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That's it. I'm redoing my tags

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i gave up with the google doc but its mostly updated with new muses here u guys go and now im here to be a problem

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Hi Tink! I didn't realize how far down the rabbit hole I'd fallen looking through your blog, but I found a post about A Most Holy Man from way back when about how Jensen improvised that bit about the Impala being stolen and you said you thought it was bad (paraphrasing) and I was just wondering why? (I mean obviously murder is bad but in terms of characterization, I guess) I hope this makes sense - it feels like it doesn't, sorry!

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Yeah, I did explain that I felt this line was out of character and out of sync with the development of Dean’s character throughout season 12-13 and absolutely it clicked in place for me 100% when Jensen said he added this line in that 

A. no I wasn’t nuts to have thought this in the first place as clearly it was NOT written as part of the script and therefore the fact that the rest of the characterisation and development works perfectly if you remove this line makes my wrinkles smooth out in deep pleasure as an analytical person who felt this one line totally stuck out like a sore thumb and didn’t fit at all with the rest of his characterisation or the plan of his character development

B. shows again how Jensen bless him can be so on the money about some stuff and yet so backwards and antiquated in his perception of who Dean is in others. It’s like he sees parts of the development but not all and suffocates those parts he doesn’t see/like sometimes because he just doesn’t understand that this isn’t OOC, it’s entirely IN character it’s just that his character had a facade up and now he’s letting it down. He’s played the facade so well he thinks it’s actually Dean sometimes... It fits perfectly with his denying the Game of Thrones line which revealed that Dean loves reading for pleasure and is a massive geek, the Taylor Swift line, leaving Sam when he knows he is undeniably dead, this moment... there’s more, the list is not that long really but they are some key moments where the writers and the analytical meta writers all squee over this exposition of his character fitting all together and all making sense in the big puzzle of Dean and Jensen just sometime doesn’t get because his perception of Dean omits these aspects and unfortunately for him this overall theme for Dean is only coming out stronger and stronger as the sublimation dies out. I say unfortunately because this basically means either Jensen is going to keep having to either change lines while the writer’s out of sight or get firmly told he just has to nut up and do it as per a variety of outcomes for the previous examples I’ve given. As the show is coming to the point where this is becoming more and more common and blatant the latter is likely to happen though, let’s be real. They’re not going to let go of the repeated characterisation and puzzle box of Dean that’s taken 13 years to build just because it takes a few takes to get Jensen to figure it out. Jensen continually tells us he is an actor and not a writer and is happy to let them get on with the job as long as he understands and once he does he’s totally on board (ie. Mary in 12x22) so likely they’ll just do that some more.

Back to the car line, well, essentially Baby is a metaphor for Dean’s emotional state. I think this has been confirmed by one of the writers on twitter some time though I don’t have the exact details but regardless it’s blatant. My tag for it is #baby is deans soul.

Eg. We discover that Dean is the one who chose Baby, not John then consistently we see her as representing his state of mind. When he’s out of hunting and masking himself with Lisa Baby is under a cover (masked), when Dean loses his faith in Cas when he becomes Godstiel Baby is wrecked and his repairing of her is a metaphor for his repairing his own mental state, when Dean gets sent to purgatory Baby is wrecked, when Dean gets rid of the Mark he cleans Baby up methodically and repeatedly, she’s gleaming (in his booty shorts), when they realise the Darkness is destroying the world Dean’s relief is short lived and Baby gets beaten up within that same episode, when Cas is dead and Dean can’t cope Baby is filthy, now that Dean is possessed apparently we don’t see Baby for a while... 

So yes Baby is a metaphor for Dean’s soul and throughout seasons 12 and 13 in particular Dean has been getting so much mentally healthier, more open with his emotions, more honest, just so much better overall (apart from his wavering and descent into darkness from mid s13 of course leading to Michael) but in general his view of HIMSELF has been so much better. He’s openly admitting that he has sublimated a lot in the past, then he shows us so much of himself. He goes around bonding with retro kids over doc martens and energy drinks and shows his relatively silly fear in his Indiana Jones moment which is so daft in relation to his usual life. He talks to Sam about his happy endgame. He gives Cas a freaking mixtape. He talks openly to his mother about his feelings I mean Chuck almighty! HE LETS SAM GO! That’s a huge one, he lets Sam go and be the leader he truly is and stops trying to control him. Etc Etc Etc. 

Then in this episode which frankly was boring but the META aspect of it was fantastic, it was a whole episode based on what’s right and wrong, do the ends justify the means etc, where do they sit, Sam being the leader again and convincing Dean of the right path and all that jazz, well, it kinda made zero sense for Dean to backtrack to season 8/10 style most repressed angry can’t see the good for the bad just wants to smash everything Dean like? ? ? This isn’t season 13 Dean. Sure season 13 Dean is struggling but he’s generally just so much better, he’s not regressed in that respect that much wowzers. IDK it just felt totally off and not true to real Dean, who we had been getting so much exposition of leading up to this huge flip at the end of the season which was SUPPOSED to make us see how this was totally bad because that’s not who Dean truly is because of this exposition of his character over 2 years and then relatively close to the climax we got this line which was such a performance of angry not-who-Dean-truly-is-but-who-he-is-when-shit-is-so-bad-he’s-lost-himself-Winchester. It just took away from the whole “blue blue blue blue blue blue blue - RED” thing by having a red right in that part leading up to the climax you know? It makes you not see the pattern of how WRONG the red is.

Anyway, that’s why I was very happy when I heard that it wasn’t scripted, because this wasn’t part of Dean’s characterisation or the writing plan at all, which is what takes us forward. The throwaway line by Jensen doesn’t mean anything, what matters in terms of seeing how it’s going to be written moving forwards is what the writers write and that all makes perfect sense. It’s all the BLUE ie. who Dean really is underneath all the crap and that Dean is beautiful.

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                                  ⪼ I Did Not Ask For This. ⪻

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I. mun does not equal muse. all the characters in this show are literally the worst. i know this guy is a piece of garbage. i know he does abhorrent things. i want to write him anyways. and you can't bully me or send me hate to upset me, i literally already like this guy i can't sink much lower.

II. he's a targaryen. there's gonna be incest on this blog. there's gonna be lots of alcohol use and abuse. lots of self-pitying from this guy, so it's probably gonna look like i'm excusing his actions but i really am not. lots of nsfw stuff of various kinds. lots of blood. lots of dragons. lots of death. there's gonna be lots of things on here and i probably won't tag every single reply to a thread that i do with things but i will try my best to tag the first ones i post.

III. i will not be writing any sa on this blog. i will/might make vague allusions to it in some writing. but for the most part any interactions i have with anyone, he's gonna follow what 'no' means.

IV. canons and ocs are more than welcome. crossovers and specially made verses are more than welcome.

V. i have read fire and blood. i know how the book goes. i am not following the book to the t because it's biased and the show is better imo. i love that the book is an unreliable source and so plots and decisions from the book will be altered with how i like em and how i think fits the character and narrative.

VI. i'm open to smut and shipping here. thoughts and prayers to your character and sanity.

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                                           meet the mun.  — basics

NAME:  tink

PRONOUNS:   she/her 

PREFERENCE OF COMMUNICATION:  discord/tumblr ims

SINGLE / TAKEN: taken. Poly. engaged ( getting married this october actually ^~^ )

— three facts

1. i broke 3 ribs when i was 8 2. i cosplay almost all of my muses at some point 3. Im learning high valyrian on duolingo rn and honestly im doing pretty fuckin well considering i started 3 weeks ago. ( i enjoy saying “the owl is frightening” and “you are a fruit” (to my irl friends affectionately)).

— experience

Started rp on twitter in 2011 and then i think in 2012 i moved to tumblr with my dearest friend who no longer rps but we’re still close. And i have taken many breaks in the past 11 years but i’ve been in almost every fandom on here and if i wasnt in the fandom i was friends/mutuals with ppl who were so i’ve been around

— sub-genres

Man idk what this means but my sub-genre is tired.

— plots vs memes

Personally i love memes the best, but plots are also immaculate.

— long or short replies

Yes. 

— best time to write

Theres never a best time to write i just go ham when the inspiration is there

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aegon is definitely the type of dude to learn psychology just to deflect/manipulate people easier

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i will not be convinced the writers for s2 didn't look at my blog and said "mhm yes she gets it" and wrote it down

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TEN FAVOURITE CHARACTERS FROM TEN DIFFERENT FANDOMS!

Rhaenyra Targaryen - House of the Dragon

Wanda Maximoff - Marvel

Alice - Alice in Wonderland

Finnick Odair - The Hunger Games

Eddie Munson - Stranger Things 

Padme Amidala - Star Wars

Abe Sapien - Hellboy 

Hannibal Lecter - Hannibal

Pippin Took - LotR

Jinx - Arcane

Tagged by; @wcrriorhearts <3

Tagging; yOU. just tag me so i can see.

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im about to go insane why cant i simply cut posts

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the episode timeline leaks got me 😬😬😬😬 this morning

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okay here’s my plan:  today- some of aegon and maybe another tomorrow - like one on rhaenyra maybe thursday - some here for alice, eddie and wanda specifically friday -aeggy boi gets center stage 

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Fuck I forgot to change Kang's FC someone remind me to do that when I get home pls

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Hi guys been a minute are we still homies?