#理智的我: ur body is literally still suffering the consequences. | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

swdgf · 8 months

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thinking a little too much lately which is a dangerous place to be :-( but ughh it rly does suck that my ed was at its worst when (i feel) i peaked in every other aspect…academically! socially! dating! and all that happens to be when i think i looked best physically(warped perception) sometimes i catch myself romanticizing that period of my life.. but i have to remember the hair loss, the constant migraines, the random heart palpitations, always feeling cold and tired, how abjectly MISERABLE i was

#i dont know how i was running back then on literally fumes…. prob why i crashed and burned later physically couldnt keep up anymore #i like having the energy to exercise whenever i want to and not feel like im dying/have to punish myself!#i like being able to just focus without constantly thinking abt food #i like being able to say im hungry when i am like a normal person without wanting to kms #but sometimes i do think my life would just perfect itself if only i was ** kg again #me: it wasnt that bad i could if i wanted to again #理智的我: ur body is literally still suffering the consequences.#delete later

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