#❝ i’m a loser baby━ so why don’t you kill me ? ❠ ━━「 husker & angel dust

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husk's watching angel with saddened eyes. he doesn't move from his spot from behind the bar, let his confession sink in. because it was true━ somehow, he had fallen into the web that was caring for angel. he didn't want angel for any of the reasons he expected━ shocking for a man who's sin was greed, perhaps his shackles had beaten him down so much he couldn't find himself wanting for reasons like that anymore.

maybe it was because he knew damn well no one wanted to just be angel's friend. maybe it was because he was shackled down just as he was, and he knew at least how that felt. but it was so painfully true━ husk just wanted to be angel's friend. and he wouldn't take that back, even as he watched in almost real time as angel pushed him further away.

            ❝ you're still acting. ❞ husk commented plainly, but he doesn't push it further, doesn't explain himself. he should've expected his words not to be taken well, not with angel so far gone in his own lack of self-esteem.

            ❝ don't want me to be your friend ? that's fine. just can't say i didn't try. ❞ its clear husk's own walls were coming back up. he was too vulnerable too long for comfort, and his vulnerability wasn't being taken well anyways. no reason to keep them down any longer. even so, his tail and wings hung low and ears pressed back as he attempted to turn his attention back to cleaning.