“Alice”, a new fan song I made.
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Lyrics:
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Something’s happening to my daily life
Shadows have come alive on their own
There’s people out there watching that I don’t recognise
And even though you’re here, I feel alone
Mother just can’t find it in herself to care
Father seems to care but ends up blind
Sister’s terrified, her sanity is slipping
And you’re the only friend I have who’s kind
— surrounding — depression
— responding — obsession
Mindless yearning, instincts burning for the hole to be filled
A means to see the face of God
Alice — what do you really think of me?
‘cause I don’t think I know myself at all
You see the shadows that I cast, behind the two-way looking glass
but your sympathetic eyes have yet to fall
There’s a me out there who’s not the me you’re talking to
But I don’t know if we’re different or the same
She’s the side of the coin that I don’t see, the split baked into reality
A painting where the artwork is the frame
She is, I am, he was, the modern Prometheus
linked up to the electric fire brought down
I am the object and the means, you are the seer and the seen(scene),
in the protocol to which we are all bound
— she follows — I’m followed
— her voice fills — my hollow
A fleeting thought, a dream, before I’m swallowed whole and slip between
The manufactured face of God
Alice — you never fell down the rabbit hole
You somehow evade the spiderwebs I weave
I know your secrets all too well, I could make your life a living hell
But you see the me that I want you to believe
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Alice — you were there when I needed you
You saved me from my maker, from my shame
But somehow love can’t overcome the fear of God in everyone
And so, for your sake, I’ll erase my name….
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Art made with Clip Studio Paint and Finished with Photoshop CS5 during 2 days.
DO NOT RE-POST MY ART WITHOUT MY PERMITION!!!
Serial Experiments Lain © by Ryutaro Nakamura, Chiaki J. Konaka & Yoshitoshi ABe / Triangle Staff
WARNNING: Don't watch this anime if you have any type of trigger related to depression or suicidal tendencies.
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Anime: Serial Experiments Lain (Cyberpunk,Psychological horror, Techno-horror)
Song: Avril Lavigne Avalanche
Honestly
I can't shake it, shake it, shake it
Tonight, I don't feel alright on the inside
It's like I'm runnin' from an avalanche
And I'm not okay, I'm not okay, no
https://youtube.com/@akaiito100
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