 𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐲𝐬

- “𝐓𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐞𝐱𝐚𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐈 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐢 𝐬𝐚𝐰 𝐞𝐦”

- 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐚 𝐬𝐥𝐚𝐩 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚 “𝐓𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐨𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮”

- 𝐐𝐮𝐢𝐧𝐧 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐩𝐞𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐟𝐢𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐚𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐚𝐬 𝐚 𝐠𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐲

- 𝐋𝐮𝐤𝐞 𝐡𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐢𝐠 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐲 𝐡𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐚 𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐞

- “𝐄𝐰, 𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐭’𝐬 𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐥, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐧𝐢𝐩𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐬”????

- 𝐉𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐫𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐓𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐨𝐫 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞

- 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐮𝐞. 𝐐𝐮𝐢𝐧𝐧

- 𝐇𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐚 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐬 𝐬𝐥𝐮𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐲

- 𝐇𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐫𝐲 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐃

- 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬𝐧’𝐭 𝐚 𝐬𝐥𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐚 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦

- 𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐟𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐐𝐮𝐢𝐧𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬

- 𝐑𝐮𝐭 𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠

- 𝐒𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐌𝐚𝐝𝐢 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐮𝐩 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐩𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐩𝐢𝐝 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬

- 𝐐𝐮𝐢𝐧𝐧 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐬 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐲 𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐚 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐩𝐢𝐠 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐠𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐤𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐞𝐫

- 𝐇𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐬 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐢𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐡𝐞’𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐚𝐩𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐬

[thatanimewriter]

CRY FOR LOVE.

➳ synopsis: ever since dan feng had been sentenced to molting rebirth, you didn't know how to move on, despite not having your love returned by the high elder. encountering his reincarnation - dan heng - centuries down the track wasn't the plan.

➳ character/s: dan heng, dan feng

➳ warnings: swearing, death (but a double whammy), reincarnation, unrequited love (unless-), spoilers for the 1.2 trailblaze mission, haha songfic/scripted music video??? (screenshot summary of a movie but written)

➳ notes: here is the explanation of such fic type and the guide on how i suggest to read this :)). i have an addiction to this song istg, baekhyun vocals send me

𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐫𝐮𝐥𝐞𝐬 / 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭  / 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐬 / 𝐰𝐢𝐩 𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭  

𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐲 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐈 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭, 𝐈'𝐦 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐤𝐞𝐩𝐭 𝐨𝐧 𝐰𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠.

the image of dan feng in chains as he was led to the shackling prison was burnt into your mind, even when you closed your eyes.

𝐈 𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐞𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐥𝐲, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐳𝐲.

you held the little block puzzle in your hand containing the confession letter you planned to give him, but sighed and pocketed it. you won't be needing it.

𝐖𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐟𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐧𝐨 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞, 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐡𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨, 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐧𝐨 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 𝐢 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐤 𝐨𝐟 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐭 𝐭𝐨𝐨.

"i'm not him."

you held his gaze and sucked in a small breath, smiling bittersweetly. "i know," you whispered. "what's your name?"

𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐈 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐠𝐨 𝐭𝐨 𝐚 𝐡𝐨𝐭 𝐬𝐩𝐨𝐭, 𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐈 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠?

dan heng didn't know how to feel about jing yuan bringing him to the old spots they used to go to, but he realised he didn't feel anything at all.

𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐬𝐨 𝐡𝐢𝐠𝐡 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐞, 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐝 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐞. 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐥, 𝐈 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐧 𝐛𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐥𝐲, 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐞.

dan heng doesn't miss the forced smile you put on just for him. "i'm sorry-"

"you're not him," you interrupted, taking a shaky breath. maybe a short walk together wasn't a good idea. "it's ok. don't apologise for something you didn't do."

𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈 𝐜𝐫𝐲, 𝐦𝐲 𝐭𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐝𝐫𝐲. 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐬 𝐛𝐲 𝐚𝐬 𝐢𝐟 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐈 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐥. 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐝𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮. 𝐖𝐚𝐬 𝐢𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐲?

a single tear rolls down your face as you curl your knees to your chest, resting your chin atop them as you gazed at the pond. it felt pathetic to see dan heng sitting beside you in the reflection of the water, a gentle hand rubbing your back despite knowing you a total of 2 weeks.

𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐞𝐧𝐝, 𝐈 𝐜𝐫𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐞, 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤, 𝐈 𝐜𝐫𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐞.

his lips press into a thin line as the tears welled in your eyes. he thinks it's awkward how he rubs your back but the guilt of what his past self has done to you overrides his senses and pushes him to continue the motion.

𝐔𝐧𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐟𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧, 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐈 𝐜𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐢𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐰𝐥𝐲 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐬.

this is getting ridiculous, you thought. the burning question of 'what if?' has been plaguing your mind since you met dan heng a month ago.

𝐊𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐈 𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐮𝐩 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞. 𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐈 𝐭𝐫𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭, 𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐭 𝐬𝐨 𝐝𝐢𝐟𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐮𝐥𝐭?

for a month, dan heng has been trying to remember any importance you had to dan feng's life, but he can't ignore the ache in his chest when he thinks about you being in it.

𝐈 𝐰𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐧𝐨 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞, 𝐢𝐭 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐭 𝐧𝐨 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞. 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐥𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐬 𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐥, 𝐈 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐝𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭. 𝐈 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐚𝐲, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞.

how much longer was he going to be here? you weren't sure if you wanted to know the answer to your own question as you took an unfamiliar route on your walk. you were sure he noticed you purposely avoiding him, but you didn't know how else to rid yourself of feelings for his past self.

𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐬𝐨 𝐡𝐢𝐠𝐡 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐞, 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐝 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐞. 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐥, 𝐈 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐧 𝐛𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐥𝐲, 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐞.

the absence of you was deafening. dan heng's hope that maybe there are some good things about his past life was diminishing as he watched you take another detour. he wants to follow you, to hug you, to apologise to you, but his feet remain rooted to the ground.

𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐞𝐧𝐝, 𝐈 𝐜𝐫𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐞, 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤, 𝐈 𝐜𝐫𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐞.

the bags under your eyes seem darker as you watched him eat with the astral express, but a teary smile sat on your tired features at the thought of you having that with someone in a past life of your own. just not this one.

𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐛𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞, 𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐞, '𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐰𝐞'𝐫𝐞 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐩 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞. 𝐈 𝐜𝐫𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐞.

he is everywhere. you see his eyes in the lakes, ocean and the sky. you feel the warmth of his company as you wander down aurum alley. you're reminded of his intelligence as you pass through stargazer navalia. you're reminded of your unrequited love every time you come to central starskiff haven, surrounded by those flaunting their success in love whereas you failed.

you swallow your frustrations, gazing at a starskiff that faded into the horizon. perhaps he would be better without your heartbroken presence...

𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐬𝐨 𝐡𝐢𝐠𝐡 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐞, 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐝 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐞. 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐥, 𝐈 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐧 𝐛𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐥𝐲, 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐞.

your bags were packed and ready to go, your home now eerily empty, save for a singular photo frame of yourself and dan heng that was taken by march. you left your key inside a pot as always before you turned your back on your past, never to look back again.

𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐞𝐧𝐝, 𝐈 𝐜𝐫𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐞, 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤, 𝐈 𝐜𝐫𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐞.

with shaky hands, dan heng holds the photo frame containing a fond memory of you that always seemed to weigh on his mind. he looked around your home, hoping you would show, but knowing you wouldn't come back for him.

𝐈𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞, 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞, 𝐈 𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐬𝐨 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.

a shallow breath escaped your lips as you lay in the snow, blood pouring from your chest.

"i'm finally free..."

𝐈𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞, 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞, 𝐈 𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐬𝐨 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.

a tear fell from dan heng's crystal-like eyes as he knelt by your grave, giving the headstone a kiss he wished he had the chance to give you.

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