#☽ ＼ ( out of character ) .

[dragxnfxrced]

🐱☍☾ i currently have drafts i owe for @oceanic-phantom, @ycungmagick, @dragvnsovl, @hopefromadoomedtimeline, @muppeteyes1001, @the-haunted-office, @windsofredemption, and @3-n-a

🐱☍☾ i can think of maybe a couple i could feasibly see myself continuing, but otherwise im thinking of starting fresh. would any of the mentioned muns be okay w/ dropping threads to start new ones? assuming i dont decide to keep them due to inspiration

[halphcs]

Doodle of the cutie

[ferrumira]

let chaos begin

[wickdcreatures]

          “ Hey sweetheart, ”    Salem speaks into the spirit box, the home’s creaky stairs almost sighing in response,     “ I like your vibe… could I get your number? ”     He looks over to @unpossession, wild eyes alight with the rush of a dare completed. Why not flirt with a ghost, anyways? 

[orphicdelirium]

Hey, uhh, does anyone still remember me? Anyone still around?

[asakishi]

I miss you, oreo protector.

Hope to see you back some day!

this is such a deep cut reference to like 10 fucking years ago, lmao. whoever u are, kudos to memory span of an elephant. my god. <3 (ps: thank you. xoxo. and pls reveal urself, i must know who this was.)

[musaeon]

how are you ruined?

ruined by loneliness. you are so lonely. you are miserable in your solitude. you hate that you cannot bring yourself to reach out, to ask for help. you will be forgotten by all who never knew you. your biggest fear is that you will die alone, and you know this fear will be seen to fruition. you refuse to extend yourself beyond the box that others put you in. and it is a box that no one dare come near. you are lonely because you are afraid of yourself.

ruined by loneliness. you are so lonely. you are miserable in your solitude. you hate that you cannot bring yourself to reach out, to ask for help. you will be forgotten by all who never knew you. your biggest fear is that you will die alone, and you know this fear will be seen to fruition. you refuse to extend yourself beyond the box that others put you in. and it is a box that no one dare come near. you are lonely because you are afraid of yourself.

tagged by: indirectly by multiple people on the dash! tagging: steal it from me!

[malicedarkened]

quick doodle warmup of the ink goo boi from a few days ago!

[ruinakete]

aloe : how does your muse handle grief ?

BOTANICAL HEADCANONS ・ accepting! ( asked also by @sublimeflowoftime and @enarmor! ) ( brief warning for very small suicide attempt mention in second paragraph )

though i want to say her reaction would be extreme, it actually isn't. in fact, it's the opposite? her handle on grief, reaction-wise, is quite calculated despite the immediate dissociation as if her heart doesn't fully understand that she's supposed to be grieving.

likewise, the only times i can remember Zephia being forced to grieve, with her whole heart, is after the destruction of her village and before Griss' death ( as she had bled out before he did ). her instinct in light of both incidents was to take back control; younger her immediately tried to destroy her Dragonstone and, to an extent, herself instead of idly carrying or being the cause of her parents' deaths while pre-death her used the rest of her magic to create a crystal for Alear, more to spite Sombron than to help Alear despite it doing just that and her words insinuating the latter.

so, in a way, it could be argued that Zephia doesn't really acknowledge grief properly until a loooong time passes. her first instinct will always be to regain the control she lost from "grieving" in the first place. and by not recognizing grief as an actual emotion until centuries pass, she tends to forget exactly what brought the grief upon her in the first place. and that kind of just... ruins the whole healing process. it's like a continuous cycle.

I wish I could give a more elaborate answer but Zephia, at her core, is a person who doesn't waste much time on the human aspects that make her, her. that's just not who she is or who she was raised to be; both by her tribe and Sombron.

for example, instead of actually being sad about Marni's betrayal ( which I can confidently say had an impact on her, no matter if the said impact was big or not ), she immediately killed the hound instead of wasting time to wonder what drove Marni to act the way she did. while that was cruel and Zephia's uncaring comments on it were heartless, I truly believe that it was her form of grieving. taking back the control she loses is the only comfort she deems necessary to helping her feel better.

however, another factor might just be that she didn't really care that much for Marni at that time since she had yet to realize the dynamic they had was what she had wanted all along. so, to Zephia of the past and present, that incident wouldn't even be counted as something to grieve over. but there is no doubt that she does care about her.

anywho, my last note on this is to reiterate that grief likely isn't an emotion she's been subjected to a lot, which, in her thousands of years alive, wouldn't make her as responsive or familiar with it.

[ladyseidr]

horrible muse addition thoughts i've had lately

[ gives mrs. em.ily a canon name ] i'm just doing this for henry. i'm not going to write her. she will not be another elise or jayne. [ comes up with her appearance ] . . . but like what if—

secret muse page but only for Funny Joke Muses that are request only and like half-serious until i write them 3 times and then dedicate my entire life to them and add them as a full muse ( you know how it is )

me being horribly ( jokingly ) angry abt the above idea because if i did this, i would absolutely add ne.ss ( matp.at's cameo ) from the fn.af movie and that would be proving @florietiae right ( i love you )

kinda already did this via the golden fr.eddy page but Evan For Real and also Cassidy For Real. they are absolutely open to interactions but cassidy is kept intentionally vague

once again thinking abt np.md like you know my grace would slay. tell me you know this.

like i could fuck with some x-m.en muses SO hard, i was such an x-me.n girly ( gender neutral ) growing up. like mysti.que? rog.ue? magma?? only problem is i'm like Desperately opposed to writing with Movie Mar.vel stuff ( minus the x-m.en movies specifically ) so i feel like that could be a problem lmao

speaking of, more D.C muses. like sorry that tim is horrifically neglected on this blog but i still think i could write scarecr.ow or riddl.er or—

[midmare]

the mental image of midnight sleeping with a koala or some sort of creature in his lap won't leave my head

[dragxnfxrced]

🐱☍☾ new art of Banda 💪

[halphcs]

Playing bg3!mirajane. Who should be the guardian— it’s so hard to choose!

Also debating if I should make her a bg3!verse too

[ferrumira]

Hi.

[wickdcreatures]

now that heather is being dumped ( again ) which means she only has ONE boyfriend, she is taking partner applications ! there are approximately 9,999,999,999 positions still open !!

[11alpha]

scott protective of his betas af